Confessions about 'Pride'

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Today's lesson: Do NOT hula hoop without wearing a bra. That is all.

Pride

1) taken a shower together bc we didnt have time to take separate ones. 2) yes we've kissed. 3) we always end up in our bras and underwear together. 4) we cuddle. 5) touched tongues. 6) dirty talk to each other ( as a joke). 7) she wore my sweatpants with no underwear. 8) shes grabbed my b****. 9) shes licked my stomach. 10) licked my ear. 11) ive sucked her finger. 12) shes grabbed my crotch. 13) i strip tease for her sometimes. 14) we hold hands during scary movies. 15) i lick her randomly 16) we tell each other EVERYTHING! and i mean eveeeeerryyything....... what ever you can POSSIBLY think of we tell each other hahah 17) we have done something in front of each other but im not im not willing to share that haha

1) taken a shower together bc we didnt have time to take separate ones. 2) yes we've kissed. 3) we a...

Pride

i can't decide what i'm supposed to i can't decide what i'm supposed to do.. i have two guys telling me they like me one even says his "heart is aching for me" the other says "it just feels right" and niether do i want to hurt.. they like me and want to care about me and my unborn baby... im just soooo lost on what to do. i never thought this would happen.

i can't decide what i'm supposed to i can't decide what i'm supposed to do.. i have two guys tellin...

Pride

Finally Over. I started in my sport for my own enjoyment. Very soon I was talked into being a coach. 20 years later, and all of the people who thought it best for ME to coach have been gone for 18 years. I have been screwed under, lied to and about. I have been an outcast in the very region I helped build. I have been taken advantage of and even sued. Now, I am closing the training center and never looking at this sport again. I hope you all rot in hell for the way you have treated me for so long.

Finally Over. I started in my sport for my own enjoyment. Very soon I was talked into being a coac...

Pride

Believe Cher No matter how hard I try You keep pushing me aside And I can't break through There's no talking to you It's so sad that you're leaving It takes time to believe it But after all is said and done You're gonna be the lonely one Do you believe in life after love I can feel something inside me say I really don't think you're strong enough Do you believe in life after love I can feel something inside me say I really don't think you're strong enough What am I supposed to do Sit around and wait for you Well I can't do that And there's no turning back I need time to move on I need a love to feel strong Cause I've got time to think it through And maybe I'm too good for you Do you believe in life after love I can feel something inside me say I really… Full lyrics on Google Play Music https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YuZZqGRrSzI

Believe Cher No matter how hard I try You keep pushing me aside And I can't break through There's no...

Pride, Love, Abuse, Hate

I wouldn't make a good mother, lets face it I am too sensible and reliable and modest.

Pride, Abuse, Hate

i feel so worried i have done the wrong thing all the time. i am always regreting most things i do. i signed up to do some short courses but they are not easy. already i feel broken down and financially busted. i hate the admin course already and how its set up and don't understand it. i have a thing against some courses and i just hope it will be easier then it looks. i like some challenge but not that much challenge that is it impossible to win. oh, and i wondered if they would misunderstand and start up their biker games again. please go away. i am just consern with survival. my body just worries about surviving. my mind just worries about surviving, my heart only worries about surviving. i am not interested in love at all. i am not interested in beauty and marriage. i have no survival to worry about for the rest of my life. so just please go away. no one wants you here. after a near death experience I just don't care about relationships ever again. as much as i want love my family is what matters to me. just survival is all i can't put my mind and body to. don't expect much else out of me. all i want to do now is party and have cruise ship holidays and change my world around. yeh i study but i will never be a someone or anyone. i was put in the tard corner young. i can't make employers want to give me a job or a nice guy to like me. i have given up on that since i turned 25- 34 i was pushed on the scrap heap everywhere more so since turning 40 and i just want to party hard without alcohol or drugs or sex or worry of kids unless i find the right person. i sometimes think about adopting children but i don't have money and like i say "who would want me now?" it doesn't even matter anymore. i gave up all my goals and dreams because others gave up on me too soon, and they didn't return the goodness and well wishes i gave to so many. all i got was shit and insults and bullying and deadwishes on me since a child. i don't forgive so easily over all this.

i feel so worried i have done the wrong thing all the time. i am always regreting most things i do. ...

Pride, Hate

Incest, abortion. AM I doing the right thing? I'm pregnant with my son's baby - and yet I'm happy. Please, don't ridicule me or say anything harsh. I know I've made mistakes. I did things that I thought were smart but weren't. I can't un-ring the bell. I'm writing here for advice, and maybe to explain myself. I was foolish and got married at age 18 and had my son, Drew (not his real name) when I had just turned 19. I thought I was in love but I learned early on that my husband was cheating on me. Also, he could be abusive emotionally and even borderline physically. When I thought Drew was in danger, I left my husband, divorced him, and went on my own. My pride got in my way so I didn't go to my parents for help even when the alimony and child support checks failed to arrive. It was a struggle, but I completed my degree, got a job and took care of my baby son. In the early days he had a crib, but as he got older I could not afford a bed for him. So we shared a bed but there was nothing ever, ever sexual. We would both sleep in pajamas and when he was little he would sleep with his little stuffed dog. As he got older, we would talk, but it was always about things that we were doing, what time I had to be to work, or he had to be to Little League or soccer or how school was going. That sort of thing. I will say that as he got older we did become more casual about nudity and if one of us was in the shower while the other was brushing teeth or whatever, or maybe going to or from the bathroom from our rooms, we might see each other naked. I look back at this and wonder if I wasn't too tolerant, but again, he was dating girls - although at his age it rarely lasted long - and it seemed so normal and non-sexual. I would also sometimes see him - even in my bed - with an erection (and I accidentally went into his room a couple of times and caught him masturbating) but even when he was in my room with a b** the talk was not sexual and I just assumed it was the result of the normal hormones of a teenage boy. Things crossed the line when he was almost 17. We had a very bad patch. For his part, he was hurt by a girl he really liked - but I admit that I probably didn't take his hurt as seriously as I should have. The problem I was having was that I guy I had been seeing broke up with me and at about the same time I lost my job, we had some car trouble. It seemed like everything in my life was going wrong again. We were short of cash again and I was scared and tired. One night he heard me in the shower crying my eyes out. I just couldn't take it anymore. He heard me and got into the shower with me and held me. I should have stopped it right then and there, but for the first time in a long while I felt safe and it felt so good to be held by someone who loved me and we started to kiss. I should not have, I knew I should not have, but I gave in. I suddenly realized that I not only loved my son, but that I was in love with my son. He is mature for his age, but he was only 16 and that shows too. One minute he seems like a man, the next minute a boy, but I was so scared and so lonely and he was so loving and gentle and so we began a sexual relationship. When I found out I was pregnant I didn't tell him right away. I was terrified about how he would react, and I was terrified about how it would impact our relationship and how he would do in school. A million thoughts raced through my head but when I did jin up the courage to tell him I was totally surprised by his response. I thought he would freak out, but instead he was thrilled. He was so happy. He kept saying, "I'm gonna be a dad. Really!!!?? I'm gonna be a dad. Mom I love you so much!!!" I've never seen him smile so much and then he started to cry out of sheer happiness. I didn't know whether to be relieved or terrified. So we went along for a bit, but I kept worrying about how this would effect Drew. He was so happy, but I was worried that it would effect his plans for college and his future. I've been so lucky. I've done the Internet searches and I am so blessed. Drew's grades are good, he has friends. By all rights he should be so messed up but he isn't. He is just a happy kid in school who is thrilled that he is going to be a daddy. When he comes home he'll kiss me and then bend down to my belly and say, "Hi Junior," - he keeps calling the baby "Junior," though we just found out we are expecting a boy - "This is your daddy, and I love you with all my heart!!!" I actually don't believe in abortion, but knowing how much this baby could adversely effect my son's future I considered at one point having an abortion, but when I told him I was thinking about it we had several serious discussions and he was dead set against it. What finally totally stopped me was when, in a really heated argument, he said to me, "Mom, you don't get it. I'm going to be the dad I never got to have." I was stunned and realized I could not abort this baby. Besides, as time has worn on, I realize that I want this baby for all the right reasons. It's a precious little life no matter the circumstances of his birth. He is a beautiful gift that my son has given to me by sharing his naked body with me. It's not good circumstances, but I've come to think of it as beautiful and I want to have this baby to share something beautiful with my son. So we've decided a few things. 1) Fatherhood or no, my son will go to college, though we have not worked out yet if he is going to be dorm resident - because I want him to have the whole college experience - or as a commuter. When I insisted that he go to college, he said, of course, because he was going to provide a good living for his son. I was so proud of him. My son will graduate from high school in early June, turn 18 in late June and the baby is due in August, so I think we can make this work. 2) We've decided not tell my doctor who the father is. I just told my doctor that it was a man who I didn't want in my baby's life and I asked if Drew could be present at the birth. The doctor said that was unusual, but he thought it could be worked out. My son is thrilled but I'm a bit nervous that the doc might figure out that the baby's father is my 17 year old son. Should I be worried? 3) What I am worried about is that we are not getting some of the special testing that the baby needs. This worries me. I know there is a very real chance that the baby will have birth defects but I don't know how to get him tested beyond the normal prenatal tests. So far all my examinations seem to be showing everything normal, but I'm worried. Does anyone know how I might get the additional tests I need? Please help me. 4) I know I've made some serious mistakes, but I need to know what someone out there, someone who does not know me and can see things from the outside, thinks about how I've handled this. Did I do the right thing not having an abortion? The baby seems so important to my son - and he wants so much to be a dad. I know that, in many ways that is just a boy romanticizing the father he never had, but he is also mature for his age, he is keeping his grades up and has many friends, both guys and gals, I think it would hurt him so deeply to abort the pregnancy. Am I right? 5) Most of all, my son and I continue to have a sexual relationship and I plan, so long as he wants it to continue to have s with him. Partly, I won't lie, it is because I want it. I need to feel him and be close. I know this

Incest, abortion. AM I doing the right thing? I'm pregnant with my son's baby - and yet I'm happy. P...

Adultery, Pride, Murder, Abuse, Sex

When I was a teenager I would charge my friends five bucks to look at my drunk nude mother. I made over 200 bucks

When I was a teenager I would charge my friends five bucks to look at my drunk nude mother. I made o...

Adultery, Pride, Murder, Love, Abuse, Hate, Violence, Gay, Hacking, Stealing, Marriage, Blasphemy, Sex

I can't lose weight without gloria marshal help. they had the best weight loss diet drinks and all the shit at pharmacies and shops are shit loaded with sugar and they taste awful. I told the woman at jenny craig, I have given up believing i can lose weight and their weight loss diet is awful and no one has the exercise equipment and motivation customized to individual needs to the standard of gloria marshal. most gyms will not help you lose weight they help you gain muscle and general body mass for bulking for weight lifting rather then actual weight loss for a womans figure correction salon. there is a huge difference, when you have experienced you know this.

I can't lose weight without gloria marshal help. they had the best weight loss diet drinks and all t...

Pride

The way our golf course works is they start taking tee times at 7:30a.m., but you can tee off before that if you want. In the summer, I usually go out extremely early to get in practice before the course gets crowded. One morning, as I was teeing off early, I saw a Whitney four holes ahead of me wearing a very short skirt and a tank top. I soon caught up to her and she was embarrassed to play in my presence. She said she didn’t feel like going for her morning jog and decided to play golf for exercise instead. She played terrible. I offered to help her with her game and the entire back nine turned into a lesson for her. I gave her many tips and I even held her hips many times to show her how to swing. We were driving separate carts so I really didn’t get to talk to her too much, but I flirted with her every chance I got. We made it to the 18th green and finished the round. As is customary at our place, I hugged her and said I appreciated playing with her. It was only like 11:00 a.m. I told her that if the bar was open, I would buy her a drink. She said, “We can get a drink at my place.” I agreed nervously, and followed her cart back to her mansion.

The way our golf course works is they start taking tee times at 7:30a.m., but you can tee off before...

Pride

woooptie-do! I don't want to move to london, I want to go to Europe. I am french, german and I can't expect my english hertiage at all. french yes, hungarian yes, finland, sweeden, norway, and russia yes but not here in australia. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=682VGqT_DJA https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F_DVHUEjnuU https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kd7XxDrcUHo

woooptie-do! I don't want to move to london, I want to go to Europe. I am french, german and I can't...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I hate australia and qld and brisbane. I hate everything and everyone here, I got to get out of this disgusting evil hot sick place that has given me nothing but suffering and hell. you have no idea how much I hate this place and hate the people. if only they knew how much I hate them all for all the times they hated on me. I can hate you back you dirty ugly bastards. australians and brisbane people are nothing but dried shitake mushrooms. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndcPtU6Imc0 the dirty thilthy mongrel lazy selfish bastards! there is no pride here in this town no one is allowed any pride here.

I hate australia and qld and brisbane. I hate everything and everyone here, I got to get out of this...

Pride, Abuse, Hate, Blasphemy

I have a terrible confession. I hated all my friends and relatives from the time I was a child to today, and I thought I was better then all of them and still do. I always believed I deserved more good things in life then they do, and still do.

I have a terrible confession. I hated all my friends and relatives from the time I was a child to to...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

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Pride, Love

afraid to use the bathroom with others around. Im afraid to go to the bathroom when other people are anywhere near. Im afraid they might hear me and laugh. I know that's totally weird, but when im in that situation I panic and sometimes will hold it and it makes my stomach hurt very bad.

afraid to use the bathroom with others around. Im afraid to go to the bathroom when other people are...

Pride

I Am The World's Beautiful and Terrible, so everyone tells me. So what? Full of pride and lot of ego about my young body at a sweet age of 20 and the prettiest girl on campus. I am a girl who is a freshman year in college. I have a wonderful family, good friends, a great education, and a fantastic life overall and both my parents are the best in the world. I am aware of this and of the opportunities that I have had over the years. Yet every day I feel both overwhelming joy and overwhelming sadness. The world is so foul, so disgusting, and people can be so hateful. My room mate is a racist and other people around me seem so bigoted and cruel. I have met many people here in the past few weeks, but they all seem so superficial and only care about appearances. I am a natural beauty and been modelling since the age of 3 and I have been told I have a great modelling career ahead of me and sometimes I prefer that to school. Some people seem sweet and down to earth, but they are hard to find especially at school and worst in modelling they are much crueler. At the same time, I see so many caring people who try to do good. It leaves me so confused. So many people call them losers for being nice and good people. I go to the park for a jog and I see a lot of sad lonely single young people, single older people and we all live single lives now. My friends and college and work friends rarely mix other then for competes. I want to talk to someone about these feelings, but I can't because when I have tried to voice them, no one seems to understand who I am supposed to be. I know that almost everyone thinks these thoughts, and similar thoughts, so I don't see why people can't talk about them. Like why is life so unfair and lonely and like when you are pretty you are bullied and picked on and left out too, or friends are just using and hurt me after they better me. I feel so out of place, and weird. The guys that I am friends with here clearly think that I am strange but hot and chase me then let me down, and I'm afraid that no guy will ever like me again seriously or notice me unless I go naked so I am considering doing some nude modelling for artists and painters at the near by school of arts. Would any of them notice me, let alone love me beyond what they see and the money is great but my friends say its like being a prostitute but I don't care cuz I have done that since the age of 13 and its great money for sideline things. I had a serious boyfriend in high school and we were deeply in love but once he found out about my Other side/my other personality who when I dress that way and act that way I am another person the prostitute , and I fear that I will never get that again, that no one will think that I am worthwhile. so long as the money comes in for a drug addiction I guess what does it matter. I don't know who to talk to about this stuff. I know that I should just appreciate my incredible life, but sometimes it's hard.

I Am The World's Beautiful and Terrible, so everyone tells me. So what? Full of pride and lot of ego...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

watch out for the backstabbing nuns!

Pride, Murder, Hate, Violence, Sex

i love her Unfortunately full of jealousy and clinginess I have this undying sadness whenever I am alone. I am in the middle of a breakdown because I feel the need to talk to people but I can't. It is usually with my girlfriend,, but it also when I see other people talking to each other I get jealous and... depressed? I feel like i have nobody. Is there a way to get rid of this feeling? (sorry if this is in the wrong category but i don't really know where this would go) but I just had a baby with someone else i am a confused teen who masturbates and feels empty doing so and never allowed friends like other normal people til this year things gone crazy. I'm a college graduating student and I have also have a boyfriend and you haven't even graduated high school.

i love her Unfortunately full of jealousy and clinginess I have this undying sadness whenever I am...

Pride, Hate, Gay, Marriage, Sex

i dont want to loveyou anymore You are never going to stop hurting me and you dont even mean to. all you are interested in is sex and i dont think it is even sex with me, why would you want to, you used to tell me i was beautiful, but i that what you really thought? is it possible you would ever want to be more than friends?. you give out mixed signals, when we are drunk even asking me to pretend to be your girlfriend for no apparent reason..when you said kiss me i didnt know how to take it, so a quick kiss on the lips was all i offered. did you want more because i know i did,l i just wish i knew what you really thought. it is so hard to tell if you are joking or if your advances are truly how you feel. when you are stoned and we were in the car in the back, you put your arm around me, was i meant to lean in, it is so hard to tell how you are really feeling! please just make it clear

i dont want to loveyou anymore You are never going to stop hurting me and you dont even mean to. a...

Pride, Hacking, Marriage