I need to find a husband and for certain people to stop treating me like I am shit! you got that!!! I deserve a husband I can love and a life and children, I deserve a nice house and career and friends that care about me. I deserve holidays and a attractive exciting husband and not some lame duck loser like ken. I was born for better and a therapist told me that yesterday. that I was born for better then ken and rubbish I have had done to me.