I have been reading psychology books since the age of 11.

I am sick of being abused and ignored and taking less then I deserve, I do care about people but how much do I have to care ? I need something back from people too and no one has delivered what I was expecting. i am probably one of the least pushy people around. but I just can't keep up being selfless for everyone anymore.

I am sick of being abused and ignored and taking less then I deserve, I do care about people but how...

depression depression depression. no proper relationship equals depression depression depression.

depression depression depression. no proper relationship equals depression depression depression.

i have no idea where i am supposed to get money for vet bills for surgery for pets and my teeth cleaned and eye surgeon appointments. where do these people think the money comes from ? fucking snowflakes? i didn't want this poverty life with no husband, no degree no children no job, no income in this house and no friends no way out of suffering and mysery and you expect me to smile and be happy and you can't see i need something out of life while all these whores have kids and husbands and cars and all they ever do is look down at me as if I am scum dog when they are just spoilt drunken sots.

i have no idea where i am supposed to get money for vet bills for surgery for pets and my teeth clea...