I made out with my boyfriend a couple of days ago. We were dating before that, but I didn't really feel like it was real. It also happened to be my first kiss, so it was pretty intense for me. Since then, I've become a little scared... I have never done this before, so I don't really know what to expect. I'm also super self-conscious, so I don't really know what he sees in me. I find myself questioning everything. How attracted I am to him, how good of a girlfriend I am, and just everything about the relationship. I'm scared to screw things up. I don't want to go too far, but I definitely don't want to lose him..... I think. AGGGGGH!