I workout inside the house but can't lose weight, even with diets and I blame my medications, I blame a lot of people who seemed to want me fat and I wanted to be thin. you can't understand the pain unless your in it and know it first hand people deliberately ruining your career, relationships and education and health. it became past the point of tolerance and funny over 10 years ago and these people wonder why I hate them all. you only ruined all the enjoyment and expectancy of love and fun and success and being appreciated in my life.