after near dying I just stopped worshiping doctors and all people to be honest. just learnt not to trust more. and i expect people to meet my standards now if they want to talk to me.

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I am sick of being made to feel less of a person because I can't cope with qld tafe yet I passed most university subjects I did. I decided to drop out because of nervous breakdowns after assaults and all the child sexual abuse trauma memories and not one person stood by to support me, I did everything all alone like I do most times. no one has ever been there for me and why would it change, I have had small bits of employment here and there and can't hold down work or relationships of any kind and no one ever listens to my needs enough and I am sick of it. I need a better life. I was expecting a marriage and child just like my brother and sister and for some reason this dirty old town didn't want those things for me. they wanted me to be a sad lonely isolated shell of a person with nothing and no-one no income, no identity no friends no self respect - is this what this town is really about, its more then the tall poppies syndrome its a form of genocide. and I don't understand why the royals and media and medical people and famous people have been so abusive and rude and insulting when they are not much chop yourselves. I have no bedroom of my own, no kitchen oven or stove in our old house works, everyone has had cancer and illness and even when we had money we were bullied senseless and abused. my father and me are still very traumatised over what katy did to us and we don't understand at all. we don't understand why famous people abused us either like diana and other rich people. we just don't understand why we have been stopped from having good reliable full-time or part-time wages for the last 35 years why were blacklisted in work and socially for over 35 years, my parents and I don't understand why I have been not allowed to have a husband and children - yet everyone else in the faamily are so over indulged and spoilt like dirty over-sexed violent sexed animal relatives who ruined our lives on us. we don't understand how dad and myself why we were expect to give our best to be abused in return. it makes no sense. no of it makes any sense. we know one thing is for sure the royal family do not support or endorse any support or recognition of help to victims of child sexual abuse we know that ! all they do is bully you more. you will never see a royal back any child sexual abuse group ever and they are a very rude bunch of people, I don't know why diana was abusive towards me in 1978. she awlays needed someone to pick on and bully like most of these famous people who are selfish spoilt and psychotic insane people who murder, they kill for their kids they kill for work, they have dirtier secrets than you could imagine. we don't understand why we have been abused the way we have been. our hearts are damaged perminantly!

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joyce poorter has never once said she is sorry never once admitted she abused me, infact she denies everything I claimed over and over to several different committees and counselling and psychology boards within australia and health complaints commission and health ombundsmen etc she has never once admitted her wrong or the level of physical and mental and emotional harm she caused me for over 20years and her ongoing abuse and attacks, she is a jealous old witch, she did not want me marrying and having children she did not want me graduating from university, much like sarina russo and the two of them must of had a real bitch giggle planning their attack on me with all their riches and fat and wrinkles and what they wanted was for me to be this old lonely loveless women with no money and no husband or kids for some reason they felt the need to take their abuses out on me, I did not make sarina a single ugly old hag, I didn't cause her problems, my family don't even know her and they don't want to know that hooked nosed witch either. she gets on her videos and tv shows making out she helps people she does not help. she is a born bitch and will die a born bitch from hell. the devil made her and the devil can have that ugly greek lebense marfia freak nut. those people do not know morals, all they care about is money and ego. russos caused me so much suffering. I did nothing to this witch. I don't know if she knew werner but that is not my problem I was not related to werner. if you want to attack a man who did war crimes and how that family abused me for years, don't take it out on me if he wronged you. my father doesn't want to know ugly sarina no one here likes her. she is a evil animal. she has no morals and taking money from the poor all the govt funding she has gotten for nothing and lies and fraud, I bet a lot of average australians wouldn't mind having her riches and there is nothing special about this old toad on bikes. or should I say is an old bike! she probably pays young men to ride her like a bike and she seems to have got together with joyce poorter to having me living this weird life I of isolation no friends no husband no income? and has it made her back asshole any happy? she is still a mongrel old cow who can't get out of her nappy she pays people to abuse women she is jealous of. I am not her only victim. and she does not deserve friends or fame or the money she has. she deserves to be deported back to where she came from her dirty country from hell and she should be forced out of australia for crimes against humanity on abusing disability and victims of crime and abusing people who were sexually abused as kids has to be the lowest act out. you really hit the bottom of the barrel there sarina and don! its super low, yeh they must have had a real little giggle get together on new years eve. she keeps wanting people to hate me how people hate her. and a lot of little people she abused do hate this russo woman. she can't pay off everyone she should be in jail. deport the bitch to Lebanon send her via a mislise bomb too so she exspodes everywhere . I say! I am insulted that she parties in brisbane on my birthday on new years eve has some glory statement to her ugly black cunt! and cunt face! it insults me!!!!!!!!!!!! this woman is a vile satanic thing. I have nothing nice to say about her and her corruption. she is a satanic evil demonic trouble maker who should be exicuted ! die russo dog die. because you have harmed a lot of people in your offices and your a fraud! a big big big fraud stealing money!

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Australia has had too many of these wealthy foreigners with dark skin making out there more important than everyone else. lisa from the church does not know suffering and being left behind, she has a degree, a husband, kids and cars and pool and worked in canberra for an asian she does not know suffering for since she has gained all these advantages. she puts me down and like I am less of a woman and she extra special before she has had 4 kids, I never asked her to have kids. she doesn't deserve all she has. I don't have a car or husband, or degree, or kids in bands and important winners of education awards and a husband working. I don't own a pool or house. I can't afford holidays and yet all she did the whole time was go on to me about how hard it was to be married and have a baby. I can't feel sorry for you if I tried.

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