my black cat is so sweet, and I look at him and think "you dumb spas trusting thing" and deep down feel a certain hate for him for really trusting me, I could so easily harm him and torture him like people have done to me. people say all this stuff about gray or black cats or persians and fluffy cats being abused and last to be chosen cuz of color or furballs and I think thank god I actually do have a heart for my pets, I just know if I ever trusted men I do like they do look at me like "that dumb trusting spastic woman, that loser helpless in a car accident what a looooossseer! and being raped and bashed and molested etc. what a looooossseeer! right" so I might as well be untrusting and let them think "that spastic bitch who never trusts" cuz unlike me I don't hurt my pets but I know other people do deliberately attack them and women.

my black cat is so sweet, and I look at him and think "you dumb spas trusting thing" and deep down feel a certain hate for him for really trusting me, I could so easily harm him and torture him like people have done to me. people say all this stuff about gray or black cats or persians and fluffy cats being abused and last to be chosen cuz of color or furballs and I think thank god I actually do have a heart for my pets, I just know if I ever trusted men I do like they do look at me like "that dumb trusting spastic woman, that loser helpless in a car accident what a looooossseer! and being raped and bashed and molested etc. what a looooossseeer! right" so I might as well be untrusting and let them think "that spastic bitch who never trusts" cuz unlike me I don't hurt my pets but I know other people do deliberately attack them and women.

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