moody and cranky out all day pretending life is life but this aint life!

I am getting so angry I could murder someone. I never have enough money for my health needs, my cats health needs, bills and live in squaller and I deserve better then everything people have done to me. I know it, they know it. a therapist today told me I deserve better and keep fighting!

I am getting so angry I could murder someone. I never have enough money for my health needs, my cats...

i have never known real love and safety and how it feels to be liked by everyone. I used to get food thrown at me by boys and they would think it was funny to throw a pickle sandwich so it would slop all over my face as a child of 5, and call me ugly with red hair and a lot of people and some goons actually stalked me with knives and in a car calling me a ugly slug germ and heaps of people thought is was funny when I was attacked and raped by a ugly fat biker married and creepy and the opposite of everything I wanted. they would tail gate me in cars and it was road rage a gang of young guys looking to attack me. and they were all revolting thugs.

i have never known real love and safety and how it feels to be liked by everyone. I used to get food...

rape and child sexual abuse by adults touching little childrens genitals are never justified. I wish I knew why valentino and bugsy did this curse evil satanic thing to me. I am sure they are the ones behind it all. who plotted it. that is how evil sick they were. I hate all my relatives. I can't stand the thought of them. I just don't want to know them and nor does my mother and father cuz of how they made fun of them and abused my parents, my parents understand why I never want to see them again. there are some things you can never forgive, and their abuse in the last 10-8 years has been the final blow. you have to make stand and believe in me.

rape and child sexual abuse by adults touching little childrens genitals are never justified. I wis...