I paid out a wack of money on holiday package and now I am wondering if we will ever use it. we always talk about travel or doing things or fixing things in the house but it always takes 20 years to be none. we talk about improving my life and health and finding a husband but it never happens. we talk about jobs and do shit courses and get nowhere so why would it ever change? as if we could be normal? as if we could go on a holiday or fix anything or look beautiful or get married and have a child like normal people. what a waste of money my university and college education and the furniture and the holiday package has been like the car. everything I do is a waste of time and money. it never works out ! why would it now when it never has?!
I paid out a wack of money on holiday package and now I am wondering if we will ever use it. we always talk about travel or doing things or fixing things in the house but it always takes 20 years to be none. we talk about improving my life and health and finding a husband but it never happens. we talk about jobs and do shit courses and get nowhere so why would it ever change? as if we could be normal? as if we could go on a holiday or fix anything or look beautiful or get married and have a child like normal people. what a waste of money my university and college education and the furniture and the holiday package has been like the car. everything I do is a waste of time and money. it never works out ! why would it now when it never has?!