First time I actually had sex. Was with my 15 year old cousin I was 11. We were (and still are) close just not sexually. Anyway she always influenced me as we grew up. We went from playing Dr at ages 9 and 12 to full blown love making. Untill she got a serious relationship at 16 we fooled around nearly every day after school. Untill her mom and mine got off work. I still wish I could make love to her and kiss her soft full lips, but she is married now as am I. I do however imagine my wife is her. I wanna tell my wife so we can roleplay, but I'm scared she will freak out on me.