I'm 32 and my boyfriend Mitch is 48. We have been dating for over two years and last year is when things became kinky, but not nessasarlly in a bad way. We now have so many sex toys I don't know what half of them are called. We do have normal sex but he insists on ravishing my body with all these dildo's and vibrators. He also likes shaving my pubic hair and tieing me down as he begins. I orgasm so often I think I'm going crazy sometimes. He just took over and the ways he satisfies me is incredible. This past July he somhow talked me into letting a few guys he works with come and watch. He blinfolds me when one of them are here and has promised me the four different guys who have come so far that I don't know them. He said from the start it would enhance my arousal. The first couple times I admit feeling humiliated but now find he was right and it does effect the many ways I am aroused. After about a month he began letting these guys use the sex toys on me and I can't reason why but stay aroused longer and am constantly having orgasms. I havn't recognized the voices of these four guys and only hope Mitch is truthful telling me I don't know them. He never takes off the blindfold until they leave. These guys don't have sex with me but do use the assortment of sex toys on me and do fondle my breasts while they are here. Just the knowlege of how I am exposed for some reason turns me on but I still can't believe how I let Mitch begin doing all this to me. I'm certainly not complaining though because I have never been this sexually motivated in my entire life. I have probably orgasmed more in the last year then I had in the previous ten years. Mitch always told me not to let inhabitions interfere with my sex life and I went along with everything he wants.

I'm 32 and my boyfriend Mitch is 48. We have been dating for over two years and last year is when things became kinky, but not nessasarlly in a bad way. We now have so many sex toys I don't know what half of them are called. We do have normal sex but he insists on ravishing my body with all these dildo's and vibrators. He also likes shaving my pubic hair and tieing me down as he begins. I orgasm so often I think I'm going crazy sometimes. He just took over and the ways he satisfies me is incredible. This past July he somhow talked me into letting a few guys he works with come and watch. He blinfolds me when one of them are here and has promised me the four different guys who have come so far that I don't know them. He said from the start it would enhance my arousal. The first couple times I admit feeling humiliated but now find he was right and it does effect the many ways I am aroused. After about a month he began letting these guys use the sex toys on me and I can't reason why but stay aroused longer and am constantly having orgasms. I havn't recognized the voices of these four guys and only hope Mitch is truthful telling me I don't know them. He never takes off the blindfold until they leave. These guys don't have sex with me but do use the assortment of sex toys on me and do fondle my breasts while they are here. Just the knowlege of how I am exposed for some reason turns me on but I still can't believe how I let Mitch begin doing all this to me. I'm certainly not complaining though because I have never been this sexually motivated in my entire life. I have probably orgasmed more in the last year then I had in the previous ten years. Mitch always told me not to let inhabitions interfere with my sex life and I went along with everything he wants.
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I've been at fat girl all my life. When I was only seven I weighed 120 pounds. Unfortunately for me a lot of it was in my tits, I could wearing a C-cup bra. Also my mother was only 14 when she had me and was very bad drunk who drank herself to death by the time I was 12. At age 4 my father and 3 half brothers from his first wife were regularly molesting me at night. And with my huge tits they had me naked most of the time. Sucking them and fingering me all the time. Dad was the worst, he finally took my virginity at 7. I had been giving them all head each night for years. My oldest brother had used me anally since age 8. When I was 11 the four of them started all fucking me bareback every night. Finally at 14 they knocked me up. As all 4 of them came in each night, I didn't know who was the father. From age 14 until 20, I was pregnant 5 times and had all girls. I never went to high school, by 22, dad and my brothers had mostly forgot about me and had started on my daughters. I would mostly grabbed by the hair and forced to give head and swallow. Then pushed away like I was a whore. The oldest girl was 8 and the youngest 2. Dad took them and my brothers the other 3. Then one day, all 4 of them attacked me at once, they gang raped me for a day. In a drunken and drug fueled attack, they used their cocks, dildos, and a baseball bat rapeing me over and over, even when i passed out. Then they dumped me on the floor, I was bleeding from my pussy and ass. By that point, they were passed out from all the drugs and booze. I knew i had only one chance. I was in agony but showered and dressed. I stole the 40k in cash dad had from selling drugs. And my late mother documents I could pass for her in fact. I took their car keys. I also stole their cell phones and computers sell. I cut the houses phone line. And took off in one car, which I dumped in another state. I cried as I drove away knowing my girls would face what I had and be cintinue to be used for sex. But I knew I would die if I stayed. 25 years have passed now. I live a Western state, with a great man and a wonderful daughter we adopted. We live off the grid and limited internet access. I'm writing this at an internet café, in a town 70 miles from our home. He thinks I'm 61, but I'm only 49. I still have nightmares of that old life and what my children had to do. I wonder did that animal of father impregnate his own grandchildren? Did my half brother do the same to their daughters. I'll never know, I covered my tracks very well. Changed my looks lost weight and dyed my hair brown. Living quietly has given me the peace and protection I needed.

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