Freak on a Leash

Something takes a part of me Something lost and never seen Everytime I start to believe Something's raped and taken from me Life's got to always be messing with me Can't they chill and let me be free? Can't I take away all this pain I try to every night all in vain Sometimes I cannot take this place Sometimes it's my life I can't taste Sometimes I cannot feel my face You'll never see me fall from grace Something takes a part of me You and I were meant to be A cheap fuck for me to lay Something takes a part of me Feeling like a freak on a leash Feeling like I have no release How many times have I felt diseased? Nothing in my life is free