I am depressed :-(

I have given up tafe for the 3rd time, I think of giving up university for the 4th time, and I don't even consider love or babies and marriage anymore. I know its out of my limitations and always was ! I was fooling myself thinking it was something I could have. just like the cruise holiday. it will not happen because nothing good ever happens. we are a family of 4 where nothing good ever happens. there are no friends and there never were any friends in the first place!

I have given up tafe for the 3rd time, I think of giving up university for the 4th time, and I don't...

I'm depressed because all I want is really in others hands to make it happen. how annoying is that.

I'm depressed because all I want is really in others hands to make it happen. how annoying is that.

its great I have servants here who bring me food every day, I get paid to do nothing and I can insult anyone I like and get away with it. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GWaMAKbB7Ts I have a mental illness and in a year or two I will get out of this hell you put me in , https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AHgCBol-b2I that doesn't make me crazy crazy but have heightened awareness .I will be away from all you crazy psychopath multiple marrying freak ginny-dogs and I am enjoying the tests at the sanitarium because I am passing them! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iNX4nLvIP0Q and I have the loveliest gourmet lunches sometimes its heaven!

its great I have servants here who bring me food every day, I get paid to do nothing and I can insul...