I am depressed :-(

i was accused of being a gym and exercise junkie and this bitch and her mother from a law firm and this dickhead started pushing in on my scene of friends and pushed me out! i can't believe this asshole would have the audacity to get in on such a small scene and take over and abuse me when i was enjoying my life minding my business and i just would never talk to this girl she looked so bitchy towards me so i never spoke or looked at her ever due to her mean face and i got the feeling she was put out i was working out in the ladies only small private gym when i found my place with friends and this bitch wrecked it all. she was a fat bummed germ bitch with a slut angela whore mother, poor little rich girl don't you dare feel sorry for that angela devil slut who became a professional in my scene on my time! in my way. i wanted her out of town. waster druggy whore!

i was accused of being a gym and exercise junkie and this bitch and her mother from a law firm and t...

body shamed for being fat or too thin! i was body shamed for losing too much weight after being over weight for a number of years and what made me want to lose weight in the first place was my health and one day i had a fright from heart pain so i went and lost a heap of weight, i had tried only 1 diet before that which didn't work, but to be body shamed for being too thin when i felt i was not too thin and i was not anorexic or bulimic, i was a lower then a size 10 sure but i looked and felt great. from that day on i started gaining weight again and then i would have to push it down again. but clearly after a number of body shaming expereinces while being thin. i started putting on weight with medication and illness. i started gaining weight out of getting no where, i started getting rejected in jobs and colleges just because i rejected some rude abusive men as friends, so they as a group punished me for being thin and wanted me fat again. then i thought well i wanted to be fat so people wouldn't be jealous of me anymore and men thinking i was vain and self sufficient as a thin woman. i was very sad rejected but i felt great in myself thin and i think a lot of people couldn't deal with that i had been the fat girl who lost weight and was saying "i want a new life that you bozos can't give me with your ruthless clowning around and acting like boofwits rather then mature genuine "marriagable men" i was a woman who was serious and they couldn't stand me standing on my own and begging the question to be answered as to why i was push out of places and denied the normal rights others take for granted. so being both thin and fat has shown me people will body shame you no matter what you are. even when i was a perfect weight for my height i was still labelled and body shamed yet i felt healthy and great in myself. i didn't know why i was being rejected from jobs i would get nicely dressed for and take in my resume of acheivements and be positive, i didn't know why i was never getting dates or flirts from men. i just stopped caring anyway but i would love to kick the assesholes of those people who did body shame me and make them feel low and underpriveledged as they ought to be as punishment for abusing me!

body shamed for being fat or too thin! i was body shamed for losing too much weight after being over...

if I have to take on the queen I will if she thinks she is being funny abusing me or any of the royals pushing me with a spastic loser deadbeat like ken carey your gonna cop it. I have had enough of your insults and abuse since I was a little girl. one of you is behind me being abused and neglected and rejected and one of you is going to have to answer to the law and a judge about it. I won't kill you, I will make you answer candid clear questions and make you aware that no matter who you are you can't go around abusing little children getting them to do things you want them to do, going through their diary and using nlp getting them to live out things that bugsy and the others were doing to me, one of the royals has to be behind it. they have to be behind it. and they have to understand that my parents like me might respect royals for who they are but at the end of the day we don't have to tolerate your abuses or pushing a spastic loser deadbead like ken carey onto me and him raping me and other men trying to rape me as a child. your all going to pay for it. its not enough that diana is dead. i don't think she was behind it all. someone else was . hms melville should have been sunk with all those rapists losers in it. I don't have to take your abuse, or david bowies abuse or any stupid drug spoilt actor or pop stars abuse. I don't hae to tolerate royals dirty abuse spastic games that make no sense.

if I have to take on the queen I will if she thinks she is being funny abusing me or any of the roya...