I am depressed :-(

should I just give up courses and things that are out of my comfort zone and where I belong in shit. let's face it. life is not suddenly get better and we live on fun street, right. i won't get a job from any thing I study. I won't find a man or friends. I won't make money. my books and my ideas are not liked. I am not liked. shouldnt I just stop wanting more and just stop trying to be better then the loser I am?

should I just give up courses and things that are out of my comfort zone and where I belong in shit....

Im a 22 years old, good looking, italian boy. I read the posts on this site everytime I feel sad, that means in every moment. Im so depressed. The girlfriend I loved cheated on me, she hurt me so much, I had to leave her after I tried to pardon her. Shes a bitch, but at least she was caring. Now I am worried of girls, but also I desperatly need someone that is caring with me. I started “college two years ago, I am not studying but I dont want to work, because I want a work that satisfies me, not a common one. I am very good in writing, but I dont do anything that going to a stupid, temporary job and losing time playing computer games. I am too sensitive, and for that people thinks that i act strangely. I have few friends, and only one of them that I really like to stay with. Im falling in love for the girlfriend of a friend. Shes not so beautiful, but shes really really intelligent and educated. I am pretty and I could have all the girls I want, but I like only inttelligent, educate and sensible ones. Not like my ex. I love my family, but they dont completly understand me. And they are right always telling me that Im waisting my life. I dont see a future for me. Im a failiure. In everything. Writing, gaming and drinking too much are the only things that I can do. I dont know why Im writing this here. I would like someone of you to help me. But noone, obviously, can

Im a 22 years old, good looking, italian boy. I read the posts on this site everytime I feel sad,...

I wish i wasn't as intelligent as i am I wish i wasn't as intelligent as i am, because then i would have an excuse to drop out of college and have the one thing i long for more than anything in the world... a baby. x

I wish i wasn't as intelligent as i am I wish i wasn't as intelligent as i am, because then i would ...