I am depressed :-(

people had contempt for me since the age of 2 and falsely labelling me as being privileged and I can look at everyone else who has not have enough harsh life experiences with contempt due to their privilege. what you give is what you get in return from the world.

people had contempt for me since the age of 2 and falsely labelling me as being privileged and I can...

I do awful things to anyone now like if I get blocked on a site I will up and block a dozen people from my facebook or email deliberately to show them how it feels. if I am spoken to rudely or told to go away I do it to others. if a doctor dumps me I go dump a few psychologists to show them how it feels to be dumped. anything people do to me now I just do back to others either randomly or as available or deliberantly. to transfer the feeling and intention and hurt over. I repeat over and over things people say to me to others. I copy my sister rose and other people like joyce or what ever character I want to be for the day. I never answer my mobile all these phone calls I never return for years to make others see how it feels to be ignored and blocked. do it to me and I find someone else to do it back to !

I do awful things to anyone now like if I get blocked on a site I will up and block a dozen people f...

joyce was taking out what some therapist did to her on me and yet she was saying I shouldn't transfer my hurt emotions to other people like rose does and I now realise that was my downfall I should have been doing that all the time, I got a lot of time to make up for being so holier then thou now! if joyce can do it and others so can I!

joyce was taking out what some therapist did to her on me and yet she was saying I shouldn't transf...