I am depressed :-(

I just heard a creepy motorbike noise like it was sneaking slowly down the road and that freaks me out. we have had so many break and enters around here and freaky weird things. people stalking around teens doing evil things to my family and one night a guy was in our yard and my mum seen him and called us down stairs that she seen a man in our yard hiding behind a tree and when we went up stairs cuz the door down stairs was open and I got my mum to come back down into the rumpus room and all the pillow stuffing was over the floor as if someone had knifed the cushions and it didn't make sense because the dogs were there and you would think they would have barked so we thought maybe the dogs did scratched it out but like in that short time ?? like less then five minutes after we left? and the strange thing was another night a man came into our garage and even walked past the dog and it didn't even bark and my brother and his mate were playing on the computer and they got such a fright to see a complete stranger there. there has been nights someone broke in and opened my bedroom door and this night I made my brother sleep on the floor and later he went down stairs and the back door was open and the next day you could see that the door knob has actually been unscrewed and removed off and it was so scary we got new locks and the police to replace all the locks, I have to say I have never felt safe in this house. its spooky right from day 1 over 25 years ago and it has bought suffering and disappointment and like a bad omen to me like some ghost not allowing me to find love. that is creepy.

I just heard a creepy motorbike noise like it was sneaking slowly down the road and that freaks me o...

i feel spooked because I don't trust my neighbors at all. I will have to get my mum to cover up the windows more because I just seen this youtube story about a girl who had a bad babysitting story and I am freaking out now, about the windows not being covered and I don't want that ken stalking me I keep calling the police about spooky things happening in the neighborhood. I just want to ditch this ken freak out of the own picture and make him get the message I am looking for a new guy and piss the bastard off out of it all. I just wish some nice guy would date me to show ken I can do better then his rapeo bullshit crap.

i feel spooked because I don't trust my neighbors at all. I will have to get my mum to cover up the ...

I dont want anna really linking up with me. I just don't completely trust her now. she hurt me before wrecking the beauty college thing and I just don't know how to trust her. I wish her well and I wish we could be friends but she is like so competitive over men and body image and stuff. and I can't seem to find nice female good friends anymore.

I dont want anna really linking up with me. I just don't completely trust her now. she hurt me befor...