I am depressed :-(

had a shitty day yesterday fighting with a college again and gone on a fasting on foods and woke up with the shakes and cobweb feelings over my hands and fuzzy heart feeling til I drank heaps of water and watermelon and plum juice with the anti cancer tonic because I didn't eat much meat or food at all same with today til about 4.30pm minus a heap of iron and vitiamins. I just tell people go fuck off now all the time. I become a murdering violent person during pms, I'd cut ya throat and not care.

had a shitty day yesterday fighting with a college again and gone on a fasting on foods and woke up ...

a word about mean old english teachers you got what you asked for- you lied and made out I was harassing your poor wimpy staff by asking questions and explaining my illness problems affecting my study, YOU DON'T LIVE IN THE REAL HARD HARSH COLD LONELY BULLYING WORLD I HAVE LIVED IN. and don't go around tattle-tale like a child I need more help and I am not getting it. you don't even know half of the terrorism abuse I have been through so don't go acting childish and tattle-taling, be a man for once in your life! its dirty money I wouldn't want it back from some as meanly as you you fraud. I knew you were trouble from the time I heard your voice on those videos and how evil and mean you sound an yet you expect the world to be charmed by your annoying child in the background of the videos, and people without children like me, we find you annoying skitey and offensive show-offs of your offspring and power in a foreign country, power that we don't have !

a word about mean old english teachers you got what you asked for- you lied and made out I was haras...

dear bugbear, but I just wanted to let you know the videos for the make over videos none of them were working and none came on. also the videos in the signage are really morbid with that music, I am sure poor unfortunate impaired like myself and totally born BLEEP people don't want the world feeling that depressing music every time they think or see a BLEEP person they will just remember that morbid terrible music, a voice over saying the words as they BLEEP is doing them would be a lot better from my point of view. like most of the video recordings use good voice over people rather then that morbid music. the music does have emotional impact that is a bit negative because it is a sad flat tone music from Beethoven ear of something like that. just something to keep in mind.

dear bugbear, but I just wanted to let you know the videos for the make over videos none of them we...