I am depressed :-(

the thing I am most proud of myself for last year was passing diplomatic and global health diplomacy units and an ancient history unit. I really enjoyed the diplomacy process very much and loved those units a great deal but then they are at university and when I did political ideologies and economic sociology units at my city university I did very well in those and public and professional ethics. doing counselling specialising areas helped me a lot as well as going over old justice notes as well. and conidering 4 new childrens books story ideas but i am so slow with all that right now. I need to really take it easy over a break but I study over xmas and new year and I would work over it. there should be not many public holidays so more health services are open anyway in my opinion.

the thing I am most proud of myself for last year was passing diplomatic and global health diplomacy...

i don't have the money to join dating websites, I don't even know how couples meet anymore, it doesn't appear to be at university or college, or parties or events or shops or bus stops or church. I have no idea where the real men are anymore. I only rarely meet quality men thanks to russo and joyce. Its not like I can ask my local pharmacist or complete stranger on a date and I don't visit night clubs a lot its not my scene unless with friends or people I can trust. so I am thinking a cruise might be where I will find some nice passenger or while I am out from flight and taking a stay with my parents in russia or finland or somewhere I might find mr perfect. I so want to see the russian areas. I wish I had to work to do it so I had an excuse and a paid trip too, I am never going to find a real man here that is for sure this is the most awfulest place in the world and the men are a disgrace. I'll have to just hope I do find someone overseas with the right looks and right personality rather then all the idiots that are around. and by god are there too many idiots around now. men are more stupid then ever. for people who are supposed to be clever and strong and the protectors and romancers this lot around here and all the ones I have met are pathetic!

i don't have the money to join dating websites, I don't even know how couples meet anymore, it doesn...

most days all I have for breakfast is either oat bran flakes and raspberries or I have oats and berries or a chai seed and cacao oats and some shredded coconut or just oats and grated apple without any sugar or egg on toast or vegimite on toast or jam on toast and a cup of tea and I will usually try to drink at least 2x750ml bottles of plain water after eating and maybe 1 cup of small teaspoon of coffee and then just keep filling up on water all day and lunch sometimes I have tuna or tin salmon and yogurt cucumber lemon sandwich or some horseradish with cucumbers or fish with just 1 slice of bran or grain bread, or a salad with tuna or cous-cous basil and cherry tomatoes, or baked beans on toast with chili flakes, or sardines on toast. the other night we had mushrooms in butter and I don't eat a lot of butter I like a little or cottage cheese or tasty cheese and crackers and cucumbers in dill, or we will have things like a apple and mint smoothie, or watermelon and mint drinks. I drink a lot of water in the afternoon and maybe a few cups of tea and have maybe a small biscut or black strap molases and saos or my lastest thing is cottage cheese with cayenne pepper on saos to get my blood thinner and it eases headaches and circulates blood better. I love occasionally to a vegimite on sao and then put the tasty cheese thin slices on top and a few splashes of worstershire sauce and garlic or himilayan salt and put in the microwave for about 40seconds it comes out nice and gooey and crisp. or we do a ginger carrot juice or a cellery and cucumber juice with lime and dandelion root and cellery seed tonic. dinner is just usually a mediterainian huge vegi mix of eggplant, zuccini and carrot and baby onions and garlic cloves, sweet potato and capsicum maybe red kale and asparagus or brocoli etc, and chicken breast without skin or a lamb chop and baked apples or chicken paramajana and olives, or we do the vegigetti and chickpea and mince and onions and tomatos, or fish like flat head or snapper etc, and steamed vegitables. we don't eat a lot of desserts but I got some cheap lammingtons the other day for my dad. I like an earl grey tea at night or a camamile and honey tea or french tea. or I just throw a jasmin or vanilla green tea bag or a strawberry herb tea bag in my water bottle to infuse the flavors for the day.

most days all I have for breakfast is either oat bran flakes and raspberries or I have oats and berr...