I am depressed :-(

dear bugbear, but I just wanted to let you know the videos for the make over videos none of them were working and none came on. also the videos in the signage are really morbid with that music, I am sure poor unfortunate impaired like myself and totally born BLEEP people don't want the world feeling that depressing music every time they think or see a BLEEP person they will just remember that morbid terrible music, a voice over saying the words as they BLEEP is doing them would be a lot better from my point of view. like most of the video recordings use good voice over people rather then that morbid music. the music does have emotional impact that is a bit negative because it is a sad flat tone music from Beethoven ear of something like that. just something to keep in mind.

dear bugbear, but I just wanted to let you know the videos for the make over videos none of them we...

I don't know what man to like because everywhere I go I get attacked or hounded and bullied by other women or other men to the point I was considering becoming a leso but its not really my scene I like men too much. I just want to get married and would marry most men but most of the men my age now remind me of the old pedophile who molested me so I feel sickened and turned off and because of weight gain I am not interested in sex much. sex is something I am only interested in when thin and I have money because I know men only really want rich thin women. the whole has been set up for me to fail. thanks ugly world for bullying me away from every men I really loved, wrecking every career dream and marriage with a baby or two dream. you wonder why I hate kate middleton and other slutty dogs like her. they don't even deserve their kids and marriages and careers that have come too easy. I just look at a female friend because most men I meet are crap. thanks joyce poorter for not listening and deliberately hurting me like this. just thanks for the abuse - why didnt you go abuse the therapist who harmed you and not take it out on a woman who needed a young man when I was young. now its all too late. I will probably die young now. I have no hope left in me to find love or employment. I always get told i have no skills how ugly i have always been. I was a ugly hated child. i was never allowed to feel like a pretty bride or mother with my own baby. you will pay for that one day all the haters are gonna pay for this! or someone will make your kids pay and their kids for abusing me.

I don't know what man to like because everywhere I go I get attacked or hounded and bullied by other...

I can not bare the sight of smug smerk shh princess kate she is just so arrogant and flippant and rude and abusive towards me and all she has ever done is bully me with all the royals. that is all they know how to do is bully and abuse. they can't help people, they don't ask you what you even want to know anyway, like all men if they are happy they think the woman should be and most women arent happy and if you interviewed most women whose men think they are happy they would say no, he is and he thinks I am but I am not happy, because happiness is different things to differnet people. like love to me going out all the time for dinner and parties and nightclubs and concerts and exercising and buying houses and holidaying and working and being valued and liked. where as love to you is sitting on a lounge chair together crying - sorry but not my scene. love to me is being given diamonds and flowers and driving around in a expensive luxuary car and plush housing with everything I need. love is about looking good and feeling good, love is not fat and old and sad and depressed the way you and ken and everyone has made me. I was only ever feeling joy and love when I was thin and in the city working or studying and busy meeting a lot of people and getting money for it.

I can not bare the sight of smug smerk shh princess kate she is just so arrogant and flippant and ru...