Confessions about 'Abuse'

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my mother only knows one emotion. anger. she reacts to most things with anger or hidden anger and pretend smiles. never doubt it all she knows is to react with anger to everything. its always been that way.

my mother only knows one emotion. anger. she reacts to most things with anger or hidden anger and pr...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

you are not a normal mother bitch. you are not a normal mother, you are not a normal mother! you fat violent short pigheaded bombastic rude aggressive male hating mental bullying troll! you are not a normal mother. you have poor mothering instincts.

you are not a normal mother bitch. you are not a normal mother, you are not a normal mother! you fat...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

i have chest pain and its frightening me. but does anyone care ? the chest and heart pain I got throw i used to complain to my mother after the car accident when I was 19 all she would do is yell at me and get aggressive and violent at me over me saying i had chest pain and heart pain. and all she did was get violent. that is not normal. its not normal behavior. its aspie autistic spastic.

i have chest pain and its frightening me. but does anyone care ? the chest and heart pain I got thro...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

no job, sarina russo job network threw me on the scape heap at 33. they wronged me I wish someone would sue them on my behalf I don't have the money but it never made sense to me sending someone who had legel experience to do truck driving and hardware shop work. can see that it all doesn't make sense and she was being abusive and she is satanic. she was trying to make me feel like a man and unpretty and i think she should be punished for it. my childhood and being sexually abused is none of her business to punish and abuse me over it she has been completely acting out of line and immoral. she is an evil devil woman. she is just a devil woman with evil on her mind. she looks evil ugly all that black hair black eyes and arab witchiness.

no job, sarina russo job network threw me on the scape heap at 33. they wronged me I wish someone wo...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

this pig poop house with junk and shit and over crowding and no one will help. i was always running after that slut sister and her cunt hole whore friends helping their whims and gutsaching gutsugg problems over hungry cuntholes week in and week out. the dirty dog whores they are, my neighbors should be helping me they caused this they stole men from us when they were children with their lustfulness and dirty sex trampoline whore shows. they should be paying for the house to be cleaned, they made me feel like no man would love me. they could have helped me and their constant verbal abusive yelling out at me and dirty looks over the last 10 years stealing men dirty girls.

this pig poop house with junk and shit and over crowding and no one will help. i was always running ...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

a mothers hate/love smothering love like joyce with her smothering love is too much. its actually sickening. and the way she would so gleefully and scoffyingly proudly say with a gloating smurk on her face. "on one will rescue you from that house" did working and having a boyfriend mean rescue, just having a normal life? why did i have to meet an insane spastic whore devil woman like you joyce. sarina should have given the job to me.

a mothers hate/love smothering love like joyce with her smothering love is too much. its actually si...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

that spastic violent fat forever angry little woman of a mother is a noose around my neck, my spastic violent older demanding sister is one as well.

that spastic violent fat forever angry little woman of a mother is a noose around my neck, my spast...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

now that she has upset me and made me in chest pain and worried she is as happy as can be now, this is the exact same thing joyce and russo where doing to me. my mother and these women are murderers. keep an eye on them they are murdering me!

now that she has upset me and made me in chest pain and worried she is as happy as can be now, this ...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

i am in pain. i have been suffering for years.

Pride, Abuse, Hate

sarina russo and my mother made me put on weight, I lost weight and they got me fat because they are insanely jealous of me! they were insanely jealous and envious of my thin slim lovely figure I used to exercise all the time, now I get server chest pain and I am not allowed talk about it because once again they get jealous because only they are allowed to get sick and be attention seekers. I am sick of spastic dog women like this abusing me. they have robbed me of everything. joyce robbed me of my heart and life, my husband and children and does she care? that selfish turdwoman!

sarina russo and my mother made me put on weight, I lost weight and they got me fat because they are...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

you have to work out just looking at her "is she moody and bitchy today?" "does she want to go for a walk?" "will she listen with out attacking and insulting and bashing?"

you have to work out just looking at her "is she moody and bitchy today?" "does she want to go for a...

Abuse

i hate this hot hell hole of a old house.

Abuse

i get chest pains when my parents argue and I am overwhelmed and they fight over childish things like checking a go card or walking up to the post office. its so pathetic. I like to go for walks but some days madame mother does and other days she doesn't and you have to guess when and do what she wants all the time. everything is me running after her to photograph rubbish. does she care about her daughters needs? not enough. she should be fighting other people to help me get a man. that is what a parent should do if their kid can't for them selves.

i get chest pains when my parents argue and I am overwhelmed and they fight over childish things lik...

Abuse

i hate how fat i feel, the messy grotty house, the whining cats, I love the cats but just whines and whines for food non stop. its like being bombarded everywhere, messy junk everywhere I want to cry, i never go down stairs so I wont cry and see the mess there. no one will help me at all for the last 15 years i have literally been tortured and neighbors trying to burn our house with pickets and my fathers abusive drinking yelling my mothers constant bullying. why are they doing this to me? why don't any one care about me? why is it no one has ever cared about me? why was my sisters male friends constantly wanting to dominate and go out with me and I hated them. I mean I absolutely hated them. they sickened me. I have a degree i have diplomas and still couldn't find work. i hate you for your abuse on me db i really do you didn't do what i asked you do. you wrecked things. i wanted them better and you made them worse.

i hate how fat i feel, the messy grotty house, the whining cats, I love the cats but just whines and...

Abuse, Hate

my pc often goes so ghost mouse and the curser wants to do its own thing its really annoying and virual

my pc often goes so ghost mouse and the curser wants to do its own thing its really annoying and vir...

Abuse

I'm a 21 year old woman, I finally escaped by parents at 19. Mom and Dad were both continually molested by their fathers from age 5 until 18. It fucked them up badly, when I was 9, I began to develop tits. I guess that set them both off, as they made me sleep in their bed. Then they both started to moleste me. By 10, I was engaged in nightly threesomes with them. So for 9 years I was their sex toy. I ate more pussy and shallowed more cum than you can imagine. My father has a huge cock almost 10 inches, and sex was so painful. But by 11, my pussy was well trained from constant fucking by dad and mom using dildos on me. In the two years since I left I found can't cum without them fucking me. I've tried men, woman, group sex, dildo, even fuck machines. Nothing, I don't get aroused, wet or cum. I hate myself, last night I called them and begged for them to let me come home and be their play thing again. I hate them for making me cum so hard during sex. But I hate myself even more for needing and wanting them to abuse me. I miss sex with my parents so much. I'll do anything they want to feel good again.

I'm a 21 year old woman, I finally escaped by parents at 19. Mom and Dad were both continually mole...

Adultery, Love, Lie, Abuse, Hate, Marriage, Sex

when I was thin guys were giving me advice about how I should put on weight and stop exercising and stop studying and I don't know what they expected me to do because they themselves didn't want me they just wanted to give advice and play a authoritive role that was boring to me, they would even say "oh you should be going out having sex more" but it was like "oh but not with me!" even the guy who date raped me he was like "you should be having sex more with guys and I will go check them out for you" and I thought "well why do you think you need to be so controlling you complete loser who has no sexual skills eventhough you think you do?" I thought what kind of dwip loser will he put me with some gorilla who is uneducated and lacking class and style? and so what before I was too thin now people say I am too fat, I called lazy, too busy and trying to do too much and fit in too much workload to down right lazy, boring to over excited, chatty to too shy and quiet. i mean I met guys in night clubs who didn't want to ask me out but wanted to get their mate to go out with me and I thought well why then don't you find an excuse to bring your mate over to talk to me where I feel safe and comfortable? I sometimes wonder what men are thinking? most times my attitude is "sex - thank god that is over and done with!" or just afraid to express much incase men i like don't like me. men always want to give advice but they are seriously bad at taking advice. I have told some guys who ask me for girl help... just be yourself! most girls will like you if you are nice to them, one guy i had to convince him to stop looking at every girl as if "she is such a snob look at her she thinks she is too good for me, her face is so stuck up in the air" and I said "most girls are really afraid to show kindness or even politeness and friendliness because they are afraid of men who go just too far, you smile and the next thing they are faceplanted into your bra which no girl wants. they want to get to know you. and its rubbish about girls decide within 5 seconds of meeting a guy if she will shag him, bullshit, she will make that decision 5mins after she has met you and hope to see you again, or at least I do if I am seriously in deep like of the guy because you don't want to come across like cheap and most women like a man that warms them to romance and courtship not forced into it. that is why it felt so wrong with k because i was not ready not interested and it was just a bullied into thing I would never do again. i have seriously learnt a lesson from that never ever go against your gut feelings, if are too sick to go to a cocktail party and they won't take no for an answer and make a time to see you when you feel better then forget it, all you will do is drink on top of heavy pills and get sick and vomit and get drunk too quick and do things you won't normally do and feel pressurized so I learnt that. never again! especially when the guy I wanted to meet that night no one introduced me to and no single guys would talk to me and if people arrange a party make sure you make people miggle and talk and dance and not just sit in one spot, make them move around and place nibbles in different parts of the area so they have to move to them and pass people and talk, have games or a prize. never ever have a party when no one is communicating and its strained its not worth it! you can tell a guy planned that party.

when I was thin guys were giving me advice about how I should put on weight and stop exercising and ...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

when will joyce allow me to have a life and marry and be in love and have a child of my own, she has no right to do this abuse on me and the churches have all been reported to police for their part in the abuse as well. my support group their contraband arguments on me are not on and have no substance at all.

when will joyce allow me to have a life and marry and be in love and have a child of my own, she has...

Abuse, Hate

i wonder when joyce plotted this pretend game out of being a victim with phobia to get to me and steal my life from me, then sudden quick recovery she had and how she got people to help ken to rape me. I never loved him and that is just the final word on it. i don't know how they could be so insane to do that to someone. I couldn't plot all that.

i wonder when joyce plotted this pretend game out of being a victim with phobia to get to me and ste...

Abuse, Hate

bastard bitch of a demonic devil woman joyce poorter! how did a spastic get a job working for armaguard when she is so afraid and panic attacked out like a freak? bullying everyone. spastic little fat turd and she is nothing like my father and mother they both hate her so much. if she only knew how much they hate her soul to peices. they hate joyce for what she has done to me since I was a little girl and her tricks and games with dirty van eede that other spastic bastard dirty dutch dingo. our family want nothing to do with with that evil witch ! how she has ruined lives and families and careers all for her ego! gun carrying retarted spastic monga whore dog loser con artist slut! lolitta widddle grrrrlllll! who is a liar liar cuz her pants are on fire for cock everywhere and that woman does not care who she harms to get cock. she has no morals, refuses to admit what she said and did. her immorality is her own personality. sad really!

bastard bitch of a demonic devil woman joyce poorter! how did a spastic get a job working for armagu...

Abuse, Hate