Confessions about 'Bu'

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you want my honest opinion of charlie sheen! a child that should never have been born. he makes no sense.

you want my honest opinion of charlie sheen! a child that should never have been born. he makes no s...

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I hope you land more then on your ass joyce I hope you land in a grave face first for the abuse you did on me. go take your bullying abuse out on the therapist who abused you. I did nothing to you you spastic spazie little minded dense slow minded little woman of lard, I did nothing to you! you obviously had so much raging anger in you you found clients to take out all your agro and obnoxious behavior genetic disposition out on innocent people and you had an idea about what you were doing- the hospital have said you knew enough about therapy to be using in an evil way, my doctor said he is glad I reported you and you have a terrible disorder you hide - you take on your clients problems and you have some multiple personality disorder and tell a lot of lies. you have abused a lot of women your jealous of. you started abusing my sister, my father and my mother and you were out of line too many times. you should have taken me and mum and that death threat parcel to the police station for serious help. you had no right taking over there like you had no right controlling and playing BIG CHEESE with my sisters doctors. you never know your place and you have hurt a lot of people doing this. you should have taken me more seriously about the molesting. bill should have been in jail. you allowed him to have access to children by not listening and not helping me and my sister in1994. your the one who let me down. you have to live with it.

I hope you land more then on your ass joyce I hope you land in a grave face first for the abuse you ...

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my germs fuck up your smerk!

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bullyprofs

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I just sit at home make food for people and clean up and try to look after the pets but all my family do that. I used to enjoy renovating and decorating but I really wanted a place of my own to do that. I just do courses and volunteer work here and there in bits, and I never over crowd or push my way into community groups like I see a lot of people doing at church or other places. I have never had a big group of friends ever. I was never pretty enough rich enough. or I was talked about behind my back for my clothing choices at college or university and most of it was cheap and average to conversative because I was never allowed to be a show-off, my parents never liked children who were show ponies and status object orientated. excitment to us was getting in the car with my dad and alp promotional people and dad doing voice overs all over the place for voting and sometimes he called the live broacadcasts over the game live on the ground or we went dancing or skating and we never had a lot of money. I can remember having dinner with priests but mum did that more then me cuz she lived next door to them. I never really had any special birthday parties really only a few times mostly when werner was alive then it was always on the farm. the most exciting thing there was a stupid slide night and drinks with old people. same with radio crap, and most of that when we moved here it was all rosie and davey show here. there was no catherine show ever! my relatives couldn't even get off their lazy bums to support me at the quest finals when all the other girls had tables full of guests I had only 3 guests apart from my parents. like wow! shows you how liked I was.

I just sit at home make food for people and clean up and try to look after the pets but all my famil...

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I have not seen a live band or concert in over 15 years. just don't have the money on the unemployement or pension to do those things and I don't watch many movies at home or tv they don't interest me, I only watch occasional old films or new ones and go to the cinema about 4 or 5 the last 5 years. you can't do much when all your dreams have been stolen from you. so you stop looking. you stop dreaming, you stop wondering about having a hope of improvement because ...

I have not seen a live band or concert in over 15 years. just don't have the money on the unemployem...

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to me I would like a guy to pay for my ticket to see the ballet or opera or a nice dinner and go for a nice evening drive rather then go to loud concerts, its only money as a student and disability single pension I can't really afford ballet and oprah tickets and I think that is a big shame because there is a lot of people like me who would go to church and go to orchestras or as a drama student we went to a few live stage plays and even at school we seen the La biot theatre do shakespear. I am bored with pop music wankers. I like it now and then but I really like when my mum talks about how her and friends would get dressed up in the 1950s with gloves and hats to go to the matinees and operas and my mother and father have a huge ancient classical and opera vinyl collection - like I mean these are the really old hard vinyl of the 1920s even. I am the wort of person who wants the finer things in life now. I like the ice-skating and gymnastics and diving and long jump and swimming and I would sooner go to a ballet or opera or live stage play these days, and long holidays , I mean when I go on this cruise we are going for about 1 month, I would like to do a world cruise to be honest. I would prefer to listen to old radio serials and audio books then half the rubbish at the movies these days. I go to kids flicks because the adult stuff is shit and depressing and violent. I don't watch tv, I study most mornings between 5am-12 I exercise a bit and I study sometimes again from 1 til 6 and again from 7 pm -12pm I am set in my ways a bit now. I love cabaret and I really wanted to go to that moulin rouge stage performance for my birthday but I couldn't afford it.

to me I would like a guy to pay for my ticket to see the ballet or opera or a nice dinner and go for...

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I can't say I was ever jealous of a man for manly attributes they had, I never felt the need to femininely compete with men apart from a few annoying dirty mentally ill poofters who think they can be more woman then a woman???? and they are a lot cattier and violent as well gay men. the odd one is not. but I have come across a lot of men jealous of me for no aparrent reason because I am not that clever or rich, I am not muscel strong, but I do think like a cop, I question everyones motives and actions and words. I never started questioning myself much til as a teen being bullied and then meeting joyce she had me that way I was literally questioning every aspect of my personality and response machanism, the only time I was a bit put out by a guy I had lunch with a few times because it appeared to me frank had never known failure or disappointment and set backs or financial struggle. when there were others getting constant kicks doing courses and getting no where and he just waltzed his way into things with his "little franky" tag on his face. and he didn't know what he wanted. I was angry at that dirty college my parents knew but then maybe that is why I didn't get my diploma because they met my weirdo parents who people think are spastic like they think we are all spastic. I don't care anyway, I hope frank did find some whore at work, just because you work does not mean your not a complete fucking idiot and nutter psycho! or even sane. most of my friends and family didn't have to live the joycey poorter syndrome to have improved lives and boyfriends. a relationship is just that its not an excuse ticket out of bordem or abuse. I gave up on frank because he was a bully. he confused me writing letters of romance and pushed me away when he hugged. so I just gave up. I didn't love him and I didn't love rick or ken. I don't think I have ever really experienced what in love is like true love. because I am too practical and logical too reasonable. I never liked what ken did it was as gross as ron and bill and alex and I really don't want to go out with men if they don't like me. the way i see it you have a few choices in love- you marry down or you expect them to be always perfect to make you feel better about your own lacking qualities. but you have to make a decision of heaps of factors before you chose how low your willing to go. I can say I would never go out with a yobo boofhead who likes football and alcohol and smoking and bikes and acting brawling stupid drunk and on drugs. I can't stand jeckle and hyde men or women. if you marry up you like to be at your best or aim later when your married to be a better version of yourself but few people achieve this ever. they only marry for sex and lust and the shittery of the spectacular event of a wedding and euphoria of baby 1 and 2 and after that they wished they had never done it- that is waht my mum says and she is right.

I can't say I was ever jealous of a man for manly attributes they had, I never felt the need to femi...

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men don't care about what you have acheived and they don't place importance on a woman having male life experiences the way joyce made out either, men only want a women for looks and money, if you have both all the better, but don't go out with fat ugly thin ugly or clever ugly or poor pretties unless they see a financial benefit to them or your looks alone. I am sure you feel better about hearing all this from you you bullying leso bitch and I am sick of your shit. I am not a dyke and never will be. so fuck off madonna and katy and ken. go find some other loser to play your dirty game. you dirty poofters and lesos who have abused me - you disgust me! go find a willing lover because it aint me! get it into your head "I am not your girl"! like rick said "I am not your guy your looking for!"

men don't care about what you have acheived and they don't place importance on a woman having male l...

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poofter yellow Ronald mac

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I have to make up for the last 30 years of failure.

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drop dead poofter mac d! drop dead!

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I was talking to aaron not you shitface rotyal.

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AND YHOU BRAITHWAITE POOPMICESTER SHUT UP OR SOME SATANIC WILL REALLY SORT YOUR CNT OUT. YOU SPASTIC BOOFOON MAKING UP SPASTIC DOCTRINES OF SATANIC SHIT!

AND YHOU BRAITHWAITE POOPMICESTER SHUT UP OR SOME SATANIC WILL REALLY SORT YOUR CNT OUT. YOU SPASTIC...

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that spastic dog katy robodog I would like to get you and bash your whole scum scammbag family apart. you dirty little rotter curse be your name for eternity, you bully bashing and attacking and verbal abuses day in and day out for years after my grandmother died and your caused me to have a stroke you mongrel dog. you mongrel mongrel mongrel dirty animal from hell. your a mongrel bastard of a slut who should have been murdered off to save the rest of the world from your shit. you spastic child.

that spastic dog katy robodog I would like to get you and bash your whole scum scammbag family apart...

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neighbors and sluts expecting me and rose to live like pigs for decades in shit up to our necks, you wonder why I hate this town and their scammy scummy bastards in it.

neighbors and sluts expecting me and rose to live like pigs for decades in shit up to our necks, you...

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a pig shit house we can't maintain I could never thank you for the misery you put us in, if I had known this all would happen I would have stayed ine rented house and I should have got a few friends to move in I had no friends I could trust because this big house has been nothing but trouble it was falling down and older then first told, that was why they wanted to sell it to idiots like us who didn't know much, we would have chosen a better house with a pool and probably wanted to move down south to colder climate. its was a falling down heap of mess the day we were forced to buy the lowerly dump! I had to put on the fakest smile that I liked it when deep down I wanted a newer better house to suit our real needs. so no thanks from here. hope the world vomits over you one day for nothing and all your lowerly dirty druggy idiot high flyer corporate snorters.

a pig shit house we can't maintain I could never thank you for the misery you put us in, if I had kn...

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To everything (scam scam scam) There is no reason (fraud fraud fraud) And a time to every extortion, under earth and heaven A time to be hoaxed, a time to sham A time to rippoff, a time to racket A time to kill, a time to hustle A time to con, a time to snowjob To everything (scam scam scam,) There is a reason (fraud fraud fraud) And a time to every dirty pool, under earth and heaven A time to double deal, a time to go shady A time to dirty deal, a time to pawn A time to cast bombs, a time to double cross all humankind together To everything (scam scam scam) There is a reason (fraud fraud fraud) And a time to every flimflam, under earth and heaven A time of scum, a time of hate A time of war, a time of shakedown A time…toooo de-ce-ee-it shellgame crocked deal scammy world of cons everywhere. so so so sick of it.

To everything (scam scam scam) There is no reason (fraud fraud fraud) And a time to every extortion,...

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To everything (scam scam scam) There is no reason (fraud fraud fraud) And a time to every extortion, under earth and heaven A time to be hoaxed, a time to sham A time to rippoff, a time to racket A time to kill, a time to hustle A time to con, a time to snowjob To everything (scam scam scam,) There is a reason (fraud fraud fraud) And a time to every dirty pool, under earth and heaven A time to double deal, a time to go shady A time to dirty deal, a time to pawn A time to cast bombs, a time to double cross all humankind together To everything (scam scam scam) There is a reason (fraud fraud fraud) And a time to every flimflam, under earth and heaven A time of scum, a time of hate A time of war, a time of shakedown A time…toooo de-ce-ee-it shellgame crocked deal scammy world of cons everywhere. so so so sick of it.

To everything (scam scam scam) There is no reason (fraud fraud fraud) And a time to every extortion,...

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i said shitface you could have one of the degrees at the other scambag place not the other ones i am using. get the message and learn to do what i say or cop a bash up!

i said shitface you could have one of the degrees at the other scambag place not the other ones i am...

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