Confessions about 'Bu'

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this r person sent shit about powerful peieeer is in it for zzzzzeee money too and beware of this beware of that. effluent of society and holding up more bludgers then ajax and whatever, photos to places i had gone for job interviews and then pages of all the rsl phone book and grave yards and something about us being in the obituaries and how we would be missed, other vile things about coolies and sometimes they called themselves ned other times they called themselves "ed" very upsetting and emotionally distressful at the same time a dead animal was hanging with flies all around it on the lamp post this was like a bad omen to me, like the Ides of march and ceaser, like the new years eve in 2015 when someone deliberately ran over a pretty blue crane bird while I was exercising on the verander that was a clear message to me of a bad omen from my neighbors, then a few weeks ago the knife and the tackle box. sure that is really helping guys??? what the f were you thinking? sure , helps making me afraid of my neighbors and no I don't trust the monegrel bastards. the old slut linda from the baby shows she stole a young bloke from me that old horn bag shitwoman. what young single guy would want some fat old wrinkled dog with 4 kids and she is old ugly not rich over a beautiful single virgin like me when I was 29? talk about an insult to my confidence that a spastic would choose a tardbark whore like that over someone as genuine and nice as me, so I pushed them together. after that I was pushed with a married rapist ken I didn't want to be with so I have pushed a lot of doggystyler whores with men to teach everyone a lesson in life. lessons can be learnt and I can teach them and punish back.

this r person sent shit about powerful peieeer is in it for zzzzzeee money too and beware of this be...

Abuse, Hate

most of my life I have been surrounded by spastic little minded women and men that annoy me.

Abuse, Hate

I spent some of yesterday out and then came home and did some study and today trying to keep my day stress free because of chest pain and stuff.but I try to do some study. I am not content with this life anymore . I am sick of the bullshit and lack of moral values of others around me everywhere. I obsess over the food I eat and what and how much I eat more then I fuss over anything else. but its safe here being obsessed with food and exercise and study. I don't have to look at people or care if they care about 1 1 single dream or hope I have ever had and I don't have to care about how others are and I can learn to ignore other peoples crys of pain and hurt as they have to me.

I spent some of yesterday out and then came home and did some study and today trying to keep my day ...

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no one here has jobs and I just don't think we can afford a holiday we are poor old sad grumpy old men of females here with no love or life or anything to look forward to and all you hear on tv is about all the bad cruises and food poisoning and assaults and ships sinking due to lazy over spoilt selfish sexed captains and it doesn't look like much fun to me. I get sick on a ferris wheel let alone a cruise. I am phobic to water since a child when my kid friend drown and I just can't see us enjoying anything. we are a family who don't know how to enjoy life at all. i refuse to speak to those dirty erin women at all and I feel this deal is a scam! someone will scam me because I am always being scammed and frauded, I have always been scammed and frauded it won't change now that I am 46 and and old maid left on the shelf. and I am likely to want to bash anyone who tries flirting with me or even tries to be nice I have been abused everywhere I go for so long.

no one here has jobs and I just don't think we can afford a holiday we are poor old sad grumpy old ...

Abuse, Hate

"mindless breeding" and its usually young single mothers who all the babies know is mommy taps on and looks at a mobile and texts people all day and wears tattoos and metal pieces on the face and god only knows elsewhere, yet they seem to go from shag to shag, drugging boozing and job hops and a lot of lying. it seems to be today you have to lie on your resume to get work. the cheats and scammers are winning. people with moral values and a conscience are abused and left behind, currently Australia studies on welfare show full-time students end up on welfare merry-go-round all their lives, one woman who teaches some crap on back health explains to me why I should buy her prozzie course because she has 3 or 4 PhDs, but how many are real or genuinely earnt. much like love today, its all instant. Nowhere to meet if you are on disability and been to a university like me and drop out due to being physically assaulted by violent druggy women over men. its truly said that the bad people of this world are being rewarded for being assholes, liars and scammers and rude and hurtful. mindless breeding like mindless eating is an epidemic however so is what bill gates did to the stop breeding with sterilization in tetanus vaccines, yeh jobbs and gates have a lot to answer for as do a lot of corporate psychopaths and all these Dream Lover psychopaths multiple times married mindless breeders who are like that character "the united states of tara" crazy. so you do course after course and people just "oh she's dumb! we won't let her breed, cuz she looks like she has life too easy" but I have been in the hospital with serious injuries from car accidents and infections mysteriously finding themselves at my body system that I believe are spread deliberately - they want to kill off people. we don't have enough jobs or money or homes and in infrastructures already we ca't take in anymore refugees and sorry but I am sick of hearing about the gays stupid rights and black power and 50 shades of shit rape to be a modern liberated woman- what a load of complete and utter bullshit this world has come to with cinema full of rubbish, tv and media full of rubbish. etc. I just wanna know how you get to be one of the special beautiful sexual people who get adoring fans at work and husbands and dine out and have cars and kids and houses, only Asians and Indians marry in Australia no one else can afford it and they are taking our houses and white men too. so sick of it.in 2000 people were getting govt handouts and baby bonuses to have kids and it was at a time I wanted to be married and having a baby - already then I felt it was getting urgent and too late I was in my late 20s wondering why I had never had 1 real friend that cared about my feelings and sexual needs or how I felt, I had never even been seriously in love going to 2 universities and colleges and getting nowhere with employment because I was not black, male or disadvantaged enough, or middle aged women with 2 broken marriages who were getting all the jobs anyway. so stupid people getting paid to fvck and mindlessly breed to hit up on ice or get another proud fat mummy tattoo or new mobile phone. and all these overseas students getting extra marks at university because they are non English background now they have the degrees and jobs and houses and us loser "white trash" who came from good Christian homes are treated like retards is not funny. you have to be fat before you allowed to be thin you have to be sick before you can have rights, you have to fight big ogres for a date, I can't be expected to fight an old cougar of 55 who has 3 kids and been married 4 times and drives a sports car and wants a toy boy for a trashy romp and then I miss out on a young guy or you get young 12-year-olds mothers by 13 stealing daddy sugarpops and once again the more stylish morally conscious woman with class who doesn't want to lower her behaviour down to her selfish competition is in a rut again. yeh it does not seem fair. and you have to be a druggy to be important or rich, and if all the fat old married 5 times momma with 12 kids don't like you cuz your thin and studying and think you need to live the school of hard knocks and gets you raped for their fun it strange world we live in.

"mindless breeding" and its usually young single mothers who all the babies know is mommy taps on a...

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my mum and I joke all the time because they have meetings at the local hospital about having a meeting and they then have to have another meeting to address that meeting before and the outcomes and then another meeting about what was not dealt with, they have to have a dozen meetings to work out what little wanker with the least amount of psychiatric or psychology skills goes over to the main public hospital to talk to a patient about the medication and usually its just a young naive social worker who has absolutely no knowledge of medications at all and are useless, they are so lazy and incompetant and all the money goes to the top and all these meetings they are always at with some waste yap fest while patients wait and wait and wait and wait is down right insulting to me and to the govt tax who pay for this. and this was the same with a friend of mine who was a nurse all the govt money was going to top staff for basic things and not to patients, the exact same process and mentality was happening at russo job network and I see it happening in a lot of places. their laziness and complacency is shocking. I don't understand their morals, well they just don't have any professional or personal morals that is half the problem beside the bullying culture and its at universities and work, I left one job due to sexual bullying and I was glad because I didn't like the uppty rude rich real estate asshole males anyway and the women were all whore and compelte ugly over makeup sluts and so bitchy and there was about 1 nice young girl I worked with at the time who was the nicest of them - these guys at the real estate were earning easily a few million a week with big sales and showroom cars new bought every few months. its all a scam of moeny. that is why I was so angry when garry who sold the house all he was was a cocaine snorting boilermaker with no education and ripping people off, no morals at all. my father seen it a lot at work as well. the complete lack of personal and professional morals was shocking. completely shocking. like I say the AMA - what do they do ? they stand for nothing. lazy useless stupid poxy little boys club of losers with no morals ripping off people who are needy and being abused.

my mum and I joke all the time because they have meetings at the local hospital about having a meeti...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

please stop abusing us. you have been abusing us for the last 40 years just stop the abuse. when will it be enough for you? we owe you nothing. we did you no harm, we were set up, rick said so, and he and one of his friends (not katey or fat fuck dog bully bitch bec) he said to me alone a year later in 2001 "how were you to know what we had planned to make you look a complete idiot and you fell for everything hookline and stinker as a kid and when we got you raped. " mary and diana did the same thing and when they got what they wanted they expected us to be friends, no sorry it doesn't work that they. please just stop the abuse and find a new person to abuse.

please stop abusing us. you have been abusing us for the last 40 years just stop the abuse. when wil...

Abuse, Hate

I am sure the royals harry and his whore slut megan and dog ugly kate and ugly william and that slut queen have been trying to kill me, they got me raped by ken carey in the rsl as well. they got me sexually abused as a child, diana and valentino were in on that with the black dirty nigar whores and their dirty indians and I can't forgive them and never will forgive them. I did nothing to that spastic whore diana when I was a child or teen or adult. I did nothing wrong to that spastic selfish ugly mongrel bitch of a devils sporn woman of hell who abused me when I was 6. I can't forgive these scum. and never will forgive.

I am sure the royals harry and his whore slut megan and dog ugly kate and ugly william and that slut...

Abuse, Hate

I am sick of paster tony abusing me as well. get off your potty dope try you dirty ugly slime ball. your disgusting and abusive very abusive sicko nutter with all those dirty ugly maroi mongrel poop skin witchcraft scambags. dirty scammer poop skin nigar whores the whole of those dirty islander shits at that church are demonic evil black skin spirits who don't deserve a thing they are so abusive to people.

I am sick of paster tony abusing me as well. get off your potty dope try you dirty ugly slime ball. ...

Abuse, Hate

I think harry is ugly and so is his whore mehgan a loose whore and she is a ugly dog! opportunitist but that is all harry could catch because of his rather ugly looks, but that does not mean I want to be around married spastics who keep getting married and can't hold down a normal marrige because they are always marriage jumping to marry up. I am sure the whore will fit in well with all the other sluts in the royals like prostitute kate whore she is ugly and their kids are ugly and the queen is a bitch if ever there was a born bitch its her and faker and diana was a complete con job all round brainwashing abusing millions of her victims stealing menfrom young virgins with her big signature D for dracular slut ! harry is a drug addict that can't put two words together and I call him the "gabbler" he tries so hard to convince himself he knows what he is talking about but clearly doesn't. his childish exbitionism is annoying as much as the queens trying to relive her youth so much and be cinderella year in and year out and old slag camilla hag - she is likely to be the murderer anyway. charles - well? what can you say, nothing! a lost fop. all rubbish bad people anyway. I don't know why anyone should care about these violent abusive drug addicts who are complete fakers. their stage acts, they are just silly actors really and nobodies really. they don't deserve to exist everywhere they go they cause trouble and abuse- that has been my experience of them and they are not polite or nice or genuine. they are abusive because they could have done a lot to help victims like me but they chose not to. so I don't foret that. diana set me up to help dirty mary that I know is true. she set me up in 1978 to abuse me and use me, she had no mind of her own. and she was a bully and child abuser. what else can I say. they are awful people. they abuse and set up people to look stupid or make mistakes in work or other things because they know witchcraft and just abuse abuse abuse abuse. and they are so fucking ugly!

I think harry is ugly and so is his whore mehgan a loose whore and she is a ugly dog! opportunitist ...

Abuse, Hate

louise and brigette were complete slutty whore bitches who ruined every party at our house and over spent our hospitality too many times and never knew their place in someone elses home or at someone elses party. one mistake I never made! I was taught early in life about those things. and I don't forgive!

louise and brigette were complete slutty whore bitches who ruined every party at our house and over ...

Abuse, Hate

I am not your friend. I am glad diana died in hell. I hate her now for all the abuse she did to me. the woman was a raging luantic nutter who didn't like children when we met her, she was a complete bitch actually.

I am not your friend. I am glad diana died in hell. I hate her now for all the abuse she did to me. ...

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I don't forgive you!

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your a very abusive dirty game playing witch kate slut and holly ron wood slut!

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fuck off slut slut slut slut slut slut queen whore.

Abuse, Hate

I have been trialing different diets - fruit shakes, veg shakes, processed diet milk shakes from chemist (which a lot of nutritionalists are against them - because they are not a long term alternative they are only short term, if you drank a diet shake or any shake everyday at lunch you would end up ill. balance and moderation is important. I watched the Reasonable diet and liked that. I tried for the last 7 weeks to some days I will eat 2 bowls of fruit at lunch. and I don't believe the natural sugars are bad for you. in fruit I will eat papaya to heap period problems and its a great healer internally and externally, no fruit is going to be really bad unless you have a significant illness, because the truth is your brain does need sugar to work right. I eat salads and sometimes I do fall off the wagon and sneak in some chocolate or cake or a macaron or cheese cake or cheese, but to be honest most things are healthy eggs are healthy and milk and veg and some carbs, meat etc. I am not vegan and I don't ever want to be. I like the Reasonable Diet concept. and if they are not saying butter and bacon is ok for us I think eventually its gonna call come around where people will be saying sugar was not the all evil either, I remember in the late 70s and early 80s everything was about calories and kilojoules of sugar and fat, then it was all just fat, and studies showed kids on sugar breakfasts minds were quicker at school, proteins were good for breakfast or any time. but I am sick of all the lies. people are overweight for other reasons then just food intake alone, unemployment and lack of social connections are making people lazy and isolated and affraid. I think there are more frankenfoods around and toxins and vapors put in air and over use of nuts is not good for the liver too, and the whole weight issue is about emotional pain and illness, inflammation and swelling from viruses and bacteria and gut issues and medications. and the laziness and complacientcy and general deliberate jealousy dumbing down of the average patient that doctors are doing has a lot to do with weight issues. my mother was not a size 20 before they started on her as pre-diabetic or BP and other issues like thyroid, doctors today are lazy and jealous of there patients and it shows in the way they talk to you. a few are really good and tell you the truth but a lot of pathology is not recorded properly i reckon, I never believe much of what they tell me anyway. I have been told I am neurotic hypercondriac, I don't care. call me the synical non-believer, the pesimist and the doubting thomas but like I just no longer trust everything doctors and pathology say. how can I prove they are lying. they know anything upsets me. they know I am easily offended and it doesn't take much to get me off side. people know I dont want to hear stuff and I only want to hear what I want to hear and so far not many people have done what I want or speak how I want them to speak to me. I don't want to be told I am sick but I don't want to be lied to,, i am sick of this non-sense with doctors and if there is something wrong and they haven't told me and this is why I feel worse then they say I am then I can sue the overpaid selfish mongrel bastards.

I have been trialing different diets - fruit shakes, veg shakes, processed diet milk shakes from che...

Abuse, Hate, Stealing

heart and chest pain this morning and everytime I plan a nice day out something goes wrong even if its agonising server period cramps I wanted to vomit a few times and had diarrhea a few times and bum bleeds and migranines last week. I can't relax, I study from 4am some mornings if I can't sleep and I won't know how to relax anyway. there is always something to worry about. and my depression which is on going and panic and hating the world and all the years of my life I have been hated and abused, kicked up the bum all my life for doing nothing wrong. joyce should learn not talk so violent and use such violent words around women. men need the bashings up and kicks in bum but to me women deserve kicks in the face, and you see all these young slutty dogs their selfishness and selfish breeding and selfish love mongering when they are ugly hopeless useless lazy and boring women who are so stereotyped they make me laugh when they get with their sprogs and breeding cow whore mothers clubs and doctors sniffing their asses and hanging out their tongues like a mongrel pup for all these special special doggiestylers and their mongrel offspring who should be all euthanised. these women are so selfish. they truely do believe that only they exist and only they have needs and everyone else doesn't really matter because they don't have jobs or degrees or kids or husbands or are thin or fat or too pretty or too whatever, unless you fit into the "mummy uniform and mummy hours and mummy horseplay and sprog dropping selfish mongrel ginnies, ginny whores on heels and cars and so generic and they look the same they sound the same they posture the same they power play the same annoying uselss way. if only they really knew their true uselessness to society !!!" anyway the movie and cinemas was shit as usual, all the movies are shit.

heart and chest pain this morning and everytime I plan a nice day out something goes wrong even if i...

Abuse, Hate

fuck off spastic-ride! go chase that spastic radio black nigar dog from the radio with her post several times married dogface.

fuck off spastic-ride! go chase that spastic radio black nigar dog from the radio with her post seve...

Abuse, Hate

relationships can't be resolved slut queen dog whore bitch. I hate you bitch whore queen slut. slut slut slut slut. rapist husband stealer, frauder, raping little girls using pedos with your witchery. eating children and on and on and on. your a mongrel bitch of a mongrel devil evil woman who has wronged me. you always calling me ugly. well you are the ugly one and you need to learn some home truths about your dirty habits with people messing in lives your a bad person. nothing loving grandma/mother/aunty about you old slut. look at what you have done to me! look at what you have allowed people to do me, when you could have stopped so much. you could have helped and your chose not to. I never forget and I never forgive. remember that! you wronged me you jealous bitch. and you can't have my father and you can't have everything your way old bully bitch. grandmothers, sweet rosey cheeks wanting to love and care about people who say they like you, it was everything but, the opposite all the time from the queen, diana, all the royal rotyals. dirty abusive manipulative destructionists. you could have listened and helped just like joyce should have. how do you morally live with yourselves? how do ? how do you really dare to live with yourselves? how do you really dare! I dont want to play your awful cruel game! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V6tUpDPK1ok https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V6tUpDPK1ok And as I wander down to where you lay the blood rushed up to meet the roses in your hair I thought I saw you smile but now I don't see you anywhere Whispering your love song in my ear how can you touch me when you're not really here? Stumbling out I made my way towards the open door climbing fast the sun poured streaming laughter down into your empty gaze where can I find out now I want to join in your game I hear you calling I hear you ... calling calling calling calling Whispering your love song in my ear how can you touch me? how do you really dare? Read more: Duran Duran - Missing Lyrics | MetroLyrics

relationships can't be resolved slut queen dog whore bitch. I hate you bitch whore queen slut. slut ...

Abuse, Hate

I find it hard to take a genuine break from study because I feel like I have just so much to catch up on after years of being held back. its not fair. I think people should be allowed to study when they feel its right to. not when told to by russos and the whole marfia operation there was just so controlling and depersonalization process that has left me a very broken person. I wish I could tell someone what it really feels like to face this over and over with each new old female bully with a powerful job. each time its been joyce or russo or doret or someone else. there is a time to break free of other peoples rubbish and make them own their rubbish and allow me to move on. its not my rubbish, its their rubbish and I am not going to be a dumping ground for other peoples junk and insults anymore! I am not your tipyard junk yard or counsel dump yard.

I find it hard to take a genuine break from study because I feel like I have just so much to catch u...

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