Confessions about 'Bu'

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well I didn't party for new year even as it is my birthday because of a selfish stalker I have no friends to share my love and time with because of this selfish coward stalker who is like some jack the ripper who is so coward can't even show his face to people and man up! anyway, I exercised instead as I like to do my workouts and just did mild tummy crunches and back arches and posture moves and went to bed at 10.30pm I don't drink alcohol and even quit sugar but had some cordial and some nice dessert but this morning woke in pain, so this happens every few months and which is why I was careful with the dumbells weights workouts in the last week but maybe I over did it more then I think. but I had to call the home doctor and most of this is from 2 car accident injuries and I was born with a slight curve of th spine which seems to run in my dads family. last new year I felt and injured old injuries and that has mad it hard because my back surgeon told me not to over do the exercising too much. but I find I enjoy exercise like it makes me feel like a real person in the heat working out to point of sweating it out makes me feel great to music. but the pain now is terrible. I am waiting to hear back from my surgeon and other doctor and get some stronger pain killers as I want to avoid the local hospital. it hurts to stand, walk, sit down get up or go to sit and laying down even hurts, I should be used to this pain. pain is all I have known while others have money and love and friends that care I am treated like a idiot when I have more going for me then most people do.

well I didn't party for new year even as it is my birthday because of a selfish stalker I have no fr...

Pride, Abuse

i spend my day doing ladies things, I collect antique furniture and clothing and fairy minitrure gardens and cooking chocolate and studying and I dont participate in satanic acts. I was bullied by that manchild satanic bunnypoeta and I would like police to sort that son of a whore he/she out because it was saying I had to do this i had to do that to make it happy and making threats and I should have reported to police quicker. its a nutcase.

i spend my day doing ladies things, I collect antique furniture and clothing and fairy minitrure gar...

Abuse, Hate

this stalker has cost me income, work credibility, employment, damage to my health where I had to be in hospital and I had a server middle ear infection and then I got bullied at the hospital. so while I have a lot of respect for doctors some are terrible, as with police, I was accused of attention seeking and told by police to stop asking for help, one nurse literally removed me physically out of the hospital and accused me of wanting to look at other patients being treated which was just a load of garbage when I was more concern for my own health and because they can't find what was wrong with me , to them nothing was wrong. I knew I had a server middle ear infection and after the ear drum surgery I was very groggy and I just had vaginal biopsies done and been so depressed lately since that bring up a lot of things about the sexual abuse as a child. its funny you say that because another woman said a similar thing to me her ex husband stalked her and when she stopped caring he left her alone. this family FERGUSON are bullies, that is how they work, for sex, power, money and they are like extreme sports freaks and have no limits. they mix with a bunch of very rich people who own a soft drink world wide company (kirks/coca-cola) who were my godparents who disowned me from the age of 2. so I don't care to know them but all this ferguson lot are doing is abusing me for sex for their daughters and stealing men, wrecking my law school education and I wanted to married and have children by now. this guy has cost me relationships with other men, he is so jealous and mentally ill. cost me friendships and trust. that is the biggest thing. the trust that is destroyed questioning everyone. he even was able to get churches to abuse me, one church that abused me and also selling drungs on the premises (bayside family christain church) with spiritual abuse is a pentecostal church that do this speaking in tongues and bully women into sexual roles of submission always saying masturbation is work of the devil. etc this is just abuse to me. These people mix with very wealthy and famous people, royalty etc. because my cousin molested me I have been labeled "crazy" because he has Suzi Quatro helping him. she sings all these evil songs about Datona Demon, devil gate drive, he hangs out with all these famous people and wears black and always stealing men from me, while they live this richy posh snobby lifestyle bullying me from a live I was making for myself at university. I was sent this death threats in 2000 oct with grim reapers and bullied by this joyce poorter therapist my doctor has said he is glad I reported her crazy therapy. she was having sex with male and female clients and lack of confidentiality and talking about my abuse to everyone and I was being black listed for jobs. she wanted me to move in with her and her husband tried to make a pass at me and I was not interested it felt so immoral. they did a similar thing to my dad at ALP politics and journalism he worked in and with the league - 2 australian famous football players drugged by father and he was found unconscious on the office floor, this sort of thing has happend to me and my sister as well. when I was raped by this man called Ken Carey (related to noel ferguson- related to the Sarah Ferguson lot and they are evil people), he was bald fat short creepy and I could never love such a bullying freak idiot all he could do was run for his lub gel to rape me, and was acting like a nutcase, he has a devils tattoo on one of his bottoms cheeks and he didn't take me to a hospital or doctor after he raped me for 16 hours in a room after drugging me I had a stroke and now he is trying to pull this crap that he loves me, just because I am related to Rudolf Valentino and European royals. I met princess diana before she was even famous and william and I can tell you they were strange people. I have met a few famous people like david bowie - he was weird and also I knew ricky martin and he is weirdo, all these famous people care about is stealing men from me and making me look like I am a pathetic wretch fat and old and unable to find love. and this is supposed to be their therapy help and its just abuse. all these famous people care about is money and their ego, they are not people who genuinely care about victims of crime, they just see me as a stepping stone to walk over and I am really sick of it. I could tell you more but it would shock you. I don't have to tolerate this satanic abuse. if it looks satanic, it talks satanic, it dresses satanic and sings about devil gates and demons that one can be forgiven for thinking it is satanic. ok!

this stalker has cost me income, work credibility, employment, damage to my health where I had to b...

Abuse

punish dirty don! I am allowed to be rude to whoever I want to be, people are rude to me, I was told to fight back so I am. so you mind your own business dirty dirty don. you dirty satanic pedo loser druggy hopeless dead weight. go bully someone else. I am allowed to bully anyone who has bullied me and tracey and her slut gang are bullies. yeh more to that fat whore then you know about. if i have decided its because i know more then you. i seen more then you. so get over yourself dirty dirty don. get off your high horse and learn who is top leader around here and it me. righteous perfect me. its hard to be humble when I am perfect in every way!

punish dirty don! I am allowed to be rude to whoever I want to be, people are rude to me, I was told...

Abuse, Hate

you got caught out with drugs anna-maria and dirty paster tony. police are on to you alright. you stop abusing me or else. you disgusting creech!

you got caught out with drugs anna-maria and dirty paster tony. police are on to you alright. you st...

Abuse

you don't like being caught out like fast forward and comedy inc making fun of people and doing nlp witchcraft abusing people on tv. yeh well I see it. and you can all stop right now scum of the earth.

you don't like being caught out like fast forward and comedy inc making fun of people and doing nlp ...

Abuse

tell tracy grumshaw to stop bullying me, she started it with her :when are you going to clean up this mess aaron! game she had going on me, I can see the number that woman was abusing down on me. and that aaron child who is a bastard child I don't want to know. i saw the act from that sorcerer el supremeo whore tracy grumpshaw pantsdown act of hers and that mongrel metal face blonde whore and her spastic son loser and the game they had going down with that ozzy osborne looking Jay whore. yeh I saw your game and bullying tracey and your sorcerery you fat bully cow bitch.

tell tracy grumshaw to stop bullying me, she started it with her :when are you going to clean up thi...

Abuse, Hate

I am sick of lachy lee stalking me and those neighbors. stop abusing me. stop stalking me. I have called police about you. you will get caught for stalking me everywhere I go. stop stalking me you have been stalking me for over 8 years now stop.

I am sick of lachy lee stalking me and those neighbors. stop abusing me. stop stalking me. I have ca...

Abuse, Hate

I am sick of this stalker from the dirty churches. get a new hobby I reported you to police. I have reported J and lee as well to police and anna stop stalking me.

I am sick of this stalker from the dirty churches. get a new hobby I reported you to police. I have ...

Abuse

no way, it aint on !

no way, it aint on !

Abuse, Hate

fuck off paster pooppants warlock druggy! the paster t devil scrawl... and its mol-whore. fuck off weirdo.

fuck off paster pooppants warlock druggy! the paster t devil scrawl... and its mol-whore. fuck off w...

Abuse, Hate

yeh tracey frumpsure is a retart whore druggy. walking around hotels without any underwear after a boozy whore party and like you expect us to respect a bitch like you. your so fake assed and bitch old woman slut. go booze and drug up and fuck off ugly hatedog.

yeh tracey frumpsure is a retart whore druggy. walking around hotels without any underwear after a b...

Abuse, Hate

broke as a ass !

broke as a ass !

Abuse, Hate

SCOT TY ON ITS POTTY WILL GO WELL WITH CANE AND WAYNE AND LAZY-JAY AND INCENT JOHNSON I KNOW I TO THE RIGHT PEOPLE IN THE RIGHT COMPANY AND RIGHT PLACE WHERE THEY WILL FIT IN. SO LONG AS ITS AWAY FROM ME.

SCOT TY ON ITS POTTY WILL GO WELL WITH CANE AND WAYNE AND LAZY-JAY AND INCENT JOHNSON I KNOW I TO TH...

Abuse, Hate

RACEY TRACY IS A DOG!

RACEY TRACY IS A DOG!

Abuse, Hate

you are a bad person.

you are a bad person.

Abuse, Hate

hardware face speech deformity and brothel running fat frumps on walking sticks.

hardware face speech deformity and brothel running fat frumps on walking sticks.

Abuse, Hate

a scot on the pot!

a scot on the pot!

Abuse, Hate

fat pedo walking stick

fat pedo walking stick

Abuse, Hate

J & J incest stalker pedo incorporated

J & J incest stalker pedo incorporated

Abuse, Hate