Confessions about 'Bu'

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there is nothing betterer about the hollywood baldwins, its just yanks need to alway feel better then every one else to make up for all their flaws.

there is nothing betterer about the hollywood baldwins, its just yanks need to alway feel better the...

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at the local hosptial weird things were going on and I was removed off the premises on xmas day when i was sick a nurse picked up my back and picked up a taxi phone and told me to go home to my mother when i had a bad mastoid infection - the night the ambulance took me a few nights but one night I was put in a druggies dry out room I asume, but you could blood stains and urine and feaces stains all over the chairs and it literally looked like a gas chamber they lock people to in to torture and murder in some ritual occult thing, you can feel the pain and suffering as soon as you walk past the room, once the door is closed your locked in and its sound proofed, I had server chest pain and that was what I was put in with by ambulance most times, I was not refered to a cardiologist and they deliberately delayed doing ecgs on me til the pain went away and I could them giggling at me moaning in pain., that is not professional conduct or ethical quality and a high risk of harm, I studied ethics and law at university and that hospital is evil. I don't know if this ray criminologist still is alive or anyone from 60 minutes but I can tell you that room smelt of death and torture like a jail and they had no right putting me there to scar me, I told them I was getting chest pain and they didn't find me a bed or check much, just becauese i had no temperatre didn't mean there was no infection. I hate that hospital, they are all evil ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ADGQyOqkUac

at the local hosptial weird things were going on and I was removed off the premises on xmas day when...

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kate and willliam are a pair of pious cunts who rooted and shooted around then pretend they don't have a past of dirty behaviour. well some remember.

kate and willliam are a pair of pious cunts who rooted and shooted around then pretend they don't ha...

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NLP abuse mind control bullying games - they have to stop. I just wanted to write and express my dislike for loud depressing and morbid 1980s music like Phil Collins and mike and the mechanics and eurogliders "heaven must be there" - I have to admit I have long wanted to move from this area and I DON'T WANT TO LIFE IN THIS PLACE AS THE SONG SAYS, I OUT GREW THE REDLANDS A LONG LONG TIME AGO AND ONLY LACK OF MONEY AND LACK OF OPPORTUNITY MAKES ME STAY IN THIS HELL HOLE AREA , but all this morbid morbid out of date music has to stop. its depressing, and too loud. I complained to Milliers for playing depressing morbid music like Boy George Nobody's gonna save my life or whatever, people do not want to hear this morbid shit. when you walk into a shop it really turns you off hearing morbid old songs with depressing words and you don't want to go back because you don't enjoy the "shopping experience" with loud morbid songs. I literally have not walked into Susans in over 10 years because they were playing morbid weird music with words in like "put it down, put it down" which sounded terrible so I did put the item down and walked out. the food court is so loud it is really annoying and I have noticed the ladies toilets over crowded and smelly and should be cleaned more and even have free vinegar solution to clean toilet seats from bacteria and both ladies toilets there often taps not working or soap dispensers not refilled and general cleaning is not being done enough they should smell fresh and inviting, the hand driers don't wrok and you should have those new quick dry ones or paper towelling and its really annoying when parts of the marble are jaggery and broken and they look and smell old and out of date and not enough toilets per percentage of shopper and would appreciate more specialised shops and beauty clinics like when Feminique Beauty Clinic was there in the 1990s-2000s was in the shopping centre. the food areas are over crowded and noising and just plain OLD! we like to shop at the centre but just felt the toilet and loud morbid music had to be raised as it is making us want to not come to the centre. the whole centre could do with a update or even a 2nd floor put on due to explosion of population - god knows you could create more jobs in the area and people are sick of self services checkouts and generally poor quality customer service all round. I do however appreciate the police beat where it is but feel they could be more visually scene in the centre and security staff etc as well, as the taxi area is a complete disgrace as is the down stairs car park. Recently I was near pushed over by a Maori fat tall woman who was hovering around my handbag in my trolley and literally she pushed us to get in front of us and some stores are very small ailse like The Dollar Discount shop near Coles and there is not enough variety shops or hairdressors or dry cleaners in the area. I am really sick of those Coles trolleys with the auto-stop, I like the size of the smaller ones but its really annoying. Its a terribly morbid shopping centre like all the shopping centres in the Redlands/Cleveland/Victoria Pt area.

NLP abuse mind control bullying games - they have to stop. I just wanted to write and express my di...

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there was one night when the abulance took me to the hospital for chest pains, they pushed me into a room and I thought they were going to lock me in there to die without help, or gas me to death it was a room for druggies and yet the ambulance guys kept telling the hospital "she is not a druggy she has an infection", I heard a man dying in pain for hours another night and just want to get the hell out of there. its not a nice place and most of the staff are bloody evil and some very abusive and corrupt and violent to nice honest patients like me. this is not the first time I have been man handled by medical staff, one doctor helped cause my ear drum to burst in 1990s and another physician was looking in my underwear which I thought was strange without any questions about why? when I was just in my teens. i have always had respect for medical people but their no gods, some are assholes.

there was one night when the abulance took me to the hospital for chest pains, they pushed me into a...

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I told my doctor about rick kicking in the tailbone one night. this american was a dickhead. he kept calling me a leso just for being a virgin and then got katy to bash me in the spine and she tried to run me over. then he wanted me to go to their house for sex when they moved in together and I said no, he really enjoyed using high volt sexual flirting with me out of this world better then casanova himself. that silk business shirt smug speed driver when he got me in the situation of liking him this is enjoyed dishing out the rejection and I can remember crying when after I told him I liked him and all he could say was "why didn't you tell me earlier" and "go and get fat!" after I had worked so hard to lose weight and I had told him many times and all he could say was "don't you think I know she is a problem" when I said to him "you have a real problem with how katy attacks every woman around you to dominate and control you to the point she is not only in your bed, she follows you to work like a puppy with no brains of her own" that was when I actually lost respect for him and her and all of them. to physically assault a woman who already has disability and a victim of crime like sexual trauma from childhood and bashings when I was going to university, and the back pain from a car accident, that mongrel cunt had the hide to kick me in the tailbone and she bashed me in the spine between my shoulders. I lost respect for bec the fat controller who seen katy attack me and was prepared to be a liar for her. bec should have known I was the more honest genuine person but she was such a fat bitch with her boat licence (she was a female kencarey) she even rubbed herself against me as did katy- they sexually assaulted me a in a public place.

I told my doctor about rick kicking in the tailbone one night. this american was a dickhead. he kept...

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don't trust bayside bulletin and orministon college - I gave away a voucher for a free wedding photography course at an irish based online academy who advertise on groupon and since then their service and courses have gone down hill - this has been deliberate sabotages from these people like macbeth and bob johnson and others like anita taylor at the local choir. i will not trust these groups now, Rupert only wants people to fail and be sick. their killers !

don't trust bayside bulletin and orministon college - I gave away a voucher for a free wedding photo...

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dear royals- I am not thanking you for getting me raped and ruining my career, or this shit old house and abuse you have had people do to me, I am not grateful all the wasted time looking for work when I wanted to be working, all the wasted time you put me through looking for relationships I could never find, I am not gratfeul for all the shopping wasteful time and the clothes you had me buy when I lost weight in 2000 always thinking positive thinking "Oh yeh when I get that Job!" that was never gonna come all because of you getting people to abuse me. so I won't say thankyou prissy george prissia prusia and priss druggy william and priss druggy harry and you people make me sick. its low getting virgins raped by fat ugly losers, that is the lowest act out. you have nothing to be proud of kate and william and harry. you have nothing good to give anyone. you cause trouble everywhere you go and all you do is abuse people. but how could you know better when the queen and diana were abusing me when Iwas a child in 1970s. you have no right to know me or abuse me. you will pay for it one day!

dear royals- I am not thanking you for getting me raped and ruining my career, or this shit old hous...

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you only really get what other people want for you in life, its a complete myth that you get what you want, because they advocating now your service in making others happier then you and then you will be happier but your not. you only achieve what others want for you and not what you want forself. research the facts and check it out for yourself. your only allowed to do what others let you do or be. its just a fact and we are not free agents of free will, there is no such thing as true free will as it once was. even when you think your getting what you want your not and its always close enough to want but not allowed to have or complete. that is real life. you are only as good as those around you build you up to be!

you only really get what other people want for you in life, its a complete myth that you get what yo...

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love marriage divorce, pity me, pity pity me so i can marry again and be pitied and loved and feel like a courageous fake and i can't be looking like i have something together, but keep pitying me with a sea of flowers til I die. is womens lives. that you have no right to have ideal relationship or life? but as if you ever could because you keep making the same mistakes over and over and over. I am sick of the typical game of womens schemas today. it makes no sense. and your not courageous you don't deserve pity your just a dangerous cunning fox who knows how to manipulate men for sex which does not equal real love.

love marriage divorce, pity me, pity pity me so i can marry again and be pitied and loved and feel l...

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I thoght I would just tell you doret you fucking slut bitch. I didn't appricate your mongrel son smerking when he seen me, given that each of your 6 kids have different fathers and you asked for my advise when I was seeing you and you wanted my advice about that guy who was a bike riding sports freak who was a partner of one of your clients, you were seriously contemplating a sexual relationship with him and you wanted my opinion and I said "well if you really like him but it probably will ruin your client base relationships" then you started avoiding me and would not look at me like you had a guilty conscious over something. and you got your big new house and your twins you dressup tacky and you nursing degree and all you said to me was "take what you need from a relationship and move on" about ken. you knew I never liked him at all and that was not the person I wanted or needed to be, but I don't like you projecting your past onto me and the nasty things you did under the guise of spiritual and angel guidance. you made me ill and I felt very hurt by the way you dumbed me as a friend for all your fat bitches of awful friends, and your slutting around. you did much the same thing to me as joyce did. I know its not me that draws people like you in, and I am deliberately not welcoming most people anymore because I missed out on the things that were most important to me!

I thoght I would just tell you doret you fucking slut bitch. I didn't appricate your mongrel son sme...

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I just completed a involved overseas counselling course covering the catholic positive approach, self confidnece and, divorce and couple relationships, solution basd and cbt and problem children, children and teens and motivations, distress,etc and eating disorders as well as overcoming addictions and male specialist needs based therapy responses as well as psychotherapy and more but really gets me we have been taught that psychotherpy has been known to perminantly injure some clients and should not be allowed ad hoc, because there are so many schools of thought to counselling. I know pshycotherapy used the wrong way is dangerious but they say it's dangerous on certain patients no matter what and use with caution.

I just completed a involved overseas counselling course covering the catholic positive approach, sel...

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I hate the baldwin actor family from america, they are a evil lot who abuse innocent women and kids. they sicken me, the worst type of life made on this earth that had the mistake of having too much power and control. I just don't like them. that whole deal with their dirty movies and comic stuff and that video on panic disorder by an actress married to one of them, it just takes away any hope for the average woman out there who has those problems cuz these dirty film stars and pop stars and rotyal rutyal royals all get on the band wagon hanging off podiums at the expanse of the real victims who need money and income and friends while these rich wankers are at every party or dinner and I question where the money goes that they raise for charities - I will tell you that right now. the real hurt people in need are being walked over by these stupid dumbass whore dirty ugly celebrities who are the spew of the demons!

I hate the baldwin actor family from america, they are a evil lot who abuse innocent women and kids....

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my family - that is my parents and I don't wish to know my brother and his wife and kids after the abuse they put on me my parents want nothing to do with karen and john for how they abused me and got other people to abuse me. things can never be resolved there. I don't feel a need to be like them which is why I don't want to do a medical degree and I feel I don't need to prove anything to them, I just don't wish to talk to them ever again or see them ever again. my parents understand why I feel this way.

my family - that is my parents and I don't wish to know my brother and his wife and kids after the a...

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thank god for codeine the doctor also gave me a script for a opiate based pain killer and very reluctant to use it but i will see how i go. i don't like taking this stuff but just had to give in the pain was so bad overnight and all yesterday i could barely move. to be honest it feels satanic in nature and wish i knew who can do this shit.

thank god for codeine the doctor also gave me a script for a opiate based pain killer and very reluc...

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so why I was attacked at a party around xmas new year in 1978 or79 and they lifted up the car and nearly tiped the car over with us kids in it and I was so afraid I vomited over myself and I already had anger in me over the house burning down at my grandmothers farm when we lived there and all I wanted was the flower garden to be pretty how it once was, I had anger in me over 1977 with pauls milk company and a lot of things. swear i would seek revenege in the backseat, after that night princess diana and cunt cranky franky and co attacked us kids I swore I would seek revenege from 1977 -78 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tl0oU6tCOqQ&list=PLDDEE6C3F518E3670 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-DkENttQD1M&list=PLDDEE6C3F518E3670&index=2 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WzheO7UbJM0 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=72OznY9ByZo https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HV https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OePvsCfKHJg I am not trying to be cool, its all because of you!

so why I was attacked at a party around xmas new year in 1978 or79 and they lifted up the car and ne...

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swear i would seek revenege in the backseat, after that night princess diana and cunt cranky franky and co attacked us kids I swore I would seek revenege from 1977 -78 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tl0oU6tCOqQ&list=PLDDEE6C3F518E3670 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-DkENttQD1M&list=PLDDEE6C3F518E3670&index=2 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WzheO7UbJM0 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=72OznY9ByZo https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HVGw50hvyVY

swear i would seek revenege in the backseat, after that night princess diana and cunt cranky franky ...

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my idea of love is dining out in fancy high class resturants and dressing well and having a man drive me home like a gentlemen, my idea of love is holidays overseas together in first class, my idea of love is being pampered sending me off to the beauty salon parlor for body and facial treatments and being with the person and buying a big house, whereas your idea of love is sitting on a lounge chair together crying watching tv sappy bs. not equal love to me. I like high maintenance lifestyle and money and I don't have any diamonds because I am expecting a man to give me one. I buy cameos and old fashioned things and wedding things but I will not buy diamond rings when a man should be pushed into doing that for me. I am worth the effort and I have expensive tastes, let me tell you!

my idea of love is dining out in fancy high class resturants and dressing well and having a man driv...

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this year I have put a bit of work into the garden to have a bit of an enchanted garden, we bought fairys and made a mushroom garden and I am looking up things on youtube to make more mushrooms and fairy garden things. I love the crystals and the shells and my mum made some fairy doors and the weather has been hot but kind enough to offer some rain which has made the japanese garden with the japanese bridge look so pretty and smell lovely. and we put up a new archway as well and it makes a really pretty party area for a little girl and I have been collecting little girl party things for ages now, I guess deep down I have always wanted a child of my own and I have bought little girls and boys things for babies over the time apart from other things. I just wish I could find a suitable husband who will protect me and appreciate me... like I only feel alive and a real person when I am out shopping or dining out and wearing nice clothes like bewitched I bought and I so much want to wear them. I only feel real when I am exercising to a complete wet sweat to music and I might have been a gym junky but it was only mild gym anyway it was not full impact and i only felt real and alive when I was thin. people don't understand that and how lonely it has been and how the people who abused me can't fill that now. only loving new people with a good heart can fill that for me now. I spent new year doing a pedicure and massage on me and my mum and facial and arm and hand massage. I bought a massage table to do facials on people and massage or reflexology but I have nowhere to go yet and all my furniture most of it is 2nd hand or new french louix look or a mixture and I bought it because I can't keep waiting around for a husband just waiting and waiting while my parents needed new furniture the other stuff was 2nd hand and old and damaged and we had had it for like nearly 40 years. I want to move from here. I want to do a kitchen downstairs so we have more room. this stalker who is a coward gutless loser is the one enjoying seeing the suffering of a whole family. doesn't that say something about a son of a whore bitch like that. and my mothe was never in a porn film you have the wrong person. i can't see that my mother would have had the time for that while managing 3 govt depts when she was just 18. you can't trust me because I am with the cops. I am one of them. I don't tell many people that but i am...

this year I have put a bit of work into the garden to have a bit of an enchanted garden, we bought f...

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like I told federal police people see my family as easy targets to abuse because we have had been vitims of child sexual abuse even my dad was abused by the same man as me and my sister and people pick on us because of this, because of our illnesses, when they are just coward assholes. like I attack people when provoked if you don't provoke me I don't attack. and I am sick of these media whores and celebrities and royals and rich cunts sticking their bib into personal stuff never bothering to get the full facts straight and wanting to abuse when they are not helping us at all ....

like I told federal police people see my family as easy targets to abuse because we have had been vi...

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