Confessions about 'Bu'

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australia : a poop nation!

Abuse, Hate

we don't want to know brothers kids cuz his daughter is an abuser. she has stalked me and I reported her to police a year or 2 ago.

we don't want to know brothers kids cuz his daughter is an abuser. she has stalked me and I reported...

Abuse, Hate

who is he abusing now, he went to Worth.

Abuse, Hate

don't you dare say I wasn't going through all this illness. go experience and have it yourself and see how it feels.

don't you dare say I wasn't going through all this illness. go experience and have it yourself and s...

Abuse, Hate

he and they have been saying things to me today like "oh she has learnt acceptance of this now" who said? what of? who are you to declare such an insult? god is going to kill you for harming me very soon!

he and they have been saying things to me today like "oh she has learnt acceptance of this now" who ...

Abuse, Hate

I haven't been allowed to have a baby or love in my life at all and with illness men and female friends just dump on you and don't want to know you.

I haven't been allowed to have a baby or love in my life at all and with illness men and female frie...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

indural is a beta blocker but they use it with another therapy for cancer and my doctor kept torturing me saying he was worried I had a cancer tumor in the bladder when I was on indural it was awful. I had to have so many ultrasounds on my uturus and ovaries and kidneys and I had a ovary that was enlarged and I still get a lot of pain there. he was always doing urine blood counts all the time cuz I wouldn't go and have blood tests but I am traumatised over them. my veins collapse too much and they can't take blood with me, I need to be with a good blood taker who can relax me. everyone is stressing me out and money worries. I can see why some people do cause harm over financial worries it has been the story of my life, how to provide for this family, my parents as they getting old and useless and difficult. and I am all alone. I doubt that will change. I can't see any man loving me or marrying me now or having kids. its just not going to happen. I will never own a home or graduate and if I got a job I would be forever paying back hecs debt and never get ahead. that is why I won't go back to university in the old fashion. I have to go interstate soon for a talk with something with a health issue and hope to see a course college there while I am there but I doubt I can afford it all. I need more financial help. I want to work unlike most people. I have had everything valuable taken from me heartlessly. my car and licence was taken going on medications. no one cares about my needs and feelings and dreams. I am a lone ranger as always. some of us were born hateful children and I was one of them. cursed and persecuted by a molesting pedo and I have to carry the guilt and shame for it for the rest of my life ! nothing can be done. i have been suffering and i will be suffering and no one cares at all. and I care about no one either back. and I can make others suffer too! god can harm all the people who made/make me suffer.

indural is a beta blocker but they use it with another therapy for cancer and my doctor kept torturi...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

in 2007 -2009 I had this vomitting out of the blue it would hit with dizziness and I swear that carrot cake tasted better on the way up then it did on the way down. I would on the bus and have to get out at any place to vomit, or in a shop or car and have to run and vomit and it was terrible illness. awful. the doxy didn't help much either. I had 3 years of doxy. til I couldn't take it or most medications. people wonder why I will not take anti-inflamatories at all or codeine. but I just won't touch the stuff they made me too ill. and I will not take that fucking indural. its a disgusting drug. it makes you so weak and like your heart is gonna stop at any time. fuck that. and it wasn't working on me. the doctors got my records mixed up with another patient with the same name, that was when I knew it was time to leave that place! sick of other peoples incompetence. you won't last a second at tafe! with that incompetence!

in 2007 -2009 I had this vomitting out of the blue it would hit with dizziness and I swear that carr...

Abuse, Hate

i hate it when you to cafes and you ask for your order and like 3 or 5 times they got the order wrong and still brang out the wrong drink so in the end I said "look just give me the bloody green tea then I fucking drink it" to my mother after the staff got it wrong that many times! I mean really! like last year I had to remind the hair dresser to do things i paid for and it cost me over $150 for shit zero rubbish nothing. not paying that again.

i hate it when you to cafes and you ask for your order and like 3 or 5 times they got the order wron...

Abuse, Hate

YOU fucking better make sure you get me that fucking money or I will kill you do you understand fucker cunts! the pain I am in! cunts!

YOU fucking better make sure you get me that fucking money or I will kill you do you understand fuck...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

i have to use up my flight points on a course trip or i lose over $2,000 of them and no royal whore is getting the use of my money to pay for their honeymoons, it would appear to me they have enough honeymoons already! I can't afford to lose $2,000 i don't get enough money as it is. I need more money. I need zilliions to make me happy. nothing but zilllions of billions of money could make me happy!

i have to use up my flight points on a course trip or i lose over $2,000 of them and no royal whore ...

Abuse, Hate

with my bursitis i simply can't scan things without some money to help pay for the physiotherapy and i can't go out at night with rude rich people either.

with my bursitis i simply can't scan things without some money to help pay for the physiotherapy and...

Abuse, Hate

I WROTE TO BIGW, KMART, MYER AND BIG STORES TOLD THEM I RESENT SCANNING SHOPPING ITEMS WHEN THAT IS A SKILL AND I DON'T GET PAID ENOUGH ON MY DISABILITY PENSION TO DO THAT JOB. AND THEY ARE JUST STOPPING PEOPLE FROM HAVING WAGES AND SHOULD GIVE EVERYONE WHO SCANS THERE OWN THINGS A DISCOUNT FOR IT. I WOULD ADVISE EVERYONE TO WRITE A LETTER TO THEM SAYING THE SAME. I WROTE TO MY HEALTH FUND AND CALLED THEM STICKERS THEY NEVER PAY FOR ENOUGH FOR DOCTORS OR MEDICATIONS, LAST MONTH I SPENT OVER $150 JUST IN MEDICATIONS AND GET NO EXTRA HELP FROM CENTERLINK OR HEALTH FUND OR MEDICARE FOR IT ON A DISABILITY PENSION. SICK OF PAYING OUT HEAPS OF MONEY TO MEDICAL SPECIALISTS WHO DO NOT DESERVE THEIR WAGES WHILE OTHERS ARE STRUGGLING. I RESENT PEOPLE GETTING HUGE WAGES WHILE OTHERS ARE DISCRIMINATED AGAINST AND CAN'T GET ANY WAGE AND PENSIONS ARE NOT ENOUGH TO LIVE ON ANYMORE. MY HEALTH FUND DIDN'T EVEN COVER TRAVEL OR LIFE AND FUNERAL INSURNACE AND THEY ALL SHOULD AT NO EXTRA COST. I WILL HAVE TO BE BUIRED IN A CARDBOARD BOX AT THIS RATE. I GET NO GOVT ASSISTANCE TO PAY FOR COURSE FEES THAT ARE OVER $250 A MONTH AND WORKSHOPS THAT ARE $2,000 I DON'T KNOW WHERE PEOPLE THINK I AM SUPPOSED TO PRODUCE THE MONEY FROM WHEN THEY REFUSE ME RIGHTS AND WORK AND A CHANCE TO MOVE UP IN THE WORLD. I DON'T HAVE ANY HUSBAND LOOKING AFTER ME. I HAVE NEVER HAD A HUSBAND CARE ABOUT ME. I HAVE NEVER BEEN MARRIED ONCE AND I AM 47. NEVER EVEN BEEN ON A ROMANTIC PROPER DATE WITH ANYONE OF QUALITY. AND I DID MY PENANCE AND COMMUNITY SERVICE TOLERATING OTHER PEOPLES SCUMBUMS AND THAT IS ENOUGH AND I AM NOT TOLERATING THEM EVER AGAIN! SLUTS AND WHORES AND DIRTY FUCKERS OF BRISBANE!

I WROTE TO BIGW, KMART, MYER AND BIG STORES TOLD THEM I RESENT SCANNING SHOPPING ITEMS WHEN THAT IS ...

Abuse, Hate

my neighbors are lucky they have work and can afford parties. we only were ever allowed to have parties for slutty & slutty rose and dave slutty, and the alp slutties, NO ONE THOUGHT OF MY NEEDS AND WANTS AND DREAMS!!!!!! THEY WILL DIE IN FIRES OF HELL FOR THAT WHEN THEY DIE THEY WILL FIND NO WAY OUT OF HELL AT DEATH FOR WHAT THEY DID TO ME!

my neighbors are lucky they have work and can afford parties. we only were ever allowed to have part...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

CARLY AND KAREN HAVE BEEN DOING THE RIGHT THING BEING MONGREL BITCHES SPREADING LIES ABOUT EVERYONE OUT OF JEALOUSY OF ME BACK IN THE 1990S KAREN AND RON WERE SO JEALOUS BUT THEY DID THE RIGHT THING I SHOULD HAVE DONE IT TO EVERYONE I DIDN'T. I LET MYSELF DOWN IN MY CHRISTIANITY BUT ITS OUR FORMER LANDLORDS SCRIVERS SCREWDRIVERS OR SOMETHING WHO VOWED TO DESTROY US, SOME ONE OF THEM READ MY PRIVATE DIARIES AND WENT CAUSING TROUBLE EVERYWHERE, ONCE AGAIN OUT OF HATE AND JEALOUSY AND TO ADD TO THE HATE CAMPAIGN ON ME WAGED IN 1972 AGAINST A TODLER. BUT KAREN WILL BURN IN HELL FOR HER DEVIL WORSHIPPING AND WHAT SHE DID TO ME JUST LIKE HER FATHER DID.

CARLY AND KAREN HAVE BEEN DOING THE RIGHT THING BEING MONGREL BITCHES SPREADING LIES ABOUT EVERYONE ...

Abuse, Hate

JOY SHOULD HAVE GOT ME AND MUM AND TAKEN US TO THE POLICE STATION OVER US BEING ASSAULTED AND SHE DID NOTHING MORALLY DECENT. SHE WILL BURN IN HELL FOR THAT WHEN SHE DIES.

JOY SHOULD HAVE GOT ME AND MUM AND TAKEN US TO THE POLICE STATION OVER US BEING ASSAULTED AND SHE D...

Abuse, Hate

if we can't get jobs we can't get married or have kids. we can't get off welfare or own houses. I don't think its fair old farts are stealing jobs from people like me. they just simply DO NOT DESERVE THEIR JOBS! THEY NEED TO LEARN TO RETIRE GRACEFULLY AND ALLOW OTHERS A FAIR GO! all the jobs I had were temp jobs or low wages and casual part time but most were volunteer and work experience, all due to no one helping over being sexually abused as a child. IF OLD FARTS DON'T BOTHER TO HELP DON'T EXPECT ME TO HELP YOUR SHITTING RUNNY ASSES WHEN YOUR KICKING THE BUCKET!

if we can't get jobs we can't get married or have kids. we can't get off welfare or own houses. I do...

Abuse, Hate

dirty old rupet murderrerdocks dirty old bastard. the uk queen out riding at 90 shame she didn't fall off and die. spastic old senile whore! my grandfather used to make fun of her spastic old christmas messages bs. I can see why now! what a bitch she is. selfish old pigheaded opinionated bigoted old troll doll she is. all these people do is cause sickness and oppression to people like me. they know no justice or morals. satanic evil souls they are. god will punish them to hell when they die.

dirty old rupet murderrerdocks dirty old bastard. the uk queen out riding at 90 shame she didn't fal...

Lie, Abuse, Hate

why I hate that old bag at bloom hearing is old sluts like her are stopping people like me from owning a house and having secure income just so she can have her overseas holidays every 4 months she doesn't care that her old sagging ass is stopping people who are more important in their 40s from having a marriage or children and owning a home. they are a very very very selfish generation those baby boomers and people in that age of 70-90. we went through the cold war in the 1980s and wars in middle east fearing ww3 and these people just will not give up their jobs to allow people like me a fair go, so to me that is very unchristain and to be honest they should be just shot dead once they turn a certain age when they are such evil corrupt beings full of selfishness and won't help others. people like rupeet murdererdock, the queen in the uk and heaps of others should be publicly executed by firing squad as far as I am concern they are a UFO (useless fucking obstruction to everyone else- Useless old bastards syndrome!) I have hatred for them as I said to someone can in the morning. I am sort of having a nervous breakdown again for the millionth time since the age of 4 when the house burnt down and the suiciders and sexual abuse I went through. well look why can't you help me find a working husband? I am sick of paying everything and my parents can't help but they want all the holidays I buy for them though. and I have had no husband. I can't get a husband on my own due to my ugliness! I need help to get a husband and that is just it. no one will help me get a job or find a friend. it must be because I am such a awful person and hateful ugly girl ! that is what i used to tell my mother all the time "I must be a hateful ugly girl, that god wants to hate on" people decided to start up their campaign on hate me too much in the 1973's I still remember the day it started I was only 2. that is how good my memory is! fuckers and fuck holes! why can't a few people line up a few blocks for me and if I like them make them be interviewed for the role or not, because I will not put up with the scum I did years ago or being treated less anymore. I should never have settled for less putting up with the fools and scumbums I had to. I was too naive to know then, I wish I had been a super bitch to everyone when I was young. I really do! trying to make up for it now by being a bitch in my view of my own form of social justice. be like everyone tell them they have to suffer what I have beffore they deserve love or work or graduation or babies and enjoyments in life.

why I hate that old bag at bloom hearing is old sluts like her are stopping people like me from owni...

Abuse, Hate

sarina russo got paid by the govt to keep many people unemployed. so that how it helped her, ever fiscal year she got more govt money to reskill people but she rarely did upskill them. the money was being spent somewhere else. so for her it might make her demonic laugh and she thinks she is so smart, but there are other people who know the truth about her and their not laughing!

sarina russo got paid by the govt to keep many people unemployed. so that how it helped her, ever fi...

Pride, Abuse, Hate