Confessions about 'Bu'

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a class and society and family divided, never to be repaired! lessons learnt forever!

Abuse, Hate

I notice kc is no longer in military and is a spirit that has to let me find love with another man. you had your wife so please allow me to have a husband. we barely knew each other - 4 days under sufferance then choice. no contact policy please k. manup and allow me to move on to a better man that actually excites me. my childhood is none of your business when your own is rather dirty k. I never loved you. I never liked you. your a user. the sex was terrible and you talked a load of vial shit smut that I can't relate to in romance. stop abusing me and go find your honeyboo ideal love child that just aint me! so I can move on to find a man I really can love rather then your bs. you lied, you cheated, you scammed. I never even understood you. no one I know can understand how you could get me medical help when I had a stroke after you raped me. no one I have told the story to can understand how you could do that. your a liar and scammer. you were never on my goals or to do list! you were never a concept I planned on or wanted. so stuff off!

I notice kc is no longer in military and is a spirit that has to let me find love with another man. ...

Abuse

its not easy to let out real pain let me tell you.

Abuse

I hate a lot of black people. these islanders were trying to make out my grandfather harmed them and I know my grandfather would never be that way. I am offended they had the hide to walk over me and abuse me. I know my grandfather would never harm a black woman, he would not even swear infront of a woman or his wife!

I hate a lot of black people. these islanders were trying to make out my grandfather harmed them and...

Abuse

I don't like ricky martin and I know he is evil. I have nothing nice to say about the guy at all. he thinks he can go around punishing any woman, rick and katy were like that and so was joyce, extremely punishing personalities. I had teachers at the convent and music teacher who was like that she was a super bitch. all these people should have be told were to fuck off with their bullying!!!!!! I don't know what made me think it was normal to put up with their abuse. the insults and I actually paid them money to be insulted, its like when I went to the chiropractor and physio- I paid to be assaulted! its like when I and my parents put all that money into the quest - I paid to be assaulted and insulted. I won't tolerate it now from anyone.

I don't like ricky martin and I know he is evil. I have nothing nice to say about the guy at all. he...

Abuse, Hate

you can tell by my face how sad and depressed I look, the loveless loneliness and poverty of clothing buying in thrift shops shows on my face a lot, the pain in my back shows, the pain is real feeling so stop abusing me and expecting me to live without love, personal wealth I lack and great health I desire after so much sickness kept secret without the man I love which is not ken or russel. its someone else I love I wish to be with.

you can tell by my face how sad and depressed I look, the loveless loneliness and poverty of clothin...

Abuse, Hate

I associate too much pain to taxiride, there was a lot of love too but it soured, rick soured everything as always which is why I won't speak to him ever again anyway. he let me down too many times to forgive!

I associate too much pain to taxiride, there was a lot of love too but it soured, rick soured everyt...

Abuse

I hate this job. working here sux.

Abuse, Hate

prusian prince georg is a complete fucking idiot. he said to me insulting abusive things and I don't think he got the moral or health aspect I was wanting to raise awareness. I mean I told him he should respect his wife, I wasn't after a romantic relationship with him, he was very rude and arrogant unlike some other germans I have known well. this guy was a complete loser! mental case and I don't know if it is that he has a very poor skill of the english language but he is a rude man.

prusian prince georg is a complete fucking idiot. he said to me insulting abusive things and I don't...

Abuse

poke its eyes out and eat the crab? nah.

Abuse

need something more out of life then this pain.

Abuse

then everywhere I went there she was, this katy, it was like "what katy did at school" what did now" etc, fuck thank god for valium and frizium.

then everywhere I went there she was, this katy, it was like "what katy did at school" what did now"...

Abuse

I was told to stay away from the hospital when I was sick because you only pick up more bugs there. and I was told that even back in 2005 when i got into a volunteer work at hospitals and I got into nursing degree course and decided to knock it back.

I was told to stay away from the hospital when I was sick because you only pick up more bugs there. ...

Pride, Abuse

my argument is if I am so healthy and this is all in my mind, then how come we have this distress everytime I have to have blood tests with collapsing veins and I cry when they say we can't get any blood out? why? I have to lay down and I choose the more experienced blood takers and I won't have new vacum tubes at all they are too harsh on my veins. I can handle injections and local anasethic and surgery over blood tests I can handle I just got sick and tired of ambulance people jabbing me with canulas and blood sugar tests and heart monitors, and dam doctors. I have a lump at the moment I can feel I want to talk to the doctor about, sometimes I have had lumps come up under the arm pits in the lympth area and this one is in anoter area and feels like that needle that went in last surgery. I hate the whole thing. why am I bothering to even study rubbish I will never use anyway?

my argument is if I am so healthy and this is all in my mind, then how come we have this distress ev...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I am sick of this daddy daughter and mommy kiddy boy sex trip people go on with on here, its a worn out boring story of rubbish. Freudian socialisation and sexual garbage. what is wrong with people. grow up.

I am sick of this daddy daughter and mommy kiddy boy sex trip people go on with on here, its a worn ...

Abuse, Hate

I have a crush on a married business man who is swiss and he has kids and a wife and its just a stupid crush right. its typical of me to get crushes on men and his wife is very beautiful but he is about my age. lovely classic voice and very handsome attractive man in euro-design and very rich. he doesn't even know I exist.

I have a crush on a married business man who is swiss and he has kids and a wife and its just a stup...

Abuse, Hate

I would never be good enough for any man, I doubt any mans mother would see me worthy of their son and i really don't know what you have to do today? it seems women like drug addicts and rich career women and they don't care about the genuinely ill or injured or abuse issues. I have learnt to live with this discrimination and abuse from women. that is why my doctor told me to get rid of anna-maria cuz she and bob and a group of people ruined things for me at the beauty college and I paid out $400 for uniforms and I don't care I filed a complaint of discrimination and abuse from that college. I should have done that with kelly college as well.

I would never be good enough for any man, I doubt any mans mother would see me worthy of their son a...

Abuse, Hate

i wish i could find love but i have given up and just hate the world really. i don't know what love or fun is. i am worn out from being abused by asshole rich people and black fuckholes and losers like ken, katy and more. I mean I am sick of them all and hope they all die in some ship somewhere.

i wish i could find love but i have given up and just hate the world really. i don't know what love ...

Abuse, Hate

i am thinking about heading off to bed early tonight fuck trick or treaters, if people want to see me they have to come to the door and ask for me in person I am not into all that costume non-sense. its not that I mind giving treats to kids but I never got to do any fun things like that as a child or teen and I think its sending a bad message to children anyway. if one or two turn up from up the road i might bother but otherwise i am not keeping an open door that is for sure. I have been studying most of the day and I will be tonight and I might be going out tomorrow so I haven't got time to worry about halloween and these awful abusive neighbors upsetting me abusing our family and the way they pick on me. I don't like courtney and donna and I don't have to like them my parents and sister don't like them either. we don't believe in forgive and forget!

i am thinking about heading off to bed early tonight fuck trick or treaters, if people want to see m...

Abuse, Hate

everything is a waste of time where your concern queen bitch.

Abuse, Hate