Confessions about 'Bu'

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do your understand that the answer to ken carey and the fergusons will always be NO. I don't want to know these users! abusers. if this navy user was so great he wouldn't have raped me, he would have found a husband for me by now and stopped his abuse. I am not louise and I am not tolerating nick van eedes bullshit. do I make myself clear. when did this spastic ken carey ever get off his cunthole to talk to my family and explain why he raped me and drugged me and why he did not help me when i had a stroke, why he has not helped me and its clear he can not have ever loved me and if he said he does we all know its a lie! because if he did he would have acted on it sooner. I don't like him, my parents don't like him. they don't want to know ken carey at all. no one in my family wants to know him, he should be punished. I want the law to punish him and leigh morris for their actions and that navy ship hms mevlivlle ! and rls for allowin this disgrace to go on. so get the message it is never changing and tell cuntface louise doonan dudley to stop stealing the businessmen and medical men I like please. we are not like ugly bitchy mental special louise or brigette here!

do your understand that the answer to ken carey and the fergusons will always be NO. I don't want to...

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enough is enough! if you treat me like I am spastic i will tell you you are a spastic. enough is enough losers! I am a great person people tell me. and you stop your lies your bullshit, other people can see joyce is insane. either agree with a honest and genuine serious person or go with the idiots and stop abusing me cuz i am not taking it anymore!

enough is enough! if you treat me like I am spastic i will tell you you are a spastic. enough is eno...

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i resent idiots being incontrol fucking up the lives of people. i don't apologize for what I say about joyce and these disgusting groups of people who allow children to be abused. they are the idiots, and their locker room culture of needing to win. you have to have principles and values or your nothing!

i resent idiots being incontrol fucking up the lives of people. i don't apologize for what I say abo...

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their catholic nuns monastry jail they won't let me be a nun but won't let me marry and have children and i am 45 and sick of this. i dropped out of university law degree 3 times due to nervous breakdown from rape and attacks and assaults and i heard a famous actor next door being attacked and i know things about royals and catholics and police and govt i could hurt a lot of them and i have - jim elder former premier found out what it is like to be on the end of an neglected woman. i am trying to embarrase you i am born into the brehon judge family and royals and this is what happens when people abuse women. !!!! learn the lesson!!! til you get it right!!!!! signed catherine!https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FUl90mAb9vA

their catholic nuns monastry jail they won't let me be a nun but won't let me marry and have childre...

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avoid chaos witches - they are out there.

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joyce attacked me every chance she got calling me a dog and little lovey and backwards and other rubbish she went on with at me that I had to be a prostitute and acting insane. she was so butchy-bitchy and my doctor feels its un-natural she had such a fixation on me to be abusing me that was making her attack me and something mentally inside of her that needed serious mental criminal insanity help, that she would act out her jealousies on a younger woman when she had it all more then me, he said she had it in for me and knew what she was doing and was just plain evil and crazy with a personality disorder. he said she is the bad person who didn't listen and its all due to her not doing her job right that my life when down because she was not helping me she is abusing me over and over. how many others ? well i have met a few who have told me about their stories with her violent mouth and her multiple personality disorder trying to steal their lives telling them to leave and get out of marriages and jobs and study and home with parents and never see them again, and none of it made any sense at all to my doctor.

joyce attacked me every chance she got calling me a dog and little lovey and backwards and other rub...

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if anyone thinks bisexual marriages and going to swingers parties and using a broom in your wedding ceremony is normal you can go join the idiots because I am not tolerating this bs anymore about this crap. I am not going to tolerate people telling me this is normal my doctor doesn't think its normal other people I spoke to about this so called therapist say its not normal and logical intelligence tells you it is not normal behavior, nor is having sex with other bisexual clients and the crap she was saying to me to abuse me. I can't believe this woman got away with this rubbish, all based on absolute lie of photos of some mock porn thing that my mother was never involved in, she was too bloody catholic and too business as a govt departmental manager of a number of branches young to wreck her career with that rubbish that has to have been done by rich abusive satanic media people who have been trying to harm me like all the govt and police who knew that pedo was abusing me and did nothing. I hold them accountable for everything. I don't like the catholic church much anymore as much as I believe religion is a good thing but I can't support the lies and the abuse on me. I wish someone with some power would act like a man and stand up for the truth rather then bullshit!

if anyone thinks bisexual marriages and going to swingers parties and using a broom in your wedding ...

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i had to dob this mongrel kid into police for stalking me and he was getting in the way of me meeting men my own age and the men I liked - russel did much the same thing to me as well, pushing off any competition he could men that I liked and prefered the company of, and then he was going around saying stupid things. these guys are idiots. I wanted to be married to a lawyer because I was studying law or married to a doctor or someone with more class and style then this 14 year old child called lauchylee or russell. its a bloody insult. how do these people have the audacity? russel was kicked out of the army for dishonorable discharge and i know what he did, its all been a bunch of lies that mongrel shit in my life and other losers like ken. seriously I do deserve better company! and don't you forget it!

i had to dob this mongrel kid into police for stalking me and he was getting in the way of me meetin...

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my grandmother used to rant and rave for hours piss drunk every night and my dad does it as well. mumbling and yelling away to himself my grandmother would bow at my grandfather and say "there is your dinner sir!" but it was said like sa! really sacasticly and moody. then she would bow like a japanese servant at everyone. and she would start "that bloody bee, .... that bloody bee," then it would be "dear little robbie, robbie robbie robbie" then it would be the opposite, then it was like "those two bloody girls won't do a thing bloody mongrel kids," then the opposite "lovely sweet girls " or "I'll get that bloody rp after you c g. I will get that g w on to you you bastard" "those bloody bastard neighbors, that harlot walking in my house want to pick a fight with me hey sir! well don't you start and I won't have any backchat out of anyone" give that to me you don't know what you 're doing you bloody idiot you will kill yourself with that" and take a pair of blunt sicssors off you working on craft etc, you could not win. it would go on and on and on and on for hours. these rants and ravings and you had to sit there and not cough fart, faint or hicup or move. this went on afternoons with her brother their arguing over alchol and the car or work then at night it was over my grandfather and the neighbor my grandmother thought he was having an affair with and they were flat out either one them managing a fuck between them! let alone a serious fuck to save the day. seriously it used to drive us mental. now I have my mum and dad to replace them doing the same thing and my older sister rose is a hundred if not a million times worse, and she will bash men, hit them over the head with brooms and attack me, her friends rarely see her bitchy side she saves that for me later after she has tolerated hours of their shit then she will take it out on me, bash me, abuse and bully me and dad she had a scr eaming arguemnt all day last year at melborne cup over nothing. driving my father mental doing these weird niggra black talk calling herself allans miarah cary and other fucking rubbish wanting to go off to filipena whore land. I can't tolerate it so i don't talk to her anymore nor does dad.

my grandmother used to rant and rave for hours piss drunk every night and my dad does it as well. mu...

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when I get down I just focus on my projects and study and work or exercise or developing my stength back from serious illness. I just put my all into my pets as I don't have children, or husband and I still have a fashionpassion I guess !

when I get down I just focus on my projects and study and work or exercise or developing my stength ...

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this woman fought me and pushed me away from this man she wanted for her daughter and so I left and in the end their marriage didn't last and I no longer cared anyway. and it was good to hear she died from a attack with a knife murdered with all her skull dulgery to get positions up for her kids and husband etc no wonder someone killed her but it wasn't me, they were living out of town and long forgotten by me, see how ass holes get it.

this woman fought me and pushed me away from this man she wanted for her daughter and so I left and ...

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i dobbed him in today again to police and govt. he has to learn to stop his games.

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i study, i shop, i clean, i walk, i bus it, i train it, i get excited always to be let down. just stop it and go get a life. how about i bully you !

i study, i shop, i clean, i walk, i bus it, i train it, i get excited always to be let down. just st...

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body shamed for being fat or too thin! i was body shamed for losing too much weight after being over weight for a number of years and what made me want to lose weight in the first place was my health and one day i had a fright from heart pain so i went and lost a heap of weight, i had tried only 1 diet before that which didn't work, but to be body shamed for being too thin when i felt i was not too thin and i was not anorexic or bulimic, i was a lower then a size 10 sure but i looked and felt great. from that day on i started gaining weight again and then i would have to push it down again. but clearly after a number of body shaming expereinces while being thin. i started putting on weight with medication and illness. i started gaining weight out of getting no where, i started getting rejected in jobs and colleges just because i rejected some rude abusive men as friends, so they as a group punished me for being thin and wanted me fat again. then i thought well i wanted to be fat so people wouldn't be jealous of me anymore and men thinking i was vain and self sufficient as a thin woman. i was very sad rejected but i felt great in myself thin and i think a lot of people couldn't deal with that i had been the fat girl who lost weight and was saying "i want a new life that you bozos can't give me with your ruthless clowning around and acting like boofwits rather then mature genuine "marriagable men" i was a woman who was serious and they couldn't stand me standing on my own and begging the question to be answered as to why i was push out of places and denied the normal rights others take for granted. so being both thin and fat has shown me people will body shame you no matter what you are. even when i was a perfect weight for my height i was still labelled and body shamed yet i felt healthy and great in myself. i didn't know why i was being rejected from jobs i would get nicely dressed for and take in my resume of acheivements and be positive, i didn't know why i was never getting dates or flirts from men. i just stopped caring anyway but i would love to kick the assesholes of those people who did body shame me and make them feel low and underpriveledged as they ought to be as punishment for abusing me!

body shamed for being fat or too thin! i was body shamed for losing too much weight after being over...

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I want to go to hotel or resort for halloween because my neighbors take it too far. it upset me and my father so much, I had to get dad to protect me, he went out and told the actors they went too far!

I want to go to hotel or resort for halloween because my neighbors take it too far. it upset me and ...

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i am a single woman who masturbates to porn. i feel disgusted afterwards and think "thank god that is over and done with" i really want a loving husband with a mature mind and soul and who loves to put detail into what they do and wants children and is refined and well educated, i am always re-educating myself and i long for a good man and career at the end we are all just human beings that need love over job titles and income brackets and bank accounts and name titles etc. i just wish i knew what is about me that pushes the men i like away, i am considering doing a complete expo-say and interviewing radom men business and all areas and getting them to critique me and i think i am tough enough to take the truth if its negative or positive. i just want some feedback. i don't get flirts and that is a form of feedback for women to access their attraction and skills, i never got feedback in jobs, just dead silence. it so silent its erry and creepy society stuff. has the whole world gone halloween but me?

i am a single woman who masturbates to porn. i feel disgusted afterwards and think "thank god that i...

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I am studying accounting and arts and law subjects and some medical subjects very similar as before but moving on, I won't explain it all to anyone ever again when I was in a arts/law degree that was going to take at least 7 years full time to complete I was bashed and raped and had a stroke bullied and made fun of so I don't tell people now all of what I am doing I deliberately act vague so they are never too sure you learn from your past naivety when young. so my pride was wounded to fail more then half way through the double degree and the weird thing was I knew all the legal stuff from college days better so it must have been the quality of teachers in readan as well that made the difference. or maybe it was me, somewhere I lost myself and a few broken hearts over men and lost confidence and had so many nervous breakdowns from being assaulted just walking to university or attacked while studying and no real help. I had to drag myself back up, with a lot of physical illness and loneliness.

I am studying accounting and arts and law subjects and some medical subjects very similar as before ...

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why do nice guys suddenly go stupid when you tell them you like them they play games unreliable, make fun of everything trying to impress you with their clown talents or so called maturity over porn and masturbation and sex but deep down they are impressed by money only not even looks matter to them.

why do nice guys suddenly go stupid when you tell them you like them they play games unreliable, mak...

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i have never had a bed/sex ego about me, I was always reserved and shy about that but talked more about dates, haivng a fun time dancing and kissing and talk about careers and babies and what matters yet they got bored of me. so I decided to do it back to a lot of men and play a male boofoon clown at them when I hit 27 rejected over and over see how they like it back. next stop is to threaten to murder someone for a man like a grrl lesbot did to me. this woman tried to run me over in her car for this american guy, is that normal? joyce said it was normal that some women go crazy when in love, so maybe that is where I went wrong uh?

i have never had a bed/sex ego about me, I was always reserved and shy about that but talked more ab...

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i can't carry all of this right now. i need a break.

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