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Confessions about 'Bu'

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do i look like a woman who has got time to watch googlebox and other tv rubbish? all I do is study and go to exhibit shows and collect vintage goods.

do i look like a woman who has got time to watch googlebox and other tv rubbish? all I do is study a...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

you;re very impatient. hmm? wtf? sorry deaf, hear and say what? hmmm? I am 45 not 14 , I am a mature sophisticated woman with real life experiences as my new therapist says, "you have real life experiences compared to those childish spoilt brats and some men prefer women like you and your beautiful with all your courses and vintage colothing and style" they tell me!

you;re very impatient. hmm? wtf? sorry deaf, hear and say what? hmmm? I am 45 not 14 , I am a mature...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I WROTE TO THE GOVT ABOUT WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO DO TO BE IN THE SPECIAL CLUB OF BREEDING CLASS HOOKERS AT WELOPT FAM PRAC AND OTHER PLACES? THE WAY THEY FUSS AND FUCK AFTER THESE UNEDUCATED FAT SLOBBY TEENS AND OLD SLUTS ON THE PILL THAT LOOK AND ACT LIKE MEN AT NUTRIJUNK ETC. WITH THEIR CARS AND KIDS AND THIN SICKLY UGLY WRINKLED BODIES AND SAGGING ASSES AND BIRTHED OUT HUGE BLACK HOLE CUNTS AFTER BABY AFTER BABY. AND LIKE THEY WALK AROUND SO LIKE "OH GOD AM I SPECIAL, HAVE PRAM HAVE BABY, WILL SUCK" ATTITUDE SO COMMON AND THESE DOCTORS FUSSING AFTER THEM LIKE THEY ARE SOMETHING SPECIAL THEY ARE JUST HOOKER WHORES MINDLESS BREEDING WHORES SPOILT OVER INDULDGED AND WHO NEED BASHINGS AND KICKS UP THE BUM AND A JOYCE IN THEIR LIVE AND A KATY AND A FEW VIOLENT MEN AND ABUSIVE WOMEN. THEY LOOK LIKE ABSOLUTE DOGS COMMON SLUTS AND IF I WANT TO BE INSANELY JEALOUS AND ENVIOUS OF EVERY WOMAN AROUND ME WHO HAS MORE THEN ME I WILL AND SAY INSULTING RUDE THINGS AND SHAME AND EMARASS THEM INTO STEPPING ASIDE FOR OTHERS WHO DON'T HAVE WHAT THEY HAVE. MY FATHER STEPPED ASIDE FOR OTHERS IN JOBS TO ROTATE JOBS FOR WHROES AND IN COMMUNITY THINGS AND I THINK MORE JOBS AND PEOPLE SHOULD LEARN THEY HAVE TO MOVE AND STEP ASIDE TO MAKE LIKE MORE FAIR FOR PEOPLE WHO DON'T HAVE HUSBANDS AND KIDS ETC. THEY HAVE TO BE MADE TO FEEL GUILTY. MY THERAPIST TOLD ME TO MAKE SALLY FEEL GUILTY AND MAKE IT CLEAR TO THAT MANCHILD GRUNT ALCOHOLIC OLD BAG THAT SHE HAS NO RIGHT LAUGHING AT ME AND I AM MORE BEAUTIFUL THEN HER IN ALL WAYS AND DESERVE MORE THEN HER, SHE HAS HAD TOO MUCH MEN AND SEX AND KIDS AND NEEDS TO LEARN REJECTION AND FAILURE MORE. MY THERAPIST TOLD ME TO ATTACK HER VERBALLY OVER HER SELFISHNESS. MY DOCTOR TOLD ME TO VERBALLY ABUSE HER AND TO STOP HER SPEAKING FOR ME OVER MEN WHEN SHE NEEDS TO LEARN SOME HOME TRUTHS, I HAVE NOT HAD A MAN IN DECADES MYSELF AND I HAVE NO CHILDREN AND SHE NEEDS TO LEARN TO HELP OTHERS BEFORE HELPING HERSELF AND HER CUNTHOLE THAT MUST BE AS BIG AS THE BLACKHOLE ITSSELF LIKE JOYCE SHE HAS A CUNT THE SIZE OF THE SPOT ON JUPITER! AND A VIOLENT VIOCIOUS ABUSIVE MOUTH THE SAME TO MATCH. IF ONLY I HAD THE CONFIDENCE TO ABUSE AND GET PAID TO ABUSE THE WAY SHE DID AND SHE MUST THINK SHE IS SO CLEVER BUT I JUST SEE A VIOLENT ANIMAL WITH RUTHLESS CRUEL HEART, SHE IS A BLACKHEARTED EVIL WOMAN OF DIRTY SIN GOD WILL PUNISH AND I AM NOT THE LIAR SHE IS. OH MY GOD. THAT WOMAN IS A LIAR LIKE NO OTHER.

I WROTE TO THE GOVT ABOUT WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO DO TO BE IN THE SPECIAL CLUB OF BREEDING CLASS HOOKERS...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

IF I COULD I WOULD WRAP THAT HETTY JOHNSONS UGLY WIRE SCARFACED HEAD WITH BARB WIRE, I HATE THAT DOG! HATE HER SO MUCH AND INSANELY JEALOUS OF HER BEING TREATED LIKE THE EXPERT ON ALL THINGS PEDOPHILE WHEN MANY VICTIMS ARE THE TRUE EXPERTS. AND IF WE WANT TO BE INSANELY JEALOUS OF RICH PEOPLE AND SLUT WHORE DOGS WITH JOBS AND HUSBANDS AND KIDS WE WILL BE! WE WERE DENIED AND I CAN SPEAK ANYWAY I LIKE TO PEOPLE SINCE I HAD CANCER AND WETBRAIN AND LUNG VIRUS PROBLEMS. I SHOULD TAKE IT OUT ON EVERYONE WHO HAS MORE THEN ME AROUND ME INFACT. AND I AM GOING TO RUN WITH IT MAKE NO MISTAKE ABOUT IT. I AM CHASING THAT FUCKING CAR CALLED DB! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ohSNeQ70VsY HE SEEN ME GIVE THE FINGER TO SOMEONE WHO TRIED AND SEEN ME FALL OVER TO RUN ME OVER AND WE ARE AIMING FOR THE HIGHEST WE CAN! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZgPI9cvLuV0 I AM CHASING IT AND AIMING FOR THE TOP ALRIGHT AND PEOPLE CAN GET OUT OF THE WAY - OLD LUXUARY CAN GET OUT OF MY WAY! AND I AM LEADING IT WITH A FEW IN USA! I DECLARED MY INTENT TO MY NEPHEW AND I MEAN IT ! DB! I MAKE SENSE OVER EVERYONE ELSE!!!!

IF I COULD I WOULD WRAP THAT HETTY JOHNSONS UGLY WIRE SCARFACED HEAD WITH BARB WIRE, I HATE THAT DOG...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I RANG POLICE AND PARLIMENTARY OFFICERS AND PEOPLE AND CHURCHES ABOUT THIS MONGREL 15 YEAR OLD WHO WAS DEMANDING NUDE PHOTOS AND SEX FROM ME AND I TOLD HIM TO GO FIND GIRLS HIS OWN AGE AND HANG OUT WHERE NICE GIRLS ARE AND WAIT FOR THE RIGHT PERFECT GIRL. I TOLD HIM IF HE REALLY WANTS A OLDER WOMAN HANG OUT AT A MOVIE THEATRE OR NIGHTCLUB OUTSIDE AND PICK UP THERE OR HANG AROUND CAFES AND TALK TO STAFF AT SHOPS OR GIRLS AT PLACES LIKE SPORT AND THINGS. I DON'T WANT SOME CREEPY MONGREL CHILD IN MY PANTS AND I TOLD HIM TO GO FIND A GIRL HIS OWN AGE. AND I THINK POLICE SHOULD KICK HIM AND HIS GUARDIANS WHOEVER LOOKS AFTER THE KID UP THE ASSHOLE, I MEAN THAT SORT OF KID WOULD BE NO CHILD OF MINE I TELL YOU NOW!

I RANG POLICE AND PARLIMENTARY OFFICERS AND PEOPLE AND CHURCHES ABOUT THIS MONGREL 15 YEAR OLD WHO W...

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JAY IS WEALTHY TO HAVE A CAR AND HOUSE LIKE THAT. I MEAN I AM A SINGLE WOMAN NO KIDS AND ON A DISABILITY PENSION AND STUDYING AND WHERE DOES THIS FAT UGLY SLUT GET HER MONEY FROM IS MORE TO THE POINT!

JAY IS WEALTHY TO HAVE A CAR AND HOUSE LIKE THAT. I MEAN I AM A SINGLE WOMAN NO KIDS AND ON A DISABI...

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CAN YOU SEE ALL THESE PEOPLE ARE VERY CONTROLLING AND MANIPULATIVE PEOPLE THE MEDIA THE SPASTIC LOSER MOTHERS WHO ARE WHORES AND HAVE NOTHING TO HOLD THEIR HEADS UP OVER AND THE HETTY AND ALL HER BS. RIGHTEOUS CRAP WHEN SHE HAS DIRTY TRICKS IN HER OWN PAST. ITS ALL A JOKE, SURE JAY HAS TO BE AS BUTT UGLY AS THESE GUYS MOTHERS AND ACTUALLY MAKE TRACY GRIMSHAW LOOK A MODEL COMAPRED BUT WHAT A BUNCH OF ABSOLUT FUCKING IDIOTS. I HAD SOME MONGREL KID STALKING ME AND I REPORTED THE DIRTY LITTLE FUCKFACE TO POLICE AND BRAVEHEARTS AND I DON'T HAVE TIME TO LOOK AFTER OTHER PEOPLES SPROGS AND DIRTY MONGREL KIDS.

CAN YOU SEE ALL THESE PEOPLE ARE VERY CONTROLLING AND MANIPULATIVE PEOPLE THE MEDIA THE SPASTIC LOSE...

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AND TRACY GRIMSHAW IS A UGLY SLUT, OLD FAT LOUD MOUTH, ENTITLED SPOILT BRAT WITH NOT MUCH GOING FOR HER, AND THERE ARE OLDER AND OTHER YOUNGER AND PEOPLE WHO COULD DO HER JOB ANYWAY. SHE IS JUST A MOUTH AND TALKING HEAD WITH A FAT ASS ON A CHAIR WITH A BIG OPINION OF HERSELF AND JUST NEEDS A GOOD BASHING AND KICK UP HER UGLY FAT ASSHOLE.

AND TRACY GRIMSHAW IS A UGLY SLUT, OLD FAT LOUD MOUTH, ENTITLED SPOILT BRAT WITH NOT MUCH GOING FOR ...

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as a matter of fact joyce no one has told me I looke "re-dic" as that spoilt brat asshole chris lillyass! did I ever call you joyce a fat ugly sloby dog that deserved no love and didn't deserve denis? or tony? no! so stop your bullshit on me you spoilt slut, yeh I think your daughter is right now. but I never called you the abusive things like when I thin and young and pretty, prettier then you you told me no man would want me. you find excuses to insult and put me down joyce , much like anita and kelly and margie and the church did. , no people these days don't tell me I look re-dic they tell me I am very beautiful even with weight gain and a beautiful person for all I have been through and no love or husband by my side to help me. they say I am beautiful and graceious even after my cancer and lung problems and car accident and spinal and brain neuro issues and the people who like me say nice things about me, and told me to tell people "this is as broken as I can get and fair is fair step aside and allow me a life and love of my own!" that is what christain caring good people have said to me. "good on you for standing up to bullies and people who hurt you and make it clear to them we think your beautiful, we think your deserving, you love your body no matter what it is and you deserve more" that is what the people who care about me have said, so just stop the bullying right now. you got your day a few times allow others a fair go. you were never afraid to tell me how ugly, small, unexperienced sexually I was and how I was lacking in so many ways when I was gorgeous and thin and pretty and I never once said "gee your a ugly fat old slut joyce who has to bark like a dog" like you said to me. you have not been through cancer and wet brain and heart pain and lung pain and viruses that effect your lungs like I have, all alone without a husband all this time and no child and now 45" you have been a very spoilt over indulged jealous abusive evil witch of a woman joyce. stop your abuse right now whore dog! people told me you should be in jail for what you did to me. I want you to be forced to answer to a judge and court of law! I want all the bullies who have abused me including kelly and anita and heaps of people like ken and rsl and leigh morris to be forced to answer to a judge and court of law their disgraceful actions.

as a matter of fact joyce no one has told me I looke "re-dic" as that spoilt brat asshole chris lill...

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these young guys have moved in near us and ride motor bikes and I think they already have girlfriends cuz I seen a blond tall girl there but you know I like so many men, I don't care, I really like this businessman in europe but he is married and has 3 kids but he is so cute and my age and lovely european accent. anyway today my battenberg lace pieces came for a wedding dress - its quite pretty.

these young guys have moved in near us and ride motor bikes and I think they already have girlfriend...

Abuse, Hate

I can't understand bzzzzzz who gets herself involved in what someone might have done 30 years ago that she can not prove happened and people are stupid to stick their neck out to attack others they barely know over an issue that has nothing to do with them, I have never asked anyone so far to fight my battles. this is what I couldn't understand the mental disorder that joyce poorter had and bec helping katey - I think bec is a idiot for sticking her neck out to help a drug addict spoilt violent hooker like katey to get with rick. and I bet she was getting anything on bec to attack her later as well. I told bzzzzzzzzzzz to mind your own bzzzzzzzzzzzness! meddling gossiping trouble making mental brat with a mental disorder, I could never imagine being like joyce and these people needing to teach everyone a lesson it would be a mental disorder, my doctor said joyce had more serious mental disorders then she was letting on with multiple personality and her violent way rough way she talked about "people needing kicks up the bum" all the time, that is bushy redneck talk! she had no right doing that to me as some weirdo guise of therapy because its not.

I can't understand bzzzzzz who gets herself involved in what someone might have done 30 years ago th...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

my older sister just literally wore me out trying to prop her up for her 1st husband and even before all the make up and hair styling, I did for her dates and night clubbing. no one ever did that for me I had to pay a professional I really couldn't afford because I have never had a sister who wanted me to look pretty for a guy or help me. like I learnt about that stuff but I only want to do it on men now. I don't want to do it on women because no one helped me.

my older sister just literally wore me out trying to prop her up for her 1st husband and even before...

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I don't want any friends, I have not had a real friend ever, everytime I thought I did have a real female friend or male friend they hurt me and abused me and let me down over other men I liked. so I am not trusting anymore!

I don't want any friends, I have not had a real friend ever, everytime I thought I did have a real f...

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I want a hot boyfriend in a cool sports car to take me away for a holiday for halloween without calling me a dog or ugly as! etc.

I want a hot boyfriend in a cool sports car to take me away for a holiday for halloween without call...

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I want to win the lotto cuz I can't work or find a husband, I literally don't know what my skills are anymore. if your not gay, no married, not have kids and no car or not a drug addict or not have a obvious disability your a no one, there is no such thing as equality. so these poofters crying and gutzaching about bs - seriously try crying over cancer or back injuries or physical pain rather then dirty sexual gender non-sense! I was abused as a child I get no equality at all. other relatives but me won lotto! what is equality got to do with anything in this world. you take it from one to give to someone else. its not like its "a given" forever! there will never be equality in this world for all. hetrosexual nice white girls are the least equal of all people. you have to be a bitch and dog and asshole to get anything!

I want to win the lotto cuz I can't work or find a husband, I literally don't know what my skills ar...

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I want to go to a holiday resort for halloween to get away from here but I can't afford it. these people have spooked me out ages ago with their occult stuff. literally the smells of human flesh burning making me want to vomit!

I want to go to a holiday resort for halloween to get away from here but I can't afford it. these pe...

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the crazed clown (aga, s.kings IT) at the door with a electric saw thing is just not funny in this city ! I just get so afraid now around halloween because a few years ago a psycho group in my street took it too far and wanted to burn signs outside at our fence, then there was chanting and candles and nonsense that upset me.

the crazed clown (aga, s.kings IT) at the door with a electric saw thing is just not funny in this c...

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whoever keeps coming on here going on about incest- get over it. I was told to get over it. you just have to realise your responsible for what you feel and think and if someone tells you to get over it get over it. that was what doret told me to get over it all so I did what the whore wanted but I am not anymore. I know I was the victim of terrible incest as was my sister and father and younger cousins. you just have to find a way to get past it and move on because I can't feel guilty about it or anything. since being ill I will not feel guilty about anything I say or do anymore.

whoever keeps coming on here going on about incest- get over it. I was told to get over it. you just...

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i told the catholic church my cousin patrick who sexually assaulted me when I was a child has been trying to murder me, I never did a thing to his mongrel slut of a mother. I don't know why they all hated me so much as a little child. they are all nutcases and mentally ill and love abusing, they are evil killers. that is the word for my cousins. blood thursty dirty animals rapists and killers. they never liked me and used me, I think my cousin patrick is a complete satanic occultist and I always did like my second cousin patrick better, he was a lovely looking baby as well but patrick and louise and steven were bought up very very selfish kids and abusive kids. they have been trying to murder me! I told the catholic church that ! patrick and all of them are to blame for a lot of things.

i told the catholic church my cousin patrick who sexually assaulted me when I was a child has been t...

Murder, Abuse, Hate

if anita and other have won fights over me that is because they are more violent and hatefilled and evil and abusive unlike me. but you know they are making me more and more like them if that is any consultation to them I can learn to be as bitchy, rude, violent, backstabbing and murdering as them! anita and that doctor are cold blooded murderers like my neighbors. i can tell you that out right. so long as they can live with knowing I know that about them.

if anita and other have won fights over me that is because they are more violent and hatefilled and ...

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