Confessions about 'Bu'

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I hate this social club I joined last week followed sorry but the thing is outdated. they need to go watch more heavy stuff to have an opinion on femshit. I made cupcakes and sewed years ago. I shared and got no where and still had no friends. I did all my drama performances at drama school and moved on to better things. I don't want to dance with strangers or drunk ass fat women. they are all creepy especially the moon dishwater dumpster gal. they are all so full of self pity and bold ass self confidence and arrogance and self importance. one has no place even being their she is too perfect for the group, she looks like a ballet dancer and tall and just is not right for the fat club. 3 of them are executive working chics and another 2 are teachers and a nurse and a few don't make sense with their accents at all. the facilitators are stupid and the money to fund the program would be better spent on more practical workshops. one has a book club wow, the other olds a craft day as if I even remember how to knit ? and wineo-stupid women "acting out" being teenagerish doesn't impress me that much. I have no ambition to be some whore of the screen or stage stripping and its hard to get to. been there and done that and sick of pretending to be excited and impressed by others or supportive when I just don't give a shit about a room full of prideful selfish root-around women who get heaps of dirty sex and money and still want to cry "poor bugger me" incase I might really be needing real help when help to them is "getting a new wedding dress" or "buying a new ferrari or new lawyer to screw who is secretly their step cousin or some shit and father of their 4 kids of which 2 they never admit to giving birth to or having before they found mr perfect charming prince ass! and yeh I am a critical person and see fault in others. but that is how you become when that is all others have ever done to you. just wait til when I start saying to your face more and just saying exactly how I feel! cuz I am like that. I am a person who needs to see faults in others to feel better about myself and also to keep myself in my own game. because I used to be so asleep to others games and I am not now.

I hate this social club I joined last week followed sorry but the thing is outdated. they need to go...

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can you understand it better now its in english for your simple dumb minds now?

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one year these Halloweener's gag guys blew up a number of letter boxes up the street- its not funny. they were doing drugs in the yards and parks near by and painted the spooky movie ghost over a fence and where causing trouble up and down the street doing witchcraft and evil things. i mean literally bring up spirits of the dead. I don't know how they were doing it but there were kids on our roof and this old drunk came to my window one night and told me. I was so scared because I knew someone was outside and my parents were asleep but my cat heard them getting around. they were all on drugs upsetting me. one night they wanted to burn a sign on our fence and it was hell for years what they were doing in the street. the dead animal that was in a bag on the light post one halloween finished me and made me so ill and scared of wicca people in my neighborhood. they are just plain insane evil people here. cunning sneaky and dirty. I hope someone else is spying on them. will and his gang were awful here but there were others just as evil. they would call me up talking stupid insane talk when we had the business and sending resumes about how we could use them like using their tool and other disgusting stuff that is not funny. do wanna give it a go? the loud sex on trampolines with kids and this girl jumping up and down at night with a flash light to get this old guy to come over to have sex with her, and it was loud show off sex, to the point I had to close the windows for some self preseration and self modesty and also because all the dope they were smoking was coming in our windows at night they must have been lighting bon fires with dope on tap. seriously unreal. there was a lot of witchcraft stuff they were doing that I don't even understand but want to some day I guess. but I think those girls deserved a good slap in the face for stealing a man in his 40s from me not that I want him now. but it was offensive that they and their mother abused me like this and all the witchcraft stuff they were doing it made me sick. really made my stomach want to vomit the smell of burning flesh. they have tortured me. sometimes I cry alone and other times I just hate them and one person I really do hate who did a lot of evil on me is db. that guy was a nutcase.

one year these Halloweener's gag guys blew up a number of letter boxes up the street- its not funny....

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i am sick of my relatives and neighbors getting their dead to haunt me. they are worse then any blood sucker, they just drain the energy from you completely, they drain you bank account, your heart, your life, your house and health and everything. I know they are up to wicca activities and I don't know enough about wicca to prove a thing and I used to be the most seriously non-believer and skeptic of most things. now I am just skeptic of human feelings and have none.

i am sick of my relatives and neighbors getting their dead to haunt me. they are worse then any blo...

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Hate Crime Who is it that stole my ****, now that is a Hate Crime.

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i could find someone to do it back to them as well, who could embarrassed them hurt them. they are just as ugly as anyone else. the old cheese next door flosses around with photo of itself on buses and she is a bitch and whore. she use to get young guys to prostitute with and get them to park outside our house she is a real pimp n ride chick worst real estate dumb ass ever. I hate her. my parents hate her. her husband is a brutis of a thing shooting pallet guns at our fence to intimidate us. or he bangs all the time on tin garage doors when he doesn't like what I write. and their kids are wild made and their nuts. I swear they drugged a guy and raped him and tortured him and chained him to their tin dingy to sober up or to drug him and killed him or something they did that a lot and I could never work out what all the noise was. people screaming a lot and eerie things, creepy weird things I can't talk or even afford to think about my father is terrified of brutis the pig slob bully. my other neighbors are sex maniacs fat dogs in cars and they pimp and ride most their lives. I just hate the whole neighborhood. it became a nightmare here years ago with kids blowing up letter boxes and stalking at night and strange strange things happening I can't even talk about. I mean one day I literally swear I seen the walking dead of this old guy who looked like he just come from the morgue and the weirdest one was the old man in white - he only ever worn white overalls and a white hard hat and white gloves and he would always been seen near the fence with the spooky ghost paint and the strangest thing happened one night it was a very bad storm so my doctor boss drove me home and the I seen and I had not seen this white dressed old man in the white overalls for ages on the bike and the next morning walking to work to the doctors office I seen a bike all mangled and the floods at dragged it down the stream and it felt like I knew I had seen something strange but no body no clothing, no hard hat, no white overalls but some broken bike bits and a white glove and strangest of all was this really beaten up old overseas from america mastercard. It felt creepy. I never told anyone but I kept the card trying to telepathically find out what had happened and the name didn't ring any bells to me. the weirdest thing is I remembered this man in white when I was a child of 3 but he was an old man then and no way he could even be still alive. I started to get haunted by that silly "I am the most mysterious ghost" childrens book I used to read to my niece and it was about a light house and this man on his bike was always need the mini light house. then the spray painted ghost picture appeared. that was when I sunk into a deep depression I couldn't talk about to anyone. I never used the card . that is not me to be that way. but I just kept it trying to get messages from the other side . i don't know if that is bad. i mean the catholics have the holy ghost so I just assumed it would be ok to ask a casper or saint to help me. there are spooks and then there are spooks! that is only one weird experience I have had since working for this doctor. no doubt, I am spooking myself and the swamp dam witch corps from over the road on all saints day is just a co-incidence too. no rituals going on just imagination right!

i could find someone to do it back to them as well, who could embarrassed them hurt them. they are j...

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I hate my neighbors abusing me. they are seriously fake christains. god will punish them. they know how bad they are and what they did to abuse me. one day I might even do it back.

I hate my neighbors abusing me. they are seriously fake christains. god will punish them. they know ...

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Why? Why do some people waste their time being manipulative and playing psychological mind games - with some people? I know some people are narcissistic, sociopathic and psychopathic or just plain bad, so they may love/enjoy playing games with some peoples emotions. But seriously, what is the point? We're here on earth together, so why not try to get along? Why the mind games, why racial prejudice's, why human/s trafficking, why war, why murder, why rape, why forced marriages in some cultures/religions and why superficiality etc?! What the f*! Why? No one is superior and inferior to anyone, it's an illusion! Just live and let live!

Why? Why do some people waste their time being manipulative and playing psychological mind games - w...

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i am sick of my cousins stalking me. I hate them for the stalking and bullying calling me ugly all my life the most that started young when I was a kid. but I hate them more then they could imagine. they have not been much of decent people to me at all. i feel like they have let me down a lot. mistreated me and abused me. I just can't forgive.

i am sick of my cousins stalking me. I hate them for the stalking and bullying calling me ugly all m...

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my cousins are not aware of how much I hate them all and the effort I got to to avoid them.

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it's just something I have noticed that whenever I put a video in he thinks I am refering to him and I just want to move on from someone who couldn't even give me the love or time I needed or things my way and everytime some funny video goes on this delusional navie freak thinks it means I owe him or should behold to him and I don't. I really really want someone new and exciting to me and he could never be that. I like different things now. I am not the same person I was and that is just the way life goes. i just want someone new and more loving and who is suited to my now values.

it's just something I have noticed that whenever I put a video in he thinks I am refering to him and...

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you won't find the white picket fences, you won't find the love you think

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now can you see how a woman would not tolerate a terrible person like you!??? now can you see that!?

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when your kid was calling you dirty names I didn't but I should have joyce. did I? now did I? yeh, just remember that. just remember if you had not been the backstabber you were. well. you could have been better off. but you never see a win win situation, they never invented that in your generation.

when your kid was calling you dirty names I didn't but I should have joyce. did I? now did I? yeh, ...

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and I never put you down when you fat joyce did I? now did I? I never said a thing to hurt your feelings joyce until I found out what you were doing behind my back. I was a good friend to you. more then you deserved. wasn't I joyce! ???? who was the one who spoke kinder then the therapist ever did, now didn't I ??? didn't I???!!

and I never put you down when you fat joyce did I? now did I? I never said a thing to hurt your feel...

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I can't concentrate today on anything. can't study, can't eat and can't get a good sleep in either its just so hot. no stop. I can't wait til its cooler. then I might be able to concentrate and be productive. how is anyone supposed to survive any temperature over 22? i mean who'd want to!

I can't concentrate today on anything. can't study, can't eat and can't get a good sleep in either i...

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This confession is for my parents. Last year I gave an entrance exam, ie IIT JEE. I prepared well for it and was confident that I will crack it. But at the time of examination, I got blank! I just baffled. I didn't knew what to do. After some time, I got relaxed and just marked most of the answers randomly. I was disdained by my performance. I was not sure about my result. I felt gawky. But when I saw my result, it was unforeseen, an illusion. I got AIR 2466. I was amazed! My luck was with me. Today my parents are proud of me, I'm in IIT Delhi. I work hard. But sometimes I feel obnoxious that it was a mere luck, not my hard work. I always want to tell my parents about that situation, but never get enough courage. Just because my basics are crystal clear, I co-op up with my studies. I feel bad and happy at the same time.

This confession is for my parents. Last year I gave an entrance exam, ie IIT JEE. I prepared well fo...

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if I could take back 1 or more things, one would definately have been my speech on finals night. I would have said "I deserve more and better". I was so modest and I never ment the words literally. like who would?

if I could take back 1 or more things, one would definately have been my speech on finals night. I w...

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fuch off everyone!

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in my school group there is about 20 of us in the group and probably another 50 if you include all their multiple personalities.

in my school group there is about 20 of us in the group and probably another 50 if you include all t...

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