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clever people have fewer friends and that is a fact. i don't want to be anyones friend because of the black gay drug special people. i don't want to be a friend to anyone cuz friends are bad news. friends are not what they used to be. no point having them. I have pets and I been hurt too many times now. I just have pretend friends now. everything is about self care self care self care in therapy today. I just get my treatments and pay for what I can afford and go. cuz I know anyone I get close to will wrong me. friends are expensive to have, time wasters, they are all about them, they won't help you when you need it. they want you to help them be great and then all therapy today says "well this is a world we have to walk over each other and moe everyone down in our path to get what we want and we move on then and ask them to forgive us and if they don't we set god bothers after them with threats of hell and then if that doesn't work we send the devil himself to punish them for not forgiving us" so my advice is do it back to every bitch you ever met you wronged you. when you get the chance attack everyone who has ever wronged you in anyway at work, school, family, friends - believe me friends are the first to harm you. clever people have less friends. when your friendless you learn to be independant and you can leave when you want. you don't have to go drinking when you don't want to, you can go spend your money on yourself or pets. you don't have to worry about your friend being prettier then you or stealing your man! cuz they will. its the nature of the beast in women to want to be superior in everything now with friends and lovers and partners. when you have no friends be careful cuz professional people like medical doctors and business women you visit will likely attack you and want your syncronistity and want to steal your life progress and future good things from you. so keep a look out men do this too. they are money hungry demonic monsters after money and your money, your time, your man and your everything. who needs a friend when you can get to know yourself better have quality time with yourself. whose the winner I ask you? being friendless!!!! you save money and time and heartbreak. cuz no woman will be a true female friend to you, this bbf and you put a man in it the scenario and guess what, she will be working on him and want to steal him from you. she will want your job and church and all the people you know and take you down cuz she is jealous of you. men do this too. just a warning from someone who has experienced it all. from mad murdering famous people as a kid to mad police and mad amublance abusive medical people. everyone is out to moe you down so beware. that is the way of the world a female therapist told me at lifeline. so don't complain to them. you can't win. just don't have friends. have invisible pretend friends and pets as friends. they won't let you down, but your real friend she will, so will your man, have an invisible pretend lover/husband/wife s/he will never let you down. that is the way of the world, its all virtual mind warping now. think of all the misery and pain friendships have brought to your door and remember that every time you consider joining a group to meet new losers who will enviably disappoint you and its much easier to look at all their faults and run them down to everybody and them "

clever people have fewer friends and that is a fact. i don't want to be anyones friend because of th...

Abuse

I hope those 3 bitches get mugged or raped at their strip show. what a bunch of stupid bitches. I can't say I like any of them much. the old nurse is alright but the others are just women who feel sorry for themselves and want to suck off others or their got husbands or divorcing with a man on the side and not missing out on some up their duffers. But they just annoy me. I can't work them out.

I hope those 3 bitches get mugged or raped at their strip show. what a bunch of stupid bitches. I c...

Abuse, Hate

Sometimes I make excuses to hang up on my friends so I can go play Burning Sand Game. I curse the person who introduced me to the original Falling Sand Game.

Sometimes I make excuses to hang up on my friends so I can go play Burning Sand Game. I curse the pe...

Abuse

we have been struggling for decades- we have no oven or stove upstairs and i should have had a home and marriage by now. I am sick of how russos placed me in her concentration camp for 10 years bullying me. she got money for every unemployed person so she didn't want you getting work. she had some satanic game going on. she is definately a satanic. without a doubt. heard too many victims of hers say similar.

we have been struggling for decades- we have no oven or stove upstairs and i should have had a home ...

Abuse, Hate

I feel like no one is human anymore. no morals or care for others. I don't trust anyone anymore. I even believe everyone even my parents are out to take me down. everyone is trying to scam and con me. I don't even trust community groups or police and govt people or govt bodies anymore. I gave up trusting bravehearts and reported them. sick of other peoples abuse and insults.

I feel like no one is human anymore. no morals or care for others. I don't trust anyone anymore. I e...

Abuse, Hate

myer told me how unhuman these english filipino people are today. myer said their just not human.

myer told me how unhuman these english filipino people are today. myer said their just not human.

Pride, Abuse, Hate

So today, everything has been going good...but when I came home from school everything changed. So my school gets out at 3:15 I get home at 4:00ish and I had at least three hours until I got yelled at for a stupid reason. So at 7ish I told my sisters I was going for a bike ride and when I was putting on my shoes my dad walks in and is like 'you need to repect your brother and do what he says and stop saying the F word so much and back off' blah blah blah blah stuff like and he's the person where he repeats everything. and your probably thinking so what's your cofession? Well, when he was yelling at me it felt like I could've lunged at him and beat him to a pulp...peolpe have been making me soooooo mad lately for little reason, or no reasons at all, and I dont know why?? I have so much anger and it feels like I can explode on the next person that makes me mad, any advice???? help???

So today, everything has been going good...but when I came home from school everything changed. So m...

Abuse

I have been seeing the guy for about 5 months now and everything is going great...except for the fact that I constantly think about what it would be like to be with his bestfriend. I spend time with him alone when ever I can, but I am too scared to make a move. Maybe I should try it when we're drunk, you can always blame alcohol. My boyfriend wouldn't leave me because Im kind of too good for him.

I have been seeing the guy for about 5 months now and everything is going great...except for the fac...

Abuse

cupcake icing is not as easy as you think it is. I know cuz I tried it with a professional chocolatier and we made cupcake and icing topping and cakepops and chocolate and she had a 3d desiging chocolate design machine. and those dumb icing pre-made sacks you get in the shop are not that good even with all their different icing cone ends. to be honest it is much much easier to make macaroons or florentines and use a piping bag or just a bit of paper as piping bag but it is not as fun as you think.

cupcake icing is not as easy as you think it is. I know cuz I tried it with a professional chocolati...

Abuse, Hate

they abused me. their receptionist was rude and he kept taking holidays and it was not worth my time being told who to see. so, I admit I rejected meeting Megan as a therapist I did not trust her and I didn't want to know her, I didn't want to hear a woman's point of view and I wanted to stick with a male therapist because I just don't trust female therapists anymore. I refused to see Megan and stood my ground, I wanted nothing to do with her and I got out of there after the guy kept going away on holidays and was just selling ideas I had already tried. Megan would have only abused me like all the others, I was not even going to give her the chance just like I won't give a lot that chance now. I avoid female doctors and therapists and don't trust a lot of those sorts of people. I didn't even want to give her a chance and don't regret it. she was only gonna con me out of what is right for me. brett and megan are a couple anyway and i don't care. Brently is ok as partner but yo momma I left this vaaa-vaaa-voom comp of therapy ages ago. out of style.

they abused me. their receptionist was rude and he kept taking holidays and it was not worth my time...

Abuse

hello my fat happles, double turds to you in the office today. I'm already 18, turning 19 and I'm already counting the days after 3 kids already. office is at my own home . But...everything about me is still vegan. My mind is full of blind thoughts, and they say I'm attractive. fat. But also stupid...why is it that guys only look at me? Although I can sense that some of them would like to approach me at this office, flirt a little, perhaps. But, why wouldn't they treat every woman so turdish? I'm terribly curious. I want to learn a lot and experience a lot physically. Is God purposely diverting guys away from me because as happles of turdishous z-fellows (zero ie) ...of what, by the way they think they can offer and they are bad at their jobs sorry z0guts? Who would they rather send? it is no fun in this feud so business is gonna collapse or heavens I will.

hello my fat happles, double turds to you in the office today. I'm already 18, turning 19 and I'm al...

Abuse

well some people bring stupid to a new level and all their kids do is scream make noises and tantrum and drive around parents. i have dirty neighbors. they have turned it into a ghetto.

well some people bring stupid to a new level and all their kids do is scream make noises and tantrum...

Abuse, Hate

I don't want to do all this dumb fat acceptance crap. its just mindless compliancy and I don't want to be so nice to people any more. I am a mean person and fake nice person. I aint no pussy of peace!

I don't want to do all this dumb fat acceptance crap. its just mindless compliancy and I don't want ...

Abuse, Hate

i reckon the queen uk is a real number i bet that one has ruined marriages by the grand canon level. i would love to know that ones dirty laundry and bucket of tricks. probably another con artist like them all.

i reckon the queen uk is a real number i bet that one has ruined marriages by the grand canon level....

Abuse, Hate

I am too good for you joke ass uk royals and all these stupid joke ass celebrities. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Uu3kCEEc98&list=RDGMEMQ1dJ7wXfLlqCjwV0xfSNbAVMRwUEHfspbho&index=22 I heard this song the night rick dumped on me and I felt great to tell the fucker where to fuck off and go die!

I am too good for you joke ass uk royals and all these stupid joke ass celebrities. https://www.yout...

Abuse, Hate

I am too good for you joke ass uk royals and all these stupid joke ass celebrities. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Uu3kCEEc98&list=RDGMEMQ1dJ7wXfLlqCjwV0xfSNbAVMRwUEHfspbho&index=22 I heard this song the night rick dumped on me and I felt great to tell the fucker where to fuck off and go die!

I am too good for you joke ass uk royals and all these stupid joke ass celebrities. https://www.yout...

Abuse, Hate

I am not going to some drunkard leso pj party either. I am not a pussy for peace or a piece of pussy and I don't like those stupid femo dirty slogans. I am a piece for myself only! I like to cause unpeace on others and I think they appreciate me doing that for them and how I point out all their defects and flaws to be honest.

I am not going to some drunkard leso pj party either. I am not a pussy for peace or a piece of pussy...

Abuse, Hate

cheated On My Boyfriend Cause He Is A Cheap Bastard ****** My cheapo boyfriend wouldn't even buy me a to die for diamond fashion ring that cost $3,000. He said it was too expensive. I told him he could open a credit account and make payments, but he wouldn't. To try to appease me he said he buy me a s***** thousand dollar ring. No way. I don't settle. I was so p***** I screwed my boyfriend's best friend. I don't care if my cheapskate boyfriend finds out. It will serve him right. And he won't leave me. I got that boy wrapped around my finger. I just might leave him though if his friend will buy me that diamond ring.

cheated On My Boyfriend Cause He Is A Cheap Bastard ****** My cheapo boyfriend wouldn't even buy me ...

Adultery, Abuse, Marriage

its call "mindless compliance" really when you don't challenge all the fat acceptance and say "well fat cunts and divorced whores I want to be healthier and its no different to a kid that says "mommy I was born a boy but I want to be a girl" when a person is locked in a body they can't relate to. to me being over weight is like saying I am in a vehicle or body that is not being serviced enough by the mechanics hon! and its only when you have been sick and near death you feel this shit feeling of I need to make it better but its my body that gets me through life and I am fighting it just to stay alive like I was a few years ago and I would sooner be hit by a bus in old age then go through that again or just be made into a robot so I don't have to die or age at all.

its call "mindless compliance" really when you don't challenge all the fat acceptance and say "well ...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

its my belief that most poeples obsity and depression and other health problems people want us to just accept is caused by bacteria issues that are not even being looked into. so like I am supposed to love my fat and rash and antidepressants more then health or other people and I guess I have learnt to love my tablets over people. that part is true.

its my belief that most poeples obsity and depression and other health problems people want us to ju...

Abuse, Hate