Confessions about 'Bu'

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my father and dwarf spastic mother are pathetic, one a loser like me could love them, I love them because i am a christian. it is the burden of a christian woman to love the pathetic spastics of this world, but fuck it wares a person out! no one else could love them like I do. no one!

my father and dwarf spastic mother are pathetic, one a loser like me could love them, I love them be...

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i even have spastic cats no one, no one on this earth could love them but me! !!!!! they are so spastic and pathetic.

i even have spastic cats no one, no one on this earth could love them but me! !!!!! they are so spa...

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i was too nice and forgiving when I was young due to abuses of the catholic cunts. every catholic woman is a cumsquat catholic whore dog which is why I don't go there much, mum runs away from them as much. they are all a joke now too. bunch of spastics. spastic do-gooders.

i was too nice and forgiving when I was young due to abuses of the catholic cunts. every catholic wo...

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i can't be expected to solve every niggar problem they aren't my problem. nothing is my problem any more but me. I'm glad those people are not my problem. I don't even want to know them! I hate them. my parents hate royalty and rich people. my father is a socialist and that is that. i guess he has to be with his simple spastic mind and no money. I am just living moment to moment. day to day. I gave up loving and caring a long time ago. mum is the one who tells me who to bother to talk to and who not to. i just do what i am told by others around me, be it joyce, doctors, therpists, parents or whoever. I just do and say what the fucking mongrel cuntface spastics want and get out of having to be expected to do anything for anyone. I don't even have to be nice to people anymore. I love being rude to people as well. it makes me feel good seeing others hurt sometimes. other times I cry for no reason. one is not allowed a job or marriage or friends! but one can be revengeful and a asshole and mean it too! and get away with it.

i can't be expected to solve every niggar problem they aren't my problem. nothing is my problem any ...

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what do you want me to do about it?

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if diana was embarrasement its cuz she was spastic but then all of them are. murdauch is a spastic all the people walking around most of them are spastics. we are all fucking lab rats and nothing more ! that is all most of these fucked idiots on tv will ever be. lab rats. experiments in the making everyday. one huge joke to everyone, the only difference is now , no one is laughing, their just insulting each other, you can see so many people are sick of themselves. I get that. my mother and father have said it and I have we are sick of ourselves.

if diana was embarrasement its cuz she was spastic but then all of them are. murdauch is a spastic a...

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so what ? what does it matter to you that I think most people are spastic! you don't think I haven't been told I am spastic before or that I think I am or that I know I was behind the not just the 8 ball but the 108 ball since ever? fuck off just fuck off! fuck disney! fuck everyone!

so what ? what does it matter to you that I think most people are spastic! you don't think I haven't...

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i have no meaning as person.

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i was starved and ate a mini jam donut. first time i done that in over 2 decades and it made me fucking sick too. self abuse.

i was starved and ate a mini jam donut. first time i done that in over 2 decades and it made me fuck...

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i sometimes have 5 and 6 showers a day. bloody ocd.

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I was like lucy leek, clean clean clean the house, using old toothbrushes to clean the carpet edging and vacum and mop 5 times a day on one floor from the age of 7 til 35 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VoNKLbPvCrY I even gave up going to parties and meeting up with friends just to clean and clean and clean and wash and wash and wash and mop and vacum and dust and clean and clean and clean. I even got a job cleaning I loved it so much, cleaning bathrooms and kitchens and making beds for hours a day. and my sister sure helped me with my ocd of cleaning... fucking mongrel bitch. she had the hide to call one of those pop stars mr messy which is herself. she sure cured me of a ocd cleaning disorder with all her mess and grott and running around around around after her when she was in hospital .https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pdffu6Y6U84 wish someone would run around and around after me since i was in hospital.

I was like lucy leek, clean clean clean the house, using old toothbrushes to clean the carpet edging...

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i woke up dizzy again and came home after the heart centre dizzy but i don't want a home doctor here cuz the house is so unkept with dust and fleas and i have been so ill over the break i done the bare minimum to keep it basic tidy. i hate living like this because i used to clean the house for my parents all the time. i was a slave to there house cleaning it due to my disorder i even now hate disorder in retail shops or doctors offices and wait rooms and want to tidy everything it annoys me no end. my sister has helped me get over my cleaning obsessions with her ruination mentality but the house is not the way i want it.

i woke up dizzy again and came home after the heart centre dizzy but i don't want a home doctor here...

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Loneliness Im tired of being lonely, it started young this feeling of "I feel like a space between everyone and me but for when I was a certain way" wink;) I have never found the right person to love or love me. sometimes its awful and other times I am far from alone but feel empty yet I make an effort to get into life. I refuse to feel lonely even when I am.

Loneliness Im tired of being lonely, it started young this feeling of "I feel like a space between e...

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worried

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It's hard for me to trust people now It's hard for me to trust people now. Are there any genuine human beings left? Because I sure as h*** don't feel like there are.

It's hard for me to trust people now It's hard for me to trust people now. Are there any genuine hum...

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Christopher Pay you loser

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Don't touch me!!! In this world, there are three things I hate: -I hate it when my friends pat my head. -I hate it when my friends take my hair off my shoulders. -I hate it when creepy-guy leans close to my face.

Don't touch me!!! In this world, there are three things I hate: -I hate it when my friends pat my he...

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the devils own bitch. you are a mongrel evil bitch of a dirty old woman. you are a dangerous and an abusive sick disgusting lesbian violent woman with no morals get out of my life witch. stop abusing me devil whore! to joyce jasminlie poorter !

the devils own bitch. you are a mongrel evil bitch of a dirty old woman. you are a dangerous and an...

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I spent so many nights alone with parents and grandparents when my sister or brother were out partying and I used to think can wait for the day when its them crying alone wondering why no one likes them "all those nights I sat at home sitting by the telephone wondering if you were ever coming home. solitare see what its like now, solitare to cry all night now, solitare see how it feels to pay! "

I spent so many nights alone with parents and grandparents when my sister or brother were out partyi...

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Drama Boys and Drama Girls are so boring, everyday its "oh woe is me, you wouldn't believe this." and their family mull in the excitement of the behavior of the bad one, the scapegoat and the mean one and the controller. The quiet one, the fix it one and the good old reliable one are always wanting to walk away from the others dramas.

Drama Boys and Drama Girls are so boring, everyday its "oh woe is me, you wouldn't believe this." a...

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