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Confessions about 'Bu'

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what i have seen and learnt in the last few years is that most doctors are poking in the dark with wands and haven't a clue of what they are doing. I can't believe I used to look up to most of them. and since I learned just a small bit of real things my eyes were closed to before, I can actually see why my grandmother as a nurse turned to alcohol, cuz she would have known how she would die seeing so many deaths on the job and things i have studied has made me see things very differently, not getting the career I wanted and the position of influence and family life i wanted and when that couple from the catholics came around and told me i should be grateful to be alone without love for all these years compared to stupid married whores who are abused. like that really insulted me, cuz things could be worse for any flucker. things could be worse for my neighbors if they fell off their balcony too, things can always be worse than what they are. things could be worse for any flucker even them. and i got up them for the way the st.vinnies whore spoke to me on the phone when i was worried about how i was going to pay bills and never enough money lately and cats sick and no oven or stove and then the solar pannel converter broke we just don't have a spare $2,000 to fix it. and the dog was almost begging me to take their dirty catholic money to eaze their dirty guilty consciences and i thought about it and said NO. you insult me enough slukts. and the old bagger st vinnies got rude to me saying "I can't help you, you left it too late to worry about a family and kids and career now at 45" and that was when I seen red and wrote to the catholic church and told them I am sick of their insults and rudeness and behavior against the teachings we were taught in catholic ethos. and then I told them were to go pluck off! cuz years ago the church got off its shonky gambled black market marfia assholes and helped good people get jobs. today they don't give a fluck. they only care about married people in their church who are the church holy rollers. and you will pay for that status. they are violent and like a support group person said to me, "we were abused mentally and emotionally in the catholic faith for the times of the 60s, 70s and 80s for being white average class girls. everything was poor flucking niggars. and kiss a niggars poor fluckng ass. and the guilt trips they threw on us kids over everything and anything they could. we were not allowed to flaunt we were forced into silence and modesty as catholic white girls and they didn't care about our educations and futures. to be told by some jumped up old catholic whore bitchdog that i should be grateful to have no one and no job offended me. I am insulted. that shows what bastardization that church is about. they want us to be alone and shut down for the niggar. they are trying to break down the white man, white man religion, white man money, white man ways. it was never the white mans or white womans burden to save their flucking depraved dirty mean ugly niggar souls, cuz they don't have any.

what i have seen and learnt in the last few years is that most doctors are poking in the dark with w...

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i don't have the same respect for police, doctors or church people or royals or anyone. to be honest I think they are a huge spastic retarted joke. I hope they all end up retarted mongies where they belong. you can see they are senile and retardo. all of them. the kids, the women are dogs and bad people. nothing good to offer the world. just another joke wedding of a pair of idiots that suck on media attention cuz they are nothing without the media attention if you took that away what would they be? nothing.

i don't have the same respect for police, doctors or church people or royals or anyone. to be honest...

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lets face it they only come here to rip us white people off and to breakdown the white man and white woman. they don't have nig money over the genitals, we have white money and that is all they want. wake up world.

lets face it they only come here to rip us white people off and to breakdown the white man and white...

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i hate nigs, and nig germs. dirty bastards.

i hate nigs, and nig germs. dirty bastards.

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i complained at the nigga cafe shop about the lipstick over the spoon. I told them "I want a new spoon, see this, it has lipstick on it, I am not wearing make up I rarely wear make up in summer heat. do you know how dangerious this is, it can cause menigicococil and viruses and bacteria and germs. its very dangerous you should be checking things before handing them to customers" and I am going to write a complaint if i get sick or not. had enough of other peoples sloppy performance when I was working I was sanctioned and told and it doesn't hurt them to sharpen up their act! if I get sick you know who i will be suing don't you. nig cunt whore sluts and nig pig dogs! animals. all of them sexual filthy animals. everything full of germs around me. sick of it. germs germs germs. I hate germs and I hate people.

i complained at the nigga cafe shop about the lipstick over the spoon. I told them "I want a new spo...

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mygun should apologise for what she has done too, so you found the place did you last xmas I gave you a fart and the very day I shat in your face! this year I didn't shred a tear cuz I knew you were at a neighbors party last year! bikermolling!

mygun should apologise for what she has done too, so you found the place did you last xmas I gave yo...

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ben smith and vince lamb stalking yeh these two indian curry eaters were making threats at me and telling me weird things over the phone and my mum had to ring our phone connection company. they were so weird. nigs keep on a nigging. phone company scam in australia we were hit by a scam group wanting internet details and they were gonna steal our access for a few months and we called police and our phone/internet company and found out it was a scam and they have been reported. go suck eggs curry eaters. don't boss me around or else! I can pack a punch at you mr!online scam curry eating indians I know not all are like this, but its been really bad here for the last 20 years of arabs, curry eaters or all kinds, and other types doing online scams. they call saying they are from your server net and phone or bank company and get you details to do evil things, take your money and fraud you out of everything and it not good for these cultures, everyone sees them as bad then.you curry eaters don't have to believe me just keep looking at your genitals. scammers get done too! I will see to that dirty nig. haters still gonna hate!

ben smith and vince lamb stalking yeh these two indian curry eaters were making threats at me and te...

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i am not apologizing for anything. go fuck your self. you can go whistle dixie if you want apologies cuz I aint giving any to anyone and she doesn't deserve what she has and how she got it. the demon face that annoys me on magazines everywhere. that hate filled ugly face.

i am not apologizing for anything. go fuck your self. you can go whistle dixie if you want apologies...

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probably that pagen devil thing at the back doing wicca on our family making cat chuck and shit happen here, I just don't trust the bastards here. all demonic spirits nothing good in them, they run to their catholic pretend faiths but how come they were not going to church when they first came here I have asked myself and god and I think their devil knows the answer! fakers will be punished before their lord!!!!!

probably that pagen devil thing at the back doing wicca on our family making cat chuck and shit happ...

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one neighbor had a bong sitting in his front yard for 10 weeks or more after their whorebikersmoll party it calls itself jason. looks more like a jokesome to me. that was the one doing pagan devil worship dancing around bon fires and said he "got rid of his wife" yeh, bumped her off and burnt the body or and murdered someone and threw the remains in the sea on his boat no doubt. and that slut new whore of his and that hooker next door , i don't know why she bothers to wave to dad cuz dad hates her. he thinks she is a druggy cuz i told him she was up to it and other shit they were doing. now its all ms ladeeda business ass with higher heels then a monkey in a circus and if she only knew!

one neighbor had a bong sitting in his front yard for 10 weeks or more after their whorebikersmoll p...

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women expected to live like black fellers for whores to get perpetual cock is going a bit far. oh god I think the porn on speakers must have let them out the loud banging on the bed in the porn while i was masturbating must have felt like thunder cuz all the flea eggs opened and fleas everywhere for fucking. wow. need more flea bombs and sex bombs

women expected to live like black fellers for whores to get perpetual cock is going a bit far. oh go...

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simeon the cat has just had a 1 hour lecture at over him not taking his medicine tonight and last night. and he has to learn and so i said to him "I am not happy with you. see look i take my medicines so you should you know why i take my medicines so i feel better. seeing you won't take your medicine your not getting any food at all tonight til you do take your medicines."

simeon the cat has just had a 1 hour lecture at over him not taking his medicine tonight and last ni...

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i was assigned a doctor in the ambulance but none told me who?

i was assigned a doctor in the ambulance but none told me who?

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I spent the majority of my childhood it made me obsessed. I spent the majority of my childhood just thinking I had stds ad aids, and even though i got tested lots of times and every time they were negative i still think i have it and other diseases and nothing not even seeing pathology results resolves the fear or belief they are lying to me all the time. My life has been ruined because of this. I think I am a hypochondria...what do you think? I can't bare germs of any kind or being near too many people and got to the point I have a un-natural phobia to most men. they all sicken me.

I spent the majority of my childhood it made me obsessed. I spent the majority of my childhood just ...

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I am truly an awful parent I dreamed about being a parent. I prayed for it. And we adopted. I didn't get knocked up and poof - there was a kid. We went through months of background checks and interviews and the cost and drama of adoption. You have to be REALLY wanting to do that, right? Well I suck at being a parent. My kid is almost out of the house and we scream. My kid is a better adult than I. They try to discuss and I just stew and vent. I get upset with EVERY THING they do. I see spoiled, my spouse sees a kid in need. I see a back talker, my spouse sees a kid expressing themselves. I see an utter lack of empathy and discipline, and I'm told I'm the problem. So clearly, I am. What to do? No I'm not willing to do therapy and being told that I need to give into the kid ... again. No, I'm not willing to just see it through for a bit longer. Yep, before the 1st I'm I'm going to move out. Because I truly suck. I cannot believe that almost 18 years trying and I'm done. But truly, I'm DONE. And that makes me sad, and ashamed, and ready to just disappear.

I am truly an awful parent I dreamed about being a parent. I prayed for it. And we adopted. I didn't...

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two women forced to sleep in continual cat pissed mattress https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=crXNpF3iwq4 we are two women mother and daughter forced to sleep on one bed full of cat piss. we have no money and no life. to the outside world we look like we have it together but its clear we don't. I don't know how to stop the cat pissing on the bed anymore. I have had enough of trying to fight it. I just hate it. and I am not even married. no job, no husband, no rights. and sick of people calling me a stupid bitch! and I will appear in court to dob any one in. anyone. I would enjoy the opportunity to dob any man or women in !

two women forced to sleep in continual cat pissed mattress https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=crXNpF3iw...

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of course i only did a legal and finance degree and politics degree what would i know about horizontal and vertical? What is the difference between vertical analysis and horizontal analysis? Vertical analysis reports each amount on a financial statement as a percentage of another item. For example, the vertical analysis of the balance sheet means every amount on the balance sheet is restated to be a percentage of total assets. I am getting sick of being passed up for work when I think i am worthy of it and the same with men. its highly offensive and rude and my rights are being infridged by being denied the rights of having friends and a man in my life who is actually worth showing off to others like madame of the night louise could and the scarlet of the stage rose did. and people wonder why I won't go to weddings anymore and i am a bit like david s father alex now, I am above men and laugh at everyone in a relationship. i tell people. don't bother coming to me complaining about your wife or husband or how she has fozen up sexually on you i laugh openly at you. you dirty sexual filthy animals lustful dirty sleazy minded couples. i find you laughable that you really think people care about you or your kid. they only care about themselves not you. no one is caring about you but you at all its all in your mind that someone likes you and everyone at your wedding will be makign fun of you and joking about what assholes you were years ago and never let you live it down. you will grow up in some peoples eyes. people only care about themselves they only want to be seen to use you you stupid idiots. everyone can't wait for your world fall down and laugh at you. like alex said "they did it they are stupid" and that is how I feel about everyone around me. and I want leigh morris from rsl forced to answer to a court of law why she bullied and abused me against doctors orders to go to that spastic pathetic non-cocktail party where she planned to get me raped. we all know she had an agender. we all know what ken and his slut wife and their open marriage were up to and their plan to rape virgins, do you really think I am the only victim? highly unlikely. time will prove me right as always i am always right about everything.

of course i only did a legal and finance degree and politics degree what would i know about horizont...

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the only joy i got out of seeing this spastic fat dogs over the road fighting like pigs over some piece of useless cock gave me a certain about of joy knowing it wasn't me having to fight or be bashed and it was good to know they were bad and doing wrong and someone else was feeling pain and used and cheap rather then me. its always bemusing to see others shirt fronting and competing for sex and women putting on the dog etc its so funny. watching them get themselves hornyied up and like mad hens clucking and having their clunts clapped out. yeh, thank god it wasn't me. that is all i can think, thankfull i was saved the misery and the joke of it all. its sort of like watching the royals with their joke performances you have to laugh at them doing their thing, what ever the god dam hell their thing is! is so laughable and you think "thank god its not me" they probably would feel that way about me. so I might as well get in first and say what I think of them anyway. pack of complete frucking drugged out spastic idiots. those 2 fool poofters gate crashing the baby shows looking your pedo pluck fodder to do over while hoodwinking me and abusing my family. never will forgive that one. that mongrel bastards of a thing those 2 were. and those mongrel whore fat pig violent mothers who abused the hell out of me. devils fornicating witchery of sexual women depravity on their minds baby making humping machine dogs. i hated every last one of those dogwhore mothers and the shitty poopy ugly kids.

the only joy i got out of seeing this spastic fat dogs over the road fighting like pigs over some pi...

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I won't forgive bayside church doing what they did to me saying prayers over me for fertility and saying a young man would come into my life and be the love of my life and then on valentines day they got this 13 year to write to me wanting nudes pictures of me and sex and I called the police about it. he was not my idea of the love i was wanting. I had a image of a young doctor or paramedic or police officer of around say anywhere between 25-45 young not some ugly creepy long haired yobo slob teenager. I wanted a man I could show off at everyone and marry naturally. I have needs that this fool could not meet. can you imagine a womans heart broken to peices due to that bayside family church and what they did to me. it was not more then 2 years before hand when a neighbor stole a man around my age from me and she was just 15 at the most or younger and she wanted him and she bashed up other older girls for him and she got him. even after I had told him for a good year I liked him. so I hope he likes jail if he keeps that act up. can you imagine my hurt of the rejection of a man of 40 taking up with a whore fucking on trampolines and flashing a tourch at night everynight for loud sex for all the neighbors to the point I had to close the windows and the dope they were smoking was so strong I had to close the bedroom window the stink of the smoke was choking me and now the dog next door struts around like lady muck when its common and filthy as a whore. she used to have her male clients for sex work I am sure of it, park outside our house while she was being serviced and the husband was shooting a pallet gun at our house and at the tin fence and the kids were throwing mud and eggs at the house and on halloween dad had to go out and tell them they went too far upsetting me and I had to get a ambulance to the hospital. and they were drunk trying to burn signs on our fence and blowing up letterboxes and some drunk came in the middle of the night at my bedroom window saying kids were on our roof and they were torturing me, I could hear them attacking a man and the girls were attacking other girls over this guy and the neighbor in the end told him to get and he didn't come back with all his acting mates for a while. I was so sick and tortured by them. I was crying so sick and having to walk around the house in circles trying to breath and keep my heart rate up and then I was getting temperature drops and going into shakes and shiver fevers of too low a tempture. you have no idea how abused i was at hospitals and my certain asshole paramedics and I would be one of their most easy going patients. it wasn't my fault I had a low heart rate and infection and its like the police trying to make out i am crazy. dad seen what the neighbors were doing too. dancing around bon fires doing pagan worship satanic dancing and it smelt like they were burning dead bodies. to be honest with you. i got that way i didn't want to come home. I loved this young police guy who was nice to me, he seemed to genuinely care that i was sick and being abused by doctors and the churches and I didnt know why they were doing that to me, I reported bunnypoeta and I want that thing in jail, just like i want rick, katey and bec and ken and joyce in jail. i want them forced to answer why they abused me and assaulted me. I want someone on my behalf to lay changes against them, cuz i don't have the money to. I want my rights met. I was a battered abused raped woman who had a stroke after being raped. i was drunk so there was no consent. I want justice. i want joyce forced to answer several question I put to the human health complaints commission she is public enemy criminally minded evil woman. I want her forced to answer why she said those demonic things to me under the guise of therapy and being paid to just abuse me! I want people from other places who abused me forced to answer why they did what they did to me.

I won't forgive bayside church doing what they did to me saying prayers over me for fertility and sa...

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I am sure nearly all my cousins has been wronging me. Karon hurt me with her games and not much different to sue and elizabut and it comes from each side of the family the abuse and bullying. most of my cousins are complete users. I have integrity and genuineness but put it this way if it came to Karon or sue or any of the female ones wanting cock for themselves of their kids they would lie and cheat me out of a complete life of any love and education and career. I just don't trust any woman now. I have been bashed and abused enough over guys. you can't trust women with her vagina-minds. she used to stay over and one day she wanted to play a game that I didn't want to play like she did with in bed and I said no and wouldn't get into doing things, then another time she was hanging around and we bored to what to do so we flicked the tv on and seen some stuff and then it was going a bit like dirty gay and we flicked that over and then off and found another entertainment. I don't think she liked me pulling the halts to the dirty stuff but someone had to draw a line. I am sure she is making huge lies up and it will come back to her.

I am sure nearly all my cousins has been wronging me. Karon hurt me with her games and not much diff...

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