Confessions about 'Bu'

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i like it when i can feel you being so insecure you have to write you filthy behaviors down. it does tell me when your insecure but you will go to jail for a long long long time if I get what I what I want from this world.

i like it when i can feel you being so insecure you have to write you filthy behaviors down. it does...

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they want to be careful of some old guy who claims he was a lawyer but anyone working in law can call themselves that and what proof do you have. when i know heaps of liars lie about degrees all the time. more people drop out then pass especially mature age people because of jobs and bills and money worries and health, so number 1 don't beleive everything you hear or see wanting to take photos of the 13 year old because pedophiles are in law and the professions and churches and teachers and all kinds of places and walks of life not just in hollywood, and at least those hollywood whores have the money and power to fight a court case which most average women do not. just cuz you have a case don't mean its not unwinable, just because a doctor is negligent doesn't mean he is at fault or guilty it takes a lot to prove things. but be warned by fakers and scammers out to cheat you who are wolves in sheeps clothing. my guess right now is that person is stalking me and it just gives me more amo to report it and I know who the person is, but do they know what they are doing is illegal. stalking people online on confession pages and ebay and colleges and competition sites and getting into servers and blocking me from pages and playing games is illegal. and I will get you. i am gonna have you put away for a long long long time once I have framed you all. beware and be warned. not everyone around you is your friend!

they want to be careful of some old guy who claims he was a lawyer but anyone working in law can cal...

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xmas hasn't been enjoyable since 1994 and as a kid only a few xmas were ok the best really were between 1979-1984 and the rest shit, til 1988 til 1995 the rest shit again. when your forced to sleep in a cat urine soaked bed after years of university education and a chuck up old house of spastic parents old molely mildew house without a job or relationship for as long as me, without a family of my own, cuz to me having children and your own babies and a proper husband to enjoy life with is what xmas is about but we live in this new world agenda of the Jesuits and Illuminati and we are forced to live in pigshit. Question: "What does the Bible say about breaking generational curses?" Answer: The Bible mentions “generational curses” in several places (Exodus 20:5; 34:7; Numbers 14:18; Deuteronomy 5:9). God warns that He is “a jealous God, punishing the children for the sin of the fathers to the third and fourth generation of those who hate me.” It sounds unfair for God to punish children for the sins of their fathers. However, there is more to it than that. The effects of sin are naturally passed down from one generation to the next. When a father has a sinful lifestyle, his children are likely to practice the same sinful lifestyle. Implied in the warning of Exodus 20:5 is the fact that the children will choose to repeat the sins of their fathers. A Jewish Targum specifies that this passage refers to “ungodly fathers” and “rebellious children.” So, it is not unjust for God to punish sin to the third or fourth generation – those generations are committing the same sins their ancestors did. There is a trend in the church today to try to blame every sin and problem on some sort of generational curse. This is not biblical. God’s warning to visit iniquity on future generations is part of the Old Testament Law. A generational curse was a consequence for a specific nation (Israel) for a specific sin (idolatry). The history books of the Old Testament (especially Judges) contain the record of this divine punishment meted out. The cure for a generational curse has always been repentance. When Israel turned from idols to serve the living God, the “curse” was broken and God saved them (Judges 3:9, 15; 1 Samuel 12:10-11). Yes, God promised to visit Israel’s sin upon the third and fourth generations, but in the very next verse He promised that He would show “love to a thousand [generations] of those who love me and keep my commandments” (Exodus 20:6). In other words, God’s grace lasts a thousand times longer than His wrath. For the Christian who is worried about a generational curse, the answer is salvation through Jesus Christ. A Christian is a new creation (2 Corinthians 5:17). How can a child of God still be under God’s curse (Romans 8:1)? The cure for a “generational curse” is repentance of the sin in question, faith in Christ, and a life consecrated to the Lord (Romans 12:1-2). the bible also says that Deuteronomy 18:10-11New International Version (NIV) 10 Let no one be found among you who sacrifices their son or daughter in the fire, who practices divination or sorcery, interprets omens, engages in witchcraft, 11 or casts spells, or who is a medium or spiritist or who consults the dead. When men fight with one another, and the wife of the one draws near to rescue her husband from the hand of him who is beating him, and puts out her hand and seizes him by the private parts, then you shall cut off her hand. Christians eat their own children....Deuteronomy 28:53%u201CThen you shall eat the offspring of your own body, the flesh of your sons and of your daughters whom the LORD your God has given you, during the siege and the distress by which your enemy will oppress you." then there is the lost books and removed gospels who was said to be a disciple and also These three rediscovered gospels are named after Simon Peter, Mary Magdalene, and Judas Iscariot. a number of other gospels which they knew about, but which apparently no longer survive. These include the Gospel of Matthias, the Gospel of Perfection, the Gospel of the Seventy, the Dialogue of the Savior, the Gospel of the Twelve, the Book of the Hebrews, the Gospel of the Nazarenes, the Gospel of Bartholomew, the Secret Gospel of Mark, and the Gospel of Eve. Other gospels may have also existed, but even their names have been lost. see the constant contradictions of the bible!!!! being a person who studied theoretical bullshit at university and dropped out I don't ever claim to be an expert on anything, but university did teach me to question everything, analyse everything which makes me have to consider the god;s check list that scott clifton https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DvRPbsXBVBo Attachments area Preview YouTube video God's Checklist 2.0 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DvRPbsXBVBo God's Checklist 2.0 the point is why did god bother sending me to university if his greater useless plan was to cerfdom me!

xmas hasn't been enjoyable since 1994 and as a kid only a few xmas were ok the best really were betw...

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slip a few fivers x100 under the confessional box to give money to the priest for sins.

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A girl beat me up The girl was my 2nd cousin, and she beat me up I guess I deserved it. She was 15 I was 13. I had never seen her in my life and it was the first time i had seen her and I did think she was really hot. Mostly cause she had double d sized b** right. So I was in her room just me and her and she was dressed kind of slutty, her b were really obvious to see and she was wearing really short denim shorts. She was talking and I must have been daydreaming but I was just staring at her b. Soon she caught on and slapped me in the face really hard. I kinda stayed still in shock and pain and she got up and kicked me as hard as he could in the b. I curled up on the floor and she hit and kicked me in the face and stomach, calling me a perv. She started banging my face off of the floor. My face was covered in blood and she went and got a load of charger wires and wrapped them around my neck strangling me. I tried to get them off but she was way stronger than me and wouldn't let go. I couldn't breathe and blood started pouring out of my mouth and my face was going bright red. She let go and as I was gasping for air she clenched my d* really strong and tight and whispered in my ear "If you ever tell your parents I won't let go next time". She let go and left me curled up in pain and I never told anyone and neither did she.

A girl beat me up The girl was my 2nd cousin, and she beat me up I guess I deserved it. She was 15 I...

Abuse

most people on low wages and welfare are religion slaves probably being forced to pay for someone to get into heaven and some asshole who has been spreading lies everywhere about your family for centuries. it says in the bible about 6th generations of curses in families and from all accounts i think there is some truth in their practices of persecuting generations of families over some incident and it takes the honest and good christains to do a complete enquiry into money laundering to see where the money has been going. so I am just warning people who get into the catholic church what you will be up against and the abuse and lies and fragmented personalities they cause.

most people on low wages and welfare are religion slaves probably being forced to pay for someone to...

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my religion is not that important to me, I have only been to church about a few times in the last few years. i am waking up out of the lies and churches abuses and lets face it most of them a just poofters and leso and they pushed that agenda on lots of people and brainwashed people into thinking they were lowlifes since kids. the churches will have a lot to answer to and people are not going to forgive them over the abuse. the churches are just a suck-up fest for suck-up brown nosing idiots who need the whole crutch of religion to believe in and everytime I was in any ways church minded I was in poverty while hanging around the fuckers. they love taking all your wages from you and have you in abstract poverty and self abusing. so if you wonder why you are on a low wage that is the reason, you got to break out of it and see them for what they are. religions are just occults. someone stands up and says "this guy is great" and they are preaching evil justifications for their evils. that is not good. they preach how unworthy you are to sit in the house of the lord or even utter the lords name how unworthy, was a phrase the catholics use over and over as part of the bullying mind bending games. see it for what it is. then you get this rubbish from other wanker churchers from usa penticoastals their witchery religion bullshit about mysticism fortelling mixed with shit to make some fat bastard who couldn't do a day job own his own church to preach shit at people as a form of work when its not. it ego maintenance only. all this bullshit about having to do penance, was a black magic from those islanders, niga new zealanders who are just animals that were converted to white mans ways white mans religions. so its a bit of a joke to me and my doctor agrees. in its pure sense religion can be a good thing but sadly not anymore. we living in a time it can not survive. religion will not survive what is coming and its their own fault due to the abuse and mental abuse and sexual abuse they did on victims that came to them. so what goes around comes around, cuz the churches are the worst perpetrators of abuse in all forms, apart from politics and multi-media's and advertising and so called entertainment which is not entertaining at all. one is actually surprised that they have not gone back to the lions den entertainment of killing prisoners in jails with lions like the romans, that is the mental and emotional level or the romans is all sex, and killing. bloodlust. all they know how to do these south americans, mediterainian, black blood types, they know how to fuck and how to fight. they have no other purpose on the planet at all, roman diplomacy is the lions den. that is their mental level. so catholic roman church is about the same. fuck and fight. the blacks, asians, and south americans all their women are sexually loooooooose women, they fuck men at the drop of a hat! like animals. I seen one south american fat pig girl who was ugly and dog like she just fucked white men at the drop of a hat in public. ran up to a guy and lost all self control and raped him in a take away shop infront of everyone so my friend and I left. they are depraved. no control. another friend of mine she worked for this italian couple in a cafe and she said they were always arguing and fucking and like a pack of animals she couldnt wait to get out of the job working for thilth like that. these weird foreign blooded ones they out of control todays world, they will ruin the world and their churches for their impulsing minds and actions. they get too emotional over anything and attack victims of child abuse over and over. let the churches rot in hell that they made is what I say. the sane people will use science and reason while the mystics use beliefs and jargon and no evidence and proof.

my religion is not that important to me, I have only been to church about a few times in the last fe...

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i wish i had never remembered being abused. my advice to anyone is just don't talk about. forget it. i regret ever remembering it while i was at university. it ruined everything important to me. no support from anyone the whole time.

i wish i had never remembered being abused. my advice to anyone is just don't talk about. forget it....

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at the moment I am living in poverty because i have been black listed for being honest. forced to sleep on a urine saturated bed with my mother in abstract poverty. we have no stove and no oven up stairs. we have fleas over the place and 2 women on disability welfare just because we were honest. we get no respect. I am treated like I am the lowest of the low after ken was encouraged to rape me and the person behind that was pr william. and william and hasbean are vial corrupt evil ring leaders that sickens me. you will never see a royal support child sexual abuse victims ever. and they have no idea what it is like to be isolated abused by medical people in hospitals and churches and workplaces and friends abuse you, family abuse you. they have no idea what mental illness is in their rich snot worlds. I am disgusted by them anyway. disguested at the rsl and what they allowed rsl quest girls raising money for war vetrans to be raped and abused. i am not the only victim of this. I know this for a fact.

at the moment I am living in poverty because i have been black listed for being honest. forced to sl...

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this isn't a save place

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mum said i don't have to forgive anyone, that; good enough for me.

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Two brothers what happened with Wally and his brother derek, John was working away, I wore a white blouse and red mini skirt, I also chose red bra/panties/suspenders, I think I looked great and I felt great, well I met up with the two of them in a bar called the wheatsheaf well away from our home town,we had a few drinks and chatted some, then Wally said "how about booking a room here" we all agreed but to me it was so, how shall I put it, cold thoughtless, with no feeling's, I think I would have preferred a little bit of finesse, a little bit sort of hesition, it was too much of knowing that it was just s, hope you understand, Anyway we got the room and it was a bit shabby, both Wally and derek took off their clothes as soon as we were inside which left me to undress myself, I didn't care too much about that as I love being undressed, Now Wally is impressively well endowed but derek is huge, there is only one bigger that I have had and that was with Phil, I was soon on the bed and both men 's hand's and mouth's were all over me, my legs were openned wide by I think Wally but it was Derek that rolled over on top of me and entered his huge d* into me, seeing as there was no or should I say foreplay it hurt a little but that hurt soon subsided as his movement's got deeper and longer, and as his pace quicken I soon felt myself climaxing, I remember wrapping my legs around him as I thought he was going to pull out of me right away, By keeping my legs tightly wrapped him I kept him in me, and by using my v* muscles I got him quickly aroused again, this time it as a lot more enjoyable as I was well lubicated now not only with my own juices but with all of Derek's s, This time I haven't a clue how long Derek was s* me, I do know I exploded with a multitude of o's,and I know I was exhausted and breathing very heavy and sweaty and nicely feeling tender all over the inside of my v, Derek withdrew and rolled over onto his back. There was I was I laying on the bed with my legs apart and with derek's s seeping out of me and Wally was getting between my thigh's, Wally's c* slipped in me with incredible ease, but even so his presence there and his movement's were good enough to start my body reponding to his every move, it wasn't to long before I climaxed again followed by some more, my whole body was primed now for s and more s, how many times we had s I don't know,I stopped Derek, he wanted a* s and I'm not into that, there's two holes in my body men can use, I have two breast that I can give them a t roll, and two b***** hand's, why they want to go in my ass I don't know, but all three of us fell asleep for an hour, I awoke first and had a quick shower, and got dressed, Wally and Derek ask me not to go but I felt I had too, my only concern was how do I get home, I had been drinking and I know I was over the limit, I phone my friend Susan and she got a friend of her's to drive her to the pub and Susan drove my car to my house, Susan and her friend left soon after having coffee, Susan made me promise to tell her all the detail's, I don't think I will be with the two of them again, but one doesn't know what in the future, maybe after I give this some thought I may reverse my decision and want to have another time like this, but I'll know not to drink or maybe get a taxi there and back, hope this sound's right. Sally

Two brothers what happened with Wally and his brother derek, John was working away, I wore a white b...

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ولفت وجاى ووالدته وجميع themi نكرههم اكره تريسى. بوم منقاموا بخلع سراويلهم grumshack سيئ تريسى

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john is an asshole, him and darren killed some baby mice and probably cats. john is not this nice person you think he is. he was a complete rude shit growing up and even now, dad says straight out john deserves nothing from their will at all because of the abuse he did on me and rose over the child abuse behind our backs trying to promote others needs over his own sisters needs just because some dirty old fart william and hasbeen got in on the act. dad and mum and I blame them and other family. we blame leigh for getting me raped. she should have known better that spastic woman demanded i go to that party that night when i was ill and on medications and with a liver fluke infection. they caused all this on me deliberately. and I just want them to be forced to publicly admit it and be forced to publicly apologise for their wrongs and trying to kill me and abuse my sister and i. I could abuse all the kids who molested me but what is the point? they were just kids when it happened. but john is the evil one who let the family down under the say so of joyce and karen his wacko wife. and karen poacher has been just as jealous and abusive and a liar. she can not be trusted. she got adam to abuse me and he didn't know the full story of what her father did to me. john has turned to evil i can see he is in for hell. my parents turn their back on him and my parents support me against what ken did. dad wants ken killed. and location just like clothing does not imply a right to rape. I dont know what i was thinking at the time I was being told by rick and katy I had to let people abuse me and that was love. joyce was putting shit in my head and not listening to my needs and the real person inside of me. she would get a shock to face the real me now!

john is an asshole, him and darren killed some baby mice and probably cats. john is not this nice pe...

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i told my therapist about how rick kicked me in the tailbone many times and got women to attack me. he also got women to buy tickets to my baby shows who never showed up and I had to give a stat dec to say that the money was never received. that is how low this mongrel bastard goes, he had evil in him for no reason just over obvious jokes I made that he decided to misunderstand them as real. beware of men that do this. there are a lot of men who do this try to make out your crazy when your cleverer then them and they can't handle it. I didn't do a thing for him to kick me other joyce was the one who said I needed kicks up the ass so he was prepared to do that for her, and that was ricks way. he would go about doing destructive things to make a fat old cow like joyce feel pleasured by my hurts in life and she was not much of a therapist cuz she took everyones side but mine and i had been seeing her for a good 5 years so she had no concept of judgment of character and loyalty to clients or confidentiality. she went around talking about me to groups of her friends everywhere for years and saying how stupid all our family and what a bunch of losers our grandparents and parents and cousins and everyone was around us but then she would then defend anyone i had confrontation with who was bullying and abusing me. that is the sort of nutter joyce was and is. a nutter with a evil outlook on life. one day she will pay a price for all that and more she did to me. the abuse she is about is sick.

i told my therapist about how rick kicked me in the tailbone many times and got women to attack me. ...

Abuse

we are not really here, we are the ghosts of christmas presents.

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mourn!

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the door slammed again on my nephew but the door wasn't open. so I know its a ghost around again.

Abuse

this time in 2014 I was so sick, the stomach juices were bubbling up at my throat for days on end and i don't like PP inhibitors at all. they caused odema and after the surgeon cut my ear drum I couldn't wash my hair for about 10 weeks or brush my teeth due to the stomach problem, I had all this blood on the roof of my mouth for ages and I hit my head bad so when i did wash my hair it felt like my skull was broken and I had to get a ambulance to the hospital cuz everything was swimming around me and I could see double everywhere for days on end. they came running in with heart monitors and this just made me want to own a heart monitor really or just own one of the young male paramedics or cops that came to see me. so many ambulance rides with needles in me I got sick of it all. but hey. I am still hear and I didn't think I would be alive and my gp even said that.

this time in 2014 I was so sick, the stomach juices were bubbling up at my throat for days on end an...

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i broke out in a hives allergy rash a few times and a skin swelling disorder / rash in 2003 when working in a office from buying 2nd hand clothing at the thrift shops. I used to buy pre-loved clothing as a teen and adult occasionally but got really into it in my late 20s cuz I started my antiques collections of furniture and vintage clothing. I don't always wear my vintage style clothing in fear of being made fun of. but I have some nice old things but I got a skin swelling blistering rash after being exposed to someone who had menigicocal at the private college I was at and I also was exposed to a virus that was leaked at the university campus I was going to as well. I would wake in shaking shivery sweats in my 20s a lot due to this, and then have vomitting bouts out of nowhere usually on first day of period always so I gave up taking painkillers where as I was always on pain killers for period pain from the age 11 til 25 then when i got the hot night sweats I always got them with my periods and all I could do was sleep out the pain for 24 hours. then I got a non-paralysising form of polio that has been painful and slipped discs in the back and neck disc injuries from car accident and I know i should have gone to hospital the night i accidently had the wrong antibiotics that i was allergic to the pain was awful all i could do was sleep it out but looking back i should have gone to hospital then, i have the vomitting time with liver fluke infection, and heaps of blood tests and mri's on my brain and back and legs. they did everything. cardioultrasounds and transvaginal ultrasounds cuz of swollen ovaries and infections and bowel problems and they thought i had a bladder tumor and kidney stones but could not prove anything without key hole surgery. I still get chunching sounds in my neck and ear and around the membrane of my brain that is due from 2nd generation antihistimines one pharmaist told me and the back/brain surgeons wouldn't agree with anything so I am none the wiser. I been exposed to bird flu, swine flu, whooping cough, and this rash from 2011 at fernwood gym from their washers with oils and that I had to take doxy for a long time close to 2 years and I refused to take it after i got really sick one night and vomitted because i accidently drank milk, which you can't drink milk with doxy and I know why it will cramp your stomach and make you vomit badly. so i put up with the rash that they said was allergens or unknown virus (like as if there is such a thing today as a unknown virus/bactrial/fungal infection, I will say no more on that topic!!!!) and to last 3 -4 years in the end i got off doxy and had innerhealth vit k and it fixed most of the rash and it comes back every so often now when I use sunscreen. and the cancer i had to have cut out was all due to the podiatrist i worked for, he was spreading germs everywhere with used gloves. they are supposed to wear 2 sets of gloves for blood procedures in dental and operations or physical body fluids examinations. i am sick of them trying to harm me.

i broke out in a hives allergy rash a few times and a skin swelling disorder / rash in 2003 when wor...

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