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Confessions about 'Bu'

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i am getting sick of having to be perfect and everyone else is allowed to make mistakes and glaring mountain mistakes not just little ones, but i am not allowed a day of spitting the dummy and say "well bugger you i have had enough you spaz, grow up!"

i am getting sick of having to be perfect and everyone else is allowed to make mistakes and glaring ...

Abuse, Hate

need more money. suffering on limited income and want to work. frustrated.

need more money. suffering on limited income and want to work. frustrated.

Abuse, Hate

no more family i love any of you's to anyone!! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NSkboTTTmpg https://www.udemy.com/how-childhood-and-family-history-affect-our-happiness/learn/v4/overview

no more family i love any of you's to anyone!! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NSkboTTTmpg https:/...

Pride, Abuse, Hate, Violence

stop stalking stop bullying me k not interested go die!!!

stop stalking stop bullying me k not interested go die!!!

Abuse, Hate

My small dirty business I was 16 when I had the best girl friend. She was 16 aswell, we were both virgins. After a couple months, we had lost out virginities and were f****** daily. I was poor and needed money for weed. When I showed this small video to my best friend he had a idea for making money. The video was her giving me head, but I had a condom on, after she proceeded to drink my sperm from the condom. She told me how she loved my c**, and would drink it anytime. My mate gave me $50 if he could j*** off in a condom, then get her to drink it on cam. I pretended I jerked off at her house then handed the condom over. She very hungrily drank it up. Needless to say, I was a bit concerned over kissing her after. For the following couple of months we were together, I had 4 other friends, who constantly gave me condoms for her to drink. I made good money from it, and when I found out she cheated on me, I got as much guys as I could to j*** off and collected all the c**. I gave it to her as a gift saying I collected it all over the weekend. She drank it all, maybe a small cups worth. Some of the guys had a couple of stds just for her sake.

My small dirty business I was 16 when I had the best girl friend. She was 16 aswell, we were both v...

Abuse

i wasn't asked i was told to help other peoples careers and love life, so i did what i was told and didn't answer back, just put my head down and know my place like i had been taught by everyone around me who had micro-managed me.

i wasn't asked i was told to help other peoples careers and love life, so i did what i was told and ...

Abuse, Hate

uhm, yes well here we are haven't been here before, but needed to vent somewhere as no one around me listens enough, I am still angry at dentmtime! she has neglected my teeth when I asked her to fix the cavities that were showing over 8 years ago and her attitude was like "wait and see". someone else has complained as well on here I noticed about another dentist and I don't know why dentists are doing this causing patients un-needed pain and suffering when teeth should be fixed when the patient wants it and I have been told to get a 2nd opinion which is my advice to those concern here. you stupid bitch! I should be angry as you gave xrays to me without thyroid cover and when you give fluoride treatments you charge a fortune for just some flanking shit of toothpastegrit or goo for dry mouth and that is not good enough for what i ask and pay for. why are you doing this to me? I thought dentists liked patients that cared about their health and teeth and want to pay out money on them. like you have to be so negligent and why? what do you have to gain out of not treating the problem? you really turked me off cow! what kind of business do you run there? what is this stupid checkout chick there for when she is stupid? not impressed with the impressions either!

uhm, yes well here we are haven't been here before, but needed to vent somewhere as no one around me...

Abuse, Hate

this is the first have ever done anything like this. and i decided to see if i could get some sort of advice/help anonymously. i guess i'll start off by telling you all about myself. i am currently a freshman in high school who lives in a big city ( i'd rather not disclose where i live exactly; people can be creepy). anyways, i feel alone. all the time. i have great friends and they're supportive and everything they're supposed to be, but, i still feel alone. i cannot be completely honest with them. i can never share how i really feel because i know that i will just receive "it's okay" or "it will get better" or "i am here for you". to be frank, i am sick of that. i don't want pity. i just want to feel better. so, i am alone. i am quite the independent person at home. right when i get home from school, i go straight to my room and will not get out until the next morning. i love my parents but i can't tell them anything either. well, i do tell my mom "everything": about school and crushes and all that. my sister too. but i never share my deep personal problems. i am here to do that now. number 1: i see beauty in everything. i believe that every single person on this earth is beautiful in some shape or form. you're probably thinking why this is a bad thing. here's why: i can see beauty in everything, except myself. i feel like that's important,actually, i know it's important. i wouldn't even be here if i loved myself for who i am. i just cannot love myself. i see millions of flaws and cannot see a single thing that resembles a sliver of beauty. i hate it. i hate myself. i wish i were like other girls. number 2: i compare myself to other people too often, which gives into number 1. you should see some of the girls at my school; absolutely flawless. beautiful teeth, perfect skin, tall, skinny, short, curvy, short hair, long hair, blonde, brunette, red-headed, freckles, no freckles, smart, funny, nice. see what i did there: described all types of people. remember, i think everyone is beautiful. but really, there are some flawless girls at my school, and i can only dream to be somewhat like them. that's awful, why do i have to be so jealous of people? i hate how i look: i hate my fat arms, my body is not where i want it to be, my nose is disgusting, my lips are nonexistent, my face is full of acne… the list goes on. i just want to feel beautiful. number 3: i really want people to like me, as a friend and more. i find myself so annoying and snobby and conceited. i feel as if i am not likable whatsoever. i really try to remain humble and kindhearted but i feel like people see me otherwise. number 4: the people at my school care so much about popularity, it is really a joke. but then, from time and time again, i wish i was more popular. people want to be well-known. I don't want that; i want more friends. i do not want to rely on the same people forever. there's so much more that i currently dislike about my life right now but i really need to do my homework. (by the way, i am quite the nerd and i love to learn). i would appreciate some words of advice if anyone is willing to give any. and let me know if you would like to read more; i don't know, maybe she people enjoy reading this, they don't feel alone.

this is the first have ever done anything like this. and i decided to see if i could get some sort o...

Abuse, Stealing

I am seriously ill with tummy and urinary infection or something. I just want to spew and go to the loo. and my head is aching as well as my neck and back and shoulders.

I am seriously ill with tummy and urinary infection or something. I just want to spew and go to the ...

Abuse, Hate

stop stalking me, stop abusing me!

stop stalking me, stop abusing me!

Abuse

Plans falling apart For once I was actually looking forward to something. A month ago I heard about this big expo that was coming to town this weekend. I was actually really hyped and stayed hyped all month while waiting ? Which is rare for me to actually stay motivated or excited for something. And ! A month ago I let my siblings know about it so they could plan ahead if they wanted to come too. Fast forward to now. Oldest brother says he might not even show up tomorrow depending how tired he feels. Month ago he had told me he had requested this weekend off from work. Amazing. I can't help but make it about him not wanting to see or hang out with me even though I know that's just me being paranoid. Also at the same time today I didnt do something that my sister wanted me too for her, so now she's upset and making me feel like shit by really digging into sore subjects and my paranoid worries. My motivation is melting away. I feel sick. I dont even want to go tomorrow. It was a dumb idea anyway. God forbid I look forward to something and expect it to turn out. I dont even have friends to rant to. Well I have one. But I don't want to bother them,, they're the only one I have that still seems to kind of care on a daily basis. So I'm ranting on some dumb website. Pathetic.

Plans falling apart For once I was actually looking forward to something. A month ago I heard abo...

Abuse, Hate

katey and rick and joyce had a black dark evil aura energy about them, you see it in a lot of people working in law and banking and medical and I knew a few teachers who had dark black evil energy fields about them, I wonder if they ever knew that about themselves?

katey and rick and joyce had a black dark evil aura energy about them, you see it in a lot of people...

Abuse, Hate

opthomologist that has black evil aura around him. I meet doctors like that a lot now. evil black energy aura around them. something untrustworthy about them. I felt it in a few cops I met too. and other people. some people have it. dark personality.

opthomologist that has black evil aura around him. I meet doctors like that a lot now. evil black en...

Abuse, Hate

Everyday is Hate I live in place where everyday is hate. I hate all my friends but only hang out with the ones I hang out with to keep me sane and normal.

Everyday is Hate I live in place where everyday is hate. I hate all my friends but only hang out wi...

Abuse, Hate

We're not cute like other couples..But maybe its a good thing

We're not cute like other couples..But maybe its a good thing

Abuse

I knew there was a problem, but not from pru To h*** with this , that could've hit me. And over what? nothing. I can't f****** believe this

I knew there was a problem, but not from pru To h*** with this , that could've hit me. And over wha...

Abuse

I laugh at you losers, and no I am no sex slave, but I laugh at everyone for thinking they are actually liked and loved over their looks or clothes or money, look at all these ugly film people what a joke! you and them are all laughable jokes. play a joke of old toad on me and its gonna come back to you all! you huge jokes!!!! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oQ33BLM6ra0 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oLx1FIo76Oo https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KT70_NSYjMM

I laugh at you losers, and no I am no sex slave, but I laugh at everyone for thinking they are actua...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

i am so sick of this irish ugly bitch bothering me.

i am so sick of this irish ugly bitch bothering me.

Abuse, Hate

i know some niggas from south america were stalking me scum shitbags ! do you think I like you or even care? cuz I don't I hate you all. if fun hating people. its fun making my parents hate people and talk bad about people with me, its so much fun. I learnt it from rose and joyce. it was their fun now its my fun!

i know some niggas from south america were stalking me scum shitbags ! do you think I like you or ev...

Abuse, Hate

i saw the sign, on quins finger nail satanic dobbed in https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UEIAPvz6HeI

i saw the sign, on quins finger nail satanic dobbed in https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UEIAPvz6HeI

Abuse, Hate, Violence