Confessions about 'Bu'

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the trolls have hit secretsannon.com. its a hate filled shit site now, everyone feels bad when they go on it. it has that effect as soon as you see the site. so I avoid it.

the trolls have hit secretsannon.com. its a hate filled shit site now, everyone feels bad when they ...

Abuse, Hate

I am just a bother to people who say "we are here to help"

Abuse, Hate

I am so sick of you, you offer me nothing good. things are to end this year this relationship is already over.

I am so sick of you, you offer me nothing good. things are to end this year this relationship is alr...

Abuse, Hate

I don't like the way you have been treating me.

Abuse, Hate

trusting your gut feelings and how your gut will try to place you in what should feel right as hyposesis - each time I have been overweight my body was telling mee that was the prime time to be pregnant, but no one else was listening!

trusting your gut feelings and how your gut will try to place you in what should feel right as hypos...

Abuse, Hate

he binge drinks and binge eats and I find it disgusting that he pushes that at me and his bad habits I don't want to be involved with.

he binge drinks and binge eats and I find it disgusting that he pushes that at me and his bad habits...

Abuse

I have tried to tell this guy before his money and everything about him means nothing to me. he isn't hard to say "shove off " to.

I have tried to tell this guy before his money and everything about him means nothing to me. he isn'...

Abuse, Hate

eating disorders I am 19 and have an eating disorder I eat old jam cream buns from the bin and stuff my face with them to deal with the pain of abuse, poverty, unemployment, sexual assault and bullying. I need sexual romantic cutie boy attention. I eat to protect myself.

eating disorders I am 19 and have an eating disorder I eat old jam cream buns from the bin and stuf...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

This is such a weird confession... I just really hope that no one makes fun of me cause this is big for me to talk about this even on an anonomous web site. So... I am a very successful woman, I have my life together, I dont feel like Im crazy or anything, but I have a SERIOUS compulsion. Since I have been probably 10 or 11 years old I have compulsively and obsessively picking at my skin. Its like im a recovering crack addict or something!!! (Im not though lol) This doesnt sound like it would be that big of a deal, but I have horrible scars all over my arms, legs, back...everywhere. I have some problems with anxiety and i think this may be where it stems from. I cannot stop doing it for anything. I would usually make fun of someone who says they cant stop compulsively eating or nail-biting or some other obsession- but i realize that this is an addiction just like those things. I am so sick of people asking about the sores on my body, Im sick of hiding them with band-aids and make -up... Ive done some research, apparently this is called psychogenic excoriation, there are forums overflowing with people talking about it. I never knew until today that this was an actual psychological problem. I feel better knowing that its not just me. Ive seen pictures of people who have it worse than me and they basically tore their skin apart... I hope to God i never get that bad. A lot of people take anti-depressents for it... I dont think that will help me. I was on zoloft a few years ago for other reasons and it did nothing for this problem. I think i just have to work really hard to stop- I just dont know how

This is such a weird confession... I just really hope that no one makes fun of me cause this is big ...

Abuse, Blasphemy

This is such a weird confession... I just really hope that no one makes fun of me cause this is big for me to talk about this even on an anonomous web site. So... I am a very successful woman, I have my life together, I dont feel like Im crazy or anything, but I have a SERIOUS compulsion. Since I have been probably 10 or 11 years old I have compulsively and obsessively picking at my skin. Its like im a recovering crack addict or something!!! (Im not though lol) This doesnt sound like it would be that big of a deal, but I have horrible scars all over my arms, legs, back...everywhere. I have some problems with anxiety and i think this may be where it stems from. I cannot stop doing it for anything. I would usually make fun of someone who says they cant stop compulsively eating or nail-biting or some other obsession- but i realize that this is an addiction just like those things. I am so sick of people asking about the sores on my body, Im sick of hiding them with band-aids and make -up... Ive done some research, apparently this is called psychogenic excoriation, there are forums overflowing with people talking about it. I never knew until today that this was an actual psychological problem. I feel better knowing that its not just me. Ive seen pictures of people who have it worse than me and they basically tore their skin apart... I hope to God i never get that bad. A lot of people take anti-depressents for it... I dont think that will help me. I was on zoloft a few years ago for other reasons and it did nothing for this problem. I think i just have to work really hard to stop- I just dont know how

This is such a weird confession... I just really hope that no one makes fun of me cause this is big ...

Abuse, Blasphemy

This is such a weird confession... I just really hope that no one makes fun of me cause this is big for me to talk about this even on an anonomous web site. So... I am a very successful woman, I have my life together, I dont feel like Im crazy or anything, but I have a SERIOUS compulsion. Since I have been probably 10 or 11 years old I have compulsively and obsessively picking at my skin. Its like im a recovering crack addict or something!!! (Im not though lol) This doesnt sound like it would be that big of a deal, but I have horrible scars all over my arms, legs, back...everywhere. I have some problems with anxiety and i think this may be where it stems from. I cannot stop doing it for anything. I would usually make fun of someone who says they cant stop compulsively eating or nail-biting or some other obsession- but i realize that this is an addiction just like those things. I am so sick of people asking about the sores on my body, Im sick of hiding them with band-aids and make -up... Ive done some research, apparently this is called psychogenic excoriation, there are forums overflowing with people talking about it. I never knew until today that this was an actual psychological problem. I feel better knowing that its not just me. Ive seen pictures of people who have it worse than me and they basically tore their skin apart... I hope to God i never get that bad. A lot of people take anti-depressents for it... I dont think that will help me. I was on zoloft a few years ago for other reasons and it did nothing for this problem. I think i just have to work really hard to stop- I just dont know how

This is such a weird confession... I just really hope that no one makes fun of me cause this is big ...

Abuse, Blasphemy

karma can't hurt me anymore. she has moved and she better stay away.

Abuse, Hate

he battered me, he abused me and bullied me and left me playing with my pis on the floor as a bucket case.

he battered me, he abused me and bullied me and left me playing with my pis on the floor as a bucket...

Abuse, Hate

Fairy Tales Interrupted Some of us do not have love written in our destiny. You have to accept what it is, be strong and move on. Don't keep expectations and don't keep getting your heart broken. People will not behave the way you want them to behave. If you see a pattern of failure in love, then it is not meant to be. Focus on something else. I do not believe in love anymore.

Fairy Tales Interrupted Some of us do not have love written in our destiny. You have to accept what...

Love, Abuse, Hate

I will tell you just want a slimey Hess of Cuss it is!

Abuse, Hate

come on over and see how long it takes police to remove you K!

Abuse, Hate

I wish she would let me have a life by now I have a sister who pushes things too far all the time. she is such a controller, attention seeker, show off, exhibitionist with a huge disorder everyone notices her tantrums and dominating. she will not let me have a boyfriend or go places. How do I make her see she is being unreasonable. she has been married several times but I am a 45 year old virgin after re-constructive surgery after rape. this is killing me. because I long to be a beautiful bride and have a baby. I ever bought a wedding dress a number of years ago and I want to wear it. I choose to see myself as worth it no matter my age or weight or education or lack of work etc. I choose to see myself as worth being loved and giving love. you don't a qualification for that and I have done so many counselling and psychology units why should I care over graduation when there are people with less who had and have babies and marriages. I am a continuing learner ! I still apply for jobs and I do volunteer work.

I wish she would let me have a life by now I have a sister who pushes things too far all the time....

Abuse

goodbye rob ribbo tryst

Abuse

you can't just say "ahh der sooorrry" after the mess you made and let the wind all blow it over, you did a bad thing, you need to learn the consequences of it and the depth of the harm you caused innocent people over 30 years ago Clare!

you can't just say "ahh der sooorrry" after the mess you made and let the wind all blow it over, you...

Abuse, Hate

Jose is going to regret doing the old taboo jose is going to regret going the "yarleque" way!

Abuse, Hate, Sex