Confessions about 'Bu'

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I am getting married at the end of the year and I am going to demand more.

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goodbye swordon the swindler!

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queen dog shits in sleep

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you need to learn your mistakes you made harming others can be dangerous and long lasting so go feel guilty !

you need to learn your mistakes you made harming others can be dangerous and long lasting so go feel...

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I don't care anymore I used to care deeply about people but I've stopped. I was trying so hard to help the world, make it a better place but whenever I got to know someone, I saw right through them. Saw right into their selfish soul. I see it differently now, it doesn't matter who does what to whom now since everyone's heart is dark underneath it all. It doesn't matter if we are all nuked because we all deserve it, the "good" are never truly good. It's nice to not care anymore, it hurt too much to actually give a damn about others.

I don't care anymore I used to care deeply about people but I've stopped. I was trying so hard to h...

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I buy kids shoes for an invisible child.

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I am working on a depression study program oh god its reactive.

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I hear this phrase a lot "act like a man" or "be a man". My question is, what is a man? Not the definition written by other peoples ideals, but from your own opinion and heart. I personally don't have a clue what it means to be a man, cause I don't want to be like any other 'man' around me, I want to be me, no matter how flawed. its a bit hard to hear this and told to be a man when i am a woman and i think its so rude and selfish of you and crazy of you to abuse me like this.

I hear this phrase a lot "act like a man" or "be a man". My question is, what is a man? Not the defi...

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FUCK OFF OMFGGGG LITERALLY BITCH STOP FUCKING ACTING LIKE IM DRAMATIC AND STUPID AND AM JUST DRAGGING THIS ON LIKE GOD FUCKING DAMMIT. YOU ARE MY BEST FUCKING FRIEND YOU NEED TO BE SUPPORTIVE IN WHATEVER I DO. I LOVE HIM AND I DONT CARE IF THE FEELINGS ARENT MUTUAL BUT I SHOULD BE ABLE TO RANT TO YOU WITHOUT GETTING THE ROLLING OF THE EYES AND WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU SAYING SHIT LIKE "I don't want him coming to the club because if you guys hookup it will literally piss me off so much and wreck my night and honestly i probably won't talk to you" LIKE BITCHHHHHHHHHHH HOW THE FUCK YOU GONNA SAY THAT IF I ACTED ON MY FEELINGS IT WOULD WRECK YOUR NIGHT I KNOW WHAT IM FUCKING DOING AND THIS LITTLE ATTITUDE YOU GOT TOWARDS THE SITUATION IS PAST BEING A GOOD PROTECTIVE BEST FRIEND YOU ARE JUST BEING A BITCH NOW AND MAKING ME FEEL LIKE SHIT FOR STILL LOVING A GUY THAT I WAS WITH FOR 2 YEARS ON AND OFF. YOUVE GONE THROUGH NOTHING AND I GET YOU DONT UNDERSTAND BUT YOU DONT EVEN FUCKING TRY AND UNDERSTAND WHAT ITS LIKE FROM MY SIDE. LIKE BITCH IT IS NOT MY FAULT NO GUY HAS WANTED TO STICK AROUND WITH YOU LONG ENOUGH FOR YOU TO EXPERIENCE REAL LOVE LIKE GOD FUCKING DAMMIT

FUCK OFF OMFGGGG LITERALLY BITCH STOP FUCKING ACTING LIKE IM DRAMATIC AND STUPID AND AM JUST DRAGG...

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Dear Tenants, It is not the landlords problem if you cannot afford housing, living or eating. You rent the place, we get the money. Your problems are not our problems and kids/welfare/disability is not an excuse for a trashed place, no rent for more than a month and damages to the property. You will be sued and shamed and broke, and that is not our problem. It is not about being rich or poor. It is about human decency, if you don't treat us and our property with respect, be prepared to lose everything you got.

Dear Tenants, It is not the landlords problem if you cannot afford housing, living or eating. You r...

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I'm fucking sick of being ignored...And if you know you're one of these faggot shit cunts, FUCK YO I'm pretty angry about everybody ignoring me on Facebook. At first, they said I was pretty epic because they liked my insane sexual jokes of "everything can be fucked, as long as its got a hole." and fucking shit like that. Then they started ignoring me. I tried talking to one of them, but all that fucking cunt-prick half bred piece of fucking shit did was tell me to fuck off. I tried posting on their Walls, and none of those mongrel shit cunts would reply. Those who did either told me to go fuck my whore mother, or removed me as a friend. Even the girl that I considered my best friend stopped talking to me and spamming my Wall with hilarious messages. I'm feeling sorta ignored, and for fucking fuck's sake, when they rant, the others listen to it. But when I do, they don't. And, mind your fucking one-layered brain, I did not use any of the fucking foul language used in this goddamned bullshit-filled rant on any of them. And I posted this shit here because I didn't wanted them to know and hate me more. I admire every single goddamn one of them, and now they just treat me as an outcast. I hate to say this, but I wanna stab their fucking pea-sized balls, and shove a knife up their motherfucking asses. I'm fucking sick of them treating me like a fucking piece of shit that's a waste of space, and I hope they die. Pimps and bitches. I know I'm doing it all wrong, yes, I have a pretty low social IQ, but at least would these assholes stop pushing me around? I feel like hacking into their accounts and starting one big fucking fight on Facebook, but I couldn't because they seem like family to me. And the reason I said that is because my family never loved me, the only shit they do is to hit me, and yet, I end up as an angry kid growing up on a fucking neighbourhood full of fucking hoodlums, gangster kids and all the fucking works. I don't want to hurt them, that's why I posted this rant here. And I couldn't leave them, because I love them. Fuck me.

I'm fucking sick of being ignored...And if you know you're one of these faggot shit cunts, FUCK YO ...

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So at work tonight 5 tables in a row stiffed me. And im not that kinda server who gets bad tips or stiffed on the regular. Perfect service, even if they wanted something else or did not like what they got i solved the problem. 3 of the tables where black and paying with there h&rblock cards (tax refund) and two of the tables where white. I am not usually the person to get mad if a table stiff me because i know there are assholes in the world that will just never tip but 5 tables in a row... on Valentines Day????????????????????????? YOU PEOPLE SHOULD ALL GO DIE. 120 bill 65 bill 34bill 22bill and 26. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU. like you couldnt even leave me 1 dollar. And the thing is that the majority of these tables were really nice to me? Like sorry we are out of spin dip... lets not tip her because its the servers fault. I'm just so sick and tired of these ghetto ass hillbillies coming in and not tipping there server. If you can spend 120 dollars on food you can afford to tip your server. And heres the thing. I've never been a racist, but working as a server has definitely turned me into one. 95 % of black people that come in to my restaurant of employment tip like 1 dollar or they dont tip at all... seriously. im not just saying that because i am livid. And they are usually the rudest most high maintenance mother fuckers i ever have to serve. All in all if you cant tip your server then you should probably kill yourself because if you dont, i will find you, and i will kill you. AND TOO THE TABLE OF THREE THAT WAS MAD WE WERE OUT OF SPIN DIP BUT WERE PRETTY NICE TO ME.. AND COME TO FIND OUT DIDNT LEAVE ME A TIP ON A 60 DOLLAR BILL... AND ON TOP OF THAT STOLE MY BRAND NEW PEN. YOU ALL ARE ASSHOLES AND I HOPE YOU HAVE SO MANY INCONVENIENCES IN YOUR LIVESS. thank you and god bless.:)

So at work tonight 5 tables in a row stiffed me. And im not that kinda server who gets bad tips or s...

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doret price is a bad woman and a liar sex addict!

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I wish you practiced what you preached doret your a bitch!

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i am expecting Attiee to hurt me again Attiee does this everytime the bell rings to jump to Attiees attention and i did fall for the trust game then Attiee does things that hurt each time. no to this game mother mary.

i am expecting Attiee to hurt me again Attiee does this everytime the bell rings to jump to Attiees ...

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I have had a really tough time this year. There were days where I felt no reason to wake up. Days where I'd plan out what I would do to end it all. I resented myself and everyone around me. I hated others for being happy. My friends for succeeding where I had failed and my parents for not completely understanding what I was going through. I still do. Maybe it means I should grow up. And realize that things change. But it's so god damn hard. I feel so alone. Even when I'm surrounded by people. I feel so inferior to all my friends and I hate the jealousy and animosity that burns beneath my skin. I resent them for not being there for me although I'm the one pushing them away. I hate that they moved on to better things. Better people than me. When they talk I lie about how I'm doing. Because I'm too similar to the stories of people they hate. The selfish ones. The annoying ones. The liars. The pretenders. I prefer to put on a mask of the over excited idiot. They disappoint me because I idolized them. I held them to too high of a standard. And now I hate them. Well not exactly. They weren't who I thought they were. I feel so jaded and weary. Life is a sad existence. We all just do day by day and there is no meaning. I feel so inferior I wish I was stronger. Sometimes death seems as if it is a retirement from this depressing job called life.

I have had a really tough time this year. There were days where I felt no reason to wake up. Days wh...

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we will call her brenda, but that is not her real name, she is blonde and a lesbo butch bully I am sick of and she makes me sick. I have female friends I love but not sexually. ok but , Thank you Brenda. Once again my family has to do without a holiday like Easter or Christmas all because of you. This makes four fucking Christmasses and other events that I cannot give my family all because you don't like older white men. I hope you're fucking happy you smelly ass fuckng pussy licking lesbo. I busted my fucking ass for that company and you had to listen to some pussy whipped 26 year old snot nosed candy assed jack off with no experience instead of me who has over 20 years of experience. What did that pussy boy do for you? Jack himself off onto your desk for your pleasure? Yeah too bad that pussy boy didn't stay there long. After you used him to fuck me he ran off to work for mommy and daddy for being a pussy boy he couldn't deal with a real job. So you had to strip me of my job, my income, health insurance, dignity, self respect, ambition. And to this day you are still black balling me preventing me from getting another job. Meanwhile you sit there like some god damn black queen flaunting your Jag, your millions, your world travel with your girl friend, all nice and smug. What did you give your girl friend? A new strap-on so she can shove it up your smelly rotted black ass? Do us all a favor Brenda, fuck yourself with a roto-rooter you are abusing me leso. stop just stop.

we will call her brenda, but that is not her real name, she is blonde and a lesbo butch bully I am s...

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one girl at school lifted up my skirt dress to the whole class to see my underwear and others assaulted me, and at school pretending to rape people in grade 5 , I forgave them ages ago.

one girl at school lifted up my skirt dress to the whole class to see my underwear and others assaul...

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i forgave kids who molested and physically hurt me patrick and peter and rose and the cummigns kids, petersons and my brother and other kids as well ages ago. one girl as a child used to pinch me on the bum and I would bruise, I forgave her ages ago.

i forgave kids who molested and physically hurt me patrick and peter and rose and the cummigns kids,...

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you have been asked over and over to stop abusing me. you have nothing to win and I have done nothing wrong to you. its all in your mind .

you have been asked over and over to stop abusing me. you have nothing to win and I have done nothin...

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