Confessions about 'Bu'

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I am looking forward to the day I can say "well I could but?" I don't know anyone to speak to for helping others i have no friends for years and years. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=neqcXzLi1-I https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hZ9EMi70jDM

I am looking forward to the day I can say "well I could but?" I don't know anyone to speak to for he...

Pride, Love, Abuse

depression- I never left my sister behind! unlike people who left me behind! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bZAPYERoX_4

depression- I never left my sister behind! unlike people who left me behind! https://www.youtube.co...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

i asked for help the wrong people came as always. the wrong inexperienced losers wanted to help but the people I needed to help refused to help me.

i asked for help the wrong people came as always. the wrong inexperienced losers wanted to help but ...

Abuse, Hate

i asked for help and support group for sexual abuse told me to ask for help and I did. no one offered the help and I was turned away! everywhere I went I was turned away even at the hospital and by doctors and churches and so called family and friend.

i asked for help and support group for sexual abuse told me to ask for help and I did. no one offere...

Abuse, Hate

i was asking joyce for help and others as a teen

Abuse, Hate

I fucking did ask for help and I was refused help! so don't come that game with me!

Abuse, Hate

cerebral tax benefits -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=19eVC2TVWrA https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eIQcI3DkYKk&t=314s I have had these episodes with panic disorder and after rape and with middle ear infections/mastoid infections and my mum told me she did when she was pregnant. one day in drama classes I didn't make any sense on antibiotics saying bye to my classmates after a class after a car accident.

cerebral tax benefits -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=19eVC2TVWrA https://www.youtube.com/watch?v...

Abuse, Hate

so far I just had some rocky road chocolate with mashmallow and jam and a cup of french earl grey tea. and I had a small kinder suprise chocolate because I didn't want to eat much chocolate over easter, we bought some chocolate flavored tea a few years ago and I said we should dam well open the bloody thing and drink some don't you think? everything just sits here, cake mixes and teas and all these Christmas treats we just don't use. because I am on my starvation fitness fight against segregation again.

so far I just had some rocky road chocolate with mashmallow and jam and a cup of french earl grey te...

Abuse, Hate

I'm desperately living in suspense to see if i got this job at a beauty clinic. I know it doesn't matter much to others but to me it does. I guess I won't hear over public holidays. I am half hopeful but a little discouraged due to my teachers response, but who is she to hold her students back!

I'm desperately living in suspense to see if i got this job at a beauty clinic. I know it doesn't m...

Abuse

deaf old gullet mother abusing me

Abuse, Hate

I am so depressed its not funny. I have to hide it for work and family.

Abuse

I am really trying to fight this reaction to the flu injection, straight away I got a flooding to the brain like wet brain sydrome again. I feel so scared I am going to die and I have to have another blood test and the choking fits in my sleep really frighten me and chest pain. i have had dizziness and vertigo on the bus the other day and migraine head pain. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U2FgAHpR0ds&t=331s with my neck vertibrae and my mastoid I know I was told it was not showing signs of infection but it felt like a bubble burst in my ear drum or mastiod. no one is telling me much but that i am over reacting but choking and waking to gasping calling out to my mum trying to tell her in your sleep is not normal.

I am really trying to fight this reaction to the flu injection, straight away I got a flooding to th...

Abuse, Hate

I demand you to help me whore.

Abuse, Hate

I was walking home last night when The Checherman jumped out from behind the bushes and melted a plastic bag on the left side of my face. Now I am hidiously deformed and like Two-face from Batman. I can never show myself in public again. :

I was walking home last night when The Checherman jumped out from behind the bushes and melted a pla...

Abuse, Hate

my cat drives me mad wanting me to pat her which is annoying she just annoys me for affection and I have to push her off a lot and same with my boy cat, they just annoy me after while especially digging claws into me. I just don't want them around my chest and breast and throat one wanted to sleep on my neck and chest and I couldn't breathe it was so annoying since I had surgery.

my cat drives me mad wanting me to pat her which is annoying she just annoys me for affection and I ...

Abuse, Hate

Why are the majority of Nurses and Teachers assholes? Seriously. I want you to think about that. Yeah there are some great, funny, and nice teachers out there, but there are so many hardass fuckwitted asshole teachers. With nurses you do have the sweet caring ones, but the majority of them are snobbish bitches that don't care about anyone but themselves. I don't get how these types want, pursue, and eventually get jobs that demand a personality that's the polar opposite of who they truly are. Even in college you have the worst acting people pursuing jobs in those fields. The double life whores who lack any emotional involvement or depth want a nursing job, and the condescending know-it-all goes after being a teacher. It just doesn't make sense to me.

Why are the majority of Nurses and Teachers assholes? Seriously. I want you to think about that. Y...

Abuse, Hate

Kids are getting too much power and protection nowadays. If I want to yell and fuss at my kid in public then I will. I don't need anyone coming up to me like I'm crazy. If the kid sees that I'm scared to yell in public he'll use that to his advantage. I hate the parents who think kids aren't smart. Another thing I'm not scared to do is use physical punishment i.e. belts. Anyone who thinks that is abuse is an idiot. My whole family received the same discipline and they turned fine. Giving timeouts does absolutely shit. The only thing it does is make bad children. My parents whipped me, spanked me, took away my electronics, and even put me outside. I'm completely fine and I'm not a violent person. I hate the people who constantly claim that physical punishment only makes violent children.

Kids are getting too much power and protection nowadays. If I want to yell and fuss at my kid in pub...

Abuse

everytime I have these choking episodes I firmly believe its a bad omen and some warning and I just shut down for a while and re-evaluate things and life.

everytime I have these choking episodes I firmly believe its a bad omen and some warning and I just ...

Abuse, Hate

I just woke up at about 3.30am this morning struggling to breathe and heard a "klunk" noise in my head. I was dreaming about playing some computer game were I was a fish and I had to go into ocean creavouses and eat up seaweed and find hidden lost treasures and each level the spaces got smaller and smaller and I was wondering how I would survive it and woke up chocking and feeling scared but I was really trying to calm myself in my sleep saying "its just a computer game its not real" but when I woke up I was feeling heady and dizzy and choked up. and thinking like "oh no not one of those episodes again!"

I just woke up at about 3.30am this morning struggling to breathe and heard a "klunk" noise in my he...

Abuse, Hate

the docotors who have bulk billed me and not charged over the medicare level seem to have the attitude of "I will treat you as shitty as I like and you owe me, seeing I do you a favour you have to do me a favour to get my whore dog crazy dogface daughter a fuckmate boy" and other shit like that. like why do doctors think they deserve more upper class sprog bonding then the rest of us? who the fuck hell are these mf dirty doctors? and their loose women of sin! - the way I see it the govt pay so they are all the more accountable to the govt and taxpayer that they do provide the best practice care to me or else their in trouble. no if buts or whats!

the docotors who have bulk billed me and not charged over the medicare level seem to have the attitu...

Abuse, Hate