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i need around $7,000 just to cut even to do post grad study and i don't know where it is coming from. I need $7000 for my book publishing. and I have other expenses like medical bills and pet medical bills and that is not including holidays for other people or house expenses on repairs - to a house i dont even own. i do get some discounts for massage/phsyio with my health fund but not near enough to cover other medical needs like surgery in clinic and other speicalist visits. I sometimes feel like getting rid of my health fund, in the last 12 months i never used it once so what is the point of having it? they won't pay for my education or real health needs or give me a job or find me husband?

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i need around $7,000 just to cut even to do post grad study and i don't know where it is coming from. I need $7000 for my book publishing. and I have other expenses like medical bills and pet medical bills and that is not including holidays for other people or house expenses on repairs - to a house i dont even own. i do get some discounts for massage/phsyio with my health fund but not near enough to cover other medical needs like surgery in clinic and other speicalist visits. I sometimes feel like getting rid of my health fund, in the last 12 months i never used it once so what is the point of having it? they won't pay for my education or real health needs or give me a job or find me husband?
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