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I always find it funny when people pretend to use bananas as phones. work every morning at 6am.the minute anyone else is around she completely changes into a perfect angel. i have thought about leaving and signing myself into a mental hospital or drugging her into a zombie like state. she is making me crazy and i hate her so much i dont even want to look at her.Iā€™m so tired. Last year my husband if 2 years forced me to leave him 6 months pregnant with our daughter (domestic violence situation). I have been with my parents for a year and am working on a divorce (further complicated because I never reported abuse to the police). we had to put a lock on my bedroom door to keep her out of my makeup and jewlery which she has broken/lost and colored with and now i have to wake up at 545am because she destroys the house while im sleeping since she wakes up before my husband leaves for love of my baby, and I know that she deserves better than what she would have had if we were together, but I miss my husband. I feel like I only left to protect her (which is why I still wonā€™t go back), but I donā€™t deserve any better than what I had and if it wasnā€™t for keeping her safe. I have the 2y/o from hell. she hits me bites me throws things at me screams/yells at me all day everyday for the last 6months or so. Anything she ruins belongs to me she wont touch her fathers things and shes always getting into things she never goes near when her father is home. I never would have left (even if it killed me). I really believe at this point that the only reason I am alive is because of something happened to me she would go to him. If that wasnā€™t the case, I would just kill myself. MAMAMOWA

I always find it funny when people pretend to use bananas as phones. work every morning at 6am.the m...

Adultery, Lie, Violence, Gay, Stealing

my birthday today, after my boyfriend casually commented that he should have got me something and realised from my reaction he was indeed right, he trunded off the the shops to get me a card and believe it or not some scratchies. Fucken scratchies what am I 50!!!!! He has now gone off looking for pot and will miss my birthday lunch arranged by my family. It has really upset me and I want to dissapear into some hole. I give this man the world and this is what I am worth to him, I can't stop weeping

my birthday today, after my boyfriend casually commented that he should have got me something and r...

Gay

emo & jock have been back again causing a rumble over at our place but this time with a twist. looking for some player action in the bedroom and a couples love night is hot on their cards while she keeps going on about her love for holidays so she can spend more time walking round nude as work doesn't permit. sometimes I think her work would permit. it seems to be her life now. living to walk around nude. poor old emo & jock. such a strange couple. I am getting sick of her sexual lighter flicking over at me considering I am a woman also, I don't know how to tell her I am sickened and not turned on by her or him.

emo & jock have been back again causing a rumble over at our place but this time with a twist. looki...

Adultery, Hate, Gay, Sex

Straight 34 Cog Male Who Prefers To Wear Male Thongs/GStrings I'm a straight 34 year old male and I was recently turned onto wearing male thongs and g-stings by a girl I was seeing because she loved how I looked in them. I was wondering if this is a normal thing and other men wear them and also I was wondering do any women like men who will wear male thongs and some of GI-BI strings? I have to say they are a lot better than I thought and like them a lot.

Straight 34 Cog Male Who Prefers To Wear Male Thongs/GStrings I'm a straight 34 year old male and I ...

Gay

I like it when he hits me My boyfriend and I have become more fetish-y in our s** life. Recently during some tough bondage play he got very into his role and slapped my face. HARD. I came uncontrollably. I had to buy special make-up to conceal the bruises. At my request, he has begun to choke me with his hands while he's inside me. I like to come while his hands are squeezing my neck. A couple of times he's wrung my neck for so long that I passed out. Both of the times I lost consciousness I was on my back with him on top. Lately we've tried to limit our suffocation play to when I'm taking it in the butt... the pain of it seems to keep me awake. And I like it soooo much when he's hurting me. We used to have a very balanced relationship, but lately he's become more dominating and controlling, even outside the bedroom. He grabs me by my hair all the time. He rips my clothes off and f**** me, even when I tell him not to. It turns me on. We have a safeword for this type of play, but I'll never use it. I want to know how far he'll take it. I want him to make me bleed. I have always considered myself a feminist, and I'm confused by my attratction to this new behavior. He has never treated a woman this way, and he's shocked by the things he finds himself doing. We've discussed our changing roles, and we both like what we're doing. Last night he pounded me until I was raw and bit my nipples so hard that today I've hidden ice packs in my bra to help bring down the swelling. I'm so bruised and sore. I can't wait to go home for more.

I like it when he hits me My boyfriend and I have become more fetish-y in our s** life. Recently dur...

Violence, Gay, Blasphemy, Sex

Hey baby wake up from your a sleep We have arrived onto the future And the whole world is become.... Elektronik, Supersonik, Supersonik, Elektronik, Hey baby ride with me away, We doesn't have much time, My blue jeans is tight, So onto my love rocket, climb, Inside tank of fuel is not fuel, but love, Above us, there is nothing above, but the stars, above All systems gone! Prepare for downcount! 5....4....3....1! Off blast! Fly away, my space rocket, You no need put money in my pocket The door is closed I just lock it, (Ha) I put my (Ha) port plug in your socket (Ha Ha Ha) The sonic sky is bright like fire You and me gets higher and higher Cut communication wire Only thing can stop us is flat tire Ha, Ha, Ha Ha Ha Ha Hey love crusaider I want to be your space invader For you I will decend the deepest moon crater I is more stronger than Darth Vapour Obey me I is your new dictator For you is Venus, I am Mars With you I is more richer than all the tzars Make a wishes on a shooting stars Then for you I will play on my cosmic guitars! Ladies and Gentlemen Fasten your beltseats We has commenced our decent I trust you enjoy this flight As much as you enjoy this accent Now back on Earth its time for downsplash Into sea of eternal glory my spaceship crash People have arrived for cheer me from near and far And as I float I open door and shout "I am worlds biggest, washed-up superstar!" (Supersonik, Elektronik) As for sure as the sun rises in the west Of all the seas and all the boats I am the bestest come, let me put ring of Jupiter on your finger Then like a smell around you I will forever linger Ok, is time for end, no more will I sang Let me take you back in time, I want for you to experience big bang Long live space race Long live, Molvania

Hey baby wake up from your a sleep We have arrived onto the future And the whole world is become.......

Adultery, Pride, Murder, Love, Lie, Abuse, Hate, Violence, Gay, Hacking, Stealing, Marriage, Blasphemy, Sex

And so I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed Just to get it all out what's in my head And I, I'm feeling a little peculiar And so I wake in the morning and I step outside And I take a deep breath and get real high And I scream from the top of my lungs What's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And he tries Oh my God, do I try I try all the time, In this institution And he prays Oh my God, do I pray I pray every single day (Nyaaah) For a revolution! And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey(Don't cry out loud) (Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings) (Hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay) (Hey, yay, yay) Hey hey hey I say hey What's goin' on? Yeah! Show less REPLY 72 nd so I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed Just to get it all out what's in my head And I, I'm feeling a little peculiar And so I wake in the morning and I step outside And I take a deep breath and get real high And I scream from the top of my lungs What's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And he tries Oh my God, do I try I try all the time, In this institution Genavieve and Juliette Panto 6 months ago And so I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed Just to get it all out what's in my head And I, I'm feeling a little peculiar And so I wake in the morning and I step outside And I take a deep breath and get real high And I scream from the top of my lungs What's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And he tries Oh my God, do I try I try all the time, In this institution And he prays Oh my God, do I pray I pray every single day (Nyaaah) For a revolution! And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey (Don't cry out loud) (Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings) (Hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay) (Hey, yay, yay) Hey hey hey I say hey What's goin' on? Yeah! Show less REPLY 72 nd so I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed Just to get it all out what's in my head And I, I'm feeling a little peculiar And so I wake in the morning and I step outside And I take a deep breath and get real high And I scream from the top of my lungs What's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And he tries Oh my God, do I try I try all the time, In this institution And he prays Oh my God, do I pray I pray every single day (Nyaaah) For a revolution! And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey (Don't cry out loud) (Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings) (Hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay) (Hey, yay, yay) Hey hey hey I say hey What's goin' on? Yeah! Show less REPLY 72 nd so I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed Just to get it all out what's in my head And I, I'm feeling a little peculiar And so I wake in the morning and I step outside And I take a deep breath and get real high And I scream from the top of my lungs What's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yayAnd so I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed Just to get it all out what's in my head And I, I'm feeling a little peculiar And so I wake in the morning and I step outside And I take a deep breath and get real high And I scream from the top of my lungs What's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And he tries Oh my God, do I try I try all the time, In this institution And he prays Oh my God, do I pray I pray every single day (Nyaaah) For a revolution! And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey (Don't cry out loud) (Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings) (Hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay) (Hey, yay, yay) Hey hey hey I say hey What's goin' on? Yeah! Show less REPLY 72 nd so I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed Just to get it all out what's in my head And I, I'm feeling a little peculiar And so I wake in the morning and I step outside And I take a deep breath and get real high And I scream from the top of my lungs What's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And he tries Oh my God, do I try I try all the time, In this institution And he prays Oh my God, do I pray I pray every single day (Nyaaah) For a revolution! And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey (Don't cry out loud) (Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings) (Hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay) (Hey, yay, yay) Hey hey hey I say hey What's goin' on? Yeah! Show less REPLY 72 nd so I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed Just to get it all out what's in my head And I, I'm feeling a little peculiar And so I wake in the morning and I step outside And I take a deep breath and get real high And I scream from the top of my lungs What's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And he tries Oh my God, do I try I try all the time, In this institution And he prays Oh my God, do I pray I pray every single day (Nyaaah) For a revolution! And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey (Don't cry out loud) (Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings) (Hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay) (Hey, yay, yay) Hey hey hey I say hey What's goin' on? Yeah! Show less REPLY 72 nd so I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed Just to get it all out what's in my head And I, I'm feeling a little peculiar And so I wake in the morning and I step outside And I take a deep breath and get real high And I scream from the top of my lungs What's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And he tries Oh my God, do I try I try all the time, In this institution And he prays Oh my God, do I pray I pray every single day (Nyaaah) For a revolution! And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey (Don't cry out loud) (Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings) (Hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay) (Hey, yay, yay) Hey hey hey I say hey What's goin' on? Yeah! Show less REPLY 72 nd so I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed Just to get it all out what's in my head And I, I'm feeling a little peculiar And so I wake in the morning and I step outside And I take a deep breath and get real high And I scream from the top of my lungs What's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And he tries Oh my God, do I try I try all the time, In this institution And he prays Oh my God, do I pray I pray every single day (Nyaaah) For a revolution! And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey (Don't cry out loud) (Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings) (Hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay) (Hey, yay, yay) Hey hey hey I say hey What's goin' on? Yeah! Show less REPLY 72 nd so I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed Just to get it all out what's in my head And I, I'm feeling a little peculiar And so I wake in the morning and I step outside And I take a deep breath and get real high And I scream from the top of my lungs What's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And he tries Oh my God, do I try I try all the time, In this institution And he prays Oh my God, do I pray I pray every single day (Nyaaah) For a revolution! And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey (Don't cry out loud) (Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings) (Hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay) (Hey, yay, yay) Hey hey hey I say hey What's goin' on? Yeah! Show less REPLY 72 nd so I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed Just to get it all out what's in my head And I, I'm feeling a little peculiar And so I wake in the morning and I step outside And I take a deep breath and get real high And I scream from the top of my lungs What's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And he tries Oh my God, do I try I try all the time, In this institution And he prays Oh my God, do I pray I pray every single day (Nyaaah) For a revolution! And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey (Don't cry out loud) (Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings) (Hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay) (Hey, yay, yay) Hey hey hey I say hey What's goin' on? Yeah! Show less REPLY 72 nd so I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed Just to get it all out what's in my head And I, I'm feeling a little peculiar And so I wake in the morning and I step outside And I take a deep breath and get real high And I scream from the top of my lungs What's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And he tries Oh my God, do I try I try all the time, In this institution And he prays Oh my God, do I pray I pray every single day (Nyaaah) For a revolution! And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey, what's goin' on? And I say hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay Hey, yay, yay I said hey (Don't cry out loud) (Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings) (Hey, yeah, yeah, yeah yay) (Hey, yay, yay) Hey hey hey I say hey What's goin' on? Yeah! Show less REPLAY/REPEATO 72ļ»æ0000 x

And so I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed Just to get it all out what's in my head And I, I'm fee...

Adultery, Pride, Murder, Love, Lie, Abuse, Hate, Violence, Gay, Hacking, Stealing, Marriage, Blasphemy, Sex

long awaited sequal to filipino days of our lives. cookie can't get to euro-market against the super bonkit! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gWOzUzJd6wM

long awaited sequal to filipino days of our lives. cookie can't get to euro-market against the super...

Adultery, Pride, Murder, Love, Lie, Hate, Violence, Gay, Hacking, Stealing, Marriage, Blasphemy, Sex

filipino days of our lives eposode 2 part 1 cookie goes riding again and tries to become famous https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OE2l6CPna4M

filipino days of our lives eposode 2 part 1 cookie goes riding again and tries to become famous http...

Adultery, Pride, Murder, Love, Lie, Abuse, Hate, Violence, Gay, Hacking, Stealing, Marriage, Blasphemy, Sex

Someone Crown my c***! because it rules. crown it, King C***. ego mania... Two months later, REBELLION! OFF WITH THE KINGS HEAD! Pun intended. I am a drug addict.

Someone Crown my c***! because it rules. crown it, King C***. ego mania... Two months later, REBELLI...

Pride, Abuse, Violence, Gay, Hacking, Marriage, Sex

My gay neighbor My wife and I had been living here in our new house in Missouri for 3 years. It was the beginning of fall. I was outside raking leaves. My next door neighbor came out to talk to me. He said, "Nice day today." I replied, "Yep. Sure is. Not too warm and not too cool." He said, "Don't think we have met. My name is shawn." I replied, "Terry." He said, "I like what you've done with the house. Your yard is very nice." I said, "Well my wife is more to thank. That and Steve." He said, "Steve?" I said, "Yeah. Her friend since she was little. He comes over once or twice a week." He said, "Drives a red Honda?" I said, "Yep. Thats him." He said, "You wanna come over to my place?" I said, "What for?" He said, "Well, i see your wife isn't home. I thought we could go inside and have some fun." I said, "I'm not gay." He said, "Probably never tried." I said, "Actually I haven't." He said, "Then come with me. Let me suck your d*** once and then if you still don't like it then no harm no foul." I said, "Fair enough." I'm not one to turn down a b******. This wouldn't be the first time I've cheated on my wife. I've had a long standing fling with an old high school girlfriend. She's married and obviously so am I. She only makes it into my town on rare occasion but when she does she shoots me a text and we get a hotel room. My wife found out about it. She was p***** but said she would let me do it but I had to not be p***** if she did the same. She soon after started having s** with Steve. Not just once or twice a year tho. They have s** more like once or twice a week. Anyway. We go into his house. He embraces me and we start kissing. One of his hands went to my ass and the other one to my c***. I immediately got hard. I wasn't expecting to be so turned on so fast. He started peeling off my clothes. He then dropped to his knees and started sucking my d***. God did it feel good. We moved to his bed. He sucked on my b**** and licked my a******. That felt very good too. Then he went back to sucking my d***. It didn't take much for me to c**. Afterwards I usually get super sensitive. I wanted it to stop but he wouldn't. He kept going. It wasn't painful but didn't feel good. At first. Then it felt even better than before. Then I had another o*****. First time ever having an o***** back to back within minutes. Afterwards I got dressed. My wife's car pulled up and I needed to get back. He said, "Will I see you again?" I said, "I do believe so."

My gay neighbor My wife and I had been living here in our new house in Missouri for 3 years. It was ...

Gay

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Gay, Sex

I confess that I love sucking very big cocks. It started when I was a junior in high school. Both juniors (11th grade) and sophomores (10th grade) were combined during gym period. One time, when I was showering I noticed a 10th grader next to me and took a double take at the size of his flaccid cock. It hung down at least 6 inches. We exchanged introductions and I asked him if he wanted a ride home after school and he accepted. He invited me into his house and showed me his bedroom. I suggested a game of strip poker which he quickly accepted. When we were completely naked I took a chance and fondled is cock. He smiled at me and soon he was sporting a nine inch boner and Immediately got hard. We had a great time in bed. I suggested a 69. I was on top and we were mutually sucking each other and playing with each others balls. It didn't take long for both of us to explode in each others mouth. His cum was sweet tasting, I have been a big dick freak ever since.

I confess that I love sucking very big cocks. It started when I was a junior in high school. Both ju...

Gay

Gym Guy I cheated on my husband our senior year of college when we were dating. It was a one time deal with a stranger who I have never seen again. I do not know what came over me that day but I must confess to get it off my chest. It was a Saturday in the spring and my husband was visiting his parents. I was at the dorms for the weekend to study for finals. I decided to take a break and head down to the gym for a run. I was wearing a sports bra and tiny red shorts that showed off my ass nicely. My husband always liked when I wore them and I always caught other guys staring at me too. I went to a small college that usually emptied out on the weekend so I was surprised when I went to the gym to see a guy in there lifting weights. I had never seen him before but he was really buff and cute. I got on the treadmill to run my 3 miles and every now and then I would look up in the mirror and catch the guy checking my ass out. Nothing unusual because most guys did. The workout was uneventful but when I got off the treadmill to leave the guy came up to me and very boldly stated that he wanted to f*** me. He did not say hi or introduce himself, just that he wanted to f*** me. I was really surprised but also really turned on that someone would be so brazen and want me so bad to say this. Soooo... I gave him my dorm building and room number and told him to be there in 30 minutes and to walk in as the door would be unlocked. I was so h**** and was not thinking straight, but I knew that I wanted this guy to f*** me. He seemed like the type who would give it to me good. I went back and took a shower and then waited for him butt naked on my bed. When he came in I got on my hands and knees and stuck my ass up in the air and told him to take my p****. I did not want any foreplay, I just needed to be f*****. He obliged my request and pulled down his shorts. I then felt his ample c*** penetrate my p**** and screamed out in relief to have his d*** in me. All I can say is he f***** me like a stallion. He was very aggressive (pulling my hair, slapping my ass, and fish hooking me). I loved it and orgasmed 5 or 6 times for the hour he was there. We f***** doggystyle first and then he picked me up by my ass and f***** me against the bedroom door which I thought was going to break. Then we finished with him f****** me missionary and when he was ready to c** I let him c** in my mouth which I have never done for my husband. I am sure the entire campus heard us f****** or shall I say heard me moaning and screaming and c****** like a w****, but I did not care. It was such a hot, random, out of body experience that I almost think I dreamt it up. After he came in my mouth, he put on his clothes and left. He never said a word to me and I have not seen him since. It was definitely the best s** of my life!!!

Gym Guy I cheated on my husband our senior year of college when we were dating. It was a one time de...

Adultery, Hate, Gay, Marriage, Blasphemy, Sex

Church, atheism, bisexual, and sociopathy. Iā€™m an Atheist. Iā€™m bisexual. I work in a church. An no one knows the first two. I began working at the church years ago. Itā€™s been more than a job; itā€™s been a goal. I wanted to see the church be what was best about it while becoming something more; a community center for the sake of community rather than just self serving religious fervor. In that time Iā€™ve been successful as itā€™s become central for the whole city community as a beacon of openness and real, authentic, caring without the disgusting tinge of ā€œweā€™ll be nice to you because we think it might get you to join usā€. During that time though I changed. I slowly stopped believing in God as I ceased being able to reconcile the idea of a christian god with everything Iā€™ve come to know of the world, and even on a logical basis Iā€™ve found the most amorphous understandings of a christian god inconsistent and lacking. At the same time Iā€™ve come to realize that I was ignoring my attraction to men; writing it off in numerous ways. Mostly because my attraction to women has never changed. So Iā€™ve come to accept that Iā€™m bisexual. Neither of these characteristics have been made known in my work, social, or family environment. Iā€™ve kept them hidden not because Iā€™m afraid of reaction, but more just not wanting to deal with the reaction. Iā€™m not the pastor (though Iā€™ll refrain from what position) so I donā€™t have to deal with theological matters directly, but still, pronouncing your an atheist needless to say would make my work more difficult. Letting out Iā€™m bisexual is less an issue really. I donā€™t think thereā€™s anyone that would cause me problems over it, whose opinion I care about at least. Yet I know an have seen what people think of bisexuals because, really, thatā€™s what culture has taught them an Iā€™m just disinterested in dealing with all the questions and commentary. So while the church became more open, I became less open. Hiding a good portion of myself from everyone. I think it might be doing something to me on a subconscious level though. You see I used to be very empathetic with everyone. Able to almost feel another persons pain when they were sad or troubled. In the last few years though Iā€™ve felt myself become more jaded to others. Itā€™s to the point now that when someone next to me is sad or mourning I have to almost restrain myself from sighing out loud. Thereā€™s even been times where Iā€™ll analyze the situation and give a blunt answer to it without even realizing it would make the other person angry (not everyone wants honesty in such situations). An then it takes a moment for me to even understand why they would be angry. I used to be more intuitive to another persons emotions. An it has not escaped my notice that this turn from empathy to traits of a sociopath has corresponded in timing to my revelations of Atheism and bisexuality and the increased hiding thereof. Could it be that hiding so much of myself from everyone has caused me to shut down parts of my personality, namely empathy, towards others to better protect my ā€œsecretsā€? I would be curious what othersā€™ take would be on this?

Church, atheism, bisexual, and sociopathy. Iā€™m an Atheist. Iā€™m bisexual. I work in a church. An no o...

Gay

I Michael Karacson confess to being a Gay Sissy Crossdresser feminized, and having gay sex with men

I Michael Karacson confess to being a Gay Sissy Crossdresser feminized, and having gay sex with men

Gay, Sex

As a long time crossdresser, I love to dress sexy and be seen. I have had women and men both like what they see. And my bi girl friend loves shemales and crossdressers as well. In fact, she really get off with them. One night wars ago we had parked and I was dressed as a sexy woman and my girlfriend was dress with only a short dress on and no panties or bra. She had the seat back and I was licking on her shaven pussy as she had numerous orgasms and we did not see the police car drive up. I looked up to see the officer and my girlfriend was about out of breath by Cumming. She was naked and her nipples were hard and pussy soaked. My face was smeared with her juice as the office shown his light inside. Apparently he thought it was just two lesbian playing and watched a couple minutes then left.

As a long time crossdresser, I love to dress sexy and be seen. I have had women and men both like wh...

Gay, Blasphemy, Sex

My best friend is 18 and I'm 15. His parents were away and I stayed over. We got drunk and confessed I love him and wanted him to take my virginity. He pulled me to him and kissed me. But said he would only do it if I dress up in his sister's clothes. With makeup. I did want he wanted. And he fucked my ass over and over. I swallowed his cum. This has been going on now for 6 months, but he never says he loves me. I shave my legs for him. And grew my hair long to look feminine. He just fucks me and never want to go out. With me. I love him so much but feel so used. He uses my mouth and ass as a place cum into and does nothing to make me cum.

My best friend is 18 and I'm 15. His parents were away and I stayed over. We got drunk and confessed...

Love, Abuse, Gay, Sex

I'm an18 year girl. For the last 6 years I have lived with my mom's friend Donna while mom works in LA. Starting on the night mom left for LA, Donna has been molesting me. She makes me eat her several times a day. And suck her tits all the time. She took my cherry with a dildo on my 13 birthday. And masterbates or eats me until I cum. I hate her for using me like this. And making me cum by her hand and mouth. Last month, she let me go to a party and I let 4 guys fuck me. But I felt nothing. I barely got wet and didn't come. When I got home, I started to cry. I undressed and crawled into bed with Donna and sucked her tits on my own then went down on her without her forcing me. I ate her for a long time and she grabbed my head and held it in place as she had a squirting organism. I had no choice but to swallow her cum. I found for the first time I enjoyed the taste of it. Suddenly my body betrayed me and I also came without being touched. I hate this, Donna has trained me to only cum with her. I am completely fucked up. I want to cum with a guy but can only cum with her. I don't want to be a lesbian, but came on cum with Donna.

I'm an18 year girl. For the last 6 years I have lived with my mom's friend Donna while mom works in ...

Abuse, Violence, Gay, Sex

I use to have my little brother give me head when I was in middle school he was only 5or6 I use to tell him I would buy him a game or give him money if you let me do what i want to do and I use to tell him open his mouth or make him pull his shorts down I always tryed to put it in but it was too tight so he would just give me head every time he wanted to stop and before I would let him I would tell him to open his mouth then I make him gag real quick then Iā€™ll stop he never liked it but I always forced him cause we were alone a lot he always tried to avoid it but I would just stick my hand in his shorts always touching his butt I always touched him when he sleep as well.

I use to have my little brother give me head when I was in middle school he was only 5or6 I use to t...

Adultery, Lie, Abuse, Gay, Sex