Confessions about 'Gay'

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wondering Its been 7 almost 8 years since I seen her last. I want if she remembers me. She was the first girl I loved, but didn't ask her out because I didn't think she liked me in that way. I found out she liked and wanted me to ask her out when it was to late. I would love to see her again, even if its nothing more then being friends. I want if she will remember me, we got in a bunch of trouble together, sometimes she got in trouble to help me, to make sure I did'nt get in any real trouble. I wonder if she will remember me right a way or if it will take time, or if she completely forgot me.

wondering Its been 7 almost 8 years since I seen her last. I want if she remembers me. She was the f...

Love, Gay

I am ready to quit! I have 4 children and I am married. My husband and I are not in the best of shape as far as this relationship is concerned. We have been married for almost 10 yrs and frankly I am starting to get a little fed up with him. It seems as though this marriage has been all about him. Every decision every move all about him and then when things go wrong financially like they are now, he blames it on me not havig a job! I had a nice paying job before he got his second promotion and we moved. we were doing fine when he got the first promotion and then 3 months later he got another one, (without even considering my feels or thoughts as usual.) He makes a decision to move us again. I did not say anything I just made the most of it and now here we are again struggling financially. I do not want to move back home and live with my father in law like we were before all the moving took place and besides his family just don't like me because I won't let them run my household. So now we are back to the here and now and that is my marriage. I am tired of this emotional roller coaster that Iam being put on with him and when I try to talk to him about it he turns it around like Idone something wrong and says, "then leave that is what you want to do anyway." and I never said anything about leaving. He blames me for not getting along with his family and he always looks over what they do to me. I tell him that I prefer not to be around them too long because they do and say little sneaky things that he never sees. We are financially exhausted and this move has proved to be an utter flop! but I don't say anything because he frustrates me and with the possibility of any argument I might just pack up and go. I am at my wits end and I can't even cry anymore. My life is just not like I expected and I am stuck and can't fix it. I struggle to get out of bed every morning and if it were not for my kids I probably would have left him a long time ago....I love him but I can't handle all this pressure.....I am so bogged down with responsibility and trying to stay above water that I feel so isolated. No one understands me so I don't tell anyone how I feel I just stay to myself and try to find a focus....It is so hard sometimes I don't want to wake up from sleeping with my eyes wide open because I am afraid that change will come in an instant and I might miss it......I am so tired I want my life back before all of this.....Iwant everything to be back to normal for me.....I want to pick up my dreams and goals where I left them and begin again........I want so much ......I want ....I want.......but nobody cares.

I am ready to quit! I have 4 children and I am married. My husband and I are not in the best of shap...

Adultery, Lie, Gay, Marriage, Sex

My wife's 20 year class reunion was coming up and I really didn't want to go. I had lucked out the previous year, and didnâ��t have to go to her 10 year reunion because I had a work engagement I couldnâ��t get out of. My wife Andie is an attractive 38 year old Italian girl with a round ass and large firm tits. She has big soft lips and long brown hair. She looks better than most 30 something's. She is from a small town and the reunion was being held at a mid size ranch that one of her fellow students inherited. We drove out to the ranch and there were about 50 plus people there already, with a few more showing up as the night went on. Being from a small town most of her classmates were white, but there was four black guys, two Samoans/Tongans, and about ten Mexicans/Hispanics, four of them male. Quite a diverse group for a class of less than one hundred. It was a typical outdoor summer party with a BBQ and campfire going, they had a DJ and a makeshift dance floor as well. People were scattered around the large backyard area, and some were hanging out by the barn. Around 9:30 some guys approached me and asked me to join them for a beer run, I saw Andie and asked her if she would mind, and she gave me the go ahead. So me and four other guys jumped in crew cab and headed to town. We got to town and realized most of the stores were closed, so we headed down the highway to the nearest town that had a gas station/liquor store in it. When we got back to the party 45 minutes later, it seemed a lot of people had dispersed to different parts of the ranch, although there were still quite a few dancing. The guys I made the beer run with headed to the dance floor and hooked up with their wives. Andie was no where to be seen, so I started wandering around the perimeter of the property. I finally wandered into the large barn, but it was fairly dark. I heard some faint voices coming from the loft area. I climbed a ladder, when I got to the loft floor I could see a large open area down at the other end that was lit with a single bare bulb. I was a good fifty yards away from them, and my end was fairly dark. My wife was sitting on a hay bale, her top was slightly unbuttoned, and I could see her cleavage from where I was. There were two black guys sitting across from her on a wood bench. One was tall and athletic and well built, the other was short and extremely fat. I stayed on the ladder and just kept my head up enough to se and hear what they were doing. The guys were telling her how hot she still looked, and that they should take a trip down memory lane. She seemed concerned that I might show up, but they assured her I was in town on a fruitless beer run. After a couple more minutes of small talk the one athletic guy got off the bench and sat down next to Andie and started rubbing her back. They continued with their compliments and small talk until the athlete turned her face towards him and started kissing her. She wantonly responded like a bitch in heat and within less than a minute he had his hand inside her shirt playing with her boob. He pulled his hand out and finished unbuttoning her shirt, then unsnapped her bra with one hand, the bra release was in the front and her large tits immediately spilled out into the cool night air for his friend to see. Her nipples looked like bullets, and she was already groaning as he started to pull and twist her nipples. His fat friend jumped up and sat on her other side and took over playing with her tits. The athletic guy put his hand between her legs and was rubbing her pussy on the outside of her jeans. This was progressing so quickly, I decided it I was going to put the brakes on it, I should do it soon! Instead, I was frozen to the ladder, like a deer in headlights, hanging on with one hand while I grabbed my own dick with the other. I had to see how far she would go, but I also knew it would be impossible to stop. The athletic guy undid her jeans and she wiggled her ass to help pull them off. He practically ripped her panties off, and I knew she would be getting fucked very soon. She was such a slutty sight, sitting on a bale of hay with her shirt open, her bra barely hanging on, her big white tits were being mauled by two black guys ,and she was totally nude from the waist down. As I watched this scene, I was rubbing myself , and I came in my pants! The main guy turned her sideways, and pushed her down on her back, so her head was almost hanging off the end of the bale. He took off his shirt and put it under her back, then he quickly pulled down his pants and a large, hard, black cock sprang up. Even from my distance I could tell it was huge! He grabbed it and stroked it a couple of times and then unceremoniously, pushed it right into Andie! She let out a gasp that I had never heard. His cock was only halfway in on the first pump, but soon he proceeded to piston his cock in and out like it was the last pussy on earth. His friend started to undress and a large fat limp cock popped out below his big gut. He played with her tits, and told her that she was going to get the fucking of a lifetime, while the athletic guy continued to fuck her with a fury. After about ten minutes of pounding my wifeâ��s pussy, athletic guy pulled out and quickly shoved his cock in Andieâ��s mouth. He pumped it and it looked like he was shooting his cum down her throat. I could see she was gagging on his cock as she used her hands to try and push him back. He pulled it out of her mouth and spewed cum on her face. Athletic guy told his friend to "go ahead and give it to her good". The fat guy had been stroking his cock while athletic guy came on her face. I could hear Andie protest, she didnâ��t want to be fucked by the fat guy, but the fat guy climbed between her legs and shoved his thick cock in her anyway. As fat guy was happily pounding away, I saw some more guys coming up from the other end. Athletic guy was telling them to come on up and check it out. Apparently there was a set of stairs on that end of the loft. While Andie was getting slammed by the fat black guy, she turned her head to see another black guy, the two Samoans and three of the Mexicans, she started to complain, and told athletic guy to "get these guys out of here". Athletic guy laughed and said that she was the unofficial entertainment for the reunion. The new guys also told her that no one had seen her husband for the last hour, and that maybe he was off getting laid! The guys all high fived each other as they stripped down to their shorts to wait for their turn on my wife. Andie continued to put up a fight and a lot of resistance, as fat guy was fucking her. One of the Mexican guys came over with some heavy rope, and they tied her hands together and ran the rope under the hay bale. She was now helpless. The fat guy pumped her some more and then abruptly pulled out and jacked his cock off above her face. The guys laughed and made crude remarks, calling her a cum loving slut. Andie tried to turn her face away as the fat guy shot his cum on her face. After the fat guy had quit fucking her, two guys grabbed her legs and held them apart, because she was starting to try and kick and squirm her way off the bale. A couple of guys had their cell phones out and were obviously videoing what was going on. The largest Samoan was next, actually, both Samoans were huge guys. But the bigger of the two, pulled his shorts down and everyone let out a "Oh My God"! Even from my end of the barn it looked like he had the cock of a horse! It was so long, and so thick, and so dark, I wasnâ��t even sure it could be real! He lifted it up with his one hand and waved it around like it was a giant summer sausage. It was the biggest cock Iâ��ve ever seen, anywhere. Even in porno's! As he climbed up on the bale, Andie got just a glimpse of the massive dark log, and frantically started jerking her body and screaming. Athletic guy quickly stuck a rag in her mouth, and the guys held her tight as Samoan guy pushed his head into her opening. She screamed through her mouth rag as the guys lifted her legs up higher and pulled them farther apart. Samoan man pushed his cock all the way in, and the guys all let out a cheer. I could only imagine what it looked like up close, with her pussy being impaled on that horse cock. He fucked her furiously for about ten or fifteen minutes, although it seemed like forever. He finally pulled out and went up to her face, pulled the rag out of her mouth and started slapping her face with his giant wet cock. He demanded that she lick it and kiss it, and tell him how much she loves it. She was blabbering something as he continued to rub his cock across her face, but I couldn't understand from my distance. It looked like she finally relented and was opening her mouth and trying to fit his massive cockhead in her mouth. He called her a good fucking whore, and told her to beg for his cum! She licked his giant shaft while mumbling something, which I assume was what he wanted. As he stroked his cock and she licked it, one of the Mexicans had already started to fuck her, and it looked like she was going to get fucked by everyone there. Finally, Samoan mans cock started shooting cum, and even from where I was it looked like someone was squirting a bucket of milk on her face. The guys were in awe as he stroked his cock and coated her face with his slime. He shot cum for well over a minute, her face was drenched in cum! The Mexican fucking her was calling her names in Spanish, which I could only imagine. She told me she never did date any Mexicans in High School, so maybe this was their revenge. After the first Mexican pulled out and shot his load on her tits, ( I guess her face was too messy for him) the next one climbed on and humped away. As the second Mexican was just getting ready to cum, a older lady came up from the stairs and said "What the hell is going on here?" Everyone looked at her like it was no big deal, until she told everyone to get out of the barn before she called the Sheriff. The guys all grabbed their clothes and got dressed in record time and high tailed it down the stairs. My wife picked herself up, wiped the cum off her face and put her clothes back on. Ten minutes later I ran into her down by the bar. I asked where she had been, and she said she was out in the barn with Sandi, because Sandi wanted to show her, her new show horse. I thought, yeah you kinda saw a horse all right...

My wife's 20 year class reunion was coming up and I really didn't want to go. I had lucked out the p...

Adultery, Gay, Marriage, Sex

UNATTRACTIVE SON OF A B**, HE WASN'T MY FIRST HE WASN'T MY LAST, HE WASN'T MY EVERYTHING. HE FEELS GUILTY WHEN HE MASTURBATES, NOW YOU LISTEN TO ME, WE BOTH MET AT SCHOOL AND GOT HONORS AND IF YOU PULL ANYTHING F* UP OR FUNNY THEY WILL F**** WELL KILL YOU YOURSELF. I HATE THEM, CHUCK NO SHEEN AND CHRIS TICKER IN MONEY TALKS. IT WASN'T AN AFFAIR HE RAPED ME. YOU DON'T KNOW WHO YOUR MESSING WITH, HOW FAR BECK DO WE HAVE TO GO, REDLIGHT, GRUNT LIGHT? PICKY POOP? WE NOT BOYS MAN. I WILL BEAT YOUR ASS WITH YOUR BASEBALL BAT IN THE FUCKER COLD IN THEIR THAT FREEZE CHOPPPER - JAIL CHOPPER ERIC BANNA. gheto fabulas, rich piece of pussy, hustler. you hustling son of rich bitch. that is not ride, now that is a ride, that is there ride. fucked up suit.

UNATTRACTIVE SON OF A B****, HE WASN'T MY FIRST HE WASN'T MY LAST, HE WASN'T MY EVERYTHING. HE FEELS...

Adultery, Pride, Murder, Love, Lie, Abuse, Hate, Violence, Gay, Hacking, Stealing, Marriage, Blasphemy, Sex

From the Gecko CRoach, Adultery, Pride, Envy, Anger, Covetousness, Gluttony, Lechery, Sloth, Murder, Love, Treason, Assault, Lie, Lose of faith, Death, Didnt forgive, Abuse, Religion based, Hate, Prejudice, Roadkill, Animal abuse, Children abuse, Fight, Masturbation, Gay, Rape, Fraud, Questioning God, Vandalism, Forbidden Fetish, Stupidity, Hacking, Burglary, Il,

From the Gecko CRoach, Adultery, Pride, Envy, Anger, Covetousness, Gluttony, Lechery, Sloth, Murder,...

Adultery, Pride, Murder, Love, Lie, Abuse, Hate, Violence, Gay, Hacking, Stealing, Marriage, Blasphemy, Sex

Male in mini skirt and panties. Although 60 in age I have show photos of myself wearing a mini skirt that rises easily and white panties. Never showed above my chest as a secret dresser. I have when home alone or when partner away End of each April been on cam to tease those who love watching. Can send a photo of myself in mini skirt or panties. I go out about 10 PM some Saturday nights wearing the very short skirt and panties. Stroking through the panties as I drive along the roads. On certain roads I have stopped where not many people are and got out of car. And on a windy night near the street lights my skirt used to rise above my white panties to drunks not far away. I always stood near the car if I needed to drive off. Its my fantasy to come true to dress with another who is straight or bi and curious. And to feel under their skirt and after they feel under mine. The thought of getting hard by either s** is a turn on for me. Love to be dressed by a woman 18 plus too in sexy dress or skirt and their panties. UK Cornwall.

Male in mini skirt and panties. Although 60 in age I have show photos of myself wearing a mini skirt...

Adultery, Gay, Marriage

A couple of weeks ago three guy friends, my boyfriend and I went to a party to celebrate a girl friend's 21st birthday. We were all staying the night so we decided to get shit faced. This is not a normal thing for me to do, as I am the 'proper' one out of the group. I'm the one who follows all the rules and regulations, but my boyfriend convinced me to let loose. Anyway, I was offered drink after drink as the night progressed, until I couldn't stand without help. I was ready to go to bed to be honest, and I was feeling rather sick, but once again my boyfriend talked me into staying. "Just one more..."seemed to be his mantra. By 12pm I was gone. Completely and utterly wasted. I only remember patches of what I did. The patches I do remember are not pleasant. I snorted cocaine with the guys (It was white powder, so I assume it was cocaine). I remember that clearly. After that I remember talking to a stranger about Death Note, and how it sucked that L died. When I became aware again the setting was entirely different. I was in a room with my three guy friends and my boyfriend. I remember laying on the bed. My pants were down and the shirt pushed up over my breasts. One of the guys (Let's call him Henry) was pulling on a condom. I remember laughing. I don't remember much after that, but I do recall feeling each boy there (Including my boyfriend) take their turn with me. When I came back to my senses the next morning, I was alone in the room. My legs and arms were full of bruises that looked like finger marks. I instantly felt afraid and violated. I have spoken to my boyfriend about that night and what I remembered. He denied that it ever happened. He said the bruises were his fault and that I only had sex with him that night. Foolishly I chose to believe him. A couple of days ago I found a video on his phone of the incident. It shows him and the guys doing some pretty fucked up things to me while I was passed out. Now the questions I ask is: Is this considered rape? Should I dump my boyfriend? Should I report this? Or am I just overreacting and blowing this out of proportion?

A couple of weeks ago three guy friends, my boyfriend and I went to a party to celebrate a girl frie...

Adultery, Violence, Gay, Sex

I blow my mates I go fishing something like 6 times a year with a bunch of 8 guys I first met when we were at school together. I remember the first time it happened, we were about 12 and it was raining hard and we were all packed in a tent and man did it get hot. One of the guys took his clothes off because of the heat and said that he would like a b. OK I said allow me and although it was my first time I did it and I think I did it well. He came in my mouth and said that it was amazing. I then did the same to a couple of the others too and they loved it and boy so did I. The taste of their c in my mouth was sensational. Over the course of the next few trips out it ended up that I would blow each and every one of them and swallow all their c and one of them would blow me. I used to look forward to those trips. I am a married man with children now and have regular s with my wife, who also gives a sensational b, we have two kids. But I still go on fishing trips and blow all of the guys and one of them blows me and I love it. I have never been tempted to have any other sort of gay s only our fishing trips and the odd occasion where I meet up for a drink with just a few of the the guys and if the opportunity arises blowjobbing occurs.

I blow my mates I go fishing something like 6 times a year with a bunch of 8 guys I first met when w...

Gay, Sex

When I was a teenager I would charge my friends five bucks to look at my drunk nude mother. I made over 200 bucks

When I was a teenager I would charge my friends five bucks to look at my drunk nude mother. I made o...

Adultery, Pride, Murder, Love, Abuse, Hate, Violence, Gay, Hacking, Stealing, Marriage, Blasphemy, Sex

Erotic wishes with colleague's wife Whenever I look at Jyoti, wife of my next door neighbour, my erotic feeling gets aroused. She will be around 32-34, slightly elder than me. I imagine her naked body in my dreams and idle times. I want to touch her beautiful b and caress them. Oh God she does not have any idea on what I imagine with her! Otherwise she would not be so free and innocent with me. I m* by thinking of undressing Jyoti and doing s with her. Will it ever come true?

Erotic wishes with colleague's wife Whenever I look at Jyoti, wife of my next door neighbour, my ero...

Adultery, Violence, Gay, Sex

I'm faking it... I'm not a lesbian. The only reason I look and act like one, and tell everyone that I am, is so that when men aren't sexually attracted to me, I don't have to feel bad.

I'm faking it... I'm not a lesbian. The only reason I look and act like one, and tell everyone that...

Lie, Gay

I am a man who wears panties I am a straight male who loves wearing women's panties. I buy all my own panties of course and I just love nylon panties and how they feel on. as far back as I can remember I loved wearing panties, it just makes me feel good on many levels. I guess you could say my feminine side gets to come out a bit and I do feel sexy with them on. but those are not the only reasons. I do find them so much more comfortable than men's under wear and I love all the styles and colors and prints and so and so on.but what more people need to understand is this is me just being me and this to is normal for a person. I think more men need to stand up about this and more women need to be understanding. we are normal men that love to wear panties.

I am a man who wears panties I am a straight male who loves wearing women's panties. I buy all my ow...

Gay, Sex

yeh, I still know what you halloween '14

Adultery, Murder, Lie, Abuse, Hate, Violence, Gay, Stealing, Blasphemy, Sex

i love her Unfortunately full of jealousy and clinginess I have this undying sadness whenever I am alone. I am in the middle of a breakdown because I feel the need to talk to people but I can't. It is usually with my girlfriend,, but it also when I see other people talking to each other I get jealous and... depressed? I feel like i have nobody. Is there a way to get rid of this feeling? (sorry if this is in the wrong category but i don't really know where this would go) but I just had a baby with someone else i am a confused teen who masturbates and feels empty doing so and never allowed friends like other normal people til this year things gone crazy. I'm a college graduating student and I have also have a boyfriend and you haven't even graduated high school.

i love her Unfortunately full of jealousy and clinginess I have this undying sadness whenever I am...

Pride, Hate, Gay, Marriage, Sex

Losing Fettish? I'm a 26 year old guy and this is weird but I get really turned on when I lose badly at sports or games but especially videogames. I was playing a strategy game on my pc tonight and I got beaten so badly, l like owned in a humiliating way. A weird feeling kind of slid over me and I got that knotty/butterflies feeling as it started to happen and i'm pretty sure i went bright red. I got so turned on and before i knew it i was sitting there with a raging hard-on. I it was driving me crazy so I had to get my dick out and I beat myself off right there infront of the PC as I got decimated at the game. I guess i'm asking 'What does this mean/show about me?' and was wondering if anyone else gets the same?

Losing Fettish? I'm a 26 year old guy and this is weird but I get really turned on when I lose badl...

Gay, Blasphemy, Sex

An Embarrassing Mistake Although I'd never done it, I've always kind of been interested in what the "panty sniffing" craze was all about. Last summer, I finally got my chance. At some friends' house, the three of us were hanging out for awhile. Then, the couple went to the store, while I was just sitting on the couch watching TV. While they were gone, I went to the bathroom, and while washing my hands, I discovered a pair of jeans in the floor. Curious, I opened them up to find dark grain black and red underwear. When I brought them to my face and breathed deeply, the smell was utterly incredible, and I instantly loved it. Being summer, there was the interesting smell of sweat, and a slight hint of urine. I breathed them in again, but it was about the third time that I made a horrifying discovery - I noticed they were MEN's briefs, and that I had been both sniffing and greatly enjoying the smell of his crotch! OMG!

An Embarrassing Mistake Although I'd never done it, I've always kind of been interested in what the ...

Gay, Sex

this goes back some time ago now, I had wondered why things were so different when I got back home for a short stay after my miscarriage and separation of course I don't know who the father is of my child seeing I fooled around some, but my mother- and fem-father came out- she and he - gay! so why am I not caring or happy for hershehe? hoped I would accept. she and he would have an excuse to commit suicide... less than a year later. however, I am still looking for an excuse. :-/ and can't find one other that I have always been a awful mother and sex about as often as I can with whatever rough rebel black with tatts whonsome is about on isles coast.

this goes back some time ago now, I had wondered why things were so different when I got back home f...

Gay, Sex

Pregnant chogs blogs vlog bogs are disgusting Pregnant chicks are gross unless u have a sick fetish. its a parasite inside of them.

Pregnant chogs blogs vlog bogs are disgusting Pregnant chicks are gross unless u have a sick fetish....

Hate, Gay

Hahahahaaa I might have a boyfriend. Fingers crossed.

Gay

Confessions from a very straight man I watch Brokeback Mountain and cried. DOES THAT MAKE ME A HOMOSEXUAL?!

Confessions from a very straight man I watch Brokeback Mountain and cried. DOES THAT MAKE ME A HOMO...

Gay