HI I'D LIKE TO CONFESS THAT OFFENLY I GET EXCITED WITH

HI I'D LIKE TO CONFESS THAT OFFENLY I GET EXCITED WITH THE SOUND OF A MALE HEART.I'VE HAD SEX WITH SOME GUYS(HIDDENLY) AND ONE OF THE THINGS TURN ME ON THE MUST IS PUTTING MY EAR INTO THE GUY'S CHEST AND HEAR HIS ACCELERATED HEART, DO YOU THINK IM A SICKO?