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so I said I couldn't go to the finance seminar/champers night due to stress day with cardio-attack because I was at the hospital over night getting tests and not going to jump just for a tizzy boss buster her buns over promotional gab. seriusly what do you pepps think i am made of? sent text "stop calling me scratch me off the list tonight babe have to get over this virus and training shock after yesterday avo. the medico said i have some fuckin virus and I can't attend the seminar or stay for eats and drinks social afterwards" boss was not impressed at all. but to be honest I am tired of his events and I want to get paid more and all I end up doing in sign in and ticketing and serving drinks while he gets all the glory for the finance company trade offs as MC headdealer.

so I said I couldn't go to the finance seminar/champers night due to stress day with cardio-attack b...

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You know I like how people are open to opinions and your over here dissing j you know what fine don't like our president I don't give a shit nor do I care about politics but like some people say be open minded about stuff and not just shut down and hate on someone and call them out on it so if I were you I'd not be such an arrogant asshole and learn to read and understand what other people have to say about shit get it got it GOOD

You know I like how people are open to opinions and your over here dissing j you know what fine don'...

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Cunt bitch from Texas I am at work and I get a proof from my GM for a client who has been a nightmare to do business with. This woman submitted an order with no regard to our production time. I bent over backward to get her order in, proofed, approved etc. I let her know WAY ahead of time that the production time is 7-10 days AFTER proof approval. Her response? "That’s fine; we can change according to the proof approval date. When can I expect a proof?" She got a proof that very day. She approved it the next day- 1/26. Now her customer absolutely must have these on the 4th- well the schedule for her cups is not until 2/3- cannot be any earlier. She admits to me that her customer just dropped the ball on her that they REALLY need this on the 4th of February. They ended up doing a partial of 500 shipping UPS RED Saturday delivery and the rest go ground for delivery on the 8th. Now is when she starts getting belligerent and nasty because according to her "but my in-hands date on the order is 2/7………. " I tell her: " "this is a 3 day shipping point to CT, not two…so it would arrive on 2/8 for the ground portion. I’m sorry but it’s a 3 day shipping point. This can be shipped UPS 2nd day air to deliver on 2/7- let me know." Back to the virtaul proof- the virtual proof from our sister company shows us that there is something wrong with the art to which I tell her: "Good morning, This virtual proof was just sent to me from my manager as he is questioning the artwork. The question is, is that the black background that is part of the art is not going to be the same “black” as the cup color. The only alternative there is if you are not OK with the black square is to give us new art that creates a silhouette around the pictures and removes the black box. But we are really up against a time crunch and would need that new art before noon today. Please let me know how you wish to proceed?" Keep in mind I had to call and email this bitch not one but twice trying to get this situation sorted out. When she finally gets in touch with me, OH MY GOD I may as well have told her that the world was coming to an end. She starts out by telling me that this is unacceptable, I have been of no help, and that this is my fault. I really wanted to drop kick this woman in her teeth. I am so angry that I can barely see past the red enough to send her little cunt ass right to my boss. Who the fuck does this bitch this she is? Correct me if I am wrong, but wasn't she and her customer the ones who fucked this up? It's my fault how? Because I bent over backward, got her order in on time, helped get her disaster of a shipping figured out, and she flips out because she sent bad art that we didn't know was bad until today? Fuck this cunt- I hope she walks into traffic, gets hit by a bus, gets flung into the woods where coyotes eat her, shit her out and drag their asses over it and no one ever finds her again. Hopefully, she turns into a ghost where she has to watch her own death over and over again.

Cunt bitch from Texas I am at work and I get a proof from my GM for a client who has been a nightm...

Abuse, Hate, Hacking

I Hate My Name If you are thinking of naming your child this,your child will probably hate you for it. I know I hated my mom for this name.

I Hate My Name If you are thinking of naming your child this,your child will probably hate you for...

Hate, Blasphemy

I'm tired of all people Hi and please excuse my bad fucking grammar, its 2:30 am and im just so disappointed at the people i surrounded myself with. Here i am fucking trying to be the best human being i can, treating people the way i wanted to be treated but yet im so fucking unappreciated. For example i hate when people ask you if youre okay after they found out you went through some shit. Since i hated when people who do that i always ask someone if theyre okay mentally because i know what its like to not have anyone there to ask me. Anyways going on with this shitty rant.. My friend who broke up with his ex a couple months ago started messaging my other friend in our group chat of 10 people saying shit like " Hey can you fuck my ex… get her to fall for you and leave " AND YET NOBODY IN THE FUCKING GROUP CHAT SAID ANYTHING EXCEPT THE FRIEND HE WAS ASKING. I thought i was going insane because everyone seemed to be okay with this. So i asked my close friend if what she thought and she said that it was super fucked up. Anyways today my other friend brought it up with me and im like thank fucking god someone was talking about it and agreed with me that its so fucked. He said that my other friends were talking about it over dinner and were talking about the strategies he should use. They were saying shit like "Phase 1 complete" and im so fucking disappointed at everyone. THIS ISNT OKAY AT ALL. Like yeah dude i get that she cheated on you and hurt you but you were stupid enough to stay with her for another couple months, lead her on making her think you guys are 100% okay and left her without any closure or reason what so ever. AND SHE LITERALLY WAS DEVASTATED AFTER YOU BROKE UP WITH HER. I get you were hurt that she cheated on you but why dont you just leave her the fuck alone. Why must you have the need to go out of your way to intentionally hurt someone. But thats not what pushed me off the edge to the point i had to literally write out my fucking anger(which rarely happens) and the only reason why im doing this is because i dont expect anyone but myself to fully understand my feelings. And yeah my friends who think is fucked up still dont understand. im just tired of all this bullshit…. And im not dumb enough to kill myself which doesnt sound so fucking bad BUT its not going to happen. The girl i like is the one who really hurt me the most regarding this situation and people in general. She was the one i wanted to rant to because i thought she was someone who actually wanted to understand me and hear me out. When i tried to talk to her about it the first thing i got was " omg im tired of this topic" since shes in our friend circle too. Thats what really gets under my skin and is a huge turn off. When im genuinely serious and want to talk about something the least you can do is fucking let me talk about it. I never once complained about the bullshit you talk to me about. Fuck you and everyone. Im so fucking tired of being a decent human being. Im tired of this shitty world we live in. IM SO FUCKING TIRED OF BEING AROUND THE WRONG PEOPLE. Nobody i know has the same mentality as i do, which is treating others with respect and being sincere. We live in a world where people sin, go to church to beg their god for forgiveness, feel morally okay, and repeat the same fucking sin. Hey god can you forgive me so i can feel better about myself and repeat it because its okay since you'll always forgive me. Ughh…….. Im just tired honestly. I wish someone actually wanted to understand me and know me for me. At first you'd probably think im some fucking troll on the internet who fucks around so much. But in reality im actually fucking caring. Im the person who would stick by your side while everyone fucking hates you. Im the guy who will tell you that everything will be alright and im still here for you. I know what its like to have everyone turn their back on you and not give 2 fucks about you. I just want someone to want to know whats going on in my head. Who will go out of their way to understand me for me. Im tired of being noticed for all my stupid acts instead of recognizing me for being nice. ugh im over this stupid shit. Call me overdramatic, stupid, weak, i dont fucking care. Im just tired of being nice. At this point being an ignorant fuck who doesn't give a shit about others sounds so fucking good right about now. BUT TOOOOOO FUCKING BAD IM CURSED WITH THIS WAY OF LIVING. Its hard to find genuine people nowadays. But its not like anyone wants to be nice right? I hate when people say their nice and yet they still walk past a homeless person and have this disgusted look on their face or even ignore the and even worse call them worthless. Im just using homeless people as an example but its a pretty good one. ugh people make me sick. They have this mentality where theyll either ignore someone and call they a waste of time when that person is at their lowest in life. Yeah they know theyre homeless and theyre doing the best they fucking can to survive. and im pretty fucking sure youd go insane from being alone all the god damn time. If anyone actually reads this just know im not perfect myself, everything your reading is real. But just know im a liar in person, i sugar coat things and hide things from others for whatever reason. not in a bad way obviously. I lie because i want attention from others by making my life seem like shit so someone would ask me if im mentally okay. But eh its not like anyone cared to ask. I doubt anyone would read this but yeah. Fuck everybody

I'm tired of all people Hi and please excuse my bad fucking grammar, its 2:30 am and im just so di...

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i don't trust hetty and never have that ego and the laziness no wonder the organisation is not forward. she is a fat lazy bitch. wire scarface whore! I hate her!

i don't trust hetty and never have that ego and the laziness no wonder the organisation is not forwa...

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incest scothish ass in face stick, stick in ass! old slut!

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I would like a qualified doctor and not a quack!

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a doctor tried to kill me!

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do you understand I am not your teacher! I can't teach you anything your must be self-taught! all are self taught!

do you understand I am not your teacher! I can't teach you anything your must be self-taught! all ar...

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when you call I am not answering jerk.

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meet your double! bang you could be gone!

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i don't like talking to people who i consider not my equals who have not experienced pain and death. I don't like smiling at them or looking at brats who have life too easy and get money and dicks and love and weddings and babies and jobs and everything easily. you're not worth my time of day. your not my equal you have to earn time and space to be around me!

i don't like talking to people who i consider not my equals who have not experienced pain and death....

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today i was pushed too far exercising got that element taste in the mouth and wanting to vomit my heart and breathing have been annoying me ever since, i don't like things causing deathly pain. you have no idea what your in for, death is painful. so I don't like to be reminded what I went threw. i don't have a dick to lean on or kids to lean on or job or ego or money. you have it all and left me with none! you ought to try a bit of death sometime get a idea of it whats ahead for you. i can't even have my pet cuddle me on the chest its so painful and I am coughing as I always have even as a child a exercise asthma and heart murmur. as if you know what the world is about yet! fuck off! go die a little! then talk to me!

today i was pushed too far exercising got that element taste in the mouth and wanting to vomit my he...

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oh god have i never been loved like i want to be, i can't be grateful for what pitiful leftovers were thrown at me by scum, you wouldn't so why should I? then he said, "we can't find the right guy for you because there are so many people to help", what a load of shit! I was more insulted then before. what a stupid thing for any idiot to say! everyone else is being helped but me for work, for fucks, for dates, etc. your jerking yourself off with that crap. stupid to think i would even believe your bullshit! you help no one but yourself.

oh god have i never been loved like i want to be, i can't be grateful for what pitiful leftovers wer...

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What is wrong with people? // Why won't they let me help? Nowadays when you tell someone you want to kill yourself and have no motivation to continue whilst choking on tears it is acceptable for them to chuckle and say "same." God, whenever I tell someone that I may be developing depression or some other sort of issue and want advice, they just say "Nah, you'll be fine. I mean, I didn't see someone and I am. I mean, I cut and cry every night and rarely get out of bed in the mornings but I'm fine. Hey, check out my cuts!" God damnit. I don't want to see your scars of weakness. I don't want to develop those scars either. I want to actually overcome my problems and learn for them rather than succumb to them and willingly encourage others to suffer with me. ((Be happy! Please! I don't want you to smile or jump around with joy. I just want you to read these few sentences and feel wonderful warmth in your heart. And no matter what, stay hopeful and have faith for the future. Please. <3 )) // Nothing hurts me more than seeing someone in pain, anyone in pain. Myself included. When I cry, I cry even more because I am crying. If someone were to go ahead and stab me and then begin to bawl, I'd go ahead and take a knee next to them and try to help them with their troubles even if I were to be bleeding out. However no one will let me help them. No one will open up to me and trust me enough to let me help them. I'd consider myself a very trustworthy person, once something goes into my ears you shouldn't expect it to come out of my mouth. Hell, if you told me you killed someone and the circumstances were as needed, I'd not tell a soul. But no matter how much I tell them this they don't trust me, no matter our relationship with each other they don't trust me. I haven't done anything to lose trust, either. Yet my significant other still doesn't trust me enough to let me help them after a year of being together. It is making me start to lose trust and I am sick of it. ((Sorry this entire thing is all over the place. My mind is the same way right now so I couldn't help but make little to no sense.))

What is wrong with people? // Why won't they let me help? Nowadays when you tell someone you want ...

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What is wrong with people? // Why won't they let me help? Nowadays when you tell someone you want to kill yourself and have no motivation to continue whilst choking on tears it is acceptable for them to chuckle and say "same." God, whenever I tell someone that I may be developing depression or some other sort of issue and want advice, they just say "Nah, you'll be fine. I mean, I didn't see someone and I am. I mean, I cut and cry every night and rarely get out of bed in the mornings but I'm fine. Hey, check out my cuts!" God damnit. I don't want to see your scars of weakness. I don't want to develop those scars either. I want to actually overcome my problems and learn for them rather than succumb to them and willingly encourage others to suffer with me. ((Be happy! Please! I don't want you to smile or jump around with joy. I just want you to read these few sentences and feel wonderful warmth in your heart. And no matter what, stay hopeful and have faith for the future. Please. <3 )) // Nothing hurts me more than seeing someone in pain, anyone in pain. Myself included. When I cry, I cry even more because I am crying. If someone were to go ahead and stab me and then begin to bawl, I'd go ahead and take a knee next to them and try to help them with their troubles even if I were to be bleeding out. However no one will let me help them. No one will open up to me and trust me enough to let me help them. I'd consider myself a very trustworthy person, once something goes into my ears you shouldn't expect it to come out of my mouth. Hell, if you told me you killed someone and the circumstances were as needed, I'd not tell a soul. But no matter how much I tell them this they don't trust me, no matter our relationship with each other they don't trust me. I haven't done anything to lose trust, either. Yet my significant other still doesn't trust me enough to let me help them after a year of being together. It is making me start to lose trust and I am sick of it. ((Sorry this entire thing is all over the place. My mind is the same way right now so I couldn't help but make little to no sense.))

What is wrong with people? // Why won't they let me help? Nowadays when you tell someone you want ...

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teetlow was a bitch of an old man bully abuser. I blame him!

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I bought my mum's mothers day gift in advance.

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