Confessions about 'Hate'

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oh I was so worried I had some liver upset the other day now today I feel like I have kidney upset and fluid retention.

oh I was so worried I had some liver upset the other day now today I feel like I have kidney upset a...

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I DON'T KNOW IF I CARE??? So, everybody thinks me and my pan friend are dating. On snapchat she posted "Me: is gay for Denyse", "Denyse: might be gay for me", "Date me m8 @denyse", "What's not happening, you ask?", "Me building up the courage to ask her out :')", "That's what's not fucking happening", and now.. well, fce's all around while we walk the hallways. She later confesses she has a crush on me and let's life go on. Nobody was asked out, and nobody has said yes. She later decides that she has a choking fetish and loves pdaing. She loves seeing me in a submissive position it seems. She kisses me, hugs me, picks me up, and has told me that im gay. but am i really? tbh i don't know if i like her back. i know i don't like relationships. I DON'T KNOW IF I GIVES ANY SHITS THOUGH??

I DON'T KNOW IF I CARE??? So, everybody thinks me and my pan friend are dating. On snapchat she po...

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Moving and cities suck I HATE DALLAS TEXAS. I was optimistic about movin here when we first found out my husband got a job but after living here for six months I'm pretty sure that if I died and went to hell I wouldn't even know I died, I'd end up right back here. The people are rich and think they're better than everyone just cause they make more money, the drivers are the WORST I've ever seen, and the cops are assholes. And I AM THE ONE WHO GETS THE BRUNT OF THESE SHITTY DRIVERS???? I'm the best fucking driver in this city! Because I DONT CUT PEOPLE OFF AND PULL OUT IN FRONT OF THEM JUST BECAUSE IM IN SUCH A GODDAMN HURRY. I had a CLEAN DRIVING RECORD, was going with the flow of traffic and didn't even get a chance to explain myself when the cop pulled me over and now I owe over 200 dollars to this fucking city. You're telling me they don't have enough money as is? Of course they don't, they gotta rob the poor people. It's so fucking expensive to live here too.what the fuck. 1350 for 800 square feet????youve got to be kidding me! I could have a fucking house! This place is hell on earth. Worst mistake living here and now I feel trapped. Fuck this place and everyone in it

Moving and cities suck I HATE DALLAS TEXAS. I was optimistic about movin here when we first found ...

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Too Deep in debt and can't coop I don't know where to start….. I have a lot of shit going on in my head and i can't deal with it. I can't blame anyone only myself it's my fault and responsibility for how I am where I am. I've lost control if everything, money, my life and family. I'm single yet people around me think I should be responsible for the my elderly parents. My mom died going on 2 years soon and left me with my dad with whom I have never had a good relationship with and still do not. He is a burden and very demanding and we don't see eye to eye on most anything. I am the eldest of 4 and my siblings are all tied up with their spouses and children and they tell me they have their own problems. I've pushed myself into debt with credit cards and personal loans that now me bound and i can't even pay. I have no food, it's winter and I can't afford home heating fuel, i can barely keep the electric on. I'm consistently overdrawn on my bank account and the fees are just adding up each month. I have a decent job and can't apply for assistance, I've tried to reach out for help but no one can help me. I've reached out to friends, the one who said they'd always be there but when I even worked up the nerve to ask for just a little money for gas to get to work they tell me they can't help, sorry. I've got creditors calling everyday…. IT'S TOO MUCH AND I CAN'T DEAL WITH IT ANYMORE!!! I could work up the nerve I would kill myself to end this pain and desperation…. I just want to sleep for ever…..

Too Deep in debt and can't coop I don't know where to start….. I have a lot of shit going on in my...

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my dad was anally abused by his parents

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my abuser sexualy vacumed me as a child many times and asked m t machines and objects

Pride, Hate, Sex

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Adultery, Pride, Murder, Love, Lie, Abuse, Hate, Violence, Gay, Hacking, Stealing, Marriage, Blasphemy, Sex

The Girl I've cheated Hey..I'm a student of Standard X! I'm really very addicted to social websites! On a social platform,I met a girl...I really seemed to like her very much! When she was asked her name,she told me a fake name of hers and gave all other fake informations too about her to me...But I was honest... We uaed to talk a lot..And slowly I started falling for her..As I don't know she was fake,I informed her that I love her...But she rejected me... I again proposed..This time too she rejected... Then after a few months passed came the big day,She confessed it all... I got to know that,she is a girl of different religion,the picture she showed me of her was fake too...She used fake name...And most importantly she was a year senior to me... The whole world turned upside down to me at that very moment.... But as I was blindly in love with, after knowimg the truth,I lied to her saying I am not ur junior...Actually I am too with u... I tried everything to make her believe it... She believed that too.... Then After my the result of my final exam was published,I came to know that I failed in it very badly...As a result I became 2 years junior than her.... She never came to knew about it .. To cover up this,I told her that I had blood cancer.. And I've given up my studies.. I too send her some fake photos of mine which was enough to prove her that I have cancer... She trusted it too... And again I made a story that I got cured from it too... I was always fake to her... Still she believes all the lies I said... she thinks me as her best friend.. I still love her...If she came to know all about my lies,I may lose her.. I'm really afraid of losing her... I still didn't confess my fake identity to her... :(

The Girl I've cheated Hey..I'm a student of Standard X! I'm really very addicted to social websites...

Lie, Hate

ken the rapist has tried this dirty mania "lovebombing" is as bad as a crazy terrorist, at me and anyone can see through it. other times he is just out and out bullying. if he wants me to be enjoying my life it means him removing himself away and not going on the sites i go on. i don't love him and never did love him and never could love him. he made it clear to me he didn't love me and he would never leave anne, his wife. I am not anne. i don't love ken and never felt a positve feeling about him. the whole time I was around him it was disgusting and he made me sick. what he has to understand is, I don't want him love. it means nothing to me. its not because i can't let in love, I want someone elses love. someone better suited to me. you can't rape a woman and go away for 17 years and make out your mad in love with her when you didn't even get me any medical treatment when I collapsed and needed medical help. if he really loved me nothing would stop him coming to my door every day and every night. i just couldn't love someone who was as dirty as him. it was not nice sex. it was awful, and now he wants to championship me, that is a joke coming from a criminal that he is and his defiant personality disorder he clearly has had all his life and all this stupid sick dirty rapeo champion lovebombing is all part of the abuse cycle I was told by a counsellor. that he will not change. he can promise he is a better man and he has changed but he has not changed and he will only get worse. he doesn't love you, the counsellor/lawyer said to me, and if he got with you he would commit domestic violence on you, it all about powerplay for him, the lovebombing is part of the cycle difiant disassociated reference schiztos do, the doctor said, he will never treat you right and you cant even compare the time with ken with other real men and by no means can it be a real romance in past or present or future tense. he is a rapist. he does this to many women. I don't feel less, I don't get there saying to myself "I don't feel like oh, if I had more self confidence I could believe a man like that could love me", a man like that? well what sort of man was he? he was fat, skinhead ugly, weird teeth, he stank, he was terrible at all sex acts infact it made me sick. he was just vomit, its not like he was good looking or caring, he had no warmth, he was a cold slab of cement personality. we had nothing in common at all. I never wanted a military man and I don't ever saw myself being with one. i can't relate to their way of thinking. they are taught to kill, they ambush lovers, and people don't like that. they don't get that because they are locked into a mind set that is about force and power. he was boring, controlling, I was not allowed to hum to music on the radio, I was not allowed to have a past or talk about my past before meeting him. he was a control freak loser. i was not allowed to talk about the death threats in the parcel. he actually thought i was crying when he left in melborne. when infact, i couldn't wait for him to leave so i could shower the smell of him off me. and i loathed his dirty slimely ugly stinky sperm. that made me want to puke. I hated this body odour and aftershave. I hated his skin and unshaken prickly face. I didn't like his personality. he was boring and dull. he was a knowall, thought he was teaching me something, and wanting me to believe he was helping me advance my confidence to get on a plane, as if he should care and as if it helped me? i mean if he wanted to be so helpful why wasn't he around when my mum had cancer and my sister was having shock treatment again and I had illness and injuries? the con job has gone too far. no one will believe this loser and retard. he couldn't even sexually give me what i needed, he didn't sexually turn me on. he was annoying, leigh m was the one who forced and pushed the whole thing and she is the bad person here. leigh had a duty of care to me, and she wronged me, like everyone else. it wouldn't matter what money ken had, what car or what he looked like, no married man with kids should ever rape a virgin and user her the way he used me. its so immoral. I liked frank way better I wish i had of met frank before rick and ken. but i was afraid i had hiv aids from the rape with dirty ken. I didn't get with frank due to kelly axis or something colleges not giving me my diploma. because if frank and i had got our diplomas and graduated together i would have been able to keep up with him, but the college let me down. then I met other guys i really liked, ken has to understand i want other men sexually. i want romance and affection from other men. i never wanted ken as a friend or as a sexual partner. i felt i deserved better then ken. i was single and pretty and i deserved my own fresh innocent lovely romance with someone amazing, it wouldn't worried me if i had got with a virgin male. i liked a lot of guys since and ken has to learn to let go so i can find the love I deserve, the life i deserve that does not include him in it! he gave me nothing but illness. I was afraid of him and i even thought the death threats came from him as a con game to make me afraid and then he was telling me to shut up about it and so was doret. then over time i thought about a lot of things being alone and not having work , its been frustrating as i have wanted to work and be married back decades ago. i wanted to be a mother and the film group and ken and joyce and doret were forcing their value systems on me that i didn't want. i wanted a love of my own that is not about ken or rick or anyone from my past who were so abusive and stupid. I had a standard and rick, russel and ken and a lot of men didn't live up to that standard. and i have never been allowed in the social circles to meet the men I want to met, stopped from having income and a career and friends, and that is not going to make me love ken any better. it just makes me worse. my parents are not going to ever like ken just like they don't like rick or russel. i would have gone out with a nice guy who was a servant or anything if he was a nice person and ken never was a nice person. i was pushed with him and I don't want to be pushed with someone like him ever again. i want to be with the men i like. i want to be around the men i like i want the body i want. i was thin and pretty i wanted a man who was the mirror image of me in 1999 and 2000-2005 or even in 1990. not the opposite. i am sick of weird men being pushed on me that i have nothing in common with. age differences too far apart and that just won't work. i want to be around people who value what i value. like what i like, it doesn't have to be in all things it just has to be in most things. i don't want to be around losers and criminals and uncoathe people anymore. that was never me in the first place!

ken the rapist has tried this dirty mania "lovebombing" is as bad as a crazy terrorist, at me and an...

Abuse, Hate

I am turning 40 years now married but my wife does not want to exploit sex, I am always frustrated and never enjoyed sex.. I am always longing for experience women to fuck and have an awesome some.. and that is pushing to go out but I just it does not seems alright.. I am so confused.. tried to engage a sexual debated she shuts me out and seems never interested. harb dark bits for sure. for sure for sure!

I am turning 40 years now married but my wife does not want to exploit sex, I am always frustrated a...

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"no ones gonna save my life " boy george, well I wouldn't expect any royal slut kate to save my life she is so selfish!

"no ones gonna save my life " boy george, well I wouldn't expect any royal slut kate to save my life...

Abuse, Hate

stalker lacking lee! at number30 last oct-feb. multiple defiant personality disorder lacking lee. escapee prision for rape and murder. help help help.

stalker lacking lee! at number30 last oct-feb. multiple defiant personality disorder lacking lee. es...

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don't go to helenvale megacuses they are bullying scammers once mario and the 2 erins there start their game on you after they take your money. its seems to be a pattern they do after a mikaklika first contacts you via email and phone. its all a scam. do avoid if you value your sanity! its a bad news company. all they are literally doing is trying to drown people and kill people on their cuslines.

don't go to helenvale megacuses they are bullying scammers once mario and the 2 erins there start th...

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please ban this site its full of bullies. http://rantrampage.com/index.html secretsannon.com rawconfessions.com noteful.com all troll bully sites people bully for no reason on these sites and they don't help anyone. many people have been campaigning to ban these sites as they are full of trollpower who think "victim generation" is a real thing rather then bullying as wrong. so that says something! the bullies are winning. the bullies even seem to want to be loved more and sexed up, with a take pity on the bully campaign . why should a bully be sexed up and pandy poxed to??

please ban this site its full of bullies. http://rantrampage.com/index.html secretsannon.com rawcon...

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teacher and adults would not help a girl getting bullied. So my little sister use to talk to this guy and they became really close friends. When he started catching feelings for her, she didn't see him as a "bf" type so she would friend zone him. He got mad and started spreading rumors and talking bad about my sister to these other people to get them onto his side. They all went to his side and started bullying my sister but one day this girl and her friends of the guy desided to push my sister and basically harassed her. They all took turns pushing my sister and i found out when i was picking her up, i saw her crying and she told me what happend. I got so mad i went up to the front office of the school and decided to take matters into my own hands. I went into the front office and a lady came out and ask what can she help me with. (at this time, i looked really lazy and ugly like i had on tights and a baggy shirt) so i told the lady oh can i speak to the prinpile plz and she said y and i said because my sister is getting bullied at school. TELL ME Y THIS LADY DID NOT ASK IF MY SISTER WAS OKAY OR ANYTHIGN SHE LITERALLY SAID ARE U THE PARENT OR GAURDIAN? i said no but i am her older sister so can i talk to the principle or not? she goes on to say "u cant talk to the principle if a parent or gaurdian isnt here so come back here next time when u bring an adult with u". that right there struck me so hard because 1. YOU'RE A TEACHER/ADULT AND I RMR THAT IF SOMEONE IS BEING BULLIED YOU'RE SUPPOSE TO TELL AN ADULT, 2. how are u gonna brush it off and not take into consideration THAT A STUDENT FROM THIS SCHOOL IS BEING BULLIED 3. it deosent matter who i am to her wat matters is ur not being serious aboout this and someone can get really hurt. I didnt want to start a scene because there was alot of teachers and parents in the office already so i looked at her and said "okay ill see u on monday". Idk if it was because of my background or because i didtn look professional or old enough but that shouldnt matter because wat matters is the child getting bullied. She basically kicked me and my sister out of the school. Idk if i should email the school district about this lady or just let it slide because i really do want her to get fired TBH. What she did is so messed up and irrational. Like how would u feel if ur kid is getting bullied and the school basically said we cant help u because of the way u look. I want to tell the school disrict but i dont want to cuz such a huge scene where it will consits of a lawyer or police or something like that.

teacher and adults would not help a girl getting bullied. So my little sister use to talk to this g...

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i notice young teachers in nursing who are over sexual and impressed with themselves and highly sexually manipulative and its really overbearing distroying the value of the content. you don't need to be a model or dress up in big earrings and huge high heels and wiggle around to make a quality point! I sometimes wonder what some women really think they are. coming from someone as myself who has never been allowed to express much sexuality I find it overbearing and annoying and laughable to some extent and I often watch newlyweds and mothers and their role playing in public. its rather amusing to hear them play act roles of self importance with kids and jobs and sexual gratification in social situations that don't warrent sexual attention. I nevered liked men making lewid comments about my body when i was younger it made me feel uncomfortable and like I was not my own person. I watch men as well. they are amusing a group of young guys in the sports field and in cars and around chicks. kids hanging out and their loud showy interaction. I get sick of being just an observer of others lives rather then a participator of life. I don't need psycho-drama crap from people over the last number of years some bitches and some weird men have really made me raise my eye brows and they have actually made me much much much more prudish and proper and unsexy in the process but that is not hard for me seeing its been years since I had a real guy look at me nicely and even go with, most of the guys i went out with were just my sisters friends who were boring and users. I have had no true romances, never met the love of my life yet, never found a soul mate yet, never had a lusty romance ever. i am so boring and so super practical.

i notice young teachers in nursing who are over sexual and impressed with themselves and highly sexu...

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firsty, I am nothing like doret, she had 4 or more kids when I met her and was an expereinced whore slutting pig, she didn't teach me massage or reiki or anything other then showing me her selfishness and inability to have genuineess or empathy for her clients/friends so she was a lot like joyce in that way. A USER who went off smerking and taking advantage of me. I keep worrying to think when will this stop, I wanted to get back to university and move on to better things but like sally and emma and katy these women are so selfish so self driven they abused me. I wish I had a friend like fat fuck bec who was prepared to lie and attack and threaten me for katy's sake to get a man. I wish I had a friend like that alison my sister had who helped convince david to marry her. if only I could find the perfect man!

firsty, I am nothing like doret, she had 4 or more kids when I met her and was an expereinced whore ...

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Confessions about 'Hate'

oh I was so worried I had some liver upset the other day now today I feel like I have kidney upset and fluid retention.

my dad was anally abused by his parents

my abuser sexualy vacumed me as a child many times and asked m t machines and objects

scrupulousity

"no ones gonna save my life " boy george, well I wouldn't expect any royal slut kate to save my life she is so selfish!

stalker lacking lee! at number30 last oct-feb. multiple defiant personality disorder lacking lee. escapee prision for rape and murder. help help help.

waste money and I want to stop wasting money and time when so many other valuable things could be done.

what I need is social life and romantic relationship. its not rocket science!

i am sick of doing stupid courses and silly jobs for low money and going to nowhere places full of nothing valuable.