Confessions about 'Hate'

Page 108 of 244

queen dog shits in sleep

Abuse, Hate

Fuck my job I'm supposed to be grateful for a dead-end job that pays shit, stresses me the fuck out, and is completely useless to my career? Jesus Fucking Christ. Life on Earth sucks.

Fuck my job I'm supposed to be grateful for a dead-end job that pays shit, stresses me the fuck out...

Hate

you need to learn your mistakes you made harming others can be dangerous and long lasting so go feel guilty !

you need to learn your mistakes you made harming others can be dangerous and long lasting so go feel...

Abuse, Hate

I don't care anymore I used to care deeply about people but I've stopped. I was trying so hard to help the world, make it a better place but whenever I got to know someone, I saw right through them. Saw right into their selfish soul. I see it differently now, it doesn't matter who does what to whom now since everyone's heart is dark underneath it all. It doesn't matter if we are all nuked because we all deserve it, the "good" are never truly good. It's nice to not care anymore, it hurt too much to actually give a damn about others.

I don't care anymore I used to care deeply about people but I've stopped. I was trying so hard to h...

Abuse, Hate

Birthday Humiliation Why do women find it so funny and amusing when they see a guy stripped naked in public? A few weeks ago I celebrated my 30th birthday by attending a party held at our local football club. There was about 180 people there with a DJ etc, and I went with my girlfriend, who also invited a group of her friends to come along. My girlfriend Kate looked gorgeous, dressed in a red lace cropped top, black skin tight wet-look leggings and red high heels, she has a great figure and I love her to bits! The evening was going great until about 10pm when my mates asked me to help them move something in the corridor outside the disco room/bar area, once out there I was grabbed, stripped and put into a pink mankini costume that was so tiny it didn't even cover my bits properly. I was then marched back inside the disco/bar area. Obviously everyone started laughing at seeing me in nothing but this piece of string width lycra, socks and shoes, I looked ridiculous. My girlfriend and her friends were amused at first, but when Kate realised I wasn't getting my clothes back any time soon, she tried to reassure me that it was just a joke and try not to worry, but that didn't seem to stop her friends laughing and making fun at me constantly, nor did I get much sympathy from Kate when she was stood there with a few of my mates laughing with them at my misfortune! If that wasn't bad enough, as I stood up to go to the bar, a few of the lads grabbed my costume from the back, pulled it tight and started giving me a wedgy again and again so I was literately standing on my tip toes, I shouted at them to stop, yet the girls were wetting themselves laughing. I shouted again that the costume was hurting my crotch, so the guys (who were now very drunk) said "then lets lose the costume if it hurts you" and pulled it clean off me! I couldn't even cover my bits as the guys had my hands held tight by my sides. The humiliation of standing there naked as these group of girls were wetting themselves laughing was horrendous! I even saw Kate standing there watching and sniggering, trying to cover her laughter with her hand over her mouth. My so called mate then gave my costume to Kate, with me still being held and said that she and her friends can decide whether I get it back. Her friends were screaming at Kate to throw it into the ceiling over the strip lights there that were off. I couldn't believe she was actually asking her friends what she should do, I was shouting at her to give it me back and her friends were actually encouraging her to throw it into the ceiling lights, then one of them shouted to Kate telling her to make me beg for it on my hands and knees, Kate even then asked me if I wanted to beg for it back! Kate eventually saw sense and gave it back to me so I could put it back on and gain a moderate amount of dignity. I never got my clothes back until we left at 1am. But why do girls get so much pleasure seeing a guy humiliated in this naked way?

Birthday Humiliation Why do women find it so funny and amusing when they see a guy stripped naked i...

Hate

I buy kids shoes for an invisible child.

Abuse, Hate

I confess I was boastful today and talked about my accomplishments something a woman should never do in the company of men. I was guilty of talking about passing my nursing diploma and midwife course and more. am I a stupid chick of 23 or what?

I confess I was boastful today and talked about my accomplishments something a woman should never do...

Hate

I hear this phrase a lot "act like a man" or "be a man". My question is, what is a man? Not the definition written by other peoples ideals, but from your own opinion and heart. I personally don't have a clue what it means to be a man, cause I don't want to be like any other 'man' around me, I want to be me, no matter how flawed. its a bit hard to hear this and told to be a man when i am a woman and i think its so rude and selfish of you and crazy of you to abuse me like this.

I hear this phrase a lot "act like a man" or "be a man". My question is, what is a man? Not the defi...

Abuse, Hate

FUCK OFF OMFGGGG LITERALLY BITCH STOP FUCKING ACTING LIKE IM DRAMATIC AND STUPID AND AM JUST DRAGGING THIS ON LIKE GOD FUCKING DAMMIT. YOU ARE MY BEST FUCKING FRIEND YOU NEED TO BE SUPPORTIVE IN WHATEVER I DO. I LOVE HIM AND I DONT CARE IF THE FEELINGS ARENT MUTUAL BUT I SHOULD BE ABLE TO RANT TO YOU WITHOUT GETTING THE ROLLING OF THE EYES AND WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU SAYING SHIT LIKE "I don't want him coming to the club because if you guys hookup it will literally piss me off so much and wreck my night and honestly i probably won't talk to you" LIKE BITCHHHHHHHHHHH HOW THE FUCK YOU GONNA SAY THAT IF I ACTED ON MY FEELINGS IT WOULD WRECK YOUR NIGHT I KNOW WHAT IM FUCKING DOING AND THIS LITTLE ATTITUDE YOU GOT TOWARDS THE SITUATION IS PAST BEING A GOOD PROTECTIVE BEST FRIEND YOU ARE JUST BEING A BITCH NOW AND MAKING ME FEEL LIKE SHIT FOR STILL LOVING A GUY THAT I WAS WITH FOR 2 YEARS ON AND OFF. YOUVE GONE THROUGH NOTHING AND I GET YOU DONT UNDERSTAND BUT YOU DONT EVEN FUCKING TRY AND UNDERSTAND WHAT ITS LIKE FROM MY SIDE. LIKE BITCH IT IS NOT MY FAULT NO GUY HAS WANTED TO STICK AROUND WITH YOU LONG ENOUGH FOR YOU TO EXPERIENCE REAL LOVE LIKE GOD FUCKING DAMMIT

FUCK OFF OMFGGGG LITERALLY BITCH STOP FUCKING ACTING LIKE IM DRAMATIC AND STUPID AND AM JUST DRAGG...

Abuse, Hate

I'm fucking sick of being ignored...And if you know you're one of these faggot shit cunts, FUCK YO I'm pretty angry about everybody ignoring me on Facebook. At first, they said I was pretty epic because they liked my insane sexual jokes of "everything can be fucked, as long as its got a hole." and fucking shit like that. Then they started ignoring me. I tried talking to one of them, but all that fucking cunt-prick half bred piece of fucking shit did was tell me to fuck off. I tried posting on their Walls, and none of those mongrel shit cunts would reply. Those who did either told me to go fuck my whore mother, or removed me as a friend. Even the girl that I considered my best friend stopped talking to me and spamming my Wall with hilarious messages. I'm feeling sorta ignored, and for fucking fuck's sake, when they rant, the others listen to it. But when I do, they don't. And, mind your fucking one-layered brain, I did not use any of the fucking foul language used in this goddamned bullshit-filled rant on any of them. And I posted this shit here because I didn't wanted them to know and hate me more. I admire every single goddamn one of them, and now they just treat me as an outcast. I hate to say this, but I wanna stab their fucking pea-sized balls, and shove a knife up their motherfucking asses. I'm fucking sick of them treating me like a fucking piece of shit that's a waste of space, and I hope they die. Pimps and bitches. I know I'm doing it all wrong, yes, I have a pretty low social IQ, but at least would these assholes stop pushing me around? I feel like hacking into their accounts and starting one big fucking fight on Facebook, but I couldn't because they seem like family to me. And the reason I said that is because my family never loved me, the only shit they do is to hit me, and yet, I end up as an angry kid growing up on a fucking neighbourhood full of fucking hoodlums, gangster kids and all the fucking works. I don't want to hurt them, that's why I posted this rant here. And I couldn't leave them, because I love them. Fuck me.

I'm fucking sick of being ignored...And if you know you're one of these faggot shit cunts, FUCK YO ...

Abuse, Hate, Sex

doret price is a bad woman and a liar sex addict!

Abuse, Hate

I wish you practiced what you preached doret your a bitch!

Abuse, Hate

i am in my late 30s and just completed a nursing course and as a man i feel bare as a nurse around women.

i am in my late 30s and just completed a nursing course and as a man i feel bare as a nurse around w...

Hate

get started. I've been best friends with this girl ever since I started my new school (two years ago). She always had my back, even through tough times. People had tried to break us up, but always stuck like glue, almost like sisters. But in the past couple of days, she's been absolutely garbage to me. Two days ago, i was praised for my creative writing in english about a novel. The teacher was very hard to please and met his expectations, but I did it, i made it. The next subject I had was Art, with my best friend. But you know, she couldn't stop saying that we couldn't be best friends anymore because i was "too smart"! She never told me this ever and it wasn't sounding like truth, but jealousy coming out her mouth. I started ignoring her, shutting down and pulling up my walls. Then I had arrived late to class today, hoping she went back to normal. BUT NO. She decided to pick on everything I was bad at and just tear me apart slowly. And idk about you, but that doesn't sound like a best friend to me. First period she starts to boast how good her computer is and laugh at my computer which was crashing down. We were supposed to work as a group, but I ended up "making the decisions" I guess, like suggesting stuff, and when we got the answer wrong, I could feel her eyes staring at me. I just want this to go back to normal. I just want to hug and kill her at the same time. Just, ugh.

get started. I've been best friends with this girl ever since I started my new school (two years ago...

Hate, Sex

we will call her brenda, but that is not her real name, she is blonde and a lesbo butch bully I am sick of and she makes me sick. I have female friends I love but not sexually. ok but , Thank you Brenda. Once again my family has to do without a holiday like Easter or Christmas all because of you. This makes four fucking Christmasses and other events that I cannot give my family all because you don't like older white men. I hope you're fucking happy you smelly ass fuckng pussy licking lesbo. I busted my fucking ass for that company and you had to listen to some pussy whipped 26 year old snot nosed candy assed jack off with no experience instead of me who has over 20 years of experience. What did that pussy boy do for you? Jack himself off onto your desk for your pleasure? Yeah too bad that pussy boy didn't stay there long. After you used him to fuck me he ran off to work for mommy and daddy for being a pussy boy he couldn't deal with a real job. So you had to strip me of my job, my income, health insurance, dignity, self respect, ambition. And to this day you are still black balling me preventing me from getting another job. Meanwhile you sit there like some god damn black queen flaunting your Jag, your millions, your world travel with your girl friend, all nice and smug. What did you give your girl friend? A new strap-on so she can shove it up your smelly rotted black ass? Do us all a favor Brenda, fuck yourself with a roto-rooter you are abusing me leso. stop just stop.

we will call her brenda, but that is not her real name, she is blonde and a lesbo butch bully I am s...

Abuse, Hate

UGH. Freaking out in front of my boss/boss's boss. Of course. Because even though I'm just a cashier, even though this is my first real job, I still take everything too darn seriously. I wish I could tell my boss that he's a darn good boss, even if I'm always cowering and cringing because I'm scared to death of him. And I like all my coworkers too, but there's no way to tell them without looking like a kiss up. This is going to be more of a, "Everyone in my life is great, I'm just an incompetent fool when it comes to telling them" thing. How lucky am I, right? I've got a job I enjoy and great coworkers to boot. But even though I do well, I still feel hopelessly inadequate. Like I have to prove myself. My parents love me very much. They say they're proud of me. But I still feel like I'm letting them down. My grades are close to perfect. I'm making my own money, albeit they think cashiering is below their darling daughter's level. Still, it pays the bills. Where am I falling short? And then there's AM/IC. Gah. In my fiveish years of adolescence, I've done nothing but criticize kids like me falling in love. And by God, now I've gone and done it. But of course, I'd be failing him too. He's incredibly talented (at everything). He's (much, much) older. He's gotten a chance to live, and I haven't really yet. I have nothing to offer. I always told myself that I'd stay out of relationships until I was secure with myself, because I didn't want to risk going around trying to find someone to "complete" me. If I'm not whole by myself, what good am I to anyone? Worst of all, he's supremely kind. I don't think he's got a malicious bone in his body. And here I am. I'm the mean one. All my friends say I'm the first to dislike someone. It's kinda a joke now. I'm so quick to be a jerk; I've never seen him snub anyone, no matter how irritating. And I finally found a college, I think. After I finish my A.A. next semester, I think I'll be shipping off eight hours away. It's about a year away. In the back of my mind, I'm saying, "Tell him while you can." There's no friendship to destroy. At the most, the awkwardness would only last until January 2014. Then, I'm out of his life, probably for good. And run the risk that he likes me too, and then I have to go away. Rocking. Honestly wish that people would be upfront with me rather than sub me. I mean like damn why can't you just be like hey I don't like you rather than just make subs ? I don't get it. Then it be the same folks that are like I'm so honest and blah blah blah I don't get it. And to Be honest I've done nothing wrong nothing. I guess it's time to just sit back and watch rather than participate.

UGH. Freaking out in front of my boss/boss's boss. Of course. Because even though I'm just a cashie...

Pride, Hate

depression- I never left my sister behind! unlike people who left me behind! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bZAPYERoX_4

depression- I never left my sister behind! unlike people who left me behind! https://www.youtube.co...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

i asked for help the wrong people came as always. the wrong inexperienced losers wanted to help but the people I needed to help refused to help me.

i asked for help the wrong people came as always. the wrong inexperienced losers wanted to help but ...

Abuse, Hate

i asked for help and support group for sexual abuse told me to ask for help and I did. no one offered the help and I was turned away! everywhere I went I was turned away even at the hospital and by doctors and churches and so called family and friend.

i asked for help and support group for sexual abuse told me to ask for help and I did. no one offere...

Abuse, Hate

i was asking joyce for help and others as a teen

Abuse, Hate