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Confessions about 'Hate'

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at my local shop a old checkout gal is always weird nice enough to me and others, but she ran down maud and I always found her to be nice and then she told me a story the other day about this woman who told a mother off, the kid was about 12 months old and doing a meltdown attention stealer at the checkout and the woman all bent over and frail looked in pain has no one to help her at all, got angry at the kid and its mother and the mother said "well what do you want me to do? put a plastic bag over its head" and the old woman said "yes". well firstly if i was the mother I wouldn't ask such a provocative question when a simply quick apology would do if the kid is so tired and moody. and the checkout lady was scoffing about it. but to be honest I can see two sides of the story here because you just wonder what has happened for that lonely woman who might have no one to love her, to say that to a mother about her baby. and the other fact is so many young parents today honestly expect everyone to be so over the moon about their mongrel shit kids it is a form of conceipt, woman today and men are over proud of their egg and sperm triumphs and need to get back to the scratch and chew of raising the mongrels. not everyone is going to love your kids bad behavior or your old grandmas rudeness. so I avoid this checkout woman now. I don't want to gossip about people. I can really see that for a women who have not been allowed the right of having a baby they might feel hurt and annoyed by others flaunting and showing off when they should mind their place in this world. god only knows what has happened to that woman to end up so hurt and angry. i mean the woman could have asked the other one if she would like to hold her baby if she has no child it might make her feel better or worse. i think so many selfish mothers can't put themselves in a lonely womans shoes but they expect everyone to put themselves in the mummy shoes and we are supposed to pity them, envy them, feel empathy and sympathy for their pain in birth when do they feel empathy or sympathy for a lonely womans pain with heart problems or illness or grief over assault or never finding love? it seems to me there is a breed of woman today that is so self-centric and they are the real selfies ! unlike the loners who want to be welcome and want to be loved and part of life and these selfish mothers never know when to stop and let someone else have a go! I just avoid this checkout woman as I am no longer hooked by shock stories! I just don't want to know! I block myself off from others and their talk deliberately now, its like that saying goes= i am silent because you were when i was being abused. I shut you out because you shut me out when I needed you the most. learn the lesson!

at my local shop a old checkout gal is always weird nice enough to me and others, but she ran down m...

Hate

pot pot pot pot , cement path and fencing? all this jap wants. no!

pot pot pot pot , cement path and fencing? all this jap wants. no!

Hate

children on scooters and bikes, full of bad behavor, I don't get! and the botox crowd? do these people even know what their kids are doing?

children on scooters and bikes, full of bad behavor, I don't get! and the botox crowd? do these peop...

Hate

black nigary shoot the poop shop worker was so rude. some people have no class or manners. they are not schooled on graces anymore.

black nigary shoot the poop shop worker was so rude. some people have no class or manners. they are ...

Hate

"why can't they just talk about themselves and ignore what we do? maybe seeing we copy others everyone has copied and shut them out? they have no where to go!

"why can't they just talk about themselves and ignore what we do? maybe seeing we copy others everyo...

Hate

why can't they just talk about themselves and ignore what we do? maybe the don't have the tools to?

why can't they just talk about themselves and ignore what we do? maybe the don't have the tools to?

Hate

I hate you so much for everything you did. I hate the way you kept all my things, furniture, kitchen stuff, clothes, heart... all of it. I hate you for sleeping with my friend in my bed while I was at work. I hate you for calling me tiny. that hurt the most when you are smaller and think so small mindedly.

I hate you so much for everything you did. I hate the way you kept all my things, furniture, kitchen...

Hate

you shut your face goathead tony I am sick of your bullying I can go back ojn any promises I made when I was mentally unwell. shame on you! for picking on someone who is unwell and sick with illnesses and shut out and never welcome or invited. I owe coca-cola and bugsy nothing. they did nothing to help me as a child when I was molested. they didn't do one thing right by me. so you shut your mouth you silly old goat!

you shut your face goathead tony I am sick of your bullying I can go back ojn any promises I made wh...

Hate, General

Just Because u quote someone or put it into a meme doesn't mean that u aren't completely full of s***

Just Because u quote someone or put it into a meme doesn't mean that u aren't completely full of s*...

Hate

I'm from a poor family but have friends from well brought families. They went to good schools, me not so and even at the age of 29 I'm struggling while they're doctors and architects. But to the actual secret: because they've never understood how having no money works, for the last 2 years I've lied to my friends having stuff to do whenever they ask if I'd want to go do something that costs even just for a small amount. Which is 95% of the time. They've been also worrying about my health as there is literally no food for me to eat so I've been lying to them that it's just stress talking since I'm always so "busy"... While I'm just at home, filling job applicant papers and imagining the fun they're having.

I'm from a poor family but have friends from well brought families. They went to good schools, me no...

Hate

I don't know what exactly to think about this generation anymore. All there left is s**, money, and loneliness.

I don't know what exactly to think about this generation anymore. All there left is s**, money, and ...

Hate

I hate my step dad My step days a peace of s*** all he does is sit on his ass drinking beer and hits my f****** mother and me I'm going to f****** kill his fat ass !!

I hate my step dad My step days a peace of s*** all he does is sit on his ass drinking beer and hit...

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if I knew what I know at pamper camp I would have said, yeh I have ear infections because I hear others people shit all the time and I think my ear is saying "its time for tlc and thinking of yourself more often then others all the time as I was brainwashed by catholics"

if I knew what I know at pamper camp I would have said, yeh I have ear infections because I hear oth...

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I love Harissa is a versatile spicy North African paste and pepper spice and onion spice on my lentils and beans with steak. so nice.

I love Harissa is a versatile spicy North African paste and pepper spice and onion spice on my lenti...

Hate

I hate it that I will never be able to prove how much of my life have been suffocated, restricted by other people (most of times by fully grown adults too or people the same age as me) because in most times it is done indirectly and it is so frequent. The worst is that I Am the one accused of suffocating other people's lives and restricting them and imprisoning them. It is so rare when I ever impede somebody from doing something. I don't understand why I am the one accused of imprisoning and impeding anybody of achieving their dreams (unless their dream includes killing me). I don't imprison anybody, I don't impede anybody from getting whatever or whoever they want. Unless the person want to get it from me, for example if someone wants to drain my energy, I may try to impede this person from draining me. I am a fully grown adult I know that the sun shines for everybody.

I hate it that I will never be able to prove how much of my life have been suffocated, restricted by...

Adultery, Hate, Violence, Marriage

that is why I am copying my sister she doesn't want to mix with people, I am a very sociable person and unlike her I don't have a husband but I am learning and playing and I am learning to be a repleant person seeing others repled me, when I was so kind and caring. so I am learning and copying people who are better players then me, its the only way to win at life, copy others , repelle if people chose to repelle your needs, lifeliine said to me "you want to be left alone" I said no I have been left alone for the last 30 years without a husband or friends it was kelly who said she wanted to be left alone and I am not kelly the ned outlaw gangster gamer, I don't have a witchy margie side kick helping me either. kelly said she wanted to be left alone" I told her directly I have done nothing to you, I can't help a spoilt brat player I did nothing to her I simply said I don't know how much longer I can tolerate the abuse in those spastic little choirs full or losers and deadbeats and no hopers and having a book thrown at me and leah was not polite and margie yelling and bullying and talking about her hsuabnd and kids and mother with such hate. I don't have the patients for someone as retarted as kelly she has deformity and its not my problem. its her problem. she doesn't have a right to control what i say to my doctors its none of her business at all." I hope you do end up left all alone kelly crazymaker. your a nutcase.

that is why I am copying my sister she doesn't want to mix with people, I am a very sociable person ...

Abuse, Hate

learning to be a good lying like joyce !

learning to be a good lying like joyce !

Abuse, Hate

i guess the most hurtful thing was when police and ambulance and hosptial staff where abusing me, that bullying and childishness shocked me, cuz I thought those people were taught to know and act better then that. there is no room to be a human or failure in their jobs and that is why I could never work in that anyway, I can only handle dental nursing and that suits me. but I said goodbye to a lot of people who wronged me, who didn't live by hypocratic oath and "first do no harm" principle. I was always told I am a good listener and good at complying to others rules , and interesting that stats show einstein with his intellect was a great complyer to others rules and I just don't have time to listen to others much now seeing no one listened to me. I am learning not to be so giving and not so forgiving. that was were I went wrong with so much catholic convent education.

i guess the most hurtful thing was when police and ambulance and hosptial staff where abusing me, th...

Abuse, Hate

toxic bitch syndrome friends I said goodbye to along with karen, joyce and rick and katy and ken and bec, my cousins like louise and sue and the liars like katey and karen and royals they are the worst, the choirs, out the door every single time I do back to ugly fat margie dog witch whore for bullying me and what she did to steffie with her disability how rude she was and I hope a lot of people block margie and anita how rude and ruthless toxic people they are. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uEbxppDy9DM i don't miss any of you. I only miss who I thought you would be! i hang up on poeple , I have been alone for last 30 years.

toxic bitch syndrome friends I said goodbye to along with karen, joyce and rick and katy and ken and...

Abuse, Hate

i have a lowerd immune system which is why i was told not to do volunteering at the hospital in 2005 when i looked into it I have had hiv aids tests every few years and nothing yet has shown up, I have every std test for herpes and all stds and nothing has shown up but I have a lowered immune system from something long before the mastoid infection.

i have a lowerd immune system which is why i was told not to do volunteering at the hospital in 2005...

Hate