Confessions about 'Hate'

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I was exposed to bird flu and swine flu and also someone with meningococcal at internation school I was at . and the rash I had the doctors could not work out all the vomiting and neck and migraine pain after so many ct scans and mri's and blood and skin cutting tests. it was like I mild syptoms of things, and I got a massive infection and liver fluke infection and then the rape and more viruses and so many antibiotics. I hate people who make out I am just this lazy loser. I would like to see others cope without any support or friends or man to be stability support like I was forced to.

I was exposed to bird flu and swine flu and also someone with meningococcal at internation school I...

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my sister inlaw is only a success because she got married and my brother made a succeess out of her she couldn't do it all alone! certain can't be much of a mother because my brother did all the looking after the kids she was so sneaky con artist to get through things using people. she wonders why my family don't like her but her verbal abuse was just too much in 2003 and that us and them mentality bullying she was doing all the time at my sister and I all the time. her competition for attention and control freak and shocking mother. I looked after her kid who was a mongrel child to be honest a awful child a true reflection of her mother. she used me when I was sick. all that time I had polio and vomiting and gyno illnesses she used me to look after her kid never gave me any money for it. then treats us like dirt. but that is how her family are that is how they act.

my sister inlaw is only a success because she got married and my brother made a succeess out of her ...

Abuse, Hate

I have only just started nursing diploma and got a long way to go. I don't care what anyone thinks of me. I just don't really care anymore. I could have done a nursing degree years ago but I knocked it back because it was so expensive and we just couldn't afford it, much like law school. what you can't afford you can't afford and if you can't get work while studying that is worse still. its not like I can or could have been a moonlighting porn star or prostitute to pay for my way through university. I dropped out so many times I could make a tragedy drama of it. I just got ill. weird mysterious viruses causing pain like non-paralysis polo and rash vomiting bugs that lasted for ages. I would like to see others cope with it and see how it feels. worst part is now I am either a really early riser like 3 or 4am or a really late slow to start riser at 8 or 9am and each day its like "fuck hell can't believe I made it alive today?" and I get heart palpitations that are not nice most mornings.

I have only just started nursing diploma and got a long way to go. I don't care what anyone thinks o...

Pride, Hate

I feel sick today. no work, no tennis, no clubbing, no peace.

Hate

since I had this flaming vaginal surgery I get jabbing pain from where the stitches went in. fucking cunt doctors give me the shits, I swear that thing of a doctor she got off seeing me in pain and suffering. I should go again for more surgery but its so expensive and my useless health fund I have top hospital with top extras and plus ( for fertilization frozen egg and pregnancy) and the bastards won't even pay for surgerical procedures within the doctors clinic that cost like $350 -$400 I mean I don't understand this health fund at all. other people got podiatry cuts with same cover and fund when I worked for them. this is the most spastic company out.

since I had this flaming vaginal surgery I get jabbing pain from where the stitches went in. fucking...

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ken is micheal jackson in a golden diaper award. good bye loser. goodbye. goodbye! sleep fart goodbye!

ken is micheal jackson in a golden diaper award. good bye loser. goodbye. goodbye! sleep fart goodby...

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because I don't love you! I don't know you! where is that awful goodbye ghost.

Hate

I lay on the bed all day every day in my bra and panties because that i all I fit into

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we come from shit, wee are a spastic lowlife family of honesty! which is why we get no where only scammers win in this world.

we come from shit, wee are a spastic lowlife family of honesty! which is why we get no where only sc...

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just fuck off as if you are ever gonna change!

Hate

i LOVE PEANUT BUTTER BUT IT MAKES ME SICK AND I EAT IT TIL I AM LITERALLY SICK , WHY DO THEY BUY IT? WHEN SEVERAL PEOPLE HERE HAVE PEANUT ALLERGY?

i LOVE PEANUT BUTTER BUT IT MAKES ME SICK AND I EAT IT TIL I AM LITERALLY SICK , WHY DO THEY BUY IT?...

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i am run off my feet doing things for others.

Hate

I just love those $1 steamed dim sims and prawn seasme seed toast and suishi bar homemade sping rolls and crumbed prawns then dived into the custard tart.

I just love those $1 steamed dim sims and prawn seasme seed toast and suishi bar homemade sping roll...

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of course I ate the dutch biscuits dave and neighbors gave us, you stupid bitch! I had to make it look like I hated him to make the fat chick across the road feel more secure with him even though it was a few weeks fling.

of course I ate the dutch biscuits dave and neighbors gave us, you stupid bitch! I had to make it lo...

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My brother got married to Deana about six years ago, a first marriage for both of them. Things were fine for about a year, and then he discovered she had been cheating on him since before the wedding. They got divorced soon after. The whole family hated her, and so did I. Then on Valentines Day night, my wife and I were out at a restaurant and bar and we ran into Deana and her third husband (second since my brother). She had gained a good bit of weight but damn she looked good. Damn! She noticed that I kept looking at her (couldn't take my eyes off her, honestly), and she kept smiling at me while they were at their table and we were at ours. Before she and her husband left, she motioned me away from my wife, and gave me her new cell number and said "call me......you know you want to!" Then she winked at me and made a BJ sign with her hand and mouth as she and her husband were leaving. I couldn't resist the temptation, so I called her the next night, and we got together that night and had the best s in history. She told me while we were still in bed, "I'm going to completely wreck your marriage, and steal you from your wife". Now she calls me like 8-10 times a day and tells me that I have to come get her and take her somewhere and f* her. She's all I want and all I can think about. I thought this would just be a fling but it's serious. My entire family -- parents, brother, sisters, everybody -- would kill me if I left home for Deana, but I don't think I can stop this.

My brother got married to Deana about six years ago, a first marriage for both of them. Things were ...

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I don't feel I have a right to control how you choose to see me and I accpet the faulty definitions you have of me. and it doesn't matter to me.

I don't feel I have a right to control how you choose to see me and I accpet the faulty definitions ...

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i expect my meals on time. clean your house mother!

Abuse, Hate

i would like to know if my cousin L is a liar because she had the accounting jobs and I think she is a complete sympathy sucker like a vampire i don't believe she has had it as tough as me, for one she was married and up the duff younger and fucking around with young men her own age getting that huge ego long before i ever did at that age.

i would like to know if my cousin L is a liar because she had the accounting jobs and I think she is...

Abuse, Hate

cindy and rhona spent most of their time talking to me about their illnesses and dying and it was a lot on me as i had no counselling background and it was draining the engery out of me when I lost weight and I wanted to be up and mobile and dating and clubbing and in a job and these two mornful beings just made everything so despressing when I don't have the coping keys to handle that and I had not lived enough like they had working in richie jobs with stars in florists and whatever and they had been married with kids and never once did they think of my needs or how they were mentally abusing me, like russel mentally abusing me, he literally bullied me to go out with him put on a tantrum and i was afraid he would attack me, when my family should have told him and the rsl and all the others to fuck off and die! just fuck off ! mind your manners and fuck off out of my house and my life ! dirty shitbaggers. katy should have been bashed into order for attacking me and so should van eede. I am NOT PUTTING UP WITH MF BULLYING CUNTS AND FUCKHEADS ANYMORE, i will go anyone. I will literally up and bash any motherfucker loser or saint or inbetween or kid woman or man. I am just begging to have a all out fight and attack someone. so don't get on the wrong side of me, i don't have to put up with kelly dogs and spastics!

cindy and rhona spent most of their time talking to me about their illnesses and dying and it was a ...

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as joyce said "how does it feel to be raped and bullied little lovey?" so how does it feel black fucker whores and just anyone ? how does it feel to be put down about your ethinic skin and looks and how will it feel to be rejected and get no love and no jobs and no sex and no friends when your time comes to make up for all you have taken?"

as joyce said "how does it feel to be raped and bullied little lovey?" so how does it feel black fu...

Abuse, Hate