Confessions about 'Hate'

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I never liked them, goodbye was 2003. jason wanted to get rid of me so I left even though I was one of the less bothering people turned up to less shows as well. they were too abusive for me. dirty and druggy as well. so I am not to blame for taxiride they fucked up their own dumb lives. delusional desigrating idiots.

I never liked them, goodbye was 2003. jason wanted to get rid of me so I left even though I was one ...

Abuse, Hate

my beauty teacher makes me so depressed. she just makes you feel old and worthless and cant do a thing right. like its my fault I didn't have the money to do all this years ago, well dang me! I did try. sorry I am not rich but if you had got me through high school and more support for marriage and work that would have been a help to get a job with good money. so now I hate her and jonnathon at my school and it was better when we didn't see their faces while they taught from the back at the overhead now they want to stand infront witth their little pp displays and that annoying red pointer. I hate them I just hate them they are so mean. my school is terrible right now.

my beauty teacher makes me so depressed. she just makes you feel old and worthless and cant do a thi...

Hate

wish i was skinny skinny skinny and worth it. I hate this. I just hate.

Hate

I want to run away from everyone and just live. I'm wasting my life here. I hate my wife and kids, parents and job.

I want to run away from everyone and just live. I'm wasting my life here. I hate my wife and kids, p...

Hate

I feel so worthless. Everyday I feel like I'm not doing anything right. Everything I do bothers me. I can honestly say I'm not truly happy, and I dont know what to do. I have a great boyfriend who I know really loves me, and I love him. By everytime I'm alone my thoughts go wild. I feel like I'm not good enough, for anything. This has been going on for a while and I just want it to STOP! self hate self hate self hate.

I feel so worthless. Everyday I feel like I'm not doing anything right. Everything I do bothers me. ...

Hate

I feel like I am the only person in my family who doesn't want to live like a slob. I hate this because I feel like I can't go to school and live happily with my family. The mess and school and work would stress me out like it did the first time. And I feel like I'll just drop out like I did the first time. I deserve better. I want to leave this place and all of them behind. My secret.

I feel like I am the only person in my family who doesn't want to live like a slob. I hate this beca...

Hate

My dad ruined so much of my life, abusing me verbally and physically until I moved out at 21. He is either in denial about it, or really doesn't remember it, but I despise him so much. My mom even stood up for me until I was 15, then he started to lay into her...so she stopped, and just let things happen. The last few years he's gone to therapy for depression. Nowadays he asks me constantly if he was a good father, and if he treated my sisters and I the way he should, and I don't have the strength to tell him he was an ass. Just when I had worked up the courage to confront him and join his therapy, he was diagnosed with Parkinson's. So I didn't. I feel like he deserves it, and hope he feels useless and helpless for the rest of his life. Maybe die early and give me a chance to repair my relationship with my mom. It makes me feel like a terrible person, but at the same time I'm happy he's getting his just rewards.

My dad ruined so much of my life, abusing me verbally and physically until I moved out at 21. He is ...

Hate, Violence

my dads drinking a lot and hugs his cardbord packets and junk bin. what hope is there?

Hate

I was abused and neglected by my parents. In my first foster home I was locked in closets, chained to radiators, starved and forced to eat cold oatmeal gruel. In my second foster home my foster parents sexually abused me forcing me to do horrid disgusting things that would make the devil cringe. My third foster home was a mix of the first two. Now I am 26 i have problems with food, I can't tell when I'm hungry and get scared I will run out of food even though my house is stocked, I can't let a man even give me a hug without cringing is disgust. Yet here I am hiding behind a mask just trying to get through life. Please pray for me if you can.

I was abused and neglected by my parents. In my first foster home I was locked in closets, chained t...

Hate, Sex

I don't know what's going on in my life. I'm only a junior in high school but one of my friends recently started sending me pictures of naked girls at my school that he some how got. Not only that but it gets worse. He some how managed to get naked pictures of smaller younger girls like 11 or 12 years old. I told him I don't want any part in it but he still sends them to me. Or at least he did. About one week ago today I turned him in to the police. He was of course charged with child pornography (or something like that). 3 other guys were arrested too for buying the pictures off of him and then reselling them. I did me best to delete the pictures and cooperated with the police and I got off without any problems. The parents of some of the victims thanked me for putting him away. Unfortunately one of the victims, Ashley Camacho, committed suicide after finding out that her nude pictures were leaked. I feel like it's my fault. I'm just glad that he's gone now.

I don't know what's going on in my life. I'm only a junior in high school but one of my friends rece...

Hate

I hate my father in law with a firey passion. He's verbally abusive to me and always talks AT me instead of TO me. I can never really say anything about it to anyone because he puts on a mask and makes himself seem like a super cool guy. Even my fiance defends him when I try telling him how terrible he is. I secretly hope that he dies before he meets his first grandchild, which will be this January.

I hate my father in law with a firey passion. He's verbally abusive to me and always talks AT me ins...

Hate

I have been living a double life for years... I am constantly trying to decide between being a mother and fiance, finishing school, making it to work, paying my bills, doing whats " right" and whats " best " or staying out all night, spending time with someone im convinced ill be with when its never actually been official, pointless drives to no where, drinking, getting high, long walks on the beach at 2am....

I have been living a double life for years... I am constantly trying to decide between being a mothe...

Hate

I am tired of my "friends" making decisions for me, and I am stupid enough to actually do as they say. If I make poor decisions, it is my choice. I appreciate their concern, but they take it overboard. If I don't do things their way, they tell me they're done with me. But in reality I am the one done with their shit. To top it off I am never anyone's first choice. I am never the one people want. I am just scraps. I am used by many, and treated like crap by others. I am vulnerable, lost. I cant help it, I am weak. I understand that at times we have to make wise decisions, but what about when we are mistaken? Why is it so difficult for some to forgive us? It doesn't matter, in term they are just temporary. Everything is temporary but their violence has to go.

I am tired of my "friends" making decisions for me, and I am stupid enough to actually do as they sa...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

I'm Tired and sick that he beats on me , and I wish that he he had faith, that I am the good woman he fell in love with. And on the flip side, He is lucky I dont fight back. Because small kids in the house. If he he doesnt learn to love me, I could hate him, he beats me up,... just had to take two weeks off work because I was ashamed.......to show up with black eyes. Two weeeks! That is how long it takes for it to go away.

I'm Tired and sick that he beats on me , and I wish that he he had faith, that I am the good woman h...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

I'm Tired and sick that he beats on me , and I wish that he he had faith, that I am the good woman he fell in love with. And on the flip side, He is lucky I dont fight back. Because small kids in the house. If he he doesnt learn to love me, I could hate him, he beats me up,... just had to take two weeks off work because I was ashamed.......to show up with black eyes. Two weeeks! That is how long it takes for it to go away.

I'm Tired and sick that he beats on me , and I wish that he he had faith, that I am the good woman h...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

I had this business partner who's been with me for the past few years, we've both working so hard to grow our enterprise but something terrible happened that took everything down. Now, it wasn't just the business that's gone but I've also lost my friend and partner along with it. I just don't feel right being with him anymore, he just keeps me feel down in all sorts and forms. I wish I didn't trust him that much!

I had this business partner who's been with me for the past few years, we've both working so hard to...

Hate

I gave satu what she wanted and she abused me as a teacher she was an idiot and lazy. I see a lot of lazy workers doing lazy unprofessional work that don't meet my standards or what I expect.

I gave satu what she wanted and she abused me as a teacher she was an idiot and lazy. I see a lot of...

Abuse, Hate

i pushed katy and rick together as well, and I pushed my neighbours whore daughters with oakes and I gave everyone around me what they wanted for their selfish dirty ugly little souls.

i pushed katy and rick together as well, and I pushed my neighbours whore daughters with oakes and I...

Abuse, Hate

I don't wish to see my brother and his wife ever again, on all accounts my brother died when he got involved with that manx whore wife of his, that piece of fluff who came here to cause trouble just david and rose-mary's 3 husband did and all her extra other boyfriends between marriages. I don't wish to know these people. my sister is not a nice person towards me, she blinded me for half a day as a child and she attacked me and has been ruthlessly abusive and has had people helping her to abuse me, relatives and joyce, bugsy and don and others and I no longer love my sister or brother at all. I just see them as very selfish rude crude nasty disrespectful people. and some things can never be forgiven or forgotten. the evil things my sister has got away a better man would have scalled and punished her for because she had no right getting filipenos or david to abuse me, she was rooting around with oakes and steve and other guys other then her husbands and she bashed at least one of her husbands with a broom as well, she has made it clear to me she never loved me as a sister and never wanted me around. and I would have liked to have left a long time ago if I had had the friends and support or job to do so. but seeing so many people chose to let me down, well they have to live with that.

I don't wish to see my brother and his wife ever again, on all accounts my brother died when he got ...

Abuse, Hate

I didn't like the abuse the doctor I was working for his mother was abusive towards me saying things she would come into the clinic whle he was out and she would say things to me that upset me, things like "it comes as a shock when you find out people don't like you as much as you thought doesn't it" I said nothing because I have experienced that most of my life that people didn't like me, my godparents never liked me, they couldn't have liked my parents even. on all accounts it is strange that my brothers god parents hung around wanting to know him and my sister but my godparents didn't from the age of 4, it doesn't worry me as such. I don't care because you can't love or miss someone you never met!

I didn't like the abuse the doctor I was working for his mother was abusive towards me saying things...

Hate