Confessions about 'Hate'

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cookie and rose get drunk at parties Bernie cookies ex calls them leso lovers! hmm! 3somes with shelley and dave.

cookie and rose get drunk at parties Bernie cookies ex calls them leso lovers! hmm! 3somes with shel...

Abuse, Hate, Sex

police told me not to talk to anyone of fb I don't know so I don't accept friendships at all bc police told me not to. I just do what police or my doctors tell me to do, I don't have feelings or needs and personality or indivdiuality. I feel nothing and have no concept of relationships due to their advice. but that is it. I just do what I am told to do by my betters. a doctor and a police officer is a better then what I am so I just do what they say, especially the police officers I don't want to get into trouble but now and then I do what I like with in a very limited sector. I am a very closed down person due to everyones advice.

police told me not to talk to anyone of fb I don't know so I don't accept friendships at all bc poli...

Pride, Hate

this job, my feet sore after all day at showroom floor standing. not sure if I like this job afterall.

this job, my feet sore after all day at showroom floor standing. not sure if I like this job aftera...

Hate

I'm absolutely sick of being responsible. I'm in a job that I DESTEST but everyone tells me how lucky I am just to have a job. Sure...but a job that makes you physically ill at the thought of being there? Why does nobody understand that? I have no one to talk to about it, so I just keep getting more & more depressed. I have an elderly uncle who is solely dependant upon me even though I have enough siblings to make a baseball team. He doesn't trust them, and neither do I. They just use you up and break your heart. I've gained 15lbs in the past 2 months. It makes me feel like staying inside, so I do. The never ending cycle.

I'm absolutely sick of being responsible. I'm in a job that I DESTEST but everyone tells me how luck...

Hate

How can a girl pick between the great three? The man she has, the man she wants, and the man she can never have.

How can a girl pick between the great three? The man she has, the man she wants, and the man she can...

Love, Hate

I want to play Joycie on everyone, I want to play rosie on everyone, I want to play katie on everyone. I want to watch other people hurt. I ever walk around sometimes with my finger up sign but down when I walk across roads or near people. I even give people dirty glears, I run away as soon as I see old dirty des man beast witch bitch menapausal-whore. "des doesn't know what he is doing" sullivan said, dirty des the spastic. I think des does know what dirty des is doing! just like joyce and rose and katie did. so it seems to me I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO ABUSE ANY ONE I WANT HOW I WAS ABUSED AND GET AWAY WITH IT.

I want to play Joycie on everyone, I want to play rosie on everyone, I want to play katie on everyon...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

so! why are you tell me? do you think I should care? why are you tell me all this? what's to me? waiting everyday I could slam the door at people who did to me, or just anyone to make up for all the times people did it to me. yeh, can't wait to be a qualified ___________ so I can get paid to be rude to poor lost pathetic needy souls, I"ll teach em alright!

so! why are you tell me? do you think I should care? why are you tell me all this? what's to me? w...

Pride, Abuse, Hate, Violence

I would like to see dogger whories and doggystyles and big men on their ass made fun of everywhere actually. for someone who gets out of everyones way when they are out for rooty-tooty;s and up to their doggin whoring, like I just get out of their way like a cannon ball so I can sit back and watch their freak shows and their freak sprogging and their stupid whoring land in their face with their sluts and wife whore dog creeepy ugly man beast witch wives and their mongrel sprog-doggin kids and sit back and laugh at their calamities and showing off and its funny watching parlimentarians make fools of them selves in parliment with grease all of their pussy lilly white ass hands, that is funny watching idiots make boss-cockyin of themselves, yeh there are millions of people I would love to see on their ass, I even enjoy seeing deaths on the news and think thank god its not me, and think they are all funny suffering. I love seeing people being robbed and raped and suffering. I enjoy seeing people being everyones joke. I did what everyone around me wanted and I am sick of it really. but I don't have the problems those dirty fuckfaces and their whorey dirty souls have, cuz life punishes you for all your wrongs and your kids wrongs and your parents and your great great great great great great parents and all your ancestors wrongs against any soul they have abused. life pays your back for all the women you sprog-sprong with and life will pay everyone back who has wronged me. I can sit back and laugh and watch the freak shows everywhere, the freak rotyals, the freak police and the freaker creepers ambos-ambongs and firies - flies freak doctors - mockers who abused me. russo the dusto fighter boxer and heather and joyce with their profound wisdom and abuse - yeh they get their comupance and people find out what sort of people they really are abusing victims of crime and its not my problem! I didn't cause their problems anyway. like someone said to me about kelly and margie in that disability choir disability bullies get theirs too for abusing, she will pay a piper one day and get done for her bouncing bullying controlling games. that music teacher margie getting her noise into all of the female choirs personal and romantic lives is dirty. anita and others bringing their work and home life problems to the choir is wrong and a user. you will get yours. anyway its nice knowing you get jobs working in a classroom anita but can't handle the kids and cant do your job that well. and all you can play is this childish game of "we won the fight" at the choir because I left. yeh you won, but what did you really win? a load of bullshit and trouble and your such a joke and so ugly anyway. you don't help or help anyone https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eoF7BMKWWyk see counter 40;45- you thought we might help each other so why are you telling me and everyone all your pathetic childish problems, what why should I care about a whorey ugly doggerstyler ambino googlyeye sheephaired freak ugly face and ugly body like you and your mongrel sprogging fuck off whore dogbitch. I didn't even look!

I would like to see dogger whories and doggystyles and big men on their ass made fun of everywhere a...

Pride, Abuse, Hate, Violence

joyce was always saying people wanted me on my ass, I would like a lot of people on their ass, I would love to see other people's genitals being made fun of and lives in a mess and neglected and abused. I feel sure it would help me heal and restore my faith in humanity if I saw a lot of people being abused and attacked over men and just anything really. its therapy for me.

joyce was always saying people wanted me on my ass, I would like a lot of people on their ass, I wou...

Pride, Abuse, Hate, Violence

I don't care for politics its a load of non-sense people up to no good. there all pedos.

Hate

so glad the meeting is over and I didn't want my father near that poxy whole radio station ever again, bunch of scammer users. we don't want to mix with, no thankyou. we out grew that whole ages ago. I told dad and he did what he was told and did the right thing and won't go back.

so glad the meeting is over and I didn't want my father near that poxy whole radio station ever agai...

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I get these throbbing headaches and dizziness and the only thing that eases them is cayanne pepper and I feel as high as a kite on it.

I get these throbbing headaches and dizziness and the only thing that eases them is cayanne pepper a...

Hate

when I worked for a doctor sometimes I stayed back late at night if he wanted me to and had late patients which was not a lot. he would always take a hour lunch break and the other doctor as well would leave a lot at lunch time so I was left with running the office and sometimes I didn't even take a break but I have always been l this, when I worked in hospitality in a 4 star hotel cleaning often I would use my lunch break to get through more rooms and skip my lunch often, I would start at 6.45aam and just work straight through til 2 or 3pm. when I worked in hostessing I was left with security of about 4 huge display luxuary homes I had keys to and I would just be able to read after I did my work that was basic as , all I had to do was put a heap of brochures for the archeitects and builders together and their home catalogues and put sales leads up for the sale team so I would sit and read all my human rights law books which was huge books. the course nearly killed me and the exams and my greatest issues were everynight leaving worrying if I had made sure the securty alarms were on right. I often had nightmares of the dam things going off after I left. but the houses were empty and I kept them clean and most people near asked me to show them around the houses but wanted to see the floor plans and price lists more. so I learnt to read a lot of archiects notes and sometimes they or the manager came to inspect on the office and see how I was going also. I was left completely to my own supervision. one job I did the banking for them and I think its weird if I was so trusted then why did everyone walk out on me when I did my justice exam and needed references and its like why then can't I get jobs I apply for. I feel like I am discredited and black listed it was very hurtful in 2005 when everyone just up and left !

when I worked for a doctor sometimes I stayed back late at night if he wanted me to and had late pat...

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I've recently been promoted to a new position, but I HATE being the boss. I would give anything to have my old job back.

I've recently been promoted to a new position, but I HATE being the boss. I would give anything to h...

Hate

when paris and nicki turn up everyone just leaves like they did with louise and brigette and sue and joyce and kylie and dani , you just knew to move away to allow them whoreshow time!

when paris and nicki turn up everyone just leaves like they did with louise and brigette and sue and...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

thankyou qc heather mover and shaker for abusing me sexually after joyce and katy did, thanks a lot. joyce say i have to thank abusive people I would prefer to have the cops on put them on trial to be honest for crimes against humanity and torture.

thankyou qc heather mover and shaker for abusing me sexually after joyce and katy did, thanks a lot...

Pride, Hate, Violence

I don't want to be your friend joyce after everything you have done to me and your bullying on all my family I don't think I would want to see you or be around your dog face ever again. because I can't see how any men could love a bitch bully like you your satanic and need mental help my doctor has said you have a multiple personality disorder because you take on your clients issues as your own.

I don't want to be your friend joyce after everything you have done to me and your bullying on all m...

Abuse, Hate

dear joyce you have all the men while I just have a hair brush to fuck with .... I fucked so many hard phallic objects on pillows all through my 20s, 30s and 40s and if my walls could talk they would make me a freak whore the way I fucked and fucked for hours alone in my room like heather at the bootcamp told me to every afternoon spent time making yourself more relaxed and calm and sensual she said. I fuck to porn alone for the last 10 years since I turned 35. I used to sometimes drink and get drunk in my room and get on top of my hairbrush that fitted my pussy so well place it on the pillow and fuck and fuck for ages and I would hit and slap and do ugly faces as I fucked away alone at the posters of a band who were taunting me from my local school. the best masturbation fuck I had was I spent a whole night in a storm and the thunder was so loud i could really make the bed rock and no one would hear and I had a portable gaslight on and I pretended I was having a romantic sexy love making night with a hot Spanish man or noble handsome English man and I used to count the slides into my vagina some nights it was thousands for hours and hours in the dim light. I want to do it more. I wish I had a room of my own to do it its exercise to me. I always wanted a guy to fuck with me who was hot as but I didn't have the skills of how to get those ones so I stopped trying with most men after a few set backs.

dear joyce you have all the men while I just have a hair brush to fuck with .... I fucked so many ...

Abuse, Hate, Sex

dear poopter drop dead ugly whore dog bully fuck face scammer. how many banks did you rob to get rich quick? frauders slut. if I ever see you run because I might want to attack that face of yours that was never as pretty as you thought it was you spastic deformed retarted lisped dog. you talked like a spastic so much your so ugly ugly ugly and I hate you and I can't wait for you die. so I can piss on your grave as you pissed on my life and health and dreams of relationships and career. your so ugly inside you is an evil dog that will suffer for what you did to me. you spastic faced dirty dog!

dear poopter drop dead ugly whore dog bully fuck face scammer. how many banks did you rob to get ric...

Hate

oh go fuck off and die jason you user asshole. what a loser band of faggots anyway. you kept saying you wanted to go die so go drop dead spastic faced user, hope the dirty fat poopter did you over as well you ugly bastard. I am glad my mother ignored you and had distain for you because you were always a liar as a child.

oh go fuck off and die jason you user asshole. what a loser band of faggots anyway. you kept saying ...

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