Confessions about 'Hate'

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I don't know what we are supposed to be doing with our lives anymore? what is there to gain or do or be or have anymore. this is just all crap.

I don't know what we are supposed to be doing with our lives anymore? what is there to gain or do or...

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also I am a note taking addict I have law notes from courses as far back as 1992 and 2002. I keep all my notes for some stupid reason because I never work to use them.

also I am a note taking addict I have law notes from courses as far back as 1992 and 2002. I keep al...

Abuse, Hate

I have food addictions, I am a recovering water-aholic, I was drinking up to10 x 750ml water bottles a day, so do count as in the special club yet?

I have food addictions, I am a recovering water-aholic, I was drinking up to10 x 750ml water bottle...

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the fact is if you want a lady you won't even date her because she won't give you what you want that a whore slut will give you. that is just fact! a lady will defend herself and a lady doesn't appreciate a rape up session like a whore slut does. a lady would never suck cock like a whore slut would.

the fact is if you want a lady you won't even date her because she won't give you what you want that...

Pride, Hate

truth is men have been doing this to women and girls for years however. as a teen girl no young man or teen boy chased me like a gentleman or treated me like I was worthy of him, while at college or university or after a car accident most young men seem to only want the dollybird magazine model girlfriend who is rich and independent and her family were rich and she was beautiful and yet these types of women were in themselves no greater catch then the sweet girl next door look who might not have been as rich but then they probably are not as vain or two timing as well. I sometimes think young guys of the 70s and 80s and 90s whose mums worked and dads worked they had a hate for the average girl. I question how a dull unclassy man should believe he deserves a high-class model or "she-gorillas" who are taller then them, years ago men liked short girls who made them feel like the MAN, by the 1980s men wanted this tall miss universe or supermodel girlfriend or older frustrated woman sharon stone typified, then it all went crazy in 2000 men were deliberately going out with slobs and leaving beautiful women for hags, look at princess diana and prince charles who would choose that ? and beauty used to be purity and shyness and modesty and old money and whiter skin the better and domesticated so the guy would think "well she will be a good wife and mother" and women thought "well he will be a good provider" and then young men wanted the old cougar sharon stone type and the tweenie sugar daddy petite waif off the street or they left a hot wife for a fat slob black monkey from 3rd world to think they are making some person social protest. it became in to be an abused kid in the Catholics molested by a priest or dad or someone. I met a therapist would could literally only see young innocent love as looking to be rescued from a rotten drunk bully father and now we are in a era of the jamie private school girl image of women and nigar males of joana from somoa. white chicks wanting black huge cooks? and talking vial about sex to men socially. women have paid a high price for sexual liberation and the pill which does not feel like liberation at all and to be honest how can a woman's body be healthy after 30 years of steroids which is what the pill is to say "I am a healthy woman in a healthy body"" unlikely. you can't trick the body into thinking its pregnant and all that blokey-chick stuff without serious hormone health problems. I have never been on the pill maybe that is why I am not liberated? yes both sexes and the whole world has gone too far, the gays, wanting marriage and designer babys and yet women want babies can't find men to marry and have babies with, the religion, banks, royals, media, everything has gone too far today. normal is past tense. gays are too rich and they are not special. try being like me single and celibate and looking but getting nowhere everywhere you go. and worse is you meet men who are old married and think they are good enough for single virgins and these men are not, like the married women who want every single men in town, they never know when enough is enough and stop phishing in on others turf. I don't have money either or looks which is why I just study and men have used me and you wake up and think - bugger off. what would make a bald fat short married men think he was a catch for a single virgin anyway?

truth is men have been doing this to women and girls for years however. as a teen girl no young man ...

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yeh the young dope druggy men who were the sharon stoner boners of the 1990's fucked up youth in that generation big time.

yeh the young dope druggy men who were the sharon stoner boners of the 1990's fucked up youth in th...

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what really hurt me was their prayers made me cry and build up hope that someone would better would love me, not some 12 year old child boy who was demanding sex nude photos etc of me, its something I never do, I am 46 and I know I am an old maid joke to a lot of people who can't get a man and all that and not working etc I have never ever , ever in all my years had a valentines day card or gift and for those churches to deliberately set up a child to call me sexy was very very hurtful, misleading and painful to experience. I felt cheated and rippeed off and abused and humiliated once again like most men or women stealing men on me have done. to have a child do this to me from those churches was a very very cruel joke and not remotely funny. I felt so disappointed. I felt dispear and grief and angry that these people would pray for me to be fertile and find a husband who would be loving and faithful and have a baby etc only to be subjected to their dirty abusive games very demeaning and the joke will be on them. I actually don't know how these people live with themselves.

what really hurt me was their prayers made me cry and build up hope that someone would better would ...

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left message at qd to check is it safe to go there, no stalkers or people I dont want to see or know.

left message at qd to check is it safe to go there, no stalkers or people I dont want to see or know...

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he said she said that he said that she said??? was always bec and katy.

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arrhh hahaa you're one of the little people said fat fuck bully bec

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ahh just get me out of here! said katy

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do you know how it feels to be told every conceiveable thing you attempt to do or say your told "you won't be able to do that, because your too stupid" even down to sex and child birth and working in a shop or library ? have you any idea how battered that feeling is? and stalkers upsetting you stealing away your trust in every human being, bashers like katy stealing away every human faith or trust in others??? questioning everytime? "I wonder how she got him? I wonder did that woman have to bash someone to get him? who helped her? and why won't anyone ever help me?" why always these wrong weirods who are stupid, they don't know how to die because they have not faced death, they don't know how to live morally because they have not faced a scrap of their own death. and you expect me to talk to these spastics. no I won't!

do you know how it feels to be told every conceiveable thing you attempt to do or say your told "you...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I worked for one doctor and he was great actually it was his bloody mother who was driving me mental. the vendictive evil things she would say to me. very confusing.

I worked for one doctor and he was great actually it was his bloody mother who was driving me mental...

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I was always being told law was not a place for me and the boys do litigation and the girls do conveyancing. I didn't understand this talk then other stupid things were going on every thing I did from pharamcy to law to sports nutrition and whatever - oh you will never make it, you might pass the tests and get a degree but you will just do course after course after course and never hold down a real job. and more bullshit. talk about being jaded lack luster and alphabetazed bejesused alright the bullshit I have heard.

I was always being told law was not a place for me and the boys do litigation and the girls do conve...

Abuse, Hate

so I was obsessing over this death threat parcel for ages and took it to a few clairvoyants and showed them and they thought it was weird and creepy. the ramblings of a nutcase, then came more weird isolated emails from arabs and indian men we blocked and also other strange letters one had a cd rom with it about this whole abuse issue and some one who had coppied all these editorials or stuff about some case, then there was more and this went on as well as fake people rick had got to stalk me and buy tickets and they tried to wreck my baby shows and I had been planning on doing the quest a few years before and wrote it in a diary in a bag that went missing and they stole my birth certificate and bank accounts and law books, they broke into the house and stole things in 2000 and again in 2005 and one night I went to hospital we noticed things had been moved and shoes and jewellery stolen. someone wanting to burn a for sale sign on our fence one halloween. its more then a bit creapy and then when I was sick one dickhead with a candle holding vigile outside with a harmonica and grim reaper suit was all too much. and dad had to tell them they had to leave and they were upsetting me. dad said they were taking things just too far.

so I was obsessing over this death threat parcel for ages and took it to a few clairvoyants and show...

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this r person sent shit about powerful peieeer is in it for zzzzzeee money too and beware of this beware of that. effluent of society and holding up more bludgers then ajax and whatever, photos to places i had gone for job interviews and then pages of all the rsl phone book and grave yards and something about us being in the obituaries and how we would be missed, other vile things about coolies and sometimes they called themselves ned other times they called themselves "ed" very upsetting and emotionally distressful at the same time a dead animal was hanging with flies all around it on the lamp post this was like a bad omen to me, like the Ides of march and ceaser, like the new years eve in 2015 when someone deliberately ran over a pretty blue crane bird while I was exercising on the verander that was a clear message to me of a bad omen from my neighbors, then a few weeks ago the knife and the tackle box. sure that is really helping guys??? what the f were you thinking? sure , helps making me afraid of my neighbors and no I don't trust the monegrel bastards. the old slut linda from the baby shows she stole a young bloke from me that old horn bag shitwoman. what young single guy would want some fat old wrinkled dog with 4 kids and she is old ugly not rich over a beautiful single virgin like me when I was 29? talk about an insult to my confidence that a spastic would choose a tardbark whore like that over someone as genuine and nice as me, so I pushed them together. after that I was pushed with a married rapist ken I didn't want to be with so I have pushed a lot of doggystyler whores with men to teach everyone a lesson in life. lessons can be learnt and I can teach them and punish back.

this r person sent shit about powerful peieeer is in it for zzzzzeee money too and beware of this be...

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most of my life I have been surrounded by spastic little minded women and men that annoy me.

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I spent some of yesterday out and then came home and did some study and today trying to keep my day stress free because of chest pain and stuff.but I try to do some study. I am not content with this life anymore . I am sick of the bullshit and lack of moral values of others around me everywhere. I obsess over the food I eat and what and how much I eat more then I fuss over anything else. but its safe here being obsessed with food and exercise and study. I don't have to look at people or care if they care about 1 1 single dream or hope I have ever had and I don't have to care about how others are and I can learn to ignore other peoples crys of pain and hurt as they have to me.

I spent some of yesterday out and then came home and did some study and today trying to keep my day ...

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no one here has jobs and I just don't think we can afford a holiday we are poor old sad grumpy old men of females here with no love or life or anything to look forward to and all you hear on tv is about all the bad cruises and food poisoning and assaults and ships sinking due to lazy over spoilt selfish sexed captains and it doesn't look like much fun to me. I get sick on a ferris wheel let alone a cruise. I am phobic to water since a child when my kid friend drown and I just can't see us enjoying anything. we are a family who don't know how to enjoy life at all. i refuse to speak to those dirty erin women at all and I feel this deal is a scam! someone will scam me because I am always being scammed and frauded, I have always been scammed and frauded it won't change now that I am 46 and and old maid left on the shelf. and I am likely to want to bash anyone who tries flirting with me or even tries to be nice I have been abused everywhere I go for so long.

no one here has jobs and I just don't think we can afford a holiday we are poor old sad grumpy old ...

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"mindless breeding" and its usually young single mothers who all the babies know is mommy taps on and looks at a mobile and texts people all day and wears tattoos and metal pieces on the face and god only knows elsewhere, yet they seem to go from shag to shag, drugging boozing and job hops and a lot of lying. it seems to be today you have to lie on your resume to get work. the cheats and scammers are winning. people with moral values and a conscience are abused and left behind, currently Australia studies on welfare show full-time students end up on welfare merry-go-round all their lives, one woman who teaches some crap on back health explains to me why I should buy her prozzie course because she has 3 or 4 PhDs, but how many are real or genuinely earnt. much like love today, its all instant. Nowhere to meet if you are on disability and been to a university like me and drop out due to being physically assaulted by violent druggy women over men. its truly said that the bad people of this world are being rewarded for being assholes, liars and scammers and rude and hurtful. mindless breeding like mindless eating is an epidemic however so is what bill gates did to the stop breeding with sterilization in tetanus vaccines, yeh jobbs and gates have a lot to answer for as do a lot of corporate psychopaths and all these Dream Lover psychopaths multiple times married mindless breeders who are like that character "the united states of tara" crazy. so you do course after course and people just "oh she's dumb! we won't let her breed, cuz she looks like she has life too easy" but I have been in the hospital with serious injuries from car accidents and infections mysteriously finding themselves at my body system that I believe are spread deliberately - they want to kill off people. we don't have enough jobs or money or homes and in infrastructures already we ca't take in anymore refugees and sorry but I am sick of hearing about the gays stupid rights and black power and 50 shades of shit rape to be a modern liberated woman- what a load of complete and utter bullshit this world has come to with cinema full of rubbish, tv and media full of rubbish. etc. I just wanna know how you get to be one of the special beautiful sexual people who get adoring fans at work and husbands and dine out and have cars and kids and houses, only Asians and Indians marry in Australia no one else can afford it and they are taking our houses and white men too. so sick of it.in 2000 people were getting govt handouts and baby bonuses to have kids and it was at a time I wanted to be married and having a baby - already then I felt it was getting urgent and too late I was in my late 20s wondering why I had never had 1 real friend that cared about my feelings and sexual needs or how I felt, I had never even been seriously in love going to 2 universities and colleges and getting nowhere with employment because I was not black, male or disadvantaged enough, or middle aged women with 2 broken marriages who were getting all the jobs anyway. so stupid people getting paid to fvck and mindlessly breed to hit up on ice or get another proud fat mummy tattoo or new mobile phone. and all these overseas students getting extra marks at university because they are non English background now they have the degrees and jobs and houses and us loser "white trash" who came from good Christian homes are treated like retards is not funny. you have to be fat before you allowed to be thin you have to be sick before you can have rights, you have to fight big ogres for a date, I can't be expected to fight an old cougar of 55 who has 3 kids and been married 4 times and drives a sports car and wants a toy boy for a trashy romp and then I miss out on a young guy or you get young 12-year-olds mothers by 13 stealing daddy sugarpops and once again the more stylish morally conscious woman with class who doesn't want to lower her behaviour down to her selfish competition is in a rut again. yeh it does not seem fair. and you have to be a druggy to be important or rich, and if all the fat old married 5 times momma with 12 kids don't like you cuz your thin and studying and think you need to live the school of hard knocks and gets you raped for their fun it strange world we live in.

"mindless breeding" and its usually young single mothers who all the babies know is mommy taps on a...

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